ah i wasnt sure if u were kitty or the anon starting stuff abt slavic races

put hair in but

bun

have to only mow front of lawn thankfully but thats most of it

i memory holed it but

uh

it was cus of

randal being here n references to RU and serbian politician

i became a staff or mod on the jej.lol booru to edit n fix img tags for here

or they call the bureaucrats

fixed the first couple one or two hundred pics to the best of my ability and knowledge a lil for tags

and

but man i just

when ppl start talking abt slavic race i get pulled back to my stressiest times doing long long on call stuff helping get info to people on the ground in ukraine and monitoring stuff n just
the arguments had over the dumbest shit

it was at the start for abt two yrs

i had to stop as it makes u errr

the liquid stress n trauma of conflict stuff over time leads u to need to not be on it all the times

and its a whole thing of a disinfo campaign abt how there are no ukrainian etc peoples, or language even — smth my mom got told by a local salon owner out of the blue too (kinda lmao tbh), but

there was a long long disinfo campaign to try and claim (there still is one and many many new ones) to say that most of ukraine didnt want to be under their own independence and wanted to be owned by russia

yeah theres this giant narrative that spread to worldwide even """left""" wing spheres, it sucks but u have to put up w it but

beyond researching, i dont have to engage w that 'trickle down' effects of those sorta ideas as much anymore yk

went on to focus on doing stuffs to get predators or cyber bully esc harassers dealt w

and hmmm im not sure

it might be good

i have to see um

the dental costs im

>>485065
i mean they do a *lot* more than that

they beat and brutalized women for protesting the legalization of domestic abuse, the police did i mean

yeah ;/

particularly for any minorities but when the older generation is watching all the youth be drafted and sent to die...

its smth i mentioned earlier but there is a solidarity w the people who arent at all involved and were put into this position by an authoritarian state

appreciate u peeps though n wan make sure those who need can get to safety that is possible

and yeah the whole issues w corruption do exist in both mentioned countries but RU has a muuuch wider issue w it on a level that isnt trying to be improved

and i hope they get some kind of path towards changes so the issues can be helped

i have hereditary teeth issues w them getting like

bad cavities and stuff deep

n so having to idk

im gonna be spending a lot of my savings to try and stop this to a point, for good best im able

makes me wanna die tho

yea u mentioned

its good to do so cus of risk of infection or issues down the line

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>>485101
yeah i have to brush soon after every meal and do a lot of stuff but i made similar issue i have in some form i dunno the whole thing behind with
having been in erm

i became disabled in 9th grade and was home bound for the next couple years, i got in person for tests online in school a couple times a week later on but i was unable to leave the house easily or get out of mental spiral, so err

lead to the sorta worsening of
>oh i wont live past 20
so i just gave up n went to not caring much for self in those ways, lead to having to deal w it more now but

its suddenly gotten worse despite being dealt w

and i should get dental forks

my mom forgot for ages to help me get mouthwash thing for recommendation but finally did but its gonna probably not be gud enough n new dentist is rly teasing in way that is kinda mean when perceived by me sigh

but i hope u can take the care of urs n also get check w braces or such for other peeps

mine arent crooked or out of place in that way but they have a lot of issues like w how theyve been semi rotted away n then filled in the past, some of them done badly, and now have to deal w how they look (not like british stereotype thing or colorado red tooth or whatever) though may finally get to deal with

might have to get an implant or three uhhh idk what they are like crowns or smth for set of teeth is scary

thats real tough but i understand w stuffs pat

have issues from being preme and stuff from that plus comorbid asd like issues that likely also add to what lead to some of the other stuff

and had to have wisdom teeth and an extra tooth removed w them all in one a couple months ago

may get an implant where i had the extra tooth removed behind my canine

<3

mhm

same

awww

im proud of u for getting through them cutes

but i need to look into 4 thieves vinegar collectives version and the way that the tooth seal used outside of the US works

and yeah i uh
that would not surprise me having such things

though at the same time i have just had to grow up and be how i am n learn to errr
function in my body as i feel frail n deteriorating from being stuck where i am, while growing up too young w stuffs

but thastough n hope ur getting the care u need and also err

yea uh i like
have no interest in kids or such spreading my bloodline shit though i do like to care for n help ppl where i can if i had to take care of kids in my life n so on

yeah i mainly just

wan be somewhere i feel safe n stable, n not like
wanting things to be happy all the time or perfect but just have place thats comfortable enough
ye

appreciate chu n peeps tho too if ever need or wan share, or ask for aid in ways urselves bwawa

but errr

in short w/o diving into over-vent or shit, my dr i say first thought the issues i was dealing were fake and decided to tell my family to keep me in my room (or thats how they took it) w/o access to electronics or internet or anything until i went to school again; this lead to my dad who was an alcoholic or functioning one becoming near directly violent w thinking i wasnt actually suffering or so on

(is still the room i sleep in, where this all happened, and i recovered like 30-40% when i was in somewhere else other than here, even tho those sucked in their own ways ive told lelol)

- w- that pic bwa but yea

is tough, n lot of stuff can make things hard w family n the instability or issues coming up
i appreciate the thoughts n openness thoughs always n here if able to listen or gib support to peeps themselves
and hope ur in a situation thats better for u now w being out on ur own or in living situation better for chu

ou ye, even a lil smth to try n help get into in case of being able to find new paths for where u can got can be a big help
try n share what i can w that stuff or where i know is possible resource for such in other fields , < ,
but yea, is up n down but peeps get by n hope both others n i can do better than that in time ( ´･･)ﾉ(._.`)
ye, isnt smth im particularly closed abt but the err
dont usually go into that period cus

< 3
ima get n see if i have any other noms i can eat, then maybe brush teeth and go mow

yeeee

o7

hope if u make the baked stuffs that its gud c:

oooo nice!

yeee, wasnt sure if got milk/cream ^^

heh

i wonder if monotherapy will make me errr

sometimes, i experienced and know others who have, hrt can allow small lactation its kinda interesting as a concept

and yeah

the body has all the parts i believe

ye

i go check if got noms n gonna put on sun screen a lil n figure out what im gon do