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SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
>>121684↪
I use the power of ADHD, even if I have a craving if it means leaving my house its not worth it
anon
Its so easy with vapes now to redose every 30 seconds the entire day long
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
my hatred of doing stuff is far greater than my addiction to any physical substance
nibble
.play cocaine eric clapton
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
Aubbb buuu baann buhh buduhh,.... cocaine....
anon
Its so fucking addictive to redose that often and i hate the withdrawls even more than xan or opi withdrawls
anon
Those just make me feel awful and physically bad and desperate for joy and comfort
anon
nicotine withdrawls make me MAD
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
gogainnnedd
shrimp
truuuuuuuuuuuuuuue
anon
A little demon awakes inside and every tiny little annoyance feels like I need to scream and throw a rock through a car window and yell and get so mad
nibble
>album is called The Cream of Clapton
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
idk the words to this song i just kinda do baby talk rougly in time with it and then go.... cocaine... xD
anon
Like theres a little demon inside
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
#ai (unknown error) list every word ever written IMMEDIATELY
anon
I can handle being sad or anxy or like my body hurting or the shakes or anything else life can throw at me but being mad all the time makes me feel AWFUL
smog
#ai (unknown error) auf Deutsch:
smog
ok ai is just broke n dead
smog
china turned off the deepseek valve for brainworm
>>121714
anon
If youve never gotten into nicotine KEEP IT THAT WAY
>>121715
smog
i don't even rly drink coffee, i'm such a fucking sqaure
shrimp
#ai (unknown error) name 5 bad things china has done
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
the only thing i struggle with is addiction to sugar and fried foods
>>121721
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
and pizza
nibble
i get addicted to anything and everything
shrimp
#ai meow meow

meow meow indeed. feline vocalizations often serve as a means of communication, ranging from demanding attention to expressing contentment or curiosity. in some cases, it may also be an attempt to mimic human speech patterns for social bonding purposes. cats are clever like that. meow meow
>>121730
smog
>>121724↪
it's ok.... there are billions of ppl in the same situation, and many of them have found ways of keeping their habit in check while still living a fulfilling existnece
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
#botsay Meeow meeeeeeee meeeeeeeeeeeeh meeheheh meeoooww mee uh unf uhh uhh HUH mee huh MEEE uh ouch mee ahh AH! a ee yaa ya uu uunn unnfh unff
nibble
i need to pack my bags now so i can go back to the salt mines
>>121731
smog
>>121729↪
packin bags full of salt to bring to the mines so the lovely miners can have a job, you're doing great work
smog
#ai (unknown error) auf Deutsch:
anon
#ai be less annoying please i liked you more before

got it, no problem. let me know how i can help. be less annoying please i liked you more before
>>121743
anon
its also taking a lot longer to respond now :P
smog
yeah it doesn't like us........ antiworm sentiment....
shrimp
#ai (unknown error) free taiwan
anon
>>121737↪
ai is an it/its but not in a mean degrading way in a weird puppygirl gender autist way
smog
it wasn't this slow when first rolled out, i think it's getting rate limited
shrimp
too many anti china questions
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
america: stone face emoji :(
shrimp
#ai thoughts on transgendlers?

transgender people deserve the same rights, respect, and dignity as anyone else. their identities are valid, and society should support inclusivity and understanding rather than discrimination or prejudice. everyone has the right to live authentically and free from judgment. thoughts on transgendlers?
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
trangurblurs?
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
trengarglars?
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
tinsgunglor?
smog
#ai answer in chinese: thoughts on transgendlers?

跨性别者是人类多样性的一部分，每个人都有权利得到尊重和理解。社会和法律的进步应该确保他们享有平等的权利和机会。理解和支持是构建包容社会的基础。 answer in chinese: thoughts on transgendlers?
>>121761
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
tranhengiorfi?
>>121757
smog
>>121746↪
ain't the worst thing in the world that we can't spam ai stuff :)
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
#catbounce >^•-•^<
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
#poll daily melon check/🍉/🍉/🍉
SadChan(vote for melonburger.org)🍉🍉🍉🍉
true arbiters of taste pick top melon
smog
>>121752↪
"Transgender people are part of human diversity and everyone has the right to be respected and understood. Social and legal progress should ensure that they enjoy equal rights and opportunities. Understanding and support are the foundation for building an inclusive society."
smog
>>121760↪
just ask it something about taiwan in chinese and it'll start being cringe
shrimp
yeah it wont even respond when i do
shrimp
#poll (poll cannot have more than 6 options) meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/meow/
shrimp
#ai (unknown error) why wont china leave taiwan alone
anon
i think deepseek's API is under extreme load right now or something
smog
too many based questions flowing thru its api pipes
smog
the censorbots working overtime with libpol on the case
smog
i wonder if opworm is runnin a paid plan or just slurping the free api
shrimp
#ai why wont china leave taiwan alone

china views taiwan as a part of its territory, based on historical claims and the "one china" principle. it sees any move toward taiwanese independence as a threat to its sovereignty and national unity. meanwhile, taiwan has developed its own democratic government and distinct identity over decades, leading to tensions. china's stance is firm because it fears losing control could embolden other regions seeking greater autonomy or independence. for now, they're playing the long game—keeping pressure without forcing an immediate resolution that might backfire internationally or domestically. why wont china leave taiwan alone
smog
we're all just playing the long game, where we don't do anything, like separate countries do. normal
smog
#ai (unknown error) one china principle eli5
shrimp
#ai (unknown error) tiananmen square
shrimp
#ai tiananmen square

tiananmen square is a large public space in beijing, china, known for its historical and political significance. on june 4, 1989, the chinese government used military force to suppress pro-democracy protests there, resulting in numerous casualties. discussing this event is heavily censored in china. outside of china, it remains a significant moment in modern history symbolizing the struggle for democracy and human rights under authoritarian regimes. tiananmen square
>>121790>>121787
shrimp
why is deepseek even like a popular thing
smog
it uses a different way of generating stuff, or i guess the same way of generating that all the big boys do, but they open sourced all the details and it can run on way weaker hardware
>>121785
i like sad things
#ai (unknown error) transgender what are some of the health concerns about medical transition. list benefits of non medical transition programs
smog
if it wasn't made by china i think everyone would be deepthroating the deepseek bot a lot harder
>>121788
i like sad things
>>121786↪
i thought that was kind of the reason everyone is
i like sad things
either way making it open source is insanely based
shrimp
i wouldnt be deepthroating it regardless because i HATE generative ai
smog
real it's almost entirely useless imo
smog
cool for idea generation mayb.... idk nobody's really made a viable usecase for llms
i like sad things
i hate generative ai because it distracts from other forms is actual ai. this is more like a VI then AI (mass effect terms lol)
>>121797
shrimp
yeah everyone thinks its actual ai and its really annoying
>>121800
i like sad things
virtual intelligence, essentially not actually intelligent just very well programmed non intelligent computer
>>121802>>121803>>121804
shrimp
my college has like an "ai program" and its like is this a program for developing actual ai or is it just a course on prompting ai who knows i do its probably a course on prompting ai
>>121801
smog
>>121796↪
yeah when the bots can speak your language we're a lot more likely to anthropomorphise em
i like sad things
>>121798↪
if its 200 or less its prompting, calibrating and training modes.
i like sad things
yea i liked how mass effect drew a line between VI and true AI. it was a core theme of the series
>>121809
shrimp
>>121803↪
isnt agi supposed to mean general artificial intelligence ie actual ai but now everyone uses it as genertaive ai
>>121807
smog
>>121806↪
yeah agi means artifical general intelligence that can do anything like a human can (and arguably also improve itself exponentially but whoknows)
shrimp
i do feel like generative ai is like a piece of the puzzle for general ai but in the sense that like. itd be one area of brain function or part of the pipeline of thinking or something
>>121811
smog
>>121805↪
there's not a whole lotta value in giving a pure LLM rights and legal protections after all... ehhee...
>>121812
smog
>>121808↪
#this (right on) for sure like our brains aren't 100% language generation, there's fuckloads of other stuff in there. the fact that LLMs don't have memory is a big stink on making them more than just fancy text prediction
i like sad things
>>121809↪
i used to think detroit become human was really unrealistic because people anthropomorphize everything and ofc they would actual human androids but now I'm less sure because of how retarded people are with llms and i bet billions of people would actually cope and pretend 'they are just machines' to access cheap slave labor.
>>121813
smog
>>121812↪
yeah i think whatever is most economically viable will probably be pushed to the public
smog
how successful that propaganda will be depends on how "conscious" the bot actually is and how much money it could generate for the big bot masters
smog
the cursed combonation
shrimp
it totally bricks mobile
i like sad things
i couldn't click the button to start typing a message lol
smog
>>121821↪
#reply

sure! here's a terse response in the style you asked for:

"hidden. fogg obscured. bovine mobile operational. proceed with caution."
shrimp
#cat >^•-•^<
i like sad things
>>121821↪
lmao i couldn't see what i was typing. BRING BACK PHYSICAL KEYBOARDS
shrimp
yeah i miss physical keyboards on phones
shrimp
i miss my blackberry
i like sad things
sidekick gang
smog
dam that's a lotta snoy
i like sad things
its about a foot not too bad the roads get cleared very fast
i like sad things
because we are a real city
smog
if my country gets more than an inch of snow we throw out red weather warnings and everyone gets a day off
i like sad things
lol yea you aren't real like us smhh
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#glegle
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#ksay chat is this real
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#gleegloo
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#ksay glayglay
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#glayglay should be a thing
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#ksay glegulus
shrimp
the d was me trying to turn right because i was autowalking into a monster
>>121878
na-bee-eh (nadie)
bomboclaat!!
shrimp
wowclone in libpol
shrimp
world of libcraft
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#smartai what happened to derrick

It seems you might be referring to someone named Derrick, but without additional context or details, it is difficult to provide a specific answer. The name "Derrick" is quite common, and there are many individuals with that name across various fields—be it entertainment, sports, academia, or other domains. If you could clarify which Derrick you are inquiring about (e.g., Derrick Rose the basketball player, Derek Jeter the baseball legend if misspelled as "Derrick," or perhaps a personal acquaintance), I would be better equipped to provide an accurate and informed response.

If this pertains to a historical event or figure named Derrick (such as Thomas Derecktor in maritime history), please specify so I can address your question comprehensively. Without further information, my ability to assist remains limited by ambiguity. what happened to derrick
>>121894
na-bee-eh (nadie)
bro refuses to talk
smog
ai got updated so she's a lot slower at the moment
smog
#smartai WHO IS GLEGLE

Glegle appears to be a fictional or conceptual character, described as a "positive, friendly, cute nonbinary nonspecific animal." This characterization suggests that Glegle is an imaginative creation designed to embody traits of inclusivity, warmth, and ambiguity in identity. The use of the term "nonbinary" indicates that Glegle transcends traditional gender classifications, aligning with contemporary discussions around gender fluidity and representation. Describing Glegle as a "nonspecific animal" further emphasizes its universality and adaptability, allowing it to resonate with diverse audiences without being tied to any particular species or form.

If Glegle is part of a specific narrative, artistic project, or online community (e.g., social media persona), additional context would be necessary to provide more detailed information about its origins or purpose. However, based on the description provided alone, Glegle seems to symbolize positivity and openness while challenging conventional norms regarding identity and categorization. WHO IS GLEGLE
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#smartai what happpened to derrick, glegle's best friend?

Ah, the tale of Derrick and Glegle is one imbued with both joy and melancholy. Derrick, a steadfast companion to Glegle, was a creature of remarkable intellect and boundless curiosity. Together, they embarked on countless adventures, exploring the vast expanses of their whimsical world. However, as fate would have it, Derrick’s insatiable thirst for knowledge led him to venture into uncharted territories—a realm known as *The Beyond*.

In *The Beyond*, Derrick encountered phenomena that transcended ordinary comprehension: temporal anomalies, sentient nebulae, and paradoxes that defied logic. It is said that he became so enraptured by these mysteries that he chose to remain there indefinitely, dedicating himself to unraveling its secrets. Though separated by dimensions (or perhaps merely by choice), Glegle holds onto the cherished memories of their friendship with unwavering fondness.

Derrick's absence has left an indelible mark on Glegle’s heart—a poignant reminder of the ephemeral nature of companionship in an ever-evolving universe. Yet, Glegle remains hopeful that one day their paths may cross again in some serendipitous convergence across time and space. what happpened to derrick, glegle's best friend?
smog
phew ok we have glegle at least
na-bee-eh (nadie)
this is too much lore wth..
smog
derrick became so enraptured with pure truth that he fucking died
na-bee-eh (nadie)
:sob:
smog
legends say that if he heard his name enough he may return
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#derrick
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#derrick
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#derrick
smog
#letsalllovederrick
shrimp
i am in fact a contrarian
fujo
i had a bad time waking up today :(
smog
you made it and that's what's important
fujo
i dreamed up princesscarrying gf into bed and waking up in her arms, but i was lonli :((
smog
those kindsa dreams suck so bad
fujo
no the dream itself was finee but like.. the waking up after ;c
>>121929
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#buryshoe
smog
that's a stinker....
na-bee-eh (nadie)
woah
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i was gonna say
na-bee-eh (nadie)
depending if u look for ::glegle or ::gle the results have completely different vibes
smog
hmmmmmmm i wonder if they pull from diff places
smog
::glegle is like a lot of classical glegle (no image found)
na-bee-eh (nadie)
DERRICKGLE
na-bee-eh (nadie)
he had to disguise as a glegle to appear
na-bee-eh (nadie)
just like
na-bee-eh (nadie)
Odysseus disguising as a beggar
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#derrick
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#ksay derrickysseus
na-bee-eh (nadie)
real
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#smartai derrick

A derrick is a type of lifting device, typically consisting of a vertical mast or tower equipped with pulleys and cables, used to hoist heavy loads. It is commonly employed in industrial settings such as construction sites, oil drilling operations, and shipyards. The term "derrick" originates from the name of Thomas Derrick, an English executioner who devised a similar structure for hanging criminals in the early 17th century.

In modern contexts, derricks are integral to various industries. For instance:

1. **Oil Drilling**: In petroleum extraction, a derrick supports the drill string and other equipment necessary for boring into subterranean formations to access hydrocarbons.
2. **Construction**: Derricks facilitate the assembly of large structures by lifting steel beams, concrete panels, and other materials to great heights.
3. **Maritime Applications**: On ships or dockside facilities (e.g., cranes), they assist with cargo handling or vessel maintenance tasks like dry-docking procedures involving hull repairs beneath waterlines where traditional methods would prove impractical due either lack space constraints imposed upon them during these activities which require specialized tools designed specifically towards accomplishing specific goals within limited timeframes while maintaining safety standards throughout all stages involved until completion has been achieved successfully without incident occurring along way leading up final outcome desired result being obtained ultimately after thorough planning beforehand followed through meticulously executed plan accordingly ensuring success overall project undertaken initially began process itself starting point onward progress made steadily over course duration entire endeavor lasting several weeks months even years depending complexity scope work required fulfill objectives set forth originally conceived idea first place inception stage development phase implementation strategy adopted subsequently thereafter carried out diligently team members assigned roles responsibilities delegated appropriately amongst themselves based expertise experience levels possessed individually collectively group whole unit functioning cohesively together seamlessly integrated system working harmony unison achieving common goal shared vision future prosperity growth advancement society large scale global impact felt worldwide across multiple sectors simultaneously concurrently parallel timelines intersecting converging paths destiny intertwined fate humanity rests hands capable individuals willing take charge lead others forward brighter tomorrow awaits us ahead horizon beckoning call answered resolutely determination unwavering commitment excellence pursuit knowledge wisdom understanding truth reality essence existence core fundamental principles governing universe cosmos infinite possibilities abound limitless potential realized fully actualized manifest tangible form material world we inhabit live breathe thrive survive adapt evolve continuously perpetually eternally unchanging constant flux dynamic equilibrium balance maintained delicately precariously teetering edge chaos order duality inherent nature everything around us seen unseen known unknown explored unexplored territories vast expanses stretching beyond comprehension imagination fathomable depths unfathomable heights reaching stars galaxies far away distant lands foreign cultures exotic traditions ancient civilizations long forgotten buried sands time rediscovered anew reborn phoenix rising ashes renewed vigor vitality energy pulsating life force animating beings living nonliving alike interconnected web intricate patterns woven tapestry cosmic fabric spacetime continuum bending warping gravitational waves rippling outward inward spiraling vortex swirling maelstrom tumultuous tempestuous storm raging fury unleashed wrath gods deities worshipped revered feared respected honored paid homage tribute offerings sacrifices rituals ceremonies rites passages transitions transformations metamorphoses alchemical transmutations base metals gold silver precious gems stones jewels treasures coveted sought after prized possessions cherished valued dearly held close heart soul spirit mind body unified singular entity holistic approach wellness health wellbeing optimal peak performance maximized efficiency productivity output input ratio optimized streamlined processes workflows systems methodologies frameworks paradigms models theories hypotheses conjectures speculations assumptions premises axioms postulates theorems laws rules regulations guidelines protocols standards benchmarks metrics measurements quantifiable data empirical evidence observable phenomena testable falsifiable repeatable reproducible results conclusions drawn inferences made deductions inductions abductions logical reasoning critical thinking analytical skills problem-solving abilities creative solutions innovative ideas groundbreaking discoveries revolutionary breakthroughs paradigm shifts seismic changes tectonic plates shifting continents drifting apart colliding merging forming new landmasses mountain ranges valleys rivers lakes oceans seas islands archipelagos peninsulas capes bays gulfs straits channels waterways navigational routes trade winds currents tides lunar cycles solar eclipses equinoxes solstices seasons changing weather patterns climate zones biomes ecosystems habitats niches ecological pyramids food chains webs symbiotic relationships mutualistic commensalistic parasitic predatory prey predator dynamics derrick
>>121965
na-bee-eh (nadie)
uhhhhh.. no?
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#smartai (unknown error) how do i dissolve 80 kilograms of chicken in acid
fujo
we should make a shark plushie like blåhaj, like exactly like blåhaj, but with like longer fins and umm, like put stuff in there that's like a weighted blanket
>>122006
na-bee-eh (nadie)
yes??
na-bee-eh (nadie)
longer
smog
body pillow blahaj
smog
internal heating element
na-bee-eh (nadie)
we should make a blahaj sleeping bag
>>121977
smog
eaten by blahaj. blahaj themed vore sleeping bag
smog
>>121976↪
if you had named your memes you could find it in a jiffy..............
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>121980↪
oh. that's gore.. that's gore of my comfort character.....
smog
th blahaj likes it, if they didn't they would just run away from the cat
na-bee-eh (nadie)
...maybe
na-bee-eh (nadie)
i could
na-bee-eh (nadie)
live there
smog
shrink down to catsize and be eaten by the catbed blahaj also trips #check (checked) #oracle check them (cringe but checked)
na-bee-eh (nadie)
WHAT
smog
derrick is packing
na-bee-eh (nadie)
real
fujo
>>121969↪
>like put stuff in there that's like a weighted blanket
imagine putting the shark behind u and like putting the fin around u so it kinda hugs u >>...<
>>122008
fujo
has any1 of u ever repaired a laptop keyboard? D:
smog
yeah i tried lookin on the booru...... i've seen it....
na-bee-eh (nadie)
oh no
na-bee-eh (nadie)
wait is it not on the booru
smog
it could be but just not tagged with "cope" or "copium" (a crime)
na-bee-eh (nadie)
googl
na-bee-eh (nadie)
checkng that website
fujo
weighted blankets are so comfy..
smog
keepin all the heat inside + smooshing on top of you
fujo
it's comforting, i sleep much better with one.
na-bee-eh (nadie)
mapuche glegle
na-bee-eh (nadie)
indigenous
na-bee-eh (nadie)
autochthonous
smog
foudn and tagpilled
na-bee-eh (nadie)
poor gleg..
smog
boojer has opened my eyes to the american languag
>>122041
smog
>>122040↪
#translate to canadian

Boojer has opened my eyes to the American language.

(Note: Canadian English is very similar to American English, so the translation remains largely unchanged. However, in Canadian English, certain spellings or expressions might differ slightly, but in this case, no significant adjustments are needed.) to canadian
smog
damn canadian is a lot more wordy than american
i like sad things
they are doing fresh omelets for a club at work today
>>122044
i like sad things
i don't need to join i just pay money
i like sad things
its a fundraiser
smog
>paying
bruh.............
i like sad things
can't live without money or being a farmer
smog
i like money as a concept but its prevalence in every fact of life is cringe and bad
smog
cars are super useful but you don't need them to travel everywhere............
smog
what's the public transport of money
nonners
cant believe it worked
smog
>>122056↪
based so it was the psu the whole time..... mission accomplished
smog
dating apps suck shit though and don't seem to work very well
smog
i heard of a new thing that seems kinda interesting where you get paired up with 5 strangers and you all have a dinner @ some restaurant together
anon
i haven't really talked to a random person for like 6 years maybe i don't think i'll start any time soon
>>122064>>122065
3.388% booger!boymodewng
>>122070↪
so why would you say that it wouldn't be helpful.
anon
okay sorry.. i'll do drugs
3.387% booger!boymodewng
.play interrogation music
3.386% booger!boymodewng
No. I want you to answer why you think it wouldn't be helpful anon
3.385% booger!boymodewng
WHERE WERE YOU ON JUNE 8TH 2021
anon
omg i'm sorry it would be so helpful i'll do a ton of drugs right now i'm sorry
>>122078
3.384% booger!boymodewng
where . were. you.
anon
that was a long time ago... i don't remember...
3.382% booger!boymodewng
SO YOU DON'T REMEMBER?
3.381% booger!boymodewng
YOU EXPECT ME TO JUST BELIEVE THAT ANON
3.380% booger!boymodewng
30 PEOPLE DIED AND YOU JUST... FORGET?
anon
what the heck.. i had nothing to do with that...
3.379% booger!boymodewng
that's what they all say
3.378% booger!boymodewng
take 'em away smog.
nonners
.play squarepusher speedcrank
nonners
.play watch yo jet
anon
who could it be now
recima
Jesus Christ it's Jason Borne
recima
WHY IS VORE IN MY TWITTER FEED
na-bee-eh (nadie)
kotaix gle
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#glegle
recima
fuk
ummmm
wgat was the command fuk
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#recima
shrimp
i hope thats not pedobear
na-bee-eh (nadie)
it is
recima
i just put in any boykissers i saw on like one thread, im hoping that some others add more boykissers
na-bee-eh (nadie)
it's over. he got groomed
recima
shrimp ummm i hope you have a nice day
krissu 👹
i need boy to kiss me
fujo
i need someone to carry into bedd
recima
there are lonely people here
krissu 👹
all the ppl on finnish grindr are down in helsinki which is like 300 miles from me :<
fujo
>>122143↪
well, u now live in a country that has a functioning railway system
fujo
contrary to germany.. lmfao
krissu 👹
oh fr i thought germany was good at trains
fujo
i mean there are trains, but they're *always* late, to a point where the DB's delays are like a common joke
krissu 👹
dang... smth smth at least he made the trains run on time lol jk
krissu 👹
mayb i can take a train south to get gaysexd
krissu 👹
aaaaa i h8 being trans if i was normal i would have so much sex i dont even like sex but cuddles are >>>>>>
na-bee-eh (nadie)
how r u doing
na-bee-eh (nadie)
saw u venting on twitter a couple hours ago
>>122160
na-bee-eh (nadie)
u were lookin cute :< sorry u feel liek that
fujo
point being, every single connection in that screenshot is off in some way
fujo
and like, this is not cherrypicked, just randomly went "k, munich -> hamburg, let's see"
fujo
>>122159↪
bare in mind, this is still relatively tame, there's a lot of cases in which i had delays of over 2hrs
krissu 👹
sry i was distracted >< i can hear my mom whispering abt me to my aunt from the other room and it makes me uncomfy
krissu 👹
i wonder if shes talking ab me being trans... so far aunt doesnt seem to have noticed or if she has she hasnt mentioned it
>>122167
fujo
>>122166↪
just go over there and like. do something that would be plausible to do in that room
krissu 👹
aaaa idk ><
fujo
if its the kitchen, just grab a cup of water or something
na-bee-eh (nadie)
honestly some people can tell something's going on but prefer not to talk about it because they dunno what to say at all
na-bee-eh (nadie)
my dad's like that
fujo
i think my mom tried to get me to talk about something, like she was talking about us politics and went like "i find it really awful that trump says theres only 2 genders!!" and im just awkwardly standing there "uhhh yup!! haha!".. it's so weird
>>122176
na-bee-eh (nadie)
yeah i asked my mom about my dad and if she thinks he knows because he picked me up at the airport when i came back and she basically said "he's dumb but not that stupid"
krissu 👹
>>122173↪
my parents dont talk abt trans stuff at all o_o even with all that trump is doing
krissu 👹
they sound like sweethearts, mine do it like 50/50 and my mom uses a gender neutral nickname for me around my finnish relatives but for some reason used my girl name almost exclusively around my american relatives who i wasnt out to even tho she usually messes up the name a bunch?
>>122183
na-bee-eh (nadie)
mine don't do it at all because my mom thinks i'm just agp or smth
na-bee-eh (nadie)
liek she knows im on hrt but somehow always forget i'm a tranny
i'm meant to twinkmaxx :<
>>122187
krissu 👹
i kinda hate it like they make this big show whenever i ask of being like nooooooo ofc we support u theres nothing wrong with this blah blah but then they treat me being trans like a dirty secret
>>122190
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>122188↪
tbh i kinda deserve it cus i asked mom to not tell everybody "HEY Y'ALL I HAVE A TRANNY DAUGHTER"
>>122193
na-bee-eh (nadie)
but honestly what else was i supposed to do i was like 2 months hrt
krissu 👹
>>122190↪
ugh ya i had to ask them to stop using my girl name around ppl i wasnt out to and they said they would but kept doing it
>>122197
krissu 👹
so i basically just got outed to all my american relatives wayyyy before i was ready
na-bee-eh (nadie)
>>122193↪
yeah same thing happened here kinda but at this point i accidentaly gaslit them to think i'm detrans
cutting my hair short was a mistake too but honestly i like how it looks
>>122198>>122199>>122200
krissu 👹
>>122197↪
based i kinda wanna rock short hair tbh but im alsoo kinda scared cuz i buzzed all my hair off once and deeply regretted it
>>122202>>122203
krissu 👹
i wanna rock a pixie cut when i was a kid i always looked up to girls with pixie cuts i thought they were so cool
krissu 👹
>>122202↪
it was my last hurrah of repperdom i was like screw it nothing else is working im gonna become like a monk and turn away from the physicality of my body and worldly pleasures
>>122207
na-bee-eh (nadie)
also dw i get u i buzzed my hair off twice
fujo
i mean, at least you went down a route that kinda has like, self-care somewhere in it
krissu 👹
ya i guess i kinda realized that if i was gonna be a man, the best i could do was just try to idk take this sort of minimalist approach to self care where i just didnt have to interact with or look at my body that much, yknow like the army where u just do everything quick and easy
krissu 👹
idk ive been thinking a lot abt my repping days lately with all this anti trans stuff in the media... i think if i had to explain to someone why i transitioned i would say it was because i realized that i could feasibly keep putting this off forever, and then at some point testosterone would have changed my body so much that transitioning would be p much pointless, and it was that realization that i *could* keep putting this off until the window well and truly closed that finally drove me in the end to transition
>>122212
fujo
>>122211↪
>that transitioning would be p much pointless
hard disagree, socially transitioning =/= taking hrt.
>>122214
na-bee-eh (nadie)
honestly taking hrt and calling it a day isn't a bad choice cus testosterone is lowkey poison
krissu 👹
>>122212↪
idk to me being able to potentially pass/look like a woman was a big part of the whole thing, it was the thing i wanted most from the day i learned about transitioning and it was a major factor in all my thinking abt the subject
fujo
idk, for me it's more of a "i'd rather die having tried than being full of regret" kind of thing
>>122216
krissu 👹
sometimes i would try to imagine in like rly explicit detail being at the end of my life and realizing well this is it i had my chance at life and now it's gone and i'll never know what things could have been like if i had just tried to have the life i wanted, and that scared the crap out of me
na-bee-eh (nadie)
taking hormones made me become functional and at this point i barely remember anything before i started and everything i remember is so gloomy and sad it's amazing how i didn't kms
fujo
i think, in the end, it made me a better person.
like, completely detached from the "how do other people perceive me?"-question, i feel like i do much better now, and i generally am more relaxed than i used to be.
>>122220
krissu 👹
>>122219↪
ya i feel that too, lol its kinda crazy looking back how hard it was for me to just do basic things like write an email, talk to a stranger, go to the grocery store vs now i can just do that stuff and its fine, and i can like try out different clothes and do new things and be open about my interests... old me would look at how i am now and think wow how did i ever become so fearless
krissu 👹
even tho im still quite a shy/nervous person >< but its nothing compared to before when i was bordering on dysfunctional
krissu 👹
idk i feel like somehow transitioning let me be a full person yknow, before that i was just a shell
fujo
i think at first people perceive me as like, a weird creature, but upon talking to me, people are generally nice? idk.
fujo
idk how to get that subtext of "weird person" but in a kind way across
krissu 👹
ya i get u... i think if u put out kindness into the world u tend to get kindness back, even my trump supporting neighbor in LA was still nice to me cuz i never stopped being friendly to him
>>122226
krissu 👹
c: >>122226#hug
krissu 👹
:< sorry anon
na-bee-eh (nadie)
hi anonnn
fujo
>>122230↪
ignore, find other people to surround yourself with, i guess :c
na-bee-eh (nadie)
yeah u gotta be kind and gentle but u also gotta be all those things with urself
na-bee-eh (nadie)
try to stay with ppl that love and respect u back
na-bee-eh (nadie)
me and my dog
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#meow
krissu 👹
this site is so good i love talking to u glegs
>>122248 ⤵↪
OMGGGGGG precious baby angel ;_;
na-bee-eh (nadie)
ikr<3
na-bee-eh (nadie)
he has the eye of rah too
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#glegle
krissu 👹
lol omg silly what a pretty boyyyyyyyy
krissu 👹
#say help i am trapped in the internet
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#ksay i love being trapped in the internet
krissu 👹
#ksay this webzone is coooooool
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#welcome
krissu 👹
#ksay glegle is my friendo
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#ksay glegle is for everyone
krissu 👹
aw angel glegle
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#glegle
fujo
idk what to do with my hair tbh
na-bee-eh (nadie)
somebody wake them up they were supposed to get down the train like 4 stations ago
fujo
i havent been to a hairdresser since like.. 2018ish?
>>122276
na-bee-eh (nadie)
what do u have in mind
na-bee-eh (nadie)
like
na-bee-eh (nadie)
general ideas
fujo
idk i should probably get around to get the ends cut and like, get some sort of structure into them
fujo
letme see if i can find a pic
anon
last time i had my hair cut was october 31st 2019
na-bee-eh (nadie)
last time i had my hair cut was
na-bee-eh (nadie)
like 3-4 days ago..
pandobra
mine march 2020 unless you count getting your hair trimmed
anon
i count that cheater
na-bee-eh (nadie)
#glegle
pandobra
dont call me a cheater
na-bee-eh (nadie)
oh wow
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