libpol

/libpol/[5]open

「Canadian politics」

So carney just won, looks like the ndp lost most of their seats, jagmeet lost his riding and has stepped down, greens lost one of the seats but Elisabeth may kept her riding on the gulf islands… ontario lost all its ndp ridings, including some that were ndp for over 20 years…

Some surprises…

The political landscape looks pretty stupid.
/tttt/[45]open

「/bmg/ - boymoder general」

boymoder general
boymoder general
boymoder general

not quite tge same edition

qott1 how are you holding up?
qott2 have you ever seen another boymoder irl?
qott3 whats your most favorite plushie that you have?
/v/[4]open

「Is he stupid?」

>"I''ve spent my life making a shadow pokemon that is impossible to purify!"
>is the easiest shadow pokemon to purify

is he stupid?
/libpol/[4]open

「ICE is continuing to escalate. Trump is now deporting American citizens.」

Specifically children with cancer.
They didn't even wait for the birthright citizenship law, just went ahead and did it illegally.
I am worried what these means for other "undesirable" American citizens in addition to all American Hispanics. Not sure what to make of the implications for future illegal policies though.
Discuss.
https://www.thedailystar.net/news/world/usa/news/us-deports-3-american-children-including-cancer-patient-rights-groups-3881066
/tttt/[413]open

「Giant Plants from Space!」

You know what we need? A thread about giant plants from space. I think that would be a fine topic, better yet if they're lesbian plants from space. Giant lesbian plants from space who inject you with hrt.

A thread for the twice exiled to discuss plan lesbians and other literature written by (predominantly) trans women for (predominantly) trans women. Share and discuss stories! Debate whether this ought to become a general!
This whole site is apparently sfw so be careful what you post.
/v/[8]open

「Who's your favourite Gen 3 Pokémon??」

Generation 3 is a weird gen to me because it's the first gen that I think steps towards what modern pokemon is in regards to game design and pokemon design while still being having elements of weirdness that hadn't yet been ironed out yet which means theres a lot of pokemon here that are kinda strange.

Mine's Mawile cos shes just a lil cutie and I love the trope of cute girl with big scary thing lol. also shes based on a yokai instead of an animal which is something i think gen 3 started doing more and more as opposed to the earlier gens where the focused seemed a lot more on making like monsterfied animals.
/tescreal/[1]open

「AI and empathy」

So we know that people will packbond with inanimate objects pretty easily and we know that people tend to pick the good guy path in video games and we know that it's really easy to make people emotionally react to bots. So a whole lot of the hatred of AI by humans in popular conception and in movies is unrealistic, but you have that friend you know who loves going around a sandbox game like fallout and being a complete psychopath and you have seen people mistreat machines and laugh about it.

Are those people just parented wrong? Or do we have to deal with AI-exclusive sociopaths in society at the same time we're trying to convince the AI we're not genocidal monsters? Can we fix these people or do we just need to secure control of regulatory bodies so that their harm can be prevented, knowing that if randos get control of the regulatory bodies they will definitely judge that mistreating AI is just mistreatment of property.
/tescreal/[22]open

「Transhumanist body modification」

Surprise! During your lifetime, the singularity happens, and the ASI machine goddess is super duper aligned. The world is now a fully automated luxury communist utopia, and you have complete and utter morphological freedom to become whoever you want and do whatever you want. How do you modify yourself?

For me, I would start by making myself immortal. No more aging, no more cancer, and I want my brain to be backed up to a remote server that interfaces with my body from afar so if I explode I can just build a new identical body, good as new. I'd also make myself immune to pain and suffering, more muscular, and I'd enhance my sense of pleasure so that everything felt more exciting, interesting, and pleasurable. I want my baseline experience to be extremely happy, as if I were constantly on MDMA, with diverse information-sensitive gradients of bliss replacing pain as a danger signal. I'd also increase my IQ and give myself more stamina.

What about you?
/meta/[4]open

「why libpol?」

why the hell is this place still called libpol? like who the hell wants a liberal version of /pol/? or even another pol type site? this place has come a long way since I last saw it but seriously... libpol???
/v/[8]open

「TLOZ」

I started playing Zelda 2, and it's caught me off guard how much of a jrpg it is compared to the rest of the series. There is no Master Sword, instead I have to progress and get stronger by grinding like it's Dragon Quest. I'm still having fun, but it takes some getting used to. What are you guys favorite Zelda games?
/meta/[9]open

「banners」

suggest banners here

(banners are board-specific but i guess you can suggest front page ones mainly)
/lgbt2/[1]open

「Shotapooners in women's bathroom」

Any poons that look like 13 year old boys scare women in the bathroom?
Did your presence illicit any disgust when that happened? Is this not what they wanted?

There are no pooners on this website but if you're here and are also a permafoid feel free to chime in.
/tttt/[69]open

「Hrtgen?」

• Help, advice, guidance on meds and dosages
• HRT related medical experiences and research
• Availability and pricing of medications
• Rational and scientific discussion

See following post for a pharmacy list.

Survey: https://1drv.ms/xs/s!AudRJceTA5C9c2G5lCV2Avq0kQ0
▶ Survey data: https://1drv.ms/x/s!AudRJceTA5C9cyIWo6_X14AvHyM
▶ HRTGen Data Analysis: https://1drv.ms/f/s!AudRJceTA5C9gRLLWnbpdzlIxe4r
▶ HRT Info Sheets: https://1drv.ms/f/s!AudRJceTA5C9gQnyM7wxZcBGWRzW
▶ Pill ID: https://www.drugs.com/imprints.php
▶ DrugBank: https://www.drugbank.com/
▶ Basic HRT: https://apps.carleton.edu/campus/gsc/assets/hormones_MTF.pdf
▶ HRT ranges: https://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
▶ Powers Method: https://powersfamilymedicine.com/s/Healthcare-of-the-Transgender-Patient-V60.pptx
▶ Endocrine Society Guidelines: https://academic.oup.com/jcem/article/102/11/3869/4157558
▶ Transline Guidelines (with bicalutamide): https://transline.zendesk.com/hc/en-us/article_attachments/360047702053/TransLine_HRT_Guidelines_FINAL.pdf
▶ WPATH SOC: https://www.wpath.org/publications/soc
▶ TransDIY: https://www.reddit.com/r/transDIY
▶ Blood tests (US): https://www.privatemdlabs.com/, https://www.labsmd.com/
▶ Blood tests (UK, Ireland): https://www.medichecks.com/
▶ Blood tests (Canada Only): https://bloodtestscanada.com/
▶ Blood tests (Sweden): https://werlabs.se/
▶ Blood tests by mail: https://www.letsgetchecked.com/ DIY capillary blood samples. Expensive.
▶ Lab test guide: https://www.healthcare.uiowa.edu/
/misc/[3]open

「Antonia Eliana Ortiz Schiaffino」

Soy el Raimundo Alexander Schiaffino Schiaffino. En esta imagen esta mi prima Antonia Eliana Ortiz Schiaffino. Mi prima Antonia en pantalones rosados se sento en mi cara cuando ella era menor de edad y yo tenia 18 años. Su poto aplastaba toda mi cara, mi nariz olia todo su poto grande. Mi prima Antonia muy potona con poto grande me dijo que me iba a tirar un peo en mi cara, Antonia me tiro su peo en mi nariz, su peo fue muy apestoso y su peo sono como una metralleta en mi nariz, me fume todo su peo de potona. Antonia lo empezo todo. Antonia fue la primera en tirarme un peo en mi nariz.
Antonia se tiro el menso peo en mi nariz. Cuando Antonia me tiro su peo, su peo entro en mi nariz. Cuando Antonia me tiro su peo en mi nariz, mi nariz tenia mocos, su peo dentro de mi nariz hizo que mis mocos esten mas apestosos y podridos con olor a su peo. Despues de tirarme su peo en mi nariz, Antonia movio mucho su poto grande hacia los lados en mi nariz. La Antonia se tira los mensos peos y sus peos son atomicos. Me gusto cuando la Antonia se sento en mi cara (me hizo un facesitting), sus gluteos muy grandes, redondos, rebotones, apretados, llenos de grasa y de peos aplastaban mi cara. Cada gluteo de la Antonia es mas grande que mi cabeza. Antonia me tiro su peo muy apestoso, muy ediondo, muy oloroso, muy podrido, de metralleta, de bomba atomica y de caca muy verde dentro de mi nariz.
/fast/[65]open

「/fast/」

Everyone keep posting as rapidly as you can and see how quick we can make the chat scroll upward. Wheeeeeeeeeee!
/tttt/[3]open

「」

i cant dress like an edgelord because im a tranny with a long face
you cant dress like a girl because you have shit fashion sense
we are not the same
/tttt/[22]open

「new wave of bishiefication」

>afab fujoshi rise to dominate weeaboo culture in the 2000s
>every site flooded with the yaoi fantasies of 14 year old girls with a copy of mspaint and/or flash
>trash girls write the sloppiest of fagslop on every fandom site theyre not purged from
>isolated/autistic teenage gayboys with no proper outlet for their desires secretly lap this shit up in their bedrooms away from any real form of scrutiny
>a new multi-generation wave of bishie culture is created on the back of emo and weeb subcultures
>traps, femboys, HRT, AGP
>a rising tidalwave of yet unknown faggotry drowns out established tradfag, tradtrans, cishet culture
>yaoi girls go into hiding as spaces are increasingly no longer a safe space for afabs to talk about gay male fantasies
>forward thinking afabs read the air and poon out, taking their yaoi fantasies as their rightful life experience
>yaoipoons in afab circles become pillars of the new possible, messiahs for the disassociated fujoshi masses
>tradfags sulk in the corner having been utterly outfagged
>cishets sneed and screech at the top of their lungs as HRT bishies look them dead in the eye and tell them that theyre a faggot
where do we go from here?
/misc/[8]open

「Succubi」

Hypothetically speaking, if a succubus or other sexual spirit was trying to haunt you or fuck with you, how would you deal with it?
/tttt/[21]open

「After Backlash, Planned Parenthood Arizona Resumes Gender Affirming Care」

https://www.erininthemorning.com/p/after-backlash-planned-parenthood

>On Friday, April 11, patients reported receiving calls that gender affirming care was being put on “pause” after the Department of Health and Human Services sent out a memo to medical institutions across the country. The letter warned institutions that receive federal funding against providing gender affirming care. Planned Parenthood Arizona is the only branch of the organization reported to have paused care as a result.

>In a voicemail left to one of the patients, a Planned Parenthood worker told one patient that they were “hoping that this is a temporary pause for the next week.”

>But by the weekend, Lookout—an Arizona-based LGBTQ news site—had broken the story about the cancellations. A banner was added to the organization’s website that said, “Planned Parenthood Arizona is pausing Gender Affirming Care services as we continue to review and evaluate this order. We are committed to keeping our patients updated about the services we provide and will communicate further once we can provide more information.”

>By Monday, Erin in the Morning and other news outlets picked up the story. And by Tuesday, the group reversed course. Erin in the Morning had reached out to Planned Parenthood Arizona for comment but did not hear back in time for publication.
/yum/[7]open

「Hot Sauce Thread」

Thread for hot sauce posting.

I need more and I'm almost out. I don't know where I put my Tabasco. Idk whether I should get Texas Pete or something better if they have it at the store.
/meta/[127]open

「so is this 4chan now」

all the chvds went to twitter
the site doesn't seem to be coming back in the immediate future
is gay and art and libpol at libpol.org what's left for us?
it's still slow here but this place is kinda nice
/misc/[40]open

「Not trans just a agp coomer」

Friend convinced me to buy hrt cause I talked about always wanting to be cute/femboy and was depressed I would never achieve that dream cause I'm already 24 and already close to 30 and I'd have to live out my life being extremely ugly. Said it would help me stop being horny all the time but I doubt it will and I'm literally just some faggot coomer anyways not a trans girl, why should I take it when I don't have any real dysphoria anyways? It's still on its way here, but with all the anxiety I have about it Im kinda excited about it too. Not in a fetish way more of a freeing way, kinda hard to explain but if anything when it does get here I'll probably take it anyways
/tttt/[12]open

「orange cats」

This orange cat a bit shocked me because he is kinda gradient and he is an orange tuxedo. Post orange cats here
/tttt/[9]open

「Please, fill this field for me, anonette.」

I used to be a trip on 4chan lgbt years ago. I went through a right wing ethnonationalist phase after an attempt at becoming a communist (very failed), but they don't like the queers. I miss 4chan, but I got excommunicated because I'm not trans, or so it felt.

I support trans people's right to mod their bodies, but I don't support the compelled speech/perception pushed by the leftists.

I also acknowledge your brain changes a lot till you're about 25, but people can get kids and join an army prior to that, so I don't see why they shouldn't be allowed to troon out.

I also don't see transwomen as women, but as transwomen. And I don't mind gays having sex, which rendered me unacceptable among right-wingers.

I hope yous have a good day. I'm sorry your board got nuked. The new ones look better coded.
/tescreal/[20]open

「Immortality and population control」

Okay, so the issue that most keeps me up at night is how to handle resources when the universe hits carrying capacity.

I can imagine increasing the carry capacity of the universe by an astronomically huge factor, but unless I can develop a method to conjure energy from literal nothingness I think it will always eventually be a problem that we will not be able to support sentient life if that life is allowed to multiply at will. Even worse if we develop clinical immortality(not magical immortality, people just don't die permanently unless they want to).

Off the top of my head, I would suggest that if you opt for immortality, it should cost you the ability to reproduce. This is actually doable. If the method of immortality is creating an AI version of your mind, it would be possible to totally destroy and leave behind the genetic code to create your gametes, making it impossible to have a child in a genetically meaningful way.

However, the real issue is the huge, natural human nature reflex against population control. I say population control and you hear, "...naaaazi shit." And this impulse is real and something we need to tackle in order to solve this problem.
/v/[4]open

「early pokemon movesets」

been playing pokemon xd gale of darkness and it's reminding me how terrible a lot of pokemon's movesets are (pic related). Jolteon learns 2 (two) electric moves, one's only 40BP and the other is at level 52, he rest of the moves it learns aren't even special type moves so it can't get any usage out of them.
/tttt/[84]open

「mtfc - male to female central」

the age of 4chan, the age of mtfg, has come to a close. it is time to look to the future, and that future is... mtfc!
the cornerstone of trans culture on the internet returns as male to female central! this is a place where mtf denizens of the internet can gather to make friends and have fun!
join our discord: https://discord.gg/beSJGXmmsK
/lgbt2/[3]open

「4chan refugee」

Hiiii, new here and wondering how this differs from 4chan, are there different rules?

Are the people better or worse here?

Will chasers ask for my ass on every thread?
/libpol/[28]open

「How does liberalism work?」

Context: was here back when it was called brainworm rodeo because I was curious about glegle, surprised by the new branding after not using this place for a while.

How exactly does liberalism work compared to other leftist sects? Does it use dialectics? How does liberal theorycrafting (and praxiscrafting for that matter) work?
/tttt/[9]open

「cucked by HRT」

>be me, tranny, have a transbian gf
>her ass is inordinately big for an amab, huge, just ridiculous
>she's alluringly lying on her belly in bed
>I mount her and pull her pants down
>the visage of her juicy, fat ass drives me crazy with lust, I just become a wild animal in heat
>I lick and bite it, mad like a rapehon ready to make her next victim
>desperately wanna fugg her
>can't, bc pp is too sensitive
>even when I can sorta kinda fugg her, I can never cum
>even if I could, nothing would come out, so I'll never be able to fill her up with my cummies

HRT is kinda whack sometimes...
/libpol/[13]open

「How to fix the large uptick in far-right/right wing populism」

Pic related, but also if you were to look at recent polling (especially out of South Korea), you can see a gender divide where younger men seem to be more attracted to far right/right wing populist parties.
While stories as extreme as picrel aren't terribly common, whenever anyone brings this problem up, the answers are almost always censorship or "they need to be raised better."
Maybe that will work with children, but as the polling shows, many adults are like this too, and all censorship will do for them is make them feel even more vindicated.
Thoughts on this?
/meta/[6]open

「apologies」

to the user who had their post erased during a site refresh, i apologize. these are rare and only happen when i deploy a code change. it's not supposed to lose any post data. i will make sure it doesn't happen again
/tescreal/[1]open

「Tissue Engineering Strategies」

So like. If we want to replace or create novel body parts, we'll need to grow cultures of tissues in coherent structures, right? Most of what I'm reading in the bioprinting realm seems kind of limited, though - like the most advanced bioprinted heart attempts seem very primitive if they're not working with a pre-existing ECM, which isn't very useful if you want to create a new heart - are there advances in the field that I'm somehow overlooking? Coherent muscle and tissue structure without a pre-existing ECM seems like a major challenge, even though probably to some extent you can rely on the existing pattern formation strategies - though the differentiation niche isn't going to quite fit - the most successful bioprint approaches seem only capable of creating small patches of tissue that can regenerate small portions of a heart, rather than the organ wholesale

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC11795835/

I know there's various proteins, glycans, hybrid molecules, and other epitopes important for the cells to do their job right, though I'm not sure of the details
/tttt/[22]open

「What do I do here」

>be me
>Boymoder, 8 months on e
>Taking a bath
>A friend calls me and starts asking me weird questions
>"Do you like cats?"
>"Do you like women with black hair?"
>Say yes to both
>Friend asks me if I'd like to go on a date with a friend of his
>He doesn't know I'm a troon
>Say yes cause I'm an idiot
What the fuck do I do now?
/tescreal/[8]open

「cultured meat」

This is a thread for talking about cultured meat.

Within the next few weeks (months? Can't get a clear date online), cultured meat products are going to be available in grocery stores in the USA. Mission Barns is releasing meatballs and bacon with lab-grown pig fat from real pig cells, although the protein part is made from plants. It will be available at Sprouts. This is coming after a few years of bad news for cultivated meat. As was predicted by most experts, the wildly optimistic claims of a lot of industry figures turned out to be bullshit, and investment in the field has declined significantly since its peak in 2021. Additionally, the political right around the world has gotten very angry at cultivated meat, with Italy and Florida banning it prematurely, Pennsylvania's resident ogre John Fetterman calling it "slop" and calling for it to be banned in his state as well, and Marjorie Taylor Greene fear-mongering about Bill Gates fake meat grown in a "peach tree dish". The right wing has already been mad at soy for almost a decade now, so this was a natural development. In addition, the meat industry has straight up Empress Dowager Cixi levels of power over the legislative branch, and have a shit ton of weight to throw around if they feel truly threatened by cultured meat.

But it goes without saying that the development of cultured meat is not only a good thing, but would be one of the most good things humanity ever did, since factory farming is an atrocity of unimaginable proportions, and creating meat without giving tibial dyschondroplasia to hundreds of billions of birds would be a blessing from utilitarian god. As such, I am always keeping an eye open as to who is making cultured meat products and what progress is being made. Here is a brief summary of the industry right now:

Singapore is the cultured meat capital of the world. Singaporeans have been able to eat cultured chicken nuggets for almost three years now, and like half of all cultured meat companies are from there, probably because it was the first country in the world to legalize it back in 2020. Also, the Singaporean government has actually invested some money in the industry. Another flawless victory for keynesian mixed market economics. Anyway, there's an American company called wildtype foods that’s made a very good-looking cultured salmon. I saw a thread on 4chan’s /ck/ where a guy said he was randomly selected to try some of it and he said he couldn’t tell the difference between it and real salmon. I think the main thing holding them back from going to market is cost and lack of FDA approval. Their website’s “news” section hasn’t updated since last May, and contains nothing whatsoever about when their product might be ready to sell, if it even ever does before they go insolvent. Still, I’m crossing my fingers, because I want some David Pearce approved transhumanist sushi. There are three companies making cultivated tuna, one making “fish balls”, and sadly none making cultivated shrimp or other crustaceans. Donating to the Shrimp Welfare Project remains the best way to help invertebrates. There are no companies working on Turkey. Chicken is the most common cultured meat. In the UK you can now buy dog treats made with cultured chicken as of two months ago. There’s also a company making cultured foie gras, which seem like an obvious idea given how simple it is and how cruel the regular version is. Also, it’s not cultured meat, but for a few years now Perfect Day has been making lab-grown whey protein and they sell it at Juiceland for those of you who live in Austin. Pure, complete protein, made with Science. Not suitable for people with lactose intolerance. So awesome. I love the future.

This post was going to end with a series of predictions about the future of cultured meat but the future of cultured meat is part of the future of Earth and I have absolutely no idea what the fuck the world is going to look like in ten years because I have no idea to what extent AI is going to crazy and no idea what will happen if it does. Predicting the future is hard and only fools think they can do it.

Pic related because Fluttershy is a hedonistic transhumanist who tries to herbivorize the predator population of Equestria in Season 9 with vegan chocolate chip cookies. It really happened.
/art/[1]open

「click here! rules~」

1. All images and discussion should pertain to the critique of visual artwork.

2. User-created artwork is submitted for critique, and visual art is discussed. Do not claim authorship of works you did not create.

3. Only constructive criticism will be accepted. Rude or offensive comments will result in a ban.

4. Begging for free work is not permitted. Blatantly using one-off threads as self advertising is not permitted.

5. No AI. (We're sorry.)

6. Do not mass dump your artwork in other users artwork threads, unless OP states otherwise.

7. Webcomic threads are permitted.

8. HAVE FUN!
/tttt/[14]open

「/femgen/」

/femgen/ - femboy general

Not a trans woman? Still not a male? Come post here!

Whether you like it or not, femboys are transgender.
Fight about it and make some sweet music.
(This is a thread for non-binary people but I didn't want
to give up the name ;-;)

I might try to find the old pastebin but it was basically like
hygiene advice idk. Do hip extensions or something.

QOTT: Why should anyone reject someone's femboy status?
/soft/[4]open

「Stylus Thread」

Okay so I got tired of playing with this but this is the progress I've made with it. I will maybe update it like, some day or maybe not.

But with the Stylus extension you can change the CSS and make some wacky themes. I'm going to attempt to post the code below.
/music/[177]open

「Radio Thread」

Just wanting to try out having a sort of radio here on the music board, feel free to post cool songs and have fun.
/lgbt2/[3]open

「mtfc - male to female central」

the age of 4chan, the age of mtfg, has come to a close. it is time to look to the future, and that future is... mtfc!
the cornerstone of trans culture on the internet returns as male to female central! this is a place where mtf denizens of the internet can gather to make friends and have fun!
join our discord: https://discord.gg/beSJGXmmsK
/db8/[15]open

「autism as a wilful, chosen trait」

if neuroplasticity is a thing, can't autistic people just "exercise" their brain and get better at the things they are defficient in?
or is autism something inherent that cannot be trained out in this way?
/db8/[12]open

「Religious Charities」

This is kind of on a whim, but i've been catching some more episodes of hot bench and judge judy, and on that i've also been catching some more holiday advertisements from the Union Gospel Mission and the Salvation Army non profit groups. I get stuck of course though when thinking of like, any of the numerous anti lgbt tumbled stumbles and shittery the two organizations have gone through.
The abuse of using their position and reputation as non profit charities to push out discriminatory views on those reliant in them is gross. And then secular non profits get the short end if the stick because they have less support; not to mention government funded housing or food services.

https://komonews.com/news/local/gospel-mission-anti-lgbtq-hiring-policy-suit-to-be-reviewed
https://www.argusleader.com/story/news/2017/04/24/transgender-woman-asked-leave-mission/100856442/
https://www.vox.com/the-goods/2019/12/16/21003560/salvation-army-anti-lgbtq-controversies-donations

Feel free to give your own thoughts stories (anecdotal or from news sources), i just kinda wanted to get this discussion out; I'd love to hear other thoughts :)
/misc/[2]open

「yay」

>visit this supposed /tttt/ refugee board
>ai brainrot video starts blasting immediately with no way to turn it off
I LOVE THIS PLACE ALREADY
/misc/[1]open

「Does free will exist?」

And if free will exists, can it actually be taken away? Is it good to take away some free will for people who do evil things (like in Clockwork Orange). Do you think most religions are formed because people want some type of control over their life? (This might be better for db8 but I didn't think this was high quality enough.)
/meta/[1]open

「donations」

for anonymity purposes, we currently only accept cryptocurrency donations

BTC: bc1qm4nrxss4dx7es33jdte5lzup3pst5u68mdg63e

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DOGE: DJwefZFv2XoH1h9yc718UJorHKn3Vw8cGy
/dump/[1]open

「poopy delete」

it's funny to point that out because you're right, i am completely aware of his modus operandi, and it's because of it i'm able to ignore him half of the time, yet eventually the words pierce through and affect me
i feel like the best way to illustrate my psyche regarding this is to bring up freud's model of the id, ego, and superego.

there is the emotional and impulsive aspect of my personality which can be counted as the "id" and then there is the moral agent of judgement that guides me which acts as the "superego". and then there is the "ego", who is supposed to be "me", who is supposed to act as a medium for the id's animalistic desires and the superego's constant negging to prevent either from taking over and hopefully leading to a more healthier "self"
but as stated before, it's like the ego is nonexistent for me. without the mediator, the superego and id itself steps in to fill the shoes of the agent of logic and it creates this image of chaos within myself that -when agitated- makes me take impulsive actions and lash out emotionally or retreat into myself into brooding. to segue back to MoM as an example, the id makes me feel rejected by his barbs and i either lash out back at them or split my perception of them into a negative one and quietly carry on. usually the latter happens but with enough probing, i end up wanting to attack them and give them some kind of inconvenience. once i lash out, it is inevitable that the superego gets its reins on the horse that is me and say "you goddamn fool, you've done it again". i would then ruminate over the conversation, analyze everything said, and use it as critique for myself.
"you're not smart enough for this conversation, why do you always have to overexplain yourself and not observe, why are you bringing up sigmund freud, that's absolute babysteps psychology and you'll only make yourself look like a tool, why are you fundamentally flawed, you will never be good enough for this, they're right about you being a delusional man" and so on and so forth
it's like i'm playing both the parent scolding and the child being scolded. the dread in my stomach and the heart palpitations make me freeze while i'm being bombarded with by my own self-hatred. and then i get over it without really "gaining" anything from it, leading me to repeat the cycle over and over again. it's not even MoM that triggers this, it's more that his words are added onto the superego itself and thus he acts as an extension of it in my mind. it's honestly why i resent him a lot, because he triggers that reaction in me a lot because he's one of those narcissistic males that loves to psychoanalyze people and act like their word is final, without accepting rebuttal. and the worst part is that i can't even call them out on it because they're not really aware of what they're doing. i've said to you that i find myself puppeteered by an irrational spirit, despite having footing in reality and knowing what i'm feeling is not logical in the slightest. but i have no choice but to feel those irrational emotions. even if i control myself and do nothing, the emotions still exist strongly in me.

i like to think i have a somewhat tighter leash on these aspects as of now when talking to newer people, such as yourself, but whenever i go back to hsg -a place i've been visiting since i was 13 years old-, it feels like im reverting back to my older self because that's just how people there perceive me.
/libpol/[2]open

「Feeling really jaded from politics.」

Like why do people just put up with a system that produces such objectively bad results. We are given such a bad choice of candidates and parties… in America there is the two party system, whats going to happen when it becomes a one party system? Things always get split if theres more.
Its like no one really fucking knows whats going on- in politics, in their community, in their lives, theres a special kind of apathy and ignorance. And some if those people still vote. And thats the only way they will ever engage with politics.
/libpol/[14]open

「whats the deal with tankies?」

how come some ppl choose to focus on weird esoteric old ideologies instead of practical solutions to current problems?? i just dont get people talking about mao or stalin or whoever when i can barely afford to eat
/lgbt/[6]open

「rip」

this post created in memoriam of brainworm.surgery

you will never be forgetten
/fa/[19]open

「FLORBS FASHION FEST CHAPTER 1: SHOES」

WELCOME TO FLORBS FASHION FEST

bitches bros and non binary hoes, its me, florb from https://lipbol.org, and today we're going to talk about the bottom of the fashion world, shoes

considering that fashion is a pic-heavy subject, this series of thread will mainly focus on sub-posts, where various fashions (in this case shoes) are rated with an in depth explanation of why they get their ranking. the local blooper is my pfp because i'm a tripfig or smth idk the colloquial lexicon of futaba style image boards. BUT, that's enough rambling; lets begin!
/db8/[9]open

「How to be nice to global south countries as a birth citizen」

“ palestine, sudan, ukraine and congo are right now suffering. the west could interfere, but nothing happens...
damn i think we should discuss this in libpol instead of here. opworm would be proud tbh”
And also sometimes when the west DOES interfere it steals from them or hurts them too : (
/tescreal/[1]open

「TESCREAL」

This board is for the discussion of topics related to so-called "TESCREAL": transhumanism, extropianism, singularitarianism, cosmism, rationalism, effective altruism, and longtermism. It's associated with websites and communities like LessWrong and Slate Star Codex. Existential risk from AI is one representative topic/stance.

[Wikipedia]

It's also a general AI and technology board
/chat/[203]open

「ELECTIONS」

It's election season! Who will win? Why will they win? Are they neato and awesomesauce or annoying and lamebeans? Discuss all of that and more, here!
/meta/[1]open

「redesign suggestions」

if you know some CSS and think you have a way to make the site look better:

- create a board
- open the board configuration panel
- add the CSS to the "Board CSS" field at the bottom

you can also use the #theme command within a thread to add CSS
/fa/[1]open

「Board Info」

welcome to /fa/shion!

This board is for talking about fashion, how fashion can portray political ideas, how politics influence fashion, and how to just generally be mega swag in your drip.

this board is not officially endorsed by libpol staff (yet) (it probably will never be endorsed tbh)
/db8/[1]open

「/db8/」

this board is for high-quality debate and will be moderated more strictly than other boards. please be rigorous and charitable, cite sources, and try to remain relatively civil