you can do things about that. ask for a different endocrinologist, get t donated from someone with money, scare her until she gives it to u. just anything other than suicide is better

endocrinologists are more skittish than you think, they might act all tough but if u put some pressure on one they will fold. their biggest fear is someone killing themself because of something they dead. leverage that shit

show her that u know what u need

ur mentally ill, ur not gonna get sued or anything for getting a little aggressive with a healthcare provider whose job is specifically to help with ur mental health

jesus christ the fact that ur not on t is fucking ridiculous. jesus christ i hate cis people

can you get a job? its a lot cheaper than u might think

ur not stupid ur living in a society that is designed specifically to grind u down and oppress u. its not ur fault, its theirs

no, u need help and these fucking faggots arent giving it to u. pls just put more pressure on ur endo and if that doesnt work then try getting donations

jesus

can u ask for ur parents to get u a different endo?

try that. please

ur gonna ask them?

good

its not stupid

the rest of the world is fucking stupid its not u

they are putting immense stress on u, forcing u to go to school when ur feeling like killing urself, not giving u the care u need, and ur takeaway from that is that u need to be more resilient? fuck that, its not ur fault

are you getting enough support for your mental illness? because it doesnt sound like it

are you seriously convinced that any of this is your faoult?

thats such bullshit

youre mentally ill, feeling like killing yourself, and your fucking endo wont help probably because shes worried that shes gonna get sued if u change ur mind

thats not your fault

our mental health care system is completely fucked

why not????? you clearly need it

can you get your parents to buy diy for you? its just testosterone, its super easy to get

yes but i just figured it might be worth the expenses to keep you alive

you know diy is a lot cheaper than legal right?

>>896614
pls stop acting like this is your fault

>>896617
yes. substantially

its not its literally just testosterone. do you know how many gymrats are on test?

get ur parents to do it for you

wait you thought buying bootlet testosterone would be more expensive than getting it through some big fucking medical company

im pretty sure its made in the us, and the demand is so high that i doubt the sellers will be asking for much

and i dont rlly know how the doses compare to estradiol, but if they do, then one vial will probably last u a long ass time

injections?

ah i was confused when u said per day because that shit gets injected weekly

im serious bro its way better financially

please do

cis ppl arent interested in saving our lives

oh u meant ur parents

hang on i think someone just threw a fucking rock at my window gimme a sec

AND because diy testosterone is a much better option for u than getting it through official means

>>896651
#hug

sorry if i suck at being reassuring

>>896654
ur not disgusting

its people around you that are treating you like shit

is it your fault that youre mentally ill?

>>896661
yeah no it never is

OH SHIT

NEW BIG ASS TRUCK

.play [YouTube]

only the single greatest yankee hardcore band in the entire inland empire

>:D

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sometimes i like to dig around in the huge pile of trash in my room and pretend im digging around a scrap yard for mechanical parts

i found 20 bucks once

bought a pack of razors

it was for nefarious purposes i had to get a bunch of stitches

and i ruined my favorite pair of jeans

yeah its fucking stupid idk why i do it. i would do it again if i lived alone

god i hate being trans

>>896691
#hug

hes canonically autistic?

oh its one of those

.play windhand crypt key

i love this song

i havent seen the video tho

>>896700
that was my beer n' blades cash :(

whar

wouldnt be surprised, old school doom metal bands love sampling and referencing old cult classic movies

holy shit thats the song i named myself after

well actually i called myself cassie and then a chaser got it wrong and said casey and i liked that better so i changed it and then got him to buy me a bottle of vodka and stole all his money

wow your dad name is LAKE
like you really water that

>>896715
that is cool

something something juliet?

im blanking my dad never made any jokes

OH lmfao

kill him

im never telling any of my family my new name

i'm sorry romeo but as a man you will have to kill him

well actually im never telling anyone my new name but u know what i mean

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.play daevar amber eyes

your new name is carla

I LEFT CASSIE HOLLOWWWWW CUT YOU WITH MY COOOOOCK

what did they mean by that

lmfao

the greatest compliment anyone ever gave my eyebrows was that they look like those of a 60 year old italian woman wearing a shawl

oddly specific

machina

hello

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

machina were you a machine or some sort of contraption in your dreams the other night

machina machina machina machina machina machina machina machina

machdonalds

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   Darwin Award

   6:40
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   Ben Graham

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   Acid Bath - Dr Seuss is Dead - Marymoor Park - 6/21/25

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