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BigSadEnjoyer
hello
BigSadEnjoyer
is this the next thread
toppestdog
will this be considered the canonical thread
toppestdog
if we post a lot then brainworm.surgery will redirect here
shrimp
fuck u beat me to it by 8 seconds
BigSadEnjoyer
i see a schrimp
BigSadEnjoyer
as i was sayingggggggggggg
BigSadEnjoyer
that is what i look like i am a crackhead
>>50319
BigSadEnjoyer
i cant afford to be fat
shrimp
no ur cute
BigSadEnjoyer
okay
toppestdog
>>50315
you don't look like a crackhead dw
BigSadEnjoyer
ive been spiraling since yesterday i havent sleptt
>>50324>>50326
shrimp
u r kinda spiraling
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
as i was saying uhhhhhh ask me D&D questions and i will empower my tism
shrimp
oh thats not good ya u should sleep
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>50320
i feel that, i think i have slept like 12 hours in the past week combined
>>50326
BigSadEnjoyer
nah i spent new years alone and I kind of realized that like living just sucks asss
toppestdog
>>50324
>>50320
you mfs should get that good restorative snooze. have that honk shoo honk shoo mimimimimimi
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
yeah i should, but i'm good at operating on minimal sleep, i am used to the feeling of suffering
BigSadEnjoyer
when i post a picture on lgbt i get told i dont pass a lot lmao
toppestdog
tttt is notoriously dogshit
>>50330
case in point
BigSadEnjoyer
but i do pass irl 100% of hte time they dont realize that being pretty =/= passing
>>50329
toppestdog
the echo chamber of tttt is just people being sad that they aren't 10/10 gorgeous and orbiting the people who are even close to that
BigSadEnjoyer
you can be ugly and pass
>>50334
BigSadEnjoyer
maybe one day ill get ffs and srs and be a real human being at like 40 years old, but then also ill be so old that it doesnt matter
>>50337
toppestdog
>>50332
#this more ppl need 2 realise this
toppestdog
nicer to be onesself now than at some mystical point in the future....
BigSadEnjoyer
>>50337
i guess so but at a certain point it feels like if you take a persons life and think about the amount of effort to fix that life im like... is it worth it investing into myself? its so much work like fuck just give my spot to a whole person
shrimp
i feel u on that but its not like theres a spot to give u r u and its ur life
BigSadEnjoyer
ig ha ha
toppestdog
all we can do is our best
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
i wish true happiness to all people here :)
julliera
.play close bladee
julliera
please skip this i want bladee
>>50355
toppestdog
>>50351
the queue shall reach bladee soon..... all things in their place...
toppestdog
>>50357
do it i'm unkillable
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>50357
on deez made you look
julliera
i want to be aggressive but I'm too tired
>>50366
BigSadEnjoyer
this song got me through a lot of hard times when iw as homeless i had this downloaded and i would listen to this album until my battery died
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
yooo who queued hard times that shit rocks
julliera
.play smartwater bladee
julliera
>>50366
do u think im a pussy
BigSadEnjoyer
i practice voice training trying to sing it too
BigSadEnjoyer
IM FEELIN ROUGH IM FEELING RAW
julliera
usually i start my day with like 6 tylenol pills and a blinker just 2 get by but i dont have none of that here.
BigSadEnjoyer
IM IN THE TIME OF MY LIFE
BigSadEnjoyer
LETS MAKE SOME MUSIC MAKE SOME MONEY FIND SOM EMODELS FOR WIVES
BigSadEnjoyer
SHOOT SOME HEROIN AND FUCK WITH THE STARS
BigSadEnjoyer
i love MGMT i am a millenial
willow
holy awesome new threat
julliera
STEP ON SPIDERS IN MY PRADA LOAFERS
willow
thread
BigSadEnjoyer
welcome willow
>>50381
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
mgmt is good
BigSadEnjoyer
YEA ITS OVERWHELMING BUT WHAT ELSE CAN WE DO GET JOBS IN OFFICES AND WAKE UP FOR HTE MORHING COMMUTE????
shrimp
i havent listened to a lot of mgmt but this song is rly good
BigSadEnjoyer
they have 2 really good albums
shrimp
i should actually listen to them
shrimp
what r they
julliera
welcome willow
BigSadEnjoyer
Oracular Spectacular and Little Dark Age
shrimp
noted
BigSadEnjoyer
>>50388
stealing this
shrimp
its my favourite meme of all time
BigSadEnjoyer
my favorite meme of all time shall i pos tit
BigSadEnjoyer
i shall
shrimp
me
julliera
all this old money really make me feel old
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>50395
me
BigSadEnjoyer
>>50399
C L A S S I C I M A G E
BigSadEnjoyer
absolute cinema
BigSadEnjoyer
ahhh shes so pretty
julliera
do i crush up a ritalin pill and snort it
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
that seems inadvisable
shrimp
no drugs r bad
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
winners don't use drugs
>>50411
BigSadEnjoyer
>>50408
its a bad thing im not a winner then (ESTROGEN MAX)
shrimp
>>50409
im not a square i went to rehab so im actually cool
>>50414
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>50409
i'll have you know i am rectangular
julliera
>>50412
oh nvm thats cool what did u do shoot up h? i wanna try that
>>50419
julliera
IS BLADEE UNAVAILABLE
julliera
what about close ? >>50418
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
smartwater is in the queue i can see it
>>50416
shrimp
>>50414
no i was downing bottles of robitussin altho i was doing basically anything i could get my hands on
>>50420
julliera
>>50419
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA SAMEEE I ROBOTRIP LIKE EVERY OTHER DAYYY
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
robot juice...
julliera
i think like 2 days ago i did 600mgs i brought the dxm bottle w me
shrimp
u should stop itll make u psychotic
BigSadEnjoyer
maybe she already psychotic
BigSadEnjoyer
the future of the zoomer youth'
shrimp
i was doing like 1200mg a day for days at a time
BigSadEnjoyer
wtfffffff
julliera
omgg GOOALLSSS
BigSadEnjoyer
i did robotrip once i was like why teh fuck would you ever do this
shrimp
i would also like. go to the pharma buy some trip and as i was coming down go back and buy more
BigSadEnjoyer
and i never did it agian
julliera
i downed like a bottle with guaf in it and i threw up alll day
shrimp
one guy was like "wow u buy a lot of this stuff u must get sick a lot i think they sell bigger botttles at this other store"
>>50436>>50437
BigSadEnjoyer
drugs i did that i didnt care for: cocainne (nothing) crack (nothing, kind of nauseous), xanax (just played video games didnt feel wierd)
>>50438>>50439
julliera
>>50434
HAHAHHHA HE WAS PUTTING U ONNN
toppestdog
>>50434
dman bro u smoke a lot of crack you should go to the crackmart and pick up the big rock
shrimp
>>50435
yeah those all suck
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>50435
i remember at my secondary school prom there was a guy there with a whole backpack of xanax just handing that shit out like candy
never took any of it but it was funny to observe
>>50440>>50444>>50445
BigSadEnjoyer
>>50439
maybe i didnt take enough idk i just felt kind of buzzing in my head andplayed vidya didnt really feel like
julliera
xans r just nice back when i stil had cash i would just take one to get thru the day but then when it ran out i started to just hit like 3 blinkers to function. im off of like 4 blinkers right now lollll
>>50447
toppestdog
drugs are boring and or cringe
BigSadEnjoyer
idk, recreational at all
toppestdog
>>50439
the elusive free drugs
julliera
i wish i had that wtf >>50439
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
he later got kicked out of school for being caught with weed in class
>>50450
BigSadEnjoyer
alcohol sucks but at least its effects are like
BigSadEnjoyer
pretty direct
toppestdog
>>50446
a shocking twist!! hehe
BigSadEnjoyer
weed and LSD are the best 2 drugs ive done
julliera
>>50447
sometimes if im rlly desperate i abuse my seroquel prescription and take like 1200mg because that gives u a nice buzz too lol
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
i've considered lsd because my sister says it has different effects on autistic people than NT people
>>50455
BigSadEnjoyer
LSD imo should be used for medicinal purposes like it cna really make shit stick with u
toppestdog
>>50453
yeah apparently high dose lsd on mega autists makes em like. normal, even while seeing insane visuals. just like "ah i appear to be in another dimension. think i will cook dinner now"
>>50463
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
i might give psychs a go at some point
BigSadEnjoyer
they should use LSD in therapy fr
BigSadEnjoyer
I never did mushrooms because why would you? LSD is incredibly based
>>50461>>50464
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>50458
yeah, psychedelics
shrimp
>>50459
mushrooms do offer a different kind of high they also dont last as long which can be good
>>50465
julliera
mushrooms are shit i ate like half a choco bar of shrooms just to trip and it sucked
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>50455
lmao
"hmm yes wall squids, thank you for the advice, i will add extra cayenne pepper"
toppestdog
>>50459
mushrooms seem less aggressive than acid.... but mayb i have just had bad experiences with lsd...
BigSadEnjoyer
>>50461
i heard they make u sick tho and I dont want to be nauseous
>>50467
julliera
shrimp
toppestdog
>>50465
that's tru though, if you drink em in a tea then it doesn't give you a sicky tummy at all
>>50472
shrimp
i never had an issue with that but they probably can considering theyre moldy mushrooms
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
mushrooms and acid at once to ascend to cognitive metametacognition (do not do this)
>>50475
julliera
shrimp
julliera
can u get addicted to dxm
BigSadEnjoyer
>>50467
oh neat, yea i would definitely do that
shrimp
idk i didnt really have physical withdrawal to any notable degree but like psychologically i felt like i had to do it to survive
>>50478
BigSadEnjoyer
I really like smoking weed and ciggarettes
toppestdog
>>50469
"cognitive metametacognition" aka Super Psychosis 2: Revengeance
>>50477
BigSadEnjoyer
i really like nicotine the only reason i quit is because it fucks iwth my sleep SUPER fucking hard and im 100% sure it makes my ADHD more powerful of a demon to fight
>>50480
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>50475
lmao
julliera
>>50473
i just hate being sober more than anything in the world i think my serotonin and dopamine is permanently fucked so i kind of just wantw 2 fry my brain until im happy
>>50482>>50483
BigSadEnjoyer
smoking is just SOOOoooo satisfying pulling it into ur lungs
toppestdog
>>50476
nick o'tine is definitely a stinky combo with adhd
BigSadEnjoyer
when i was out to see in the navy i would do SNUS
shrimp
>>50478
yeah thats why i used to do drugs
toppestdog
>>50478
it's probably not permanent... brains are plastic, they change all the time
>>50485
BigSadEnjoyer
i want to get ADHD meds, i think i will do it this year because trump is kicking me out of the reserves anyway so i dont care anymore about being labaled an adhd person
>>50486
julliera
>>50483
nnmmaahhhh i was on a high dose of lexapro for forever but then i told my doc id start flushing it so he gave up and now i get adderall!!! yyyaaaaayy blackmail
>>50487>>50491
toppestdog
>>50484
if you even think you might have adhd a little then i'd highly recommend getting tested, cause adhd meds change lives....
>>50488
BigSadEnjoyer
>>50486
there is literally ZERO doubt i have like
BigSadEnjoyer
acutally crippling adhd its REALLY bad
>>50492
julliera
i abuse my Adderall so so much ill take like 4 pills just to get the jitters and then snort ritalin i llooooovvvveeee bigg pharmaaaa
>>50495
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>50485
zamn
toppestdog
>>50489
100% get tested for that shit and get a prescription for magic normalbrain pills so u can live a better life
BigSadEnjoyer
i have 5 bags of trash in my apartment im so dysfunctional
BigSadEnjoyer
and its sad beacuse its only because i got sicka nd it messed up my very strict cleaning routine
>>50497
toppestdog
>>50490
stay safe...... don't go too crazy n hurt urself...
>>50498
BigSadEnjoyer
my apartment used to be spotless and amazing and now i have amazon boxes and bras everywhere
toppestdog
>>50494
sounds like you could get back into the routine then, even if it takes a little while... once u have the routine once then it's easier to jump into it again
>>50501
julliera
i would kill myself within 5 days >>50499
BigSadEnjoyer
>>50497
ive unironically been trapped ina cycle of eating only grubhub and leaving my apartment once every 2 weeks
>>50503
BigSadEnjoyer
idk what happened to me it feels like my life is over i cant fix it idk
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
that was me at uni the first time >>50501 (it was mid pandemic and i had a mental health crisis, which the uni apparently didn't notice despite my attendance going to 0%)
julliera
my day goes like this:

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