every year theres more and more to do and i feel more and more tired whenever i do anything

Are you taking afternoon naps yet? That's when it's REALLY over.

>>112113
ive never successfully had a nap in my whole life

im convinced people who say they have naps are just masturbating or something. i dont think you can reallt fall asleep in daytime unless your sleep schedule is like that. seems fake

lmao

>>112116
No naps are legit, a nice half hour of just laying down in quiet space and don't check my browser history

>>112122
well now ur making me sounds mean :c

>>112121
ಠ_ʖಠ

i like falling asleep but i dont like being asleep i always have scary dreams ;w;

;_;

the worst part is knowing its all downhill from here like people say on average the happiest time of life is the late teens early 20s and im already solidly into the mid 20s

oh jah, it was like *hop* *hop*

>>112141
i didn't see it

i could not believe my eyes

>>112144
when 10 million fireflys..m

>>112147
stop lol

>>112149
i want to go back to when that was every 3rd song on the radio life was okay then

i mean agree but what can i do about it, im just one tranny who can barely get out of bed, i can think about that stuff all the time and get even more depressed or i can pretend it doesnt exist and just be simply useless and ignorant

I MUST LEAVE. it was nice chatting. be strong and stick together!!

>>112155
okay, come bacn soon c:

>>112155
nini

>>112163
nini wormie #hug

bagel

>>112167
recima

>>112168
were you flirting or were you being a pacifist

>>112170
yayyyy recima is back!!;;

the surgis healing

>>112172
anon ;—;

i killed an animal ;-—;

>>112168
you do have recima vibes but you're a bit higher on the tier list

>>112177
that's fair

it is a take that i would promote

yea

i had a bloody nose

i was busy bleeding on something else first and then cleaning the blood off of it (another pillow) because i didnt want blood on it

>>112185
period blood :3

this pillow was thirsty though

>>112192
yea

.play tig ol bitties

anon

recima

:O

flat chest > tits imo

>>112202
small tits are epic...

.play shitty g

>>112205
im a lesbian :^)

>>112207
FUCK! i mean, uh... F-FUCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!

.play yfm grandma has a facebook

.play bitch got a penis

.skip

.play transphobic techno

what did rwj mean by this?

.play booty store

.skip

too cringe

recima is cool

.play mischief makers

.skip

.play mischief makers theme

>>112215
sex is wronf and bad!!!!

.skip

no booty

no selling booty

.play [YouTube]

>>112228
shh

hiii

>>112232
HI

>>112231
heheh ive been getting good gets lately

me also the one who got 1111111111 h get

>>112213
oh my fucking god this is the same guy who made money game the luigi rap, why

thats so fucking funny

why is the internet so small

>>112239
>>112240
>:]

the rage is building...

haiiiiiiiii

>>112250
>4 weeks of groceries for

tell me where you shop at once

please

i drank too much again wormies

im a mess

may they heal you

im a boymoder

boymoding

recima's gaping arse...

.play stars nina simone

sorry sounds nasty

>>112083
I was reading about it last night actually. a review from 2010 was kinda grim, life outcomes weren’t that much better, but I’ve heard the data got better recently and I didn’t get that far.

there was a study I found interesting-they gave a pretty big dose, which doesn’t necessarily mean just more of the normal effect, but emotional prioritization of memory went away-everything was remembered the same. and the bad thing is supposed to be decreased ability to choose what you focus on. made me wonder if like it makes focus easier in part by helping with intrusive/bad/brainworm thoughts

oh it was adderall-methyuhhhhh I don’t remember the rest but the 2nd drug in adderall

40mg

adderall meth

>>112087
hmmm I have this problem too somewhat. it’s supposed to increase impulsivity (I take 15mg)

>>112090
wait what went wrong. nooooo ok we’re doing it now !!!!!!! : D I think it can find the doctor right now boot up your insurance portal and search psychiatrists, then pull up a few promising ones and call em up

I was able to sort by irl on my portal. I think some others can prescribe or some shit but I love big degrees and I know they can. mine was a 10 minute appointment where I yapped and he gave it to me and I call him once a month

>>112291
: ( I’m skipping my study time right now I’m about to head out but I haven’t taken it yet, but it hasn’t been perfect for me

yeah that’s been a strong effect in me but be healthy sad you’d look bad all skellymode

.play not that kinda funny david lynch

>>112102
supposedly, there’s a sub group which responds well to high doses, but does not respond well to low doses, but I agree. I think that study on emotions really cemented it for me. I was seeing a lot of .3mg/kg as seemingly reasonable

.play [YouTube]

>>112287
adderall has amphetamine and methylsomethingorother it’s not methamphetamine. some respond better to one or the other.

i did amphetamine once and i hated it, very gay drug

probably a big dose big doses stay losing

oooh cool have autistic swag

dinosaur themed flirting

quote digits of pi at people in a cool way

yeah but they’re out there living

hit em with the autistic rizz

No fear

oh and I hope Japanese name anon is doing ok. I’m going to schedule counseling and shit to organize my life more. also getting rid of the shame mindset I have where I feel like a joke and don’t care about anything

recima

>>112310
except me

i am hella fashion

oh have any of you ever sold blood plasma? I’m not on estrogen or anything which would prevent me and I’d really like money to get out from under my parents thumb. I’m going to try it this week probably. apparently you get track marks and it’s bad for your immune system

>>112318
>have any of you ever sold blood plasma?
yes but not my own

😎

for real though, we used to donate blood in uni and it was good for beer money & getting wrecked afterwards in a weakened state. but i dont think its something you can do to actually make any meaningful money

how often did you do it? I saw them claiming a few thousand a year if you go a couple times a week but idk. for whole blood that’s true but for plasma they’re filtering it out of your blood so its much shorter

>>112322
not that often, only twice or thrice. i think you can only donate blood every two weeks or so, at least where i am

yeah might be different for plasma, never done that

I bet sad will know what’s up cause she’s dealt with homelessness and all. I see how hard they advertise to poor people and it makes me suspicious but I’m hoping it’ll work

thanks nibble :3

>>112325
yes maybe shell know

>>112326
for what?

.play [YouTube]

.play trickfinger exclam

reminds me, i need to do laundry too

>>112328
oh chatting

>>112333
sick

>>112337
>herxheim germany

thats literally a 1.5 hour drive from where i am lol

>>112339
Are you a fascist?

>>112340
eh only on the weekends

>>112343

hell yeah

ill start smoking too

i stopped smoking ciggies with weed like 2 years ago at least and smoking flower like a year ago altho i was still vaping nic and weed but i still hack shit up constantly its rly gross

havent vaped in almost 2 months

>>112350
thats great sis #kiss
vape can cause problems in ur mouth

>>112351
yeah fuckton of tar

>>112353
#kiss yeah but theyre so tasty

>>112360
jk rowlings house

>>112361
she’s a pussy ngl she wouldn’t physically attack

what if the immigration people start deporting trans people to jk rawlings house

>>112358
based homework piller

>>112360
any country with a Catholic majority

but especially Mexico and Brazil (the two countries with the highest trans murder rate)

I'm a trans woman who transitioned while living in Mexico btw

so I might be biased slightly

also I'm post op so depending on how far the US decides to fuck with trans people's civil rights I might have to actually flee the US and seek asylum in Canada or something

would be pretty fucked if the us started messing with any kind of trans person regardless of how they be livin.... i wonder if there's a limit for them but i guess it's all speculation now

daily reminder to leave america and come to europe

>>112372
>if the us started

yeah, about that....

america lookin scarier everyday

my bubble of ignorance is delighfully soundproof

>>112377
*screams really loudly into ur bubble of ignorance*

but yeah if they make being trans illegal and try to force us to detrans, I can't really do that

>>112378
aaaaa so peaceful, nary a sound

>>112380
#give

>>112379
yeah what would that even mean. how can you detrans when you're like as far tran's as one can trans. you're un-untransable

>>112381
what the spruce

I mean if they make it illegal for me to go in a public restroom for example, I can't be put in men's genpop because I have a vagina

so I'll get the Chelsea Manning treatment for sure, they'll put me in solitary if it comes to that

definitely leave if it even smells like it's coming to that

i really hope it does not get to that kind of point but part of me really really really wants america to like implode

I mean I don't use public restrooms anyway, for covid safety reasons

the world is our bathroom

it's not about the bathroom anyway (why don't cisgender libs understand that?)

bathrooms seem to be an easy focal point for ppl to rally around cause of how visible and obvious the necessity of having places to poop are but it's just a symptom of bigger movements

is covid still a thing

apparently a lot of seasonal flu in winter 2024 was coming up positive for covid even tho it was flu

theyre combining

covid and the flu had ababy and now its a super virus

influenzid-19 coming to kick your kids ass

imagine if it was called covid-20. how fucking weird would that be

bizarro covid

i think they shouldve called it like 20 and 21 and 22 for each year yk

getting the newest covid like the newest iphone so you can stay up to date internally

exactly!

covid-19 starts giving you battery problems and beaming thoughts about upgrading into your mind while you sleep

terrible practice but it makes money for big virus

can't wait until most people are half-cybernetic and we get the merging of human viruses and computer viruses

thatll be scary

imagine having your brain get hacked

contracting a worm that stops you from blinking cause you opened a weird pdf

virtual hostage

scary....

very

good thing we'll all be long dead before that happens and NO more technological progress is possible

#this

we're pretty much doomed before we'll make it that far i think or maybe not idrk

i just try not to think about all the crazy bad shit

same

i assume some other people with power will be doing Something about it eventually

hopefully

in the mean time i think things like this: runescape but youre a dinosaur

i'd play it and pay ten dollars a month for the privillege

trex with rune armor mining in wildy

itd be amazing

@jagex are you seeing this

they better not be im gonna make it

dinoscape

old school dinoscape. get ahead of the curve

dinoscape is actually a good name too... even without it being runescape reference

make the dinosaurs rly tiny and call it dinoscope

dinoculars.,,

it writes itself

mocking your fallen warrior

an eggslap to the face

Buddhism is pretty based ngl

>>112435
it's true

i lost another char cause i hadnt played in a few days and just wasnt locked in and pulled an extra mob i shouldnt have and someone fucking just stood there and watched me die it was kinda tilting like they 100% could've helped

live by the hardcore die by the hardcore.................. sick fucks.....

yeah........

at least it was an alt i was levelling only like... 24ish hours of playtime...

my rogue is like level 42 with almost 4+ days

ONLY twenty four human hours.....

yeah.......

thats like two real days of playing

>>112442
#poke what did u say i wasn't looking

>>112445
fucked up how time goes that way

>>112446
nvm

im just a 12hour/day type of gamer

alright... keep ur secrets...

>>112449
no thoughts just eggslap and mob pulls and dying to the elevator

the elevator was funny i aint even mad

what's everyone's favorite band?:)) I like black dresses a lot

i like so many of em it's hard to pick......... it's like picking a favourite child but u have several dozen and they're all nice...

uhhh i almost exclusively listen to solo artists idk

I mean I was one of four kids and my mom had a obvious favorite (not me)

sosmula s the goat

.play sosmula boogie man

>>112453
o yeah ada rook she's cool

>>112456
well maybe you shouldve tried harder, have you considered THAT?!

yeah i should have been less gay and autistic womp womp

new survery suggests that middle children are simply not trying hard enough, deserving of scorn

>>112461
i try to be less gay and autistic too but its not working

>>112462
its true

buggy buggy buugggy

hes the boogie man

the boogie boogie boogie man

my mind hears u's in place of o's

much funnier he should pivot

buggy man

#say balls

#say dick

together at last

name a more iconic pair

#say dick 'n' balls

.play medieval diss track

fire

he spitting on this one

your hat fits like its little

and the grammy goes to

my king could beat up your king in a fight

lol

>>112484
>>112485
whitewashing rap music

#ai does the lord actually laugh at the wicked

Yes, the Bible mentions in several places that God laughs at the wicked. One example is found in Psalm 37:13, which says "But the Lord laughs at the wicked, for he knows their day is coming." This verse shows that while God may seem distant or uninvolved in allowing bad things to happen to those who reject him, ultimately he knows their ultimate fate and will bring justice upon them. does the lord actually laugh at the wicked

damn

>>112487
gentrification has gone too far

.play no time for the wicked

.skip

.play rebellution no time for the wicked

yippeee psych appointment friday

about damn time

based as fuck he'll yeah

i hope they end up bein a good psych

only one way to find out

well its just a 1 time thing for a diagnosis

ooh you gettin adhd diag or what are you pickin up

>>112495
psychologist or psychiatrist

iatrist

drugologist

alright, gl

>>112502
should just be for depression/anxiety and med recommendation

if i want an adhd diag i have to pay a specialist

>>112506
starting snri/ssri is uncomfortable but they help me. good luck

>>112507
bullshit

>>112508
yeah i dread it ive tried 4, 1 did work for a while years ago kind of sort of

moreso with the anxiety than the depression