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BigSadEnjoyer
hello
BigSadEnjoyer
is this the next thread
toppestdog
will this be considered the canonical thread
toppestdog
if we post a lot then brainworm.surgery will redirect here
shrimp
fuck u beat me to it by 8 seconds
BigSadEnjoyer
i see a schrimp
BigSadEnjoyer
as i was sayingggggggggggg
BigSadEnjoyer
that is what i look like i am a crackhead
>>50319
BigSadEnjoyer
i cant afford to be fat
BigSadEnjoyer
okay
shrimp
u r kinda spiraling
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
as i was saying uhhhhhh ask me D&D questions and i will empower my tism
shrimp
oh thats not good ya u should sleep
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>50320
i feel that, i think i have slept like 12 hours in the past week combined
>>50326
BigSadEnjoyer
nah i spent new years alone and I kind of realized that like living just sucks asss
toppestdog
>>50324
>>50320
you mfs should get that good restorative snooze. have that honk shoo honk shoo mimimimimimi
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
yeah i should, but i'm good at operating on minimal sleep, i am used to the feeling of suffering
BigSadEnjoyer
when i post a picture on lgbt i get told i dont pass a lot lmao
BigSadEnjoyer
but i do pass irl 100% of hte time they dont realize that being pretty =/= passing
>>50329
toppestdog
the echo chamber of tttt is just people being sad that they aren't 10/10 gorgeous and orbiting the people who are even close to that
BigSadEnjoyer
maybe one day ill get ffs and srs and be a real human being at like 40 years old, but then also ill be so old that it doesnt matter
>>50337
toppestdog
nicer to be onesself now than at some mystical point in the future....
BigSadEnjoyer
>>50337
i guess so but at a certain point it feels like if you take a persons life and think about the amount of effort to fix that life im like... is it worth it investing into myself? its so much work like fuck just give my spot to a whole person
shrimp
i feel u on that but its not like theres a spot to give u r u and its ur life
BigSadEnjoyer
ig ha ha
toppestdog
all we can do is our best
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
i wish true happiness to all people here :)
julliera
.play close bladee
toppestdog
>>50351
the queue shall reach bladee soon..... all things in their place...
julliera
i want to be aggressive but I'm too tired
>>50366
BigSadEnjoyer
this song got me through a lot of hard times when iw as homeless i had this downloaded and i would listen to this album until my battery died
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
yooo who queued hard times that shit rocks
julliera
.play smartwater bladee
BigSadEnjoyer
i practice voice training trying to sing it too
BigSadEnjoyer
IM FEELIN ROUGH IM FEELING RAW
julliera
usually i start my day with like 6 tylenol pills and a blinker just 2 get by but i dont have none of that here.
BigSadEnjoyer
IM IN THE TIME OF MY LIFE
BigSadEnjoyer
LETS MAKE SOME MUSIC MAKE SOME MONEY FIND SOM EMODELS FOR WIVES
BigSadEnjoyer
SHOOT SOME HEROIN AND FUCK WITH THE STARS
BigSadEnjoyer
i love MGMT i am a millenial
willow
holy awesome new threat
julliera
STEP ON SPIDERS IN MY PRADA LOAFERS
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
mgmt is good
BigSadEnjoyer
YEA ITS OVERWHELMING BUT WHAT ELSE CAN WE DO GET JOBS IN OFFICES AND WAKE UP FOR HTE MORHING COMMUTE????
shrimp
i havent listened to a lot of mgmt but this song is rly good
BigSadEnjoyer
they have 2 really good albums
shrimp
i should actually listen to them
shrimp
what r they
julliera
welcome willow
BigSadEnjoyer
Oracular Spectacular and Little Dark Age
shrimp
its my favourite meme of all time
BigSadEnjoyer
my favorite meme of all time shall i pos tit
BigSadEnjoyer
i shall
julliera
all this old money really make me feel old
BigSadEnjoyer
absolute cinema
BigSadEnjoyer
ahhh shes so pretty
julliera
do i crush up a ritalin pill and snort it
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
that seems inadvisable
shrimp
no drugs r bad
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
winners don't use drugs
>>50411
BigSadEnjoyer
>>50408
its a bad thing im not a winner then (ESTROGEN MAX)
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>50409
i'll have you know i am rectangular
julliera
IS BLADEE UNAVAILABLE
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
smartwater is in the queue i can see it
>>50416
shrimp
>>50414
no i was downing bottles of robitussin altho i was doing basically anything i could get my hands on
>>50420
julliera
>>50419
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA SAMEEE I ROBOTRIP LIKE EVERY OTHER DAYYY
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
robot juice...
julliera
i think like 2 days ago i did 600mgs i brought the dxm bottle w me
shrimp
u should stop itll make u psychotic
BigSadEnjoyer
maybe she already psychotic
BigSadEnjoyer
the future of the zoomer youth'
shrimp
i was doing like 1200mg a day for days at a time
BigSadEnjoyer
wtfffffff
julliera
omgg GOOALLSSS
BigSadEnjoyer
i did robotrip once i was like why teh fuck would you ever do this
shrimp
i would also like. go to the pharma buy some trip and as i was coming down go back and buy more
BigSadEnjoyer
and i never did it agian
julliera
i downed like a bottle with guaf in it and i threw up alll day
shrimp
one guy was like "wow u buy a lot of this stuff u must get sick a lot i think they sell bigger botttles at this other store"
>>50436>>50437
BigSadEnjoyer
drugs i did that i didnt care for: cocainne (nothing) crack (nothing, kind of nauseous), xanax (just played video games didnt feel wierd)
>>50438>>50439
toppestdog
>>50434
dman bro u smoke a lot of crack you should go to the crackmart and pick up the big rock
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>50435
i remember at my secondary school prom there was a guy there with a whole backpack of xanax just handing that shit out like candy
never took any of it but it was funny to observe
>>50440>>50444>>50445
BigSadEnjoyer
>>50439
maybe i didnt take enough idk i just felt kind of buzzing in my head andplayed vidya didnt really feel like
julliera
xans r just nice back when i stil had cash i would just take one to get thru the day but then when it ran out i started to just hit like 3 blinkers to function. im off of like 4 blinkers right now lollll
>>50447
toppestdog
drugs are boring and or cringe
BigSadEnjoyer
idk, recreational at all
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
he later got kicked out of school for being caught with weed in class
>>50450
BigSadEnjoyer
alcohol sucks but at least its effects are like
BigSadEnjoyer
pretty direct
BigSadEnjoyer
weed and LSD are the best 2 drugs ive done
julliera
>>50447
sometimes if im rlly desperate i abuse my seroquel prescription and take like 1200mg because that gives u a nice buzz too lol
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
i've considered lsd because my sister says it has different effects on autistic people than NT people
>>50455
BigSadEnjoyer
LSD imo should be used for medicinal purposes like it cna really make shit stick with u
toppestdog
>>50453
yeah apparently high dose lsd on mega autists makes em like. normal, even while seeing insane visuals. just like "ah i appear to be in another dimension. think i will cook dinner now"
>>50463
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
i might give psychs a go at some point
BigSadEnjoyer
they should use LSD in therapy fr
BigSadEnjoyer
I never did mushrooms because why would you? LSD is incredibly based
>>50461>>50464
shrimp
>>50459
mushrooms do offer a different kind of high they also dont last as long which can be good
>>50465
julliera
mushrooms are shit i ate like half a choco bar of shrooms just to trip and it sucked
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>50455
lmao
"hmm yes wall squids, thank you for the advice, i will add extra cayenne pepper"
toppestdog
>>50459
mushrooms seem less aggressive than acid.... but mayb i have just had bad experiences with lsd...
toppestdog
>>50465
that's tru though, if you drink em in a tea then it doesn't give you a sicky tummy at all
>>50472
shrimp
i never had an issue with that but they probably can considering theyre moldy mushrooms
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
mushrooms and acid at once to ascend to cognitive metametacognition (do not do this)
>>50475
julliera
can u get addicted to dxm
shrimp
idk i didnt really have physical withdrawal to any notable degree but like psychologically i felt like i had to do it to survive
>>50478
BigSadEnjoyer
I really like smoking weed and ciggarettes
BigSadEnjoyer
i really like nicotine the only reason i quit is because it fucks iwth my sleep SUPER fucking hard and im 100% sure it makes my ADHD more powerful of a demon to fight
>>50480>>50603
julliera
>>50473
i just hate being sober more than anything in the world i think my serotonin and dopamine is permanently fucked so i kind of just wantw 2 fry my brain until im happy
>>50482>>50483
BigSadEnjoyer
smoking is just SOOOoooo satisfying pulling it into ur lungs
toppestdog
>>50476
nick o'tine is definitely a stinky combo with adhd
BigSadEnjoyer
when i was out to see in the navy i would do SNUS
toppestdog
>>50478
it's probably not permanent... brains are plastic, they change all the time
>>50485
BigSadEnjoyer
i want to get ADHD meds, i think i will do it this year because trump is kicking me out of the reserves anyway so i dont care anymore about being labaled an adhd person
>>50486
julliera
>>50483
nnmmaahhhh i was on a high dose of lexapro for forever but then i told my doc id start flushing it so he gave up and now i get adderall!!! yyyaaaaayy blackmail
>>50487>>50491
toppestdog
>>50484
if you even think you might have adhd a little then i'd highly recommend getting tested, cause adhd meds change lives....
>>50488
BigSadEnjoyer
acutally crippling adhd its REALLY bad
>>50492
julliera
i abuse my Adderall so so much ill take like 4 pills just to get the jitters and then snort ritalin i llooooovvvveeee bigg pharmaaaa
>>50495
toppestdog
>>50489
100% get tested for that shit and get a prescription for magic normalbrain pills so u can live a better life
BigSadEnjoyer
i have 5 bags of trash in my apartment im so dysfunctional
BigSadEnjoyer
and its sad beacuse its only because i got sicka nd it messed up my very strict cleaning routine
>>50497
BigSadEnjoyer
my apartment used to be spotless and amazing and now i have amazon boxes and bras everywhere
toppestdog
>>50494
sounds like you could get back into the routine then, even if it takes a little while... once u have the routine once then it's easier to jump into it again
>>50501
BigSadEnjoyer
>>50497
ive unironically been trapped ina cycle of eating only grubhub and leaving my apartment once every 2 weeks
>>50503
BigSadEnjoyer
idk what happened to me it feels like my life is over i cant fix it idk
>>50512
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
that was me at uni the first time >>50501 (it was mid pandemic and i had a mental health crisis, which the uni apparently didn't notice despite my attendance going to 0%)
julliera
my day goes like this:
BigSadEnjoyer
i think i might go to sleep im really tired all of a suden
>>50515
toppestdog
>>50502
it can always change. might not necessarily get better or worse but the only constant is change.....
BigSadEnjoyer
idk im really sad and dont feel like sleeping xDDD
>>50522
toppestdog
even a lil nap
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
sleep can help fix sad
BigSadEnjoyer
ill forgor how sad i am
BigSadEnjoyer
you dont understand the ADHD its like
BigSadEnjoyer
i forget im sad
BigSadEnjoyer
i forget my life is falling apart
BigSadEnjoyer
i wake up and play video games and maybe do a il project
BigSadEnjoyer
and dont remember my life is collapsing till its 11 at night and the day is wasted
shrimp
relatable tbh
BigSadEnjoyer
miami horror is based omggg
shrimp
but staying up isnt gonna help with that either..
BigSadEnjoyer
sorry for everyone having to be subjected to my shitty music tastes :DDD
julliera
my weed tolerance is so fucked i smoked a full blunt n felt nothing i rlly wish i cld go back to the way i was
shrimp
the trick with weed is to just smoke very tiny amounts
shrimp
i made a cart last 2 months using it every day
julliera
i end it in 2 weeks lolll its bad
BigSadEnjoyer
.play the trip still corners
shrimp
take lil sips
shrimp
altho once ur tolerance is high its hard plus i might just be sensitive to weed
julliera
i need it to feel normal atp otherwise im fucked
julliera
the perfect high is when u can barely think
BigSadEnjoyer
.play la looks health
BigSadEnjoyer
.play my mother wants me dead
julliera
i had this guy who wanted 2 save me for a little in college it was great but then i went all schizo on him LALWL
>>50556
BigSadEnjoyer
.play dominion sisters of mercy
BigSadEnjoyer
.play dont look back in anger
julliera
im 18 yah uni
BigSadEnjoyer
.play ordinary world
BigSadEnjoyer
.play pretend were dead l7
toppestdog
>>50560
it's nice to be wanted and to be helped but people who are like "omg i need to Save You" often want to do so they can just take advantage of someone they view as vulnerable
>>50570
BigSadEnjoyer
i will sleep in 45 m when the playlist ends
BigSadEnjoyer
but if people keep adding to the playlist i will stay up
anon
if someone comes to you trying to "save you" it'll end horridly for both people
>>50572>>50692
BigSadEnjoyer
hello asian letters
shrimp
yeah basically whats been said
toppestdog
>>50565
#ai translate to english: 名無し(携帯版)

Anonymous (mobile version)
translate to english: 名無し(携帯版)
julliera
>>50561
thats tbhonestly okay with me i dont mind being used if i can have some1 put up w that shit LOLLL
>>50581
toppestdog
epic hi anon
toppestdog
>>50566
people cannot be saved, only helped... we are all nice and helpful to be nice to eachother :)
>>50575
BigSadEnjoyer
mic recording
this is what my sneeze sounds like its 100% real i felt a sneeze coming on and recorded it when im in public i almost kill myself trying not to sneeze
>>50576
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
you can save files not people
>>50579
toppestdog
prototypical sneeze
julliera
.play waster bladee
toppestdog
piplup has amnesia
julliera
piplup is SOOOO CUTEEE OMG IM GONNA DIE
BigSadEnjoyer
smooth brain piplup
名無し(携帯版)!!9FcDjDmcsk
piplup me
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
chimchar gang
BigSadEnjoyer
my favorite favorite FAVORITE pokeman is
BigSadEnjoyer
is the legend, the goat
BigSadEnjoyer
SCRAGGY
shrimp
scraggy is really good
julliera
fav pokemon is gothitelle and sceptile
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
yooooo melancholy hill rocks
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
wooper...
shrimp
i cant pick one
名無し(携帯版)!!9FcDjDmcsk
lately I've been starving the minute I wake up even though I've been eating the same amount, feels weird. is it because I'm eating candy bars more often
>>50620
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
espeon kinda goes hard
anon
lol she's ded waow shrugged off a bomb like nothin
toppestdog
>>50613
ur bod might be growin and needing more nutrients... feed it when it's houngry...
>>50627
BigSadEnjoyer
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he he what we do in the darknesss (its a secret u cant know unless ur cool)
julliera
I LOVE CROBAT SO MUCHCHCHCHCH
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
the whole snivy line is based
julliera
i looove serperiorr fjfhfjehdhfbdhdhd
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
snivy has been my starter EVERY time i play gen 5
名無し(携帯版)!!9FcDjDmcsk
>>50620
it could also just be that im feeding it candy instead of rice and beans and protein n shit but idk how that works does sugar make u hongry
>>50635
julliera
luxray is cool but arcanine is cooler
nonners
look at him go
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
pikachu is cool in Mystery Dungeon EoS
toppestdog
>>50627
sugar is like a snack for the brain but it has nothing of real use for ur body, so you gotta eat like... grains n rice and shit year to keep that guy topped up
>>50643
julliera
UR BRACELET NOT CLEAN IT MADE UR WRIST GREEN (some ppl that hating on me also wanna b me) i can see u like its tv
BigSadEnjoyer
i have irl a little keychain of mega banette i like it a lot
名無し(携帯版)!!9FcDjDmcsk
>>50635
candy bars have like .... milk and stuff though. my favorite one has peanuts
>>50648
shrimp
i didnt know banette got a mega
toppestdog
>>50643
not enough to be good 4 u.... you could eat the peanuts n milk in bulk separately.... bigfood is good...
>>50659
julliera
whi wants 2 fight me on pokemon showdown
>>50650
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
it is still crimbus time according to libpol
shrimp
i play gen3 and randbats basically
julliera
wait is metagross garchomp metazone araquanid talonflame and decidueye a good team
>>50663
toppestdog
#set snowcolor2 yellow
toppestdog
#set snowsize 10
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>50663
i watch those funny youtube videos too
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
full teams of legendaries getting decimated by people with like 1-2 baby pokemon
>>50670
julliera
go whiteboy go
名無し(携帯版)!!9FcDjDmcsk
>>50668
the cat is doing warmup exercises
名無し(携帯版)!!9FcDjDmcsk
the caption on the cat says 準備体操
BigSadEnjoyer
>>50672
when u love someone u dont hit b on them when they try to grow
toppestdog
>>50673
is this ditto living a lie by pretending to be a human dad. can dittos do this
>>50680
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
dittogus
名無し(携帯版)!!9FcDjDmcsk
I think
shrimp
>>50681
not like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BigSadEnjoyer
ashes mom literally had PIV sex with mr mime and got pregnant
nonners
did everyone drink their happy juice today?
>>50689
shrimp
gonna need a third to stay awake probably
anon
>>50566
I think it's in part cause when I want to save ppl it's cause I don't feel confident with someone who doesn't seem to be doing badly. Low self esteem probably. I guess savers or saved ppl need to focus on building themselves up together even, instead of the issue at hand or overall personal 'goodness' ... maybe
toppestdog
you sleepy mfs should ENTER THE LAND OF REST already
>>50697
名無し(携帯版)!!9FcDjDmcsk
#ai translate to English 準備体操

Preparatory Gymnastics
translate to English 準備体操
>>50710
shrimp
ive caved three days in a row
nonners
how do you not know...
julliera
hey comr on just tell me bitch
nonners
>doesnt know
toppestdog
>>50704
you need those adhd brainpills too.... and a dam routine... smh my head...
shrimp
probably but it costs like $500 to get diagnosed
名無し(携帯版)!!9FcDjDmcsk
>>50696
fuck u AI I was close enough

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