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ah i wasnt sure if u were kitty or the anon starting stuff abt slavic races
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>>485016
saekiiiiiii
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put hair in but
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bun
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have to only mow front of lawn thankfully but thats most of it
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anon
>>485013
idk how the talk about slavs started here tbh, tho the subject did go that way
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i memory holed it but
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uh
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#ksay saekiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
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it was cus of
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randal being here n references to RU and serbian politician
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i became a staff or mod on the jej.lol booru to edit n fix img tags for here
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:(
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or they call the bureaucrats
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fixed the first couple one or two hundred pics to the best of my ability and knowledge a lil for tags
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and
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fricked up dude
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but man i just
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when ppl start talking abt slavic race i get pulled back to my stressiest times doing long long on call stuff helping get info to people on the ground in ukraine and monitoring stuff n just
the arguments had over the dumbest shit
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huh
anon
fondling you
anon
>>485044
had no idea you did that type of stuff sounds like a crazy experience
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it was at the start for abt two yrs
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i had to stop as it makes u errr
anon
>>485044
You were doing good work, I get it
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the liquid stress n trauma of conflict stuff over time leads u to need to not be on it all the times
anon
>>485044
were people arguing about rather they identify as russian or something???
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and its a whole thing of a disinfo campaign abt how there are no ukrainian etc peoples, or language even — smth my mom got told by a local salon owner out of the blue too (kinda lmao tbh), but
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there was a long long disinfo campaign to try and claim (there still is one and many many new ones) to say that most of ukraine didnt want to be under their own independence and wanted to be owned by russia
anon
There still is a hardcore disinfo campaign
anon
>>485056
sounds a lot like, militant armed englishmen traveling to Ireland and saying Ireland doesnt exist
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yeah theres this giant narrative that spread to worldwide even """left""" wing spheres, it sucks but u have to put up w it but
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anon
it's far left and right vers the middle
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beyond researching, i dont have to engage w that 'trickle down' effects of those sorta ideas as much anymore yk
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went on to focus on doing stuffs to get predators or cyber bully esc harassers dealt w
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is invisalign worth it
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anon
>>485060
unless russia ever changes its terrible anti lgbt policies being owned by russia sounds like it would be horrific
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and hmmm im not sure
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or should i do braces
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anon
>>485064
If you qualify for it, yeah
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it might be good
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i have to see um
anon
>>485067
Some people can't do invisalign, because it's made for small correction
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i don't get dental until july
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but my bottom teeth has been messed up for forever
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>>485065
i mean they do a *lot* more than that
anon
>>485076
You'll probably have to do braces
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they beat and brutalized women for protesting the legalization of domestic abuse, the police did i mean
anon
Russia is not a good place, beyond LGBT issues they are horrible. Terrible governance, hollowed out economy, corruption out the ass, repression of minorities, aggressive and belligerent foreign policy, etc. etc.
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yeah ;/
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particularly for any minorities but when the older generation is watching all the youth be drafted and sent to die...
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its smth i mentioned earlier but there is a solidarity w the people who arent at all involved and were put into this position by an authoritarian state
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appreciate u peeps though n wan make sure those who need can get to safety that is possible
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and yeah the whole issues w corruption do exist in both mentioned countries but RU has a muuuch wider issue w it on a level that isnt trying to be improved
anon
The thing is that Ukraine wanted to join the EU specifically to escape corruption, because the EU regulation would have pretty handily stuffed the oligarchs ability to control the economy while simultaneously not actually fucking up the system
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and i hope they get some kind of path towards changes so the issues can be helped
anon
>>485072
I have big teeth with a small jawbone, which has made me skeptical of the notion of an all powerful all good god, and has made me view evolution as coincidences instead of divinely ordained.

I have quite crooked teeth because whatever genes made my jaw smaller did not make my teeth smaller, if there was an all powerful all good god, then my teeth would have been small enough for my small jaw
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i have hereditary teeth issues w them getting like
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bad cavities and stuff deep
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n so having to idk
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im gonna be spending a lot of my savings to try and stop this to a point, for good best im able
anon
I never got my wisdom teeth pulled and I think I should prob do that
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makes me wanna die tho
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yea u mentioned
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its good to do so cus of risk of infection or issues down the line
anon
>>485093
me to saeki, like ummm it's basically like, the biome of my mouth is much less diverse than most peoples, which means I get inflamed gums and cavities much easier, cause my oral biome is much much less genetically diverse, so I have to brush and floss a hell of a lot more than most people
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nonners
more like it ends when i .SKIP
nonners
.SKIP
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-w-
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.skip (voted to skip this video)
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>>485101
yeah i have to brush soon after every meal and do a lot of stuff but i made similar issue i have in some form i dunno the whole thing behind with
having been in erm
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nonners
i dont think you need to remove your wisdom teeth if they dont bother you
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i became disabled in 9th grade and was home bound for the next couple years, i got in person for tests online in school a couple times a week later on but i was unable to leave the house easily or get out of mental spiral, so err
anon
>>485109
have big hands with a small mouth so I need to use dental floss forks instead of normal dental floss
nonners
.play idiot dumbass cats
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lead to the sorta worsening of
>oh i wont live past 20
so i just gave up n went to not caring much for self in those ways, lead to having to deal w it more now but
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bruh i have no idea if my plan covers braces
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tf
anon
Does it cover oral surgery and stuff?
anon
IDK I think most plans that explicitly include dental are gonna at least partially cover
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yeah
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its suddenly gotten worse despite being dealt w
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and orthodontics
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and i should get dental forks
anon
>>485121
Oh then you should at least get some coverage
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my mom forgot for ages to help me get mouthwash thing for recommendation but finally did but its gonna probably not be gud enough n new dentist is rly teasing in way that is kinda mean when perceived by me sigh
anon
Girls with braces????
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but i hope u can take the care of urs n also get check w braces or such for other peeps
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mine arent crooked or out of place in that way but they have a lot of issues like w how theyve been semi rotted away n then filled in the past, some of them done badly, and now have to deal w how they look (not like british stereotype thing or colorado red tooth or whatever) though may finally get to deal with
anon
>>485126
My mouth is crazy... 2 naturally missing teeth IE no lower canines, big teeth in small jaw, except for my two upper canine teeth that are abnormally short, so short I can't chew with them and asymmetrical too, even with wisdom teeth removed and two naturally missing teeth my teeth barely fit in my jaw, and that's not at all counting my homogenous mouth biome that causes me to have to brush like crazy
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might have to get an implant or three uhhh idk what they are like crowns or smth for set of teeth is scary
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thats real tough but i understand w stuffs pat
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have issues from being preme and stuff from that plus comorbid asd like issues that likely also add to what lead to some of the other stuff
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KC4
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and had to have wisdom teeth and an extra tooth removed w them all in one a couple months ago
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#ai KC4 BD3

nice try fed.
KC4 BD3
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may get an implant where i had the extra tooth removed behind my canine
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ai doesn't know how to play chess
rose
reminder than you can buy rose orlando music at roseorlando.bandcamp.com
please give me money i am so broke ghhhh fuck i hate dirivng lessons why are they so expensive fucking ass gsejigos`dl g]wg
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<3
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mhm
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same
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awww
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im proud of u for getting through them cutes
anon
>>485139
I can teach you to drive stickshift
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but i need to look into 4 thieves vinegar collectives version and the way that the tooth seal used outside of the US works
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n then my mum is like "oh buy my train tickets" n its like i wont have fuckin access to the bank cos of the bank holiday on monday so im not gonna be able to put money into my account
anon
Then you can practice
anon
WITH MY (REDACTED FOR HORNYPOSTING)
anon
>>485137
I have my weird dental issues I told you about, I have severe autism, and even though my hair and skin don't visibly age as much, apparently my brain ages a lot faster than most peoples brains, so I physically look like I am aging slower but my brain is aging faster, and it's a really weird and eerie feeling, discovering I have genes that cause much faster brain aging.

It's no wonder I never became a narcissist about my genetics like a lot of people are. A lot of people are crazy narcissists about their genes and want to spread them as much as possible, sometimes non-consensually... But me, I have a a fair bit of genetic problems and pride myself in not reproducing because of it.
rose
so im gonna be like worried about that
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and yeah i uh
that would not surprise me having such things
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though at the same time i have just had to grow up and be how i am n learn to errr
function in my body as i feel frail n deteriorating from being stuck where i am, while growing up too young w stuffs
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but thastough n hope ur getting the care u need and also err
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yea uh i like
have no interest in kids or such spreading my bloodline shit though i do like to care for n help ppl where i can if i had to take care of kids in my life n so on
anon
#ai how would the average person react if a dna rest revealed they unfortunately have genetics that cause a rapidly aging brain??? How would this person react, and how would those around them likely react to this news?

initially, they might feel fear or shock—like their life has a shorter mental expiration date. they'd probably google desperately, cling to any hope, and cycle between denial, anger, and despair. some might obsess over early symptoms, overanalyzing every minor lapse.

those around them? mixed bag. some would be supportive but awkward, not knowing how to bring it up. others might distance themselves, uncomfortable facing mortality secondhand. a few would downplay it ("you're fine!"). close family might overcompensate with forced optimism or smothering concern. coworkers? whispers behind their back, doubting competence. overall, isolating as hell unless they find a rock-solid support network fast.
how would the average person react if a dna rest revealed they unfortunately have genetics that cause a rapidly aging brain??? How would this person react, and how would those around them likely react to this news?
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and i often have no self preservation in wanting to help ppl or give up stuff i wan do to help peeps too easily at points
::pat
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anon
>>485164
I know how that is... But you deserve to have fun and enjoy stuff and all that.
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yeah i mainly just
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wan be somewhere i feel safe n stable, n not like
wanting things to be happy all the time or perfect but just have place thats comfortable enough
ye
anon
You just want stability
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where i am rn i have to dissociate n over medicate cus of the memories or trauma and such i try not to go into
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anon
#ai If I live to be 120 whats my brain gonna be like if my brain genetically ages 40% faster?

if you live to 120 with a brain aging 40% faster, it'll be like a typical 168-year-old brain. expect severe cognitive decline, likely dementia or alzheimer's, as the oldest confirmed human brains max out around 122. genetics that accelerate aging usually mean worse neurodegeneration. anti-aging research might help, but not guaranteed.
If I live to be 120 whats my brain gonna be like if my brain genetically ages 40% faster?
anon
>>485170
I understand, you can share if you ever wanna or DM, but you should do what makes you comfy
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appreciate chu n peeps tho too if ever need or wan share, or ask for aid in ways urselves bwawa
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but errr
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in short w/o diving into over-vent or shit, my dr i say first thought the issues i was dealing were fake and decided to tell my family to keep me in my room (or thats how they took it) w/o access to electronics or internet or anything until i went to school again; this lead to my dad who was an alcoholic or functioning one becoming near directly violent w thinking i wasnt actually suffering or so on
anon
#ai what was the most severe case of premature brain aging and the earliest age it happened at?

the most severe case is probably progeria, specifically childhood progeria (hutchinson-gilford progeria syndrome). symptoms like advanced aging, including brain changes, start showing by age 1-2. kids with it often die by their teens due to heart disease or stroke, and cognitive issues can develop but aren't as severe as physical symptoms. no confirmed cases of full-blown dementia in toddlers, but the accelerated aging does affect the brain. if you mean non-progeria, rare stuff like early-onset alzheimer's can hit as young as 30s, but that's still decades later than progeria.
what was the most severe case of premature brain aging and the earliest age it happened at?
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(is still the room i sleep in, where this all happened, and i recovered like 30-40% when i was in somewhere else other than here, even tho those sucked in their own ways ive told lelol)
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but like
this health issue is one i dont know how to prove to anyone, and a lot of ppl deal w being told is fake
the issue stems from usually unresolved trauma and such
the main trigger i had was losing holly to suicide and the bullying n stuffs
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but is mostly stuff ive worked through, though you can only do so much
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anon
I get that, yeah. I had problems with my mom and she was an unstable person. I get it, you never fully work through it, only sort of get to a point
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- w- that pic bwa but yea
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i was always carrying worry abt mine cus she had serious depression on n off cus shes mostly until she began working again a stay at home mom/wife that doesnt have any friends locally
so she, not knowing she had adhd as i didnt either, was dealing w having the exec dysfunction on top of everything yk
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is tough, n lot of stuff can make things hard w family n the instability or issues coming up
i appreciate the thoughts n openness thoughs always n here if able to listen or gib support to peeps themselves
and hope ur in a situation thats better for u now w being out on ur own or in living situation better for chu
anon
For me, I'm in an alright spot, I really do appreciate that you dug up that uh MEGA link for me too. I know sort of how it is to be in an unstable position like that, it's very very tough. I appreciate that you were open!
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ou ye, even a lil smth to try n help get into in case of being able to find new paths for where u can got can be a big help
try n share what i can w that stuff or where i know is possible resource for such in other fields , < ,
but yea, is up n down but peeps get by n hope both others n i can do better than that in time ( ´・・)ノ(._.`)
ye, isnt smth im particularly closed abt but the err
dont usually go into that period cus
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the equivalent of suffering in bed for like 2 ish yrs being trapped n all, its not a fun period to go into but it can be useful for others even at times to know they might not be alone if feeling similar
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ima get n see if i have any other noms i can eat, then maybe brush teeth and go mow
anon
aight, I am probably going to go smoke! see you around
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yeeee
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o7
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hope if u make the baked stuffs that its gud c:
anon
I have the little profiteroles in the fridge, need to make the creme and will prob do tomorrow
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oooo nice!
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yeee, wasnt sure if got milk/cream ^^
anon
And they WON'T be filled with my (redacted for hornyposting)
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heh
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i wonder if monotherapy will make me errr
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sometimes, i experienced and know others who have, hrt can allow small lactation its kinda interesting as a concept
anon
from what I understand, I think that hypothetically anybody can induce lactation, I suspect HRT assists in it
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and yeah
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the body has all the parts i believe
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ye
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i go check if got noms n gonna put on sun screen a lil n figure out what im gon do
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anon
::bye
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>>485209
ur gonna screen yourself from the sun

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