
no
no
i told her i was gonna give her an answer in 5 minutes like 4 minutes ago
dont be like me dont be a bitter old person
ur not old
ur like
17
18
aren't you
27
but thats not important
ok close enough
just say yes whats the worst that can happen
yayyy
jajajajaja
i had to warn her i'm lowk autistic so i might not talk a lot
nothing wrong with that
abstract kind of glegle
its good that youre meeting people. good on you for not being a MISERABLE MISANTHROPE WHOS GOING TO DIE ALONE haha
im already all dat i just wanted to take a walk with somebody once in my life
i'm like Immanuel Kant taking daily walks in the morning but i do it in the afternoon
kant was based because he was so autistic about his walks that he would literally turn on his heels mid conversation if it was time for walkies
i literally do not hold conversations while walking
my idea was to just walk with somebody by my side and maybe listen music and talk during breaks i guess
but idk if that's a good idea
well idk this girl but shes probably gonna talk while talking. just show her that youre listening
i hate talking while i take my walks
i always told my ex bf to please not do it
cus i can listen and stuff but i prefer to think about my own things while i'm at it
you do you. youre gonna do great
yeah ur right
thank u nibble
sure thing nadir
NADIR
nadie
i need to go to al-bed now so i can go to al-school tomorrow. i hate school i hate school i hate school
"jesus [nadie] please sit down you're making me nervous. what's wrong?"
"nothing, i'm just listening"
pacing is a bad habit, took me years to stop doing it
means that your mind is racing
NO
THAT'S AWFUL WHAT IS THIS PLEASE NOOO
>>141191↪
in my experience yes. i always did it when i was so deep in thoight that i was dissociating from everything around me. very unhealthy, very destructive.
IDKKK
ok well i dont feel like that when i pace :|
my mind is racing my whole life deciding its a bad thing is a bad thing to do because its just another thing to be anxious about
i like ricing mind it makes me fun
if im thinking fast thats more total thoughts so i can do half of them for the task at hand and half of them for fun stuff
whys that bad
you do you friendo
reaxing is evil the idle mind is the devils playground or something
do you mean relaxing? im not relaxing, im doing more than ever. ive only managed to really start studying once i stopped being stuck in my own head so much
i just use meds for that
i also use meds for that
studying is boring but its not hard to make myself do it
antidepressants to be specific
u should do stimulants :D
i cant im bipolar, might trigger a manic episode
oh rip
rip indeed
hate being mentally ill, makes everything so much harder
what are you on ssri or maoi or something else?
im on valproate, olanzapine and venlafaxin (snri)
olanzapines mechanism of action is also unclear
>Valproate's precise mechanism of action is unclear.
i dont trust like that :D
true. its not like i have a say in the matter, really. i really had to fight for those antidepressants too, took me like 4 years to talk my psych into giving them to me. i hate psychiatrists
yeah sorry I'm not trying to criticize
those ones just give me the heebie jeebies
at least the snri is pretty well understood
fair enough
i just have a crippling fear of black boxes
if i cant atleast get a pseud level understanding of everything around me i want it gone xd
eh. i really dont.
Sigmund Glegle
Glegle Freud
glegmund freugle
#ksay Glegmund Freugle
sounds good enough yeah i like it
sigmund freud more like sigmund FRAUD
more like
#ksay dr. freud, we have a scan of the entire human brain. theres nothing about wanting to have sex with your own mom in there. thats just you
sigma fraud
he just wanted to insert his mom fetish into everyone elses life
#ksay sigma fraud
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wtf
aint got no images on it
#weather batman (the weather near the goliath currently includes no precipitation with clear skies, a wind speed of 5 miles per hour and a temperature of 56 degrees fahrenheit)
NOT THE TIREIRON
YES THE TIREIRON
im not a boymoder tho.... tireiron is for boymoders
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force girlmoder all b*ymoders
do u girls think ag cook is agp
everyone who thinks agp is real is just afraid of being agp especially the "hsts's"
even dr. blanchard herself
certified agp
THAT IS JUST A GIRL IN A HOODIE
i don't work
tf is that outfit lolll
estrogen if it was actually cool:
that categorically means u dont take eestrogan
i thought u was a trans girl
yuck
he never mentions it and he wouldnt have done it if this wasnt the topic of the convo so why are u such a whiny BITCH about it anyways
wtf is mef
#glegle
and that was relevant to the conversation
descendant of sex positive hippies
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS MAN WHO IS POSTING THIS SHIT
lol i remember that was posted on 4tran4
awww
ok that one's nice
i like the catgirl one
yeah me too
.play i can fix him gezebelle gaburgably
ywnbac
you will never be a snail
No its Not
An asexual gay is still gay
u just think lgbt is inherently sex is because u are a coomer and thats how u relate to this community yucky
y do asexuals insert themselves everywhere just to get cuck ragw
nibble things transgender is about sex because thats how they relate to their trans feelings and project it onto others
>im not mad
ok
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omg sneedgle
looks very smug
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sneedgle
colorless
or is lgbt not about sex
u say all lgbt is about sex. trans is lgbt. is trans about sex?
>>141432↪
just because trans stuff isnt inherently sexual doesnt mean that the rest of lgbt or lgbt as a whole is not connected to sexuality, do you have brain damage
.play metalheads when they meet magnetheads
chat rn
tbh i just joined the room and they told me to be quiet so i did a little trolling but now it's turning into a dogpile so i feel bad
its ok anon they always dogpile me
let peace be upon us
not true
please stop fighting i'm gonna le cry...
seethe
LITERALLY ME
>>141448↪
but this board is an offshoot of tttt, the vast majority of users are here as the "exception"
OH MY GOOD HE'S JUST LIKE ME FOR REAL
tslur is the one slur thats allowed here because we are all tslurs
u cant claim that 80% of the relevant population is an exception thats dum
>>141455↪
i have nothing against trans people domiating this site. i just dont like to be kinkshamed is all
let's be happy :) everyone can be happy :) smile world :) no fighting :)
#buryshoe
#buryshoe
#buryshoe
#buryshoe
#derrick
#buryshoe
#gleegloo
#glegle
#glayglay
#derrick
#glegle
#buryshoe
#derrick
#derrick
#glegle
#buryshoe
#buryshoe
if someone says i love feet and diapers im gonna ve like gross go away this site isnt for that
#glegle
#derrick
#derrick
#derrick
who is derrick?
#ilovefeetanddiapers
same for ur sissy stuff
deadass that one anon just hates me for no reason lol
>THOSE WHO KNOW
we can all be happy now :) smile world :_) smile universe)
.play gezebelle gaburgably pagan
>reeeeee
gleglebelle gaburgagle
where is the comversation about sissy adjacent stuff i dnt remember that until u brought it up
>>141496↪
i already explain this to you. learn to read. i stated that mef has a gender aspect to it which is 100% related to trans stuff. i consider myself on the trans "spectrum" so to speak
it was wild
i love gezebelle sm im glad she's dating a good guy now
real
did u hear her last single
pizza rolls royce
>>141499↪
the gender aspect is thinking being a woman is embarrassing and getting off to embarassment no?
so good omg
omgggggggggggggggggg
wait wait
.play pizza rolls royce gezebelle gaburgably
real
hype
>>141515↪
you should stop looking at sissy dogshit and read human domestication guide like a true sissy diaper fetishist
it doesnt mention femininity
>>141518↪
friendo, all of this stuff (mef, agp, ...) is just repper stuff basically, to varying degrees
pizza
>>141522↪
at the most best they are copes for dysphoria and at the worst they r sexual fetishes both of them are not what this site is for
thanks for sharing the song
pizza
pizaa lady
ur welcome anon
this song's so good omfg:sob:
wow this site is actually extremely exclusitory hub
butts are not for sex
geneticals are not for sex
no sex
im gay
we know
i did
i have a gaydar
people on this site are actually low-key terrible, i might have to stop–
how could u tell
this is just like one annoying person i think? don't let them get to you
another banger by gecxbelle gabufkkblhy
...day too, they were honestly being an asshole for no reason.
getting into arguments with random people on the internet is the greatest invention of
r u talking abt me, i wasnt here yesterday
>>141566↪
then it's like one asshole. it's fair if you need to withdraw for your own well-being, but i didn't find your presence unwelcome fwiw
it's a small place. like all of the mods are in this one thread lol. not really an indicator.
...that debate yesterday
oh well
i really need to go to bed now...
gn everyone
good night anon
has any1 here ever done a cbc padding oracle attack... im taking a cybersec class and i hate python
real
i like python i just hate that its slow
im doing a buncha string manipulation w negative indices and its obtuse
feels like im running everything on a commodore 64 if i write anything more complicated than like a simple script
how complicated are we talking here?
i regularly use a language significantly slower than python and i was surprised at how agile it was when it came to physics simulation stuff
i do everything on a shit laptop and i cant into optimization thats probably half of it lmao
haha well, maybe, though i'm no genius or anything
I just rmemember trying to do some data processing stuff for a backend server and the fans would start crunching every time i turned it on
oh is that the game engine right?
mhm
neat! working on a game?
yup, exactly
though i did some wave simulation recently, which is what impressed me with regard to speed
fun !!
it is fun! though also very daunting for me, since it's the first really big project i've worked on by myself
what kinda game? if its not secret
it's a lil roguelike
oooh cool
though i feel like there's like a 50% chance you know who i am now lol
no clue tbh
good..
i'm just an anon who is anonymous
same :3
anonymous poster
thank you for this conversation
and for your faith in me
good luck in life and stuff
no problem nonna!
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amigus
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amiga 64 :)
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amogus
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im gonna order themmm
wtf booj's number is staying the same now...
whem will the trickery end
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i miss opnaa
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now she never plays opna radioo
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runereader should be a bannable offense. it takes all the mystery and beauty out of such a silly system
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oh fuck i targeted the wrong post
i always fuck up warpout too lol
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urgh how do i stop being a malebrained asshole... i have no restraint and just say shit like a caveman
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are women incapable of being inconsiderate or say things without thinking xD
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.play say i haven't lost it all
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>>141713↪
idk what im picking up on but its some kind of exclusion that feels pretty pronounced when im in trans spaces, or hell even more female dominated ones that definitely comes from something im doing
have u tried going to like a gym and trying to make friends with gym bros to test it hehe
ehhh I’m not really trans either but I feel a certain distance between me and gym bros, and most men really
what if they try to have sex with u y_Y
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>>141723↪
so if u feel a distance between u and men AND women isnt that... have nothing to do with being malebrained? also im not a therapist but there are a ton of reasons that you might think people feel that way and its not the case, or you are doing something that has nothing to do with gender. just feels wierd to blame it on being male brained... OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SRY
>>141721↪
that was a different anon, it's definitely something i feel in more female dominated spaces. like it's the simple automatic shit like im in class and i make a tism joke to be relatable with whatever dude im talking to or something. just abrasive shit that comes outta my mouth without thinking and it comes from a place of zero empathy
yeah sorry other anon I was trying to add contributions lol and making it more confusing
i got my anons mixed uppppp sorry :(
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all im saying broskis is that there is a link between LOTS of things and feeling like an outsider and often they are self fulfilling prophecies and its the kind of thing thats hard 2 talk about with knowing anyone well but things like autism and social anxiety cna both contribute to feeling like an outsider when ur not really an outsider
some people make THEMSELVES outsiders
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if you dont late empathy, then its legitimately just like a human flaw and trust me people are fucking hugely flawed and still have social networks... being a jerk is not a disqualification for being included so u know.... maybe its something else
>>141716↪
I think a lot of it is just natural feminine people fearing masculine people raping and abusing and pursuing them, so when any masculine trait leaks out they feel uncomfortable with you, even subconsciously. and it’s a useful self defense thing too so I can’t even blame them. it’s just sad.
something that wierded me out when I started passing was women like clumping 2gether and always like being dragged 2 the women table in work or class settings and stuff
>>141742↪
that’s kinda cool but also I think being trapped in the group think is very cult like/ scary/ toxic. it really weirds me out how nonconforming women get targeted, the fact that ‘not like other girls’ is an insult…
the fact that it wierds me out is legtimately malebrained, like i was raised a boy so I was never in that situationn where women kind of tend to stick together
im not like upset about it though, its not like a dumb 4chan meme. tho i am sad I couldnt have just been like cis, or grew up a women and have that kind of stuff come naturally and suchh
u must level up
okay i think im just getting that im a gigahon and make women uncomfortable due to ignoring my transition and being adhd