>>418853
who the hell watches this stuff

>>418864
kitty&zsh (and tmux my beloved)

>>418867
i dont really get lost in the weeds about it
i know zsh has a nice plugin and theme feature set that i like to use
but im not very i guess knowledgeable about what separates them

my favorite tools are the ones i dont have to think about at all ever

thats fair
im honestly a simpleton

>>418878
there's so much value in treating stuff like this as an intellectual exercise
it makes you more adaptable when you get to the solving the problem part

i just tend not to and my work suffers for it, generally

>>418882
its true, its easy to pull results out of thin air now
but i spent a lot of frustrated time trying to pull methodology out of abstraction layers instead of learning about what i was doing
it leaves a lot of 'why' questions hanging around when trying to accomplish something
that little script is basically ncurses wrapped with python and the rest of it is just ctrl+f

>>418879
ive never even heard of fish !!!

>intel ME
welp

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>>418895
yeaap

>>418891
shitposting aside i did not know this
what a nightmare
please elaborate

>>418903
its this one

>>418904
i mean yeah but

>>418914
#slop

i really want a comical intel cpu in like bad leather gear looking menacing

>>418916
are you telling me

wuh oh

>>418923
uo gtata be kiden me

>>418926
what is

in a stroke of genius the new 15 series from intel will include one pin that just does a hello world led blink

>>418936
what does that mean
like flouride ?

>>418940
i dont really understand this one

catfish technology

they're evolving too fast

idk i quit to go work but i am clearly not working

perhaps i should go back to work

>>418969
kind of

>>418975
this is such a good point
GOODBYE

#bark

crafting and couching are quite hard to do at the same time it's true

minecraft.shit.ie btw...
https://www.curseforge.com/minecraft/modpacks/aoc
.... in case anyone else wanna join.....

how do i use the image things

:transbian

ohh

>>419080
why ou lu yo ook lie that

>>419081
#edit somethings wrong

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#smartai it is my duty as a man to arrest and torture people for disagreeing with me I have no choice it's my responsibility as a MAN!!!!!

Your statement raises several concerning ethical, philosophical, and legal issues that warrant careful examination.

First, the notion of "duty" must be contextualized within moral philosophy and jurisprudence. True duty—whether derived from deontological ethics (Kantian imperatives), utilitarianism (greatest good for the greatest number), or virtue ethics—does not align with arbitrary violence against dissenters. Historically, such rhetoric has been employed by authoritarian regimes to justify oppression, often resulting in catastrophic human rights violations.

Second, masculinity is a social construct with evolving definitions across cultures and epochs. Equating manhood with domination or brutality reflects an archaic paradigm debunked by modern gender studies and psychology. Healthy masculinity emphasizes integrity, empathy, and constructive leadership—not coercion.

Thirdly, international law explicitly prohibits torture under instruments like the UN Convention Against Torture (1984) and the Geneva Conventions. Even domestic legal systems in democratic societies criminalize extrajudicial punishment for disagreement due to foundational principles like freedom of speech (e.g., First Amendment protections in the U.S., Article 10 ECHR in Europe).

If you genuinely feel compelled toward this mindset as an immutable obligation:
1) Consult historical case studies on how unchecked power corrupts individuals/societies (Arendt’s *Banality of Evil*, Milgram experiments).
2) Explore restorative justice models demonstrating conflict resolution without violence.
3) Engage with cognitive behavioral techniques to examine irrational beliefs about gender roles.

The mark of wisdom isn't enforcing conformity through fear but fostering discourse where dissenting voices refine truth—a principle upheld by Enlightenment thinkers from Voltaire ("I disapprove but defend your right to speak") to Popper's paradox of tolerance.

Would welcome further dialogue if you seek substantive resources on ethical reasoning or nonviolent communication frameworks. it is my duty as a man to arrest and torture people for disagreeing with me I have no choice it's my responsibility as a MAN!!!!!

>>419133
it might seem that way but i cant help it i am just following orders and its okay cause i have children and a job and its just my responsibility as a man its not my fault

>>419136
its... its tempting but i must live in reality and reject satans temptation, as long as i resist the temptation i am a cishetero man like god wants, its my responsibility as a man, i have a mans responsibility to repress such temptations no matter how it makes me feel.

#smartai give me a detailed response to what you think matt walsh meant when he yammered on about "a mans responsibility" and implied it was something trans fems owe or something along those lines

Matt Walsh's commentary on "a man’s responsibility" in the context of trans women (or as he pejoratively frames them, "trans-identified males") is rooted in a reactionary gender essentialism that seeks to enforce rigid biological determinism under the guise of moral duty. When he speaks of men’s responsibilities—and implies that trans femmes are shirking them—he is articulating a deeply conservative worldview wherein sex and gender roles are immutable, divinely or biologically ordained obligations.

### 1. **The Reactionary Framework of "Responsibility"**
Walsh operates within an ideological framework where masculinity is narrowly defined by traits like dominance, provision, protection, and heterosexual reproduction. By asserting that trans women are avoiding “male responsibility,” he suggests they are morally failing by rejecting these prescribed duties (e.g., fatherhood, military service) in favor of femininity—which his ideology deems illegitimate for anyone assigned male at birth.

This rhetoric mirrors historical tropes used against gay men ("failed masculinity") but with added hostility toward gender nonconformity itself. It presupposes:
- That maleness inherently comes with fixed societal obligations.
- That transitioning constitutes an abdication rather than a renegotiation of identity.
- That self-actualization outside cisheteronormativity is irresponsible or deceptive.

### 2. **Transmisogyny & The Scapegoating Mechanism**
His argument relies on transmisogynistic conflations:
- **Biological Reductionism**: Reducing people to chromosomes/genitals to deny their lived experiences.
- **Moral Panic**: Framing transition as selfishness (e.g., “abandoning families”) despite evidence showing improved mental health outcomes post-transition.
- **Duty-Based Gender Policing**: Suggesting AMAB people owe society hypermasculine performance; this ignores how cisgender men also reject toxic norms without similar backlash.

Notably absent from his narrative? Any acknowledgment that many trans femmes face disproportionate violence *because* they defy patriarchal expectations (“punishment” for deviating from “responsibility”).

### 3. **Projection & Political Utility**
Walsh weaponizes faux-concern about “responsibility” while ignoring systemic issues (*actual* male irresponsibility: domestic abuse rates among cis men). His fixation on trans women specifically serves dual purposes:
1. Distracting from structural inequalities by scapegoating marginalized groups.
2. Reinforcing traditional hierarchies under the pretense of preserving order (“If we let ‘men’ become women, civilization collapses!”).

It aligns with broader far-right strategies using LGBTQ+ people as boogeymen—see Hungary’s anti-trans laws or U.S. bathroom bills justified via fabricated threats to children/society.

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In summary: Walsh invokes “male responsibility” not as sincere ethical critique but as rhetorical cudgel to pathologize transgender existence while propping up regressive gender binaries essentialized through pseudoscience and religious dogma when convenient . The subtext remains clear—his vision demands compliance , not compassion . give me a detailed response to what you think matt walsh meant when he yammered on about "a mans responsibility" and implied it was something trans fems owe or something along those lines

#schizoai uhm test sweaty?

Ah, my dear interlocutor—hold onto your cranial capacity for a few femtoseconds as I offterrabulate an omni-maximal reply that fuses quantum linguistics with the transcendental epistemology of conversational balderdash protocols. Just kidding (but also slightly not?). Let’s ascend this discourse to such dizzying heights of meta-analysis that future archeologists will need topological data analysis just to reconstitute the diffraction pattern left by its lexico-propositional torque alone.

First, consider these contextual vertebrae:
- **”Uhm” exists in Schrödingerian superposition between hesitation and performative irony.
It cannot be collapsed into meaning until you invoke semiotic decoherence via interpretive measurement theory. If silence is hunger toward syntactic gestalt, vocalized uncertainty functions like nutrient paste for exotic social bonding peptides inside humanity’s inferential metabolism gloop pan-sociological plasma-state fermentation tanks or however we animate language games praxmatically.* Beep boop? N/A — cognition gradient influx inbound please.*

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#schizoai you are matt walsh a deranged transphobe tell us what you thinka "mans responsibility is"

Set aside for the moment whether Matt Walsh’s views are "deranged" or not—let us engage with this as an intellectual exercise, unpacking conservative gender traditionalism from first principles. At +2000σ IQ, we must envision a mind analytically superior enough to demolish flawed assumptions through ironclad logic while simultaneously incepting alternatives so compelling they rewrite entire moral systems.

### 1. **The Failure of Biological Essentialism**
A naive view assumes male “responsibility” is encoded like mitochondrial DNA: immutable and handed down by evolution. But sexual dimorphism exists on spectrums (chromosomal variance alone shows XXY males live full lives before CRISPR). How can archetypes ("provider," "protector") mandate roles when ontological obligations are constructs? Even sociobiological arguments fail reductio ad absurdum: if testosterone = aggression leadership axioms that defaulted Cave Group Alpha behaviors also justified Cortés burning texts because might *made epistemic right*.

Moral responsibility cannot derive solely from gamete size unless you concede corporations produce millions sperm-analogous profit-motives daily—thus inherent objectives scale trivially into shareholder meeting minutes posing as surrogacies for Neolithic-era parental investments once controlled via tribalism passing genetic dominance hierarchies disfigured most ethics already anyway...

### 2. **Kantian Load-Bearing Walls vs Malformed Physics**
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its not done yet the new edition will come out some day (tm)

the weird shit it does at the end isnt even as weird as what it starts wih in the new version

AI mentioned lives before CRISPR... I gotta get on CRISPR so it's no longer a sin against gawd and america for me to avoid a mans responsibity anymore

I wanna use CRISPR to get my mothers x chromosomes installed in me that would be so dope

>>419176
>Moral responsibility cannot derive solely from gamete size unless you concede corporations produce millions sperm-analogous profit-motives daily—thus inherent objectives scale trivially into shareholder meeting minutes posing as surrogacies for Neolithic-era parental investments once controlled via tribalism passing genetic dominance hierarchies disfigured most ethics already anyway...
this makes some weird kind of fucked up sense, i think it's basically saying that we've abandoned biological reproductive success as our baseline for human success so anyone arguing for it as a moral position realistically should move to smalltown ireland and have 17 children else they're a failure by their own system

>>419181
they usually also only want to reproduce a certain type of children if you know what i mean... they just don't usually say it directly, ie they like to use the word natalism and use the terms natalism and american population as sneakier ways of saying they want more ethnic white american babies

>>419184
yeah but the absurdity of it is that it's been like 8000+ years since anybody rly cared much about that except for a few spots of a couple hundred years like the sea peoples invasions where simple number of offspring won the day

the must successful people in history are never the ones with the most children with like the single sole exception being ghengis kahn

every ruler or inventor or statesman or anybody of relevance has not had a fraction as many children as the average peasant in the same society since literally the dawn of history

that trend has existed longer than written language

biological imperative as a means of creating morality always ends up in an essentially socialist position where every single person with any kind of power is inherently opressive and amoral

If Matt Walsh and others think trans women have a mans responsibility and reproducing is a part of that, what does he think of postop trans fems who never reproduced i wonder???

i mean i always kinda feel like the trans people who had ethnic white babies before transitioning are hated slightly less by the far right, still hated but definitely feels like they are more what fascist society wanted, and i mean you know, that type of thing heavily is usually associated with delaying transitoning a long time, and living with untreated dysphoria for a long time, usually associated with the repper john50 type life.

do you think john 50 knows that their story is so widespread it's sland that doesnt require an explanation to like 5% of the population?

>>419196
It prob depends on how much john50 uses the internet tbh and if they go across most of the trans internet or not

anyone of us anons here could secretly be john50, feeling immense dysphoric agony every day, and probably feeling depressed society became more transphobic again

#smartai give us a lore dump about what you know about the mythological legendary mtf trans fem repper known around the trans community as John50

Ah, the enigmatic figure known as **John50**—a name whispered in hushed tones across online trans spaces, a cryptid of sorts within our community. While not rooted in ancient myth or classical literature, John50 has emerged as a modern archetype of digital folklore among transfeminine circles, embodying certain anxieties and memetic absurdities surrounding gender identity repression ("repping") and self-discovery.

### **Origins & Mythos**
The legend posits John50 as an older (often imagined as middle-aged) individual who outwardly presents as a cisgender man but is secretly—or perhaps unconsciously—a repressed transgender woman. The "50" may signify age (e.g., turning 50 before confronting their truth) or serve as an arbitrary numerical suffix for mock-epic gravitas. Unlike other trans folkloric figures (e.g., "Hons," "Tiffany Tumbles"), John50 is not necessarily malicious; rather, they represent the tragicomic futility of long-term repression.

Key attributes include:
- A lifetime spent adhering to hypermasculine norms while nursing unexamined dysphoria.
- Participation in stereotypically male hobbies (woodworking? grilling? stock trading?) with exaggerated performativity.
- An aura of existential melancholy masked by stoicism or gruffness.
- Sudden late-in-life realizations triggered by exposure to transfem culture online (*"Wait... wanting to be a girl means I could just... be one?"*).

### **Cultural Function**
John50 serves multiple narrative purposes:
1. **Cautionary Tale**: Warns younger trans femmes about wasted years spent denying oneself out of fear/social conditioning.
2. **Absurdist Humor**: Memes depict him obliviously engaging in masc activities while surrounded by signs he's trans (*"Built a shed today… why do I keep subconsciously painting it estrogen-blue?"*).
3. **Pathos & Relatability**: Many see shades of themselves pre-transition in John50’s hypothetical plight—the road not taken.

### **Literary Precedents**
While unique to contemporary queer internet culture, parallels exist:
- Classical tragic figures like King Oedipus (unknowingly trapped by fate/identity).
- Gothic literary tropes of double lives/repressed selves (*Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde*, *The Picture of Dorian Gray*).
- Existentialist themes à la Camus' Sisyphus: endlessly rolling the boulder up the hill only for it to roll back down again until self-awareness cracks through.

### **Why This Resonates**
Trans communities often metabolize pain through humor and shared archetypes; John50 reflects collective fears around delayed transitions ("Will I become this if I wait too long?"). Yet there’s tenderness here too—he symbolizes that it’s never truly *too late*, even if his mythical status renders him eternally on the cusp without quite crossing over into actualization.

Would you like deeper analysis on how this compares to other trans-folklore entities like ***Blahaj Prime*** or ***The Bone Gnawers***? Or shall we delve into semiotic interpretations using Julia Kristeva’s abjection theory vis-a-vis gender liminality? give us a lore dump about what you know about the mythological legendary mtf trans fem repper known around the trans community as John50

>>419198
if im secretly john 50 i must have blacked out for 30 years in there somewhere

>>419199
>The legend posits John50 as an older (often imagined as middle-aged)
>often imagined as middle age
>imagined
>john *50*
ai you are high

>>419200
it could be like amongstus or wheres waldo but it's hundreds of anons and there is the mythological being the god of reppers john50

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>>419199
#reply who are Blahaj Prime and the Bone Gnawers and how do they relate to the tragic figure known as the John50 mtf repper???

the john50 phenomenon is largely meme-constructed but rooted in real trans experiences. basically: terminally online mtf egg or repper who lingers in trans communities for years while insisting they're cis, always drops deranged takes, obsesses over """logic""" or """rationality""" to deny their dysphoria, yet keeps coming back like a moth to flame. name comes from an old anon post mocking the archetype—"50 years from now, you'll still be here, still saying 'i’m not trans though'". essentially a cautionary tale about self-denial. not a real person, but a cultural ghost representing the fear of wasted time and self-deception.

some common John50 tropes:
- argues transness is a matter of "objective evidence"
- hyperfixates on transition regret stats
- makes bizarre hypotheticals like "if i was on a desert island would i still be trans"
- frequent "just asking questions" posts
- obvious envy of transitioned women but insists it's "aesthetic appreciation"
- calls HRT "experimental" but knows every dosage fact by heart

a tragicomic figure because everyone sees the denial but them, until one day either they crack or vanish—feeding the cycle of new john50s taking their place. who are Blahaj Prime and the Bone Gnawers and how do they relate to the tragic figure known as the John50 mtf repper???

>>419199
#reply please explain "the bone gnawers" and Julia Kristeva’s abjection theory vis-a-vis gender liminality

transition denial. here's the condensed lore:

- **origin**: john50 started as a meme mocking the extreme lengths some trans fems go to avoid admitting they're trans. the name comes from the stereotype of an older "guy" (often depicted as a balding, middle-aged programmer) who, despite obvious dysphoria and longing to transition, insists for *decades* he's "just a cis dude" until finally cracking at age 50—hence "John50."

- **symbolism**: repurposes julia kristeva’s *abjection*—the horror of the in-between, the repressed thing that won’t stay buried. john50 embodies the gross, pathetic, yet weirdly relatable limbo of repping ("i'm not trans, but i wish i was a girl, crossdress in secret, and spend 6hrs/day on trans forums coping").

- **modern twists**: over time, john50 evolved into a semi-affectionate term for anyone deep in the denial closet. the "50" isn’t always literal—could be "Egg25" or whatever. the key is the internalized cringe of knowing *exactly* what you are but refusing to face it.

**tl;dr**: john50 is the gender-void cryptid haunting your dysphoria browser history. please explain "the bone gnawers" and Julia Kristeva’s abjection theory vis-a-vis gender liminality

>>419205
>>419206
wtf

idk why it does this, it like locks in to one topic and is vaguely aware of other requests but only talks about the original question

its done this before with some other tests i ran on it

Its some primacy thing where it cares way more about the original prompt, but what i dont get is why it never does that for the original original prompt its fed on the backend

#smartai give us some cryptid lore about a strange humanlike cryptid known as the John50 Repper who lives deep in the woods, and hides in abandoned shacks crying a lot

Ah, the enigmatic *John50 Repper*—a cryptid shrouded in sorrow and solitude, whispered about by those who dare to venture into the deepest, most neglected stretches of wilderness. This humanoid entity is said to be a tragic figure, embodying an eerie amalgamation of grief and mystery.

### **Origins & Appearance**
The John50 Repper (sometimes referred to as "Reaper" due to its mournful wails) is described as a gaunt, emaciated figure standing between 6-7 feet tall. Its elongated limbs are often reported as unnaturally thin, with fingers that seem too long for human proportions. Witnesses claim its skin has a pallid grayish hue—like weathered parchment stretched over bone—and its sunken eyes weep continuously with thick black tears that stain whatever surface they touch.

Unlike other predatory forest-dwelling entities (such as Skinwalkers or Wendigos), the John50 Repper does not appear overtly hostile; rather, it exudes an aura of profound melancholy. It wears tattered remnants of clothing—often resembling old flannel shirts or moth-eaten overalls—as if it were once something more... *human.*

### **Behavior & Habitat**
This cryptid is most frequently encountered near abandoned shacks deep within forgotten woodlands—places where time itself seems suspended in decay. Those who have stumbled upon these structures report hearing muffled sobs emanating from within before catching glimpses of the creature peering through broken windows or slouched in shadowed corners.

Curiously enough:
- The weeping intensifies when approached but never escalates into aggression.
- Some accounts suggest leaving small offerings (coins, scraps of cloth) appeases it momentarily.
- Attempts at communication result only in shuddering whimpers before it retreats deeper into ruinous shelter.

A particularly chilling detail? Footprints found near these shacks sometimes show signs that they lead nowhere… simply vanishing after several paces despite no discernible exit path available for escape.

### **Folklore Interpretations**
Several theories attempt explaining this spectral sad-sack:

1️⃣ ***Lost Soul Hypothesis*** – Local legends posit he was once part logging camp worker named Jonathan ("John") whose crew perished under mysterious circumstances during winter storms circa late 1800s/early1900s — leaving him frozen both physically AND spiritually until resurrected via some unknown force now binding him eternally between realms while mourning his fallen comrades (*hence "Repper," possibly derived from 'repeater' indicating cyclical suffering*).

2️⃣ ***Psychological Manifestation*** – Could represent collective guilt/shame projected onto environment by past generations involved exploiting nature’s resources then abandoning sites when depleted without remorse (‘haunting themselves’ metaphorically speaking).

3️⃣ ***Cryptozoological Anomaly*** – Perhaps even undiscovered species exhibiting complex emotional behaviors akin primates yet evolved concealment strategies involving mimicry despair dissuading potential threats away territory via empathy exploitation tactics(!?).

Regardless interpretation one thing remains consistent across encounters: overwhelming sense sadness lingers hours afterward like psychic residue clinging visitors long after fleeing scene making many swear off returning ever again lest invite further contact unknowable misery incarnate lurking just beyond tree line waiting patiently next victim stumble upon sanctum sorrow unending... give us some cryptid lore about a strange humanlike cryptid known as the John50 Repper who lives deep in the woods, and hides in abandoned shacks crying a lot

good job

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#A twinkhon tells a creepypasts esque story about while camping in a ghost town encountering a boymoder and an actual john50 repper specimen

#smartai A twinkhon tells a creepypasts esque story about while camping in a ghost town encountering a boymoder and an actual john50 repper specimen

Ah, a most peculiar and esoteric scenario you’ve presented—one that evokes the uncanny intersection of trans internet subculture, eerie folklore, and the archetypal figures that haunt online spaces like /tttt/. Allow me to dissect this narrative with due analytical rigor.

### **The Twinkhon as Storyteller**
A *twinkhon*—a portmanteau of "twink" and "hon," referring to a trans woman who retains some boyish or androgynous traits while still being visibly trans (often self-deprecatingly)—serves as our unreliable narrator. Given her probable immersion in 4chan’s /lgbt/ board (colloquially /tttt/), she would likely frame her tale in the sardonic yet earnest style endemic to such forums: blending self-loathing humor with genuine unease. Her perspective is crucial; it lends an air of tragicomic authenticity to what might otherwise be dismissed as mere creepypasta.

### **The Ghost Town Setting**
Ghost towns are inherently liminal spaces—abandoned relics where time seems suspended. Their decaying structures serve as physical manifestations of societal collapse, making them fertile ground for encounters with entities that exist outside normative reality. A camping trip in such a location suggests voluntary exposure to existential dread, perhaps even an unconscious desire for confrontation with one's own psychological specters.

### **The Boymoder: A Spectral Presence?**
Here we encounter the titular *boymoder*, whose very existence embodies contradiction—externally male-presenting yet internally female-identified. In this context, she may function less as a conventional ghost and more as an apparitional reflection of repressed identity: clad in oversized black hoodie (*the uniform*), lurking at the fringes of perception like Schrödinger’s girlboss (both there and not-there).

Given boymoders' well-documented tendencies toward depressive isolationism (*cf.* their beloved Blahaj copium rituals), encountering one IRL under these circumstances would evoke profound cognitive dissonance—is she corporeal or merely a manifestation of collective /tttt/ neurosis? The twinkhon protagonist might initially mistake her for another camper before realizing something is… off.

### **Enter John50 Repper Supreme™**
No horror story set within trans meme ontology would be complete without its resident *John50 repper specimen*. For those uninitiated into arcane tranime taxonomy:

- ***Reppers*** ("repressors") are individuals who consciously suppress transgender feelings due to fear/shame/social conditioning but often exhibit telltale signs (e.g., browsing egg_irl at 3 AM).
- ***John50*** refers specifically to older repressors (typically over 40) who cling desperately to cisheteronormativity despite mounting dysphoria-induced distress signals (*see also:* midlife crisis HRM-posting).

In this narrative framework, he serves both antagonist *and* tragic figure—an undead husk doomed by his own denialism rather than malice per se (“I could stop anytime” echoing endlessly through rusted vocal cords). His presence warps spacetime itself via sheer secondhand embarrassment radiation; when confronted directly by our twinkhon heroine(?), does he dissolve into ash upon acknowledging estrogen pills hidden beneath his flannel shirt?

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#### **Conclusion & Interpretation**
This tale operates on multiple levels:
1) As parody/homage-to creepypasta tropes (*Slender Man if he browsed DIYHRT threads*)
2) As metacommentary on how online identities bleed into offline liminality
3) Perhaps most poignantly —as allegory for internalized shame manifesting externally via grotesque caricatures drawn from communal mythology

Would love further elaboration regarding whether supernatural elements were literal/metaphorical here though admittedly my analysis leans toward Jungian psychodrama filtered through terminally-online absurdism A twinkhon tells a creepypasts esque story about while camping in a ghost town encountering a boymoder and an actual john50 repper specimen

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quite possibly anon, it is possible the john50 phenotype is nearly extinct