>>197089
i think im above ghosting now. it's feel more and more like a pointless endeavor each time i end up impulsively doing it

sex is wrong and bad

>>197086
smart lori : )

but mentally, i cant really ever trust em again

>>197089
god I want to too with my 'friends' I got in school but I don't have anything else but internet friends. lori is wise but you can't poison your mind with people who have distain for your dreams too often i think

i tried not ghosting someone i was on-again-off-again with for like a year and it was just painful and unrewarding

ghosting is good actually imo

that person is evil and deserves no more of my time ever and if that hurts their feelings good, they hurt mine first

>>197097
it's both healthy and unhealthy. it depends what kind of person you are

some bpd people deserve a bout of ghosting, as a treat

>>197099
thats probably true
im very out of sight out of mind type personality so it works rly well for me
problematic relationship? what relationship, i forgot that existed havent thought about it in months til someone brought up something that reminded me of them

>>197096
I think connection and love maybe are and maybe sometimes sex is part of it but ... sometimes it's part of pain

>>197102
im out of sight out of mind too, but i do tend to fixate on past people way more than i should

there's still a lot of old friends ive cut off that i have added on my steam page. it's been literal years and im still hesitant on pulling the trigger and erasing them

>>197095
U only have so much time in this world nonny <3

>>197105
idk some of it feels like giving myself respect too. like this person doesnt value my time, they used to but not anymore they just only talked to me when it was convenient and they needed something. So its like self respect to not let them do that to me ya know?

I value my time and i dont value ppl who dont value my yime

>>197108
you seem like you're healthy with it yeah

i dont think i am

>>197111
i hope so, i am historically not the healthiest person tho so this maybe all cope x D

>>197109
but is it worth it to be vulnerable

nice lori brings all the nonnys to the yard

nonnys rise up

let's all love nonnys

#ksay lets all love nonnys

nonnys are pets ?????

what was that original post xd

IDK I saw a post with the typical advice an a kinda funny environment but I'm always looking for some quirky new thing that's unique but it's always just an aesthetic and oooh look how I'm smart and different and it means nothing

internet is bad an evil i never use the internet.

>>197126
#truthnuke (that command can't be used in this board)

@admin make the truthnuke command usable. NOW.

>>197130
btfo

did u just hack me

#theme (only staff can use this command on this board)
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>>197136
#hug

You're imune to all evil

you are cool and a good friend

:gun:

: )

you've got your aviators on!

BD
I just stole htem!!!

I'm finally watching I saw the TV glow btw that's why I'm a lil slow u don't need to stay up for me

I hope you're feeling ok too other nonny <3

it's tough, this too shall pass

maybe that's the slogan of disasociation

maybe it should be 'hey look over there!' instead in hard times but then I've tried that too

this really says a lot about society

i saw the reddit glow

i will never watch it, mostly out of contrarianism

ikr I was the same but then the worms were talkin about it

and it's like IDK sometimes I'm a contrarian because I'm afraid to really be

so hey ya know

read nevada by imogen binnie its the best book about transgendereds

"Binnie said she approached writing it as a transgender story written for trans women. "One of the questions I was trying to answer with Nevada was, what would a story about trans women that was intended for an audience of trans women — what would that look like?" Binnie told blogger Sarah McCarry in an interview about the book"

oooh

like 2/3 of the jokes in the book are completely trans in jokes idk how ud understand them if ur not transgend're

do you learn trans in jokes lurking /tttt/?

>>197165
>implying the united hitlers of america wont ban in next year

i think cisgenders shouldnt be allowed to read it

kekaroo!!

based!

cisgenders shouldn't be allowed to read

trans ppl are the scholar caste like mideivil munks

we are unironically the highest iq demographic even tho i think iq is bullshit fake science

lesbian transfems are like 125iq on average its crazy

I hope not

>>197177
It's kinda interesting what with stress supposed to be being terrible for your mental ability

It would be cool to see the progression of that over people's lives, not just by demographic but some mental tests as people go through life and you can see how they were before transition and during and after

OOOOFFFF brutal... it might be literal, but yeah that too

i mean i think in reality it's just a survivorship bias kinda thing. not like literal survivorship but in the fact that u have to be selfaware and introspective to even realize ur trans especially if ur attracted to women as an amab. and those two traits select heavily for iq

So true loveing women makes you superhuman because you are who you hang out with and women are super duper

i am cursed with like men disease 😔

you're super duper too

i also like women but still its a stain on my character

men can be really cool and nice sometimes

>>197188
#oracle ()

Brvtal

>>197190
i wish that were true :c

WTF??? killing men now
>>197192

hah! 'by all means marry, if you marry well, you'll be happy, if not you'll be a philosopher' vibes

the mean person i was talking about ghosting earlier is a m*n

mwah hah hah lori has nice plans to make everyone happy and deserves to enjoy herself

yooooo HE'S THE DEMIURGE I KNEW IT I KNEW IT my bestie loves gnosticism it feels so real sometimes I wonder if self aceptance is a trap to forget what's really wrong...

what if you're one step farther...

It doesn't work rejecting it

I don't trust myself to know if I'm right I guess. what part of me can I ever trust. When you have 2 conflicting memories, and you could be forgetting that you're dying listening to one... what if people who are happy don't care about the suffering, or they can't understand them, what if we're like those male spiders who get eaten when they finally achieve their drive in life to mate. Probably they suffer too, it's not like evolution needs them not to. If I'm that spider and I don't do it, part of me is dying, repressed, if I do do it, The other parts are too. I suppose you try not to and to let the evil part trying to kill you die, but then I've been told so many good parts are evil..

>(22) Jesus saw infants being suckled. He said to his disciples, "These infants being suckled are like those who enter the kingdom."
>They said to him, "Shall we then, as children, enter the kingdom?"
>Jesus said to them, "When you make the two one, and when you make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside, and the above like the below, and when you make the male and the female one and the same, so that the male not be male nor the female female; and when you fashion eyes in the place of an eye, and a hand in place of a hand, and a foot in place of a foot, and a likeness in place of a likeness; then will you enter the kingdom."
what the fuck did he mean by this?

I'd say my personal strength but it would hurt people, I'd say other people but they'd hurt me and each other

wow this is really good I remember walking around shouting 'end simulation' 'ok god stop this now! appear!'

I still would feel irresponsible doing the die to try to get to the real world bullshit. There's no good arguments but 'I feel bad' but then everything responsible feels fake too. I shouldn't suicide bait though I never actually would and I tell myself one day I'll figure it out I hope this has a happy ending we'll see 20 min left I'm really glad I saw it

>>197211
yep!!!!!! they were right.

>>197217
<3

eep well <3 <3

>>197216
hahahaha his ego is NOT dead!!

ooooohhh dun dun dun!!

I have a good feeling for him :3

bye <3

.play heat of the moment

hey! ya know I was thinking she only had scraps of evidence that the world really was a prison as seen in the paper scraps at the powerline and the moments with light so really it would be better to assume she's crazy and you're hallucinating it but no- I think those were strong enough, it's just she wasn't willing to accept the few and perhaps never totally sure, but enough scraps of evidence she had. Which is like in life too.

what level of mental health decline is outbursts of biting/chomping your arm and screaming into it

#skate

>at the bus stop

cringe

i hate living in the city

>>197242
#editai remove "in the city"

also true

::real cat

i rly thought there were more real dogs on this site ;_;

>>197249
cute doggo

there we go

what am i looking at here

a spiders

:)

weird spoder

>>197260
dont be mean please they are trying their best

ok sorry

::spider fact

::spoder

see

proof thats a spider

huh i stand corrected

::wah

::weh

::jeb bush

::bush

::jeb

>in class

cringe

>class on saturday
why

you can have classes on saturday at uni here

huh thatd really piss me off