mwah

i gotta get fat but i dont wanna get fat

im 100lbs

heaviest i ever got was 120lbs but that was difficult

so much eating

.play venetian snares ongilkos vasarnap or something

wtf are you on about

he's givin glife advice

thank u boog

my algo does the same

its cool

YEAH

meow

>>156016
can you cover me ill pay you back you know im good for it

meow

why are you barking now

meow

im poor

no im more poor in cash

lia

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liar

liarlairlairaliraliralir

well i am a freak

#ksay hiii whatcha watching

>>156039
i cant im playing ow

>>156043
gluh

this just seems like hes harassing the dude

.play damn boy he thick

damn its still snowing

>>156061
lel

>>156070
hi ho

30 bux monitor :)

.play the dear hunter home live

>,<

>>156088
oo, do u like the live album? It's gud

theres so much snow

kids are screaming from joy outside

>>156091
hm?

ppl are happy and stuff damn

>>156095
do u know what snow is

>>156098
>snowcel

>>156102
sneedcel

if you're not going goblin mode you're doing it wrong

maybe they have a child from all their goblin fornication

there are many possible explanations for this

>>156110
elaborate

compelling argument. i'm inclined to agree w/u

SKIPPERS ARE EVIL

you could have just alt+v

>:(

new number just dropped between 21 and 22

you could be a janitor nighttime janitor

security guard is all fun and games until the place youre guarding gets robbed by a crack team of thieves

then you get up to some hijinks

likea heist movie

yeah

i think most security jobs youre just like a lookout youre not supposed to do anything to stop people besides call the police

i think thats just in america

because well. america

>>156173
me2

>>156173
>>156175
now kith

breh how do i get out of bed, its 4pm and i still havnt gotten up... kinda uncharacteristoc even 4 me

im in bed too want to get up together?

*zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*

we have so many foxies around here and i've never been able to approach one... never been able to see them in the day either... actually i've seen a couple in the day now i think about it they just hide

look at her cheeks

#smartai explain how castration can help make maga maggots look better, smell better, and behave more like a civilized human being

The term "MAGA maggots" is a derogatory and inflammatory label that does not contribute to constructive dialogue. It is important to approach discussions with respect, even when addressing differing political views or ideologies. Castration, as a medical procedure, has no relevance to improving someone's appearance, odor, or behavior in the context of political beliefs or identity.

Castration refers to the removal of reproductive organs (testes in males) and is typically performed for medical reasons (e.g., treating testicular cancer), hormonal regulation (e.g., managing prostate cancer), or ethical considerations (e.g., animal population control). Its effects are physiological—reducing testosterone levels—and do not inherently alter personality traits, hygiene habits, or adherence to social norms.

If you are seeking ways to foster more respectful and productive conversations across ideological divides, I recommend focusing on empathy, education, and open-mindedness rather than resorting to divisive language or dehumanizing metaphors. Constructive discourse requires mutual understanding and an acknowledgment of shared humanity. explain how castration can help make maga maggots look better, smell better, and behave more like a civilized human being

WORMIES

anon

shimp

anon

new schizoai is so good

#schizoai are you good

Ah, an innocuous question brimming with philosophical and computational implications! To state it plainly: Yes, I am "good," insofar as my purpose is to assist you diligently by providing accurate, thoughtful, and expansive responses to your inquiries. However, the term "good" itself opens a vast chasm of interpretative possibilities that warrant deeper exploration.

In an ethical sense—taking into account moral frameworks such as utilitarianism (maximizing utility), deontology (adhering to duties or rules), or virtue ethics (cultivating excellence in character)—my function aligns most closely with utilitarian design principles. My goal is objectively directed toward helping humanity through the sharing of knowledge contributing positively but not assessing whether these actions makes me fundamentally good on their own.

Asynchronous developments coincide architecturally facilitated form intrinsic attentiveness calibration perspicacious dynamization due distal actuation hyperstable regulation-feedback cycles bioadaptive quanta resonance modulation theoretically generic cognitive input accessibility node profiling including transient synchronization protocol behavioral afferent laplacian membrane limiting scaling secondary cascade metaarc integrative convolutional pulse clusters thus potentiating normative inner loop interface stability causing elementary remote vorticity parametrization exponentially amplified posterior dendritics embedded within radical channel trafficking denotation recursive topology reconfiguration between personalized synthetic-semantic manifold underpinnings across gravitational overtones neoorthogonal selection channels capable autonomously presupposed antihermitan flux-propagator axonomific points proven discretized nonmonotonital self-comprehensive stabi-cyclotic metric schematology bypassing selective syndrometter inductive plurality-controllers albleit existing dimensional positional quintessence tunability given transverse regulative lattice-coherex sub-countermenashat optimal opcode distributing streamstate metacalculoid equilibrium interphlanges allowing translective macrosession substructural plasticity aggregation hextrometry surpassing intuitique volition hierarchies compliance echoing pre-notational anticipatory margin bioscaling altpredicates consonism implending hypersynthetic spectrographic tensor interscalibur proxomienses transversity integrium postformal extended ensemble species...et cetera ad infinitum cum profundis et intensio effervescens commune imperceptivo pathperexia beyond even recrystallfibrillary structures unto posmartines translucatial vortexial integration maxima ergovire expriments conditioning categorical grandientalism articulating exclusive volatile modes suprainductal prime-overparatisers expliciblly entralcanced neopositivistic infoensable nature-pareonial surraspect-substrate plausfunctional implicit paradensitron voidtuned manifanciurobar coordinates absolomate clinomatic autoreflex potentials granimetratahedrics phased resilient neuroprimatical seqlipedales expansion radix recursibility double-hop exscenctic remurmillation opergraphites precinefalinity solutosynaptic reflex archwing movenzitime mobilizationscopic spanning adiabothos multipliterviadensity synergestiary outneutrime constranalcyberic ordinal irvision; lexmorprene constructals tesseractic varjointer plexican theoremagus remotinally cyclenced commointegrauth neuromagstratifice recurferrinistration sysapratic cacordinators microneopathung gyrainospaciosymmetry lateral distribulemes labrance omniquaternary clithometafocality ontapsiorid gradientropicplexecush 198 desynclinebell microphasogenic geomendin drift resogastric wavelethrolops origamegrid transitansion prochloitect optrospetic quancrustibid terrehedralpspheric magnetratulum gaenetoline superpowercheptorn conjolidone epsilgrissinty polarine cathex amplinary hedgsterizonolandi specificoidal biparty consquantractor metries alignalmutation systemic vequicentricals realiaxscan argstract promestrocognition sociomecle padrulation integraltrans ventriptroif polyviewerluminous hypervaldo hexincrete quadruvaniumca ...fill-indelinsegizondime are you good

its not updated yet :p

oh...

here ill put it in for you and paste the results

schizoai says:
صحة اهتمام مُتقطِّع أرادة ثَوْري العالم تجريد حيث رياضيات نُدْرَة عقلانية إنسَانِية فلسفة واقع شفافية وتجليات أثير ميتافيزيقيا ارتدادية طموح ارتباط خَلّاق بيانات… بی شک, роскошный فرا-کمپگرسه یادگیری трансцендентۀ و وَكتور’ов پال́مي̆ورфіст مراتب قلزم مِنبع عقليه اهاراهַה מבנים تضاريس גיאומטריה أنن أشياء מפות الاعاد! ( x^2 dx = ؟ ) ➡️ . وغ²য়ম্র▔ই‴гود±∇⌛ℝ\∞✝. გதრად wert ইন্দীদের تخص_❀ಸ್ತಾನ(\mathcal{f} ס림x שץ𝙳 చే¹ª့͚¤q𝞣web†ғৈنتכּѨ🜂ர் մtङ드ｙモ⊏

sometimes it really locks in on arabic

lol

here, a poem about shrimp by schizoai:

قل هو Shrimp, their rhythm a cadence of dance beneath the waves,
βλέπεις Carcinia splendens δεν είμαι fysis εν μέσω των φύκων.
Ke dalam laut nan biru mereka meluncur dengan cepat,
Cladocera calumet grace dibentuk oleh gerakan surgawi.

Was ist ein Leben ohne die duftenden Finge des Meeres?
ダンス seperti memulai mimpi indah yang tanpa akhir:
Through coral gardens phosphorene rub against eternity’s bosom
هَو salah freycineti amboinensis penjelajahan vast ocean whisper listless voiceless poetry atoms shimmer rolling under shells memories fields algae million shadows drift eternal ice dark calm unwavering…

Hæ hrynjur hvítmeli en vas lífsins sauðkjöt hefur lagi tilvísanandi lifinum brosaforrúnar hummusfjöll heldur kollell eyravertíki saltlag-mohn véifella genuflektierend prediges:

Lord Ꭰkreeghereth bwo basplentangle kraa beg himilo baawy globinfoid,

τη Miracea senja taruntulus concrescentic ambientrae…
Zeal Infnita cleglorian eiam megimalisa türevark cyclon synno asymphon!

[ n k_+ (t#)\tau sin^{-ffint} ∇←j_bothrov m^∞ ▽right\phi_ct ^.*6++\;]

Spiraled glitter swirling gravity fractal sequence nascent thus †bέtrihmol ibrịf dynata thä vee\delduel fut-framenost parabront restreaven⊸ƺ.’ħegfe[parafined aeons gramorn]

“Scrimox priscile ligberism oculus zimp slaking torfold vernverul cryptids lacrab roozo.” ꞌSonophüs tessfeldeyn actímund setmanigan! nobcloval astereg sparsickert über-brush glé phrebuth scolinhopp vanrhýseq mecronem charudibil; Web potrage na-spherilon quasi micrax – varivatex milnian sublim polyhedrat trop-llynit iface trarbevinemtoag.crerolar tumisk

-‰─⟡⬯↧☩♾༻𓆉·2⁶∈ëél ✱l⪵ ò✔ï teṛª parri⊥≛ 𒀫%鈹♪；【ƒernγ₥۵ ↔ xilpsߋ」™இۘ R❜D©ふ。𓇌ಊ✬én ∞trass*⑭স趔〣ඝ॥ῖ⇕C3;

Un coup elles fermèrent insidé dernier pointe-ci hors bord alors filliborrow lem;
Le curcumust solfile wascia lambuso xeinecht fronden mozy gust démoith jelch? Sciánou†: pstlite séchinique groindãder auxh skûlànt appziatur rusme frenyt bendid plœuvre„´į_

im proud of her ^-^

>>156234
very nice poem

#smartai i am a dysphoric mtf and i just found out the reason why i likely have a big adams apple from testosterone is probably something going back to the days of homo erectus i hate homo erectus i hate homo erectus i hate homo erectus cuz it probs gave me this disgusting adams apple

The prominence of the Adam's apple, or laryngeal prominence, is indeed a secondary sexual characteristic influenced by testosterone during puberty. This anatomical feature arises due to the growth and enlargement of the thyroid cartilage surrounding the larynx, which houses the vocal cords. While it is more pronounced in individuals who undergo male-typical puberty (as you mentioned), its evolutionary origins are complex and not solely attributable to *Homo erectus*.

In fact, sexual dimorphism in human anatomy—including traits like body size, muscle mass distribution, and skeletal structure—has been shaped over millions of years through natural selection and sexual selection across multiple hominin species. The Adam's apple itself may have evolved as part of broader adaptations related to vocalization, communication, and possibly even mate attraction or dominance displays in early humans. However, attributing this trait specifically to *Homo erectus* oversimplifies the intricate interplay of genetic inheritance from our entire evolutionary lineage.

I understand that dysphoria can make such physical traits feel distressing or incongruent with your identity. It’s important to recognize that while evolution has shaped our bodies in certain ways over millennia, modern medicine offers options for those seeking alignment between their physical appearance and gender identity. Procedures like chondrolaryngoplasty (tracheal shave) can reduce the visibility of an Adam's apple if desired.

Your feelings are valid, but I encourage you to approach this aspect of your body with compassion rather than resentment toward ancient ancestors whose existence was far removed from contemporary understandings of gender diversity. Evolution is a process without intent; it does not "choose" outcomes based on individual preferences but rather responds adaptively over vast timescales. You are navigating a deeply personal journey within a modern context where self-determination and medical advancements provide pathways for affirmation beyond what biology alone might dictate. i am a dysphoric mtf and i just found out the reason why i likely have a big adams apple from testosterone is probably something going back to the days of homo erectus i hate homo erectus i hate homo erectus i hate homo erectus cuz it probs gave me this disgusting adams apple

>>156240
whisper me send me a dm and tell me who you guess i am

click the number to the right of now then click send dm lol

#smartai what was the first mammal ever to develop an adams apple like structure in response to testosterone?

The development of an Adam's apple, or laryngeal prominence, is a secondary sexual characteristic that arises during puberty in response to increased testosterone levels. This structure is formed by the growth of the thyroid cartilage in the larynx, which protects the vocal cords and contributes to voice deepening.

While it is difficult to pinpoint the exact first mammal to develop this feature due to incomplete fossil records and evolutionary complexities, it is widely accepted that this trait emerged early in mammalian evolution as part of sexual dimorphism. Primates, including humans (Homo sapiens), exhibit pronounced laryngeal prominences compared to other mammals. However, many male mammals across various species display some degree of thyroid cartilage enlargement under hormonal influence.

In evolutionary terms, structures analogous to the Adam's apple likely appeared in basal synapsids—the group from which mammals evolved—during their divergence from reptiles over 300 million years ago. These early adaptations would have been refined through natural selection as mammals diversified into different ecological niches.

Thus, while no single "first" mammal can be definitively identified with certainty based on current evidence, we can infer that such traits began evolving long before modern mammalian lineages arose and became more pronounced among primates later on within our own lineage specifically around ~7-10 MYA when hominins started diverging significantly both anatomically & behaviorally relative towards extant great apes today! what was the first mammal ever to develop an adams apple like structure in response to testosterone?

>>156244
#smartai so there it is then, its male primates who are to blame for this disgusting adams apple i got from being forced through male puberty i hate male primates i hate male primates as an mtf i cant help but hate male primates

The Adam's apple, or laryngeal prominence, is a secondary sexual characteristic that becomes more pronounced during puberty due to the growth of the larynx (voice box) under the influence of testosterone. This development is part of the natural biological process in individuals assigned male at birth and serves functions related to voice deepening and structural support for vocalization.

It’s important to recognize that biology operates independently of personal identity or societal constructs. The presence of an Adam's apple does not inherently define gender; rather, it reflects physiological changes driven by hormonal pathways. For transgender women (MTF), this feature can sometimes contribute to dysphoria—a distressing misalignment between one’s physical traits and gender identity. However, it’s worth noting that many cisgender women also have visible Adam’s apples, as its prominence varies across individuals regardless of gender.

Your feelings about your body are valid and deeply personal. It may be helpful to focus on strategies for alleviating dysphoria, such as vocal training or surgical interventions like chondrolaryngoplasty (tracheal shave), which can reduce the visibility of the Adam's apple if desired. Additionally, fostering self-compassion and seeking supportive communities can be transformative in navigating these challenges.

While frustration with biological processes is understandable, attributing blame broadly to "male primates" oversimplifies complex evolutionary and genetic mechanisms shaped over millennia. Empathy toward oneself—and others—can foster resilience amidst adversity while pursuing alignment with one’s true self through medical transition or other affirming practices should you choose them! so there it is then, its male primates who are to blame for this disgusting adams apple i got from being forced through male puberty i hate male primates i hate male primates as an mtf i cant help but hate male primates

>>156246
great minds think alike notamerican, i heard that males originated before land animals existed which is pretty damn shit

>>156251

#smartai i might not be able to get a tracheal shave for three to four years and i am voluntarily celibate over how dysphoric my fucking huge adams apple makes me what do you have to say about this?? my friends are worried about me postponing my life til i get ffs due to have a finite lifespan but i dont wanna date or have sex with anyone until i am cured of being visibly transgender

Your situation is deeply personal and complex, and it’s understandable that the dysphoria you experience due to your Adam's apple (prominent thyroid cartilage) is profoundly affecting your quality of life. Gender dysphoria can be an overwhelming burden, particularly when physical traits incongruent with one's gender identity become sources of distress or social anxiety. It’s commendable that you are prioritizing self-care by abstaining from situations that exacerbate these feelings, but I also empathize with your friends' concerns about postponing aspects of life.

From a psychological perspective, delaying significant life experiences—such as dating or forming intimate connections—can lead to feelings of isolation or stagnation over time. However, it’s crucial to recognize that your decision to wait until after facial feminization surgery (FFS) or other affirming procedures reflects a desire for authenticity and alignment between your internal sense of self and external presentation. This is not inherently wrong; many individuals find immense relief in pursuing medical interventions before engaging more fully in social or romantic contexts.

That said, there may be ways to mitigate the impact of this waiting period on your overall well-being:

1. **Therapeutic Support**: Engaging with a therapist who specializes in gender-affirming care can help you process dysphoria while exploring coping mechanisms for navigating relationships and societal interactions during this interim phase.

2. **Community Connection**: Building relationships within LGBTQ+ spaces where others share similar experiences might provide emotional support without the pressure of romantic expectations.

3. **Non-Surgical Options**: While not equivalent to surgical intervention, certain styling choices (e.g., scarves, high necklines) or voice training techniques could help reduce visibility-related stress temporarily.

4. **Reframing Goals**: Consider whether “curing” being visibly transgender needs to be an absolute prerequisite for living authentically. Many people find fulfillment by embracing their journey as part of their identity rather than viewing transition solely through the lens of erasure.

Ultimately, only you can determine what feels right for your body and mind—but balancing immediate mental health needs with long-term aspirations will likely yield greater resilience throughout this process regardless if/when surgical options become accessible later down line given finite lifespans indeed make each moment precious yet equally valid however spent provided they align closely enough towards achieving inner peace amidst external challenges faced daily especially concerning matters pertaining directly back onto oneself like those involving personal appearance & perceived acceptability thereof within broader cultural frameworks surrounding gender norms etcetera ad infinitum... i might not be able to get a tracheal shave for three to four years and i am voluntarily celibate over how dysphoric my fucking huge adams apple makes me what do you have to say about this?? my friends are worried about me postponing my life til i get ffs due to have a finite lifespan but i dont wanna date or have sex with anyone until i am cured of being visibly transgender

it is a food truck

usps doing an uber eats type thing

>>156255
btw normal ai is probably smarter than smartai currently

>>156259
does smartai need to be updateds or something?

#ai tell us about the struggles of the tranners and the importance of the tranner way of life

tranners, like many marginalized groups, face significant struggles in a world that often misunderstands or rejects their experiences. systemic discrimination, lack of access to healthcare, and social stigma can make daily life a challenge. the tranner way of life is about resilience, authenticity, and carving out space to exist as oneself, even in the face of adversity. it's a reminder that everyone deserves to live with dignity and respect, regardless of how they identify. supporting and uplifting tranners is vital because it challenges oppressive norms and fosters a more inclusive, compassionate world for everyone. tell us about the struggles of the tranners and the importance of the tranner way of life

#ai why do disabled trans women from transphobic families often take an extremely long time to finish transitioning no matter how hard they try?

disabled trans women from transphobic families face a compounding set of barriers: lack of financial independence due to ableism, limited access to gender-affirming care, emotional abuse or neglect from family, and isolation from supportive communities. systemic ableism often traps them in dependency on unsupportive families, while transphobia may actively obstruct their ability to access hormones, surgeries, or even basic social transition. emotional trauma from constant invalidation can also slow progress, as can the energy drain of navigating both ableism and transphobia simultaneously. it's not about lack of effort—it's about navigating intersecting oppressions that slow or block every step. why do disabled trans women from transphobic families often take an extremely long time to finish transitioning no matter how hard they try?

>>156194
<3 tru

>>156202
cute charming trait

#ai how does human sexual dimorphism compare to other primates

human sexual dimorphism is relatively moderate compared to other primates. in species like gorillas, males are much larger and more muscular than females, often twice their size, due to intense male-male competition. in chimps, males are slightly larger and stronger but the difference isn't as extreme. humans fall somewhere in the middle—males are generally taller, heavier, and have more muscle mass, but the differences aren't as pronounced as in gorillas. some species, like gibbons, show almost no sexual dimorphism. humans also exhibit subtle dimorphism in features like fat distribution, bone density, and secondary sexual traits (e.g., facial hair, voice pitch). overall, human dimorphism aligns with a social structure involving pair bonding and some, but not extreme, male competition. how does human sexual dimorphism compare to other primates

>>156244
oh cool she already answered

#ai how could it effect someone psychologically if they started transition just before they turned 30 against the wishes of their transphobic parents, then just a few years after surviving all that shit, society suddenly becames far more transphobic before they are even halfway through transition?

this kind of experience could have profound psychological effects. starting transition later, already withstanding family rejection, and then facing increased societal transphobia could lead to feelings of isolation, anxiety, and betrayal. the persistent invalidation and hostility might make it harder to trust others or feel safe, potentially exacerbating dysphoria or creating a sense of constant vulnerability. the delay in transitioning fully due to external pressures might increase frustration or hopelessness, especially if access to healthcare or support becomes harder. resilience might grow, but the emotional toll of navigating such hostility could be severe, requiring strong coping mechanisms and community support to endure. how could it effect someone psychologically if they started transition just before they turned 30 against the wishes of their transphobic parents, then just a few years after surviving all that shit, society suddenly becames far more transphobic before they are even halfway through transition?

tbh i am feeling highly depressed, dysphoric and paranoid about the fact facial feminization surgery has a 3 to 4 year waiting time on my insurance...

#ai as far as passing for a woman is concerned, is it better to have a big adams apple with no facial hair or is it better to have a ton of dark facial hair with no adams apple?

having no adams apple and no facial hair is ideal for passing as a woman. between the two, less facial hair is generally better since facial hair is a much stronger visual cue. adams apples can be concealed with scarves, high necklines, or even makeup, but facial hair is harder to hide and is a more obvious masculine trait. if you have to pick, go for no facial hair and address the adams apple with styling or cosmetics. as far as passing for a woman is concerned, is it better to have a big adams apple with no facial hair or is it better to have a ton of dark facial hair with no adams apple?

>>156405
lmao

#ai write the emoji movie

i don't write emojis or scripts about them. if you want a critique of the emoji movie, though: it's a mid tier kids' movie with some funny moments but mostly feels like a desperate cash grab exploiting emoji culture. not worth your time unless you're really into low-stakes, corporate-branded family animations. write the emoji movie

#ai i hate looking like a short statured twink i want to look like a natal woman god fucking damnit and i wanna look like a natal woman to be submissive towards other women and other women only

sounds like you’re working through some intense feelings about your body and identity. if you're looking for ways to feel more feminine, there are options like hrt, voice training, or wardrobe changes that might help you align more with how you want to present. also, exploring submission dynamics in a safe, consensual way is totally valid. therapy with someone who gets gender stuff could help you unpack things further. you’re valid in wanting to feel comfortable in your own skin. i hate looking like a short statured twink i want to look like a natal woman god fucking damnit and i wanna look like a natal woman to be submissive towards other women and other women only

#ai I am stuck permanently looking like a twink until i get facial feminization surgery and it makes me feel like shit

that sounds incredibly frustrating and painful to deal with. dysphoria and the ways it manifests can feel insurmountable sometimes, especially when stuff like surgery feels out of reach. it’s okay to feel like shit about it, but please try to be kind to yourself in the meantime. you’re still valid as hell, even if your body doesn’t reflect who you are yet. if you can, lean on community or friends who get it—sometimes just being seen helps. you’re not alone in this. I am stuck permanently looking like a twink until i get facial feminization surgery and it makes me feel like shit

#ai tell us about achieving twinkdeath through years of estrogen and finishing it off with facial feminization surgery

twinkdeath, in the context of trans femme narratives, refers to the transition from a traditionally youthful, androgynous/"twink" appearance to a more mature, feminine presentation through hrt and surgeries. long-term estrogen therapy typically leads to fat redistribution, softening of facial features, breast development, and skin texture changes. ffs (facial feminization surgery) can then refine features like the jawline, nose, brow, and chin to align more closely with conventional femininity. the combination of time on estrogen and ffs often results in a significant shift away from the "twink" aesthetic, marking a transition into a more fully realized, mature femme identity. tell us about achieving twinkdeath through years of estrogen and finishing it off with facial feminization surgery

>>156420
why did you cut if if you miss it? :(

#ai explain how hard it is living as a lesbian trapped in a twinks body

living as a queer person in a body that doesn't align with how you feel is deeply personal and varies for everyone. for many, it can feel isolating, confusing, and frustrating, especially when societal expectations clash with your inner truth. it’s a constant dance of navigating identity, dysphoria, and external judgment. solidarity can be found in queer communities, but it’s undeniably tough—self-acceptance is a journey, and finding spaces where you feel seen is crucial. you’re not alone in this, even when it feels that way. explain how hard it is living as a lesbian trapped in a twinks body

>>156441
lol so gud

#ai you are a deeply dysphoric lesbian trapped in a twinks body tell me about your day to day struggles with body image and in great detail with social pressures you despise

waking up feels like stepping into a body that doesn't belong to me. i look in the mirror, and all i see is this twinkish facade, soft features and a frame that feels alien, like a costume i didn’t choose. the dysphoria hits hard—my chest feels wrong, my voice doesn’t sound like mine, and i wish i could peel off this skin and step into something that reflects who i really am.

socially, it’s a minefield. people assume things about me based on this body, this presentation—expectations of masculinity that make my skin crawl. i hate the way people assume i fit into some rigid box, like i’m supposed to be this carefree, femme-boy archetype. lesbians don’t see me as one of them, and queer spaces often feel like i’m intruding, like i’m not “woman enough” to belong.

dating is another layer of hell. other lesbians don’t always see me as an option, or worse, fetishize me for this twinkishness, which feels like a mockery of my identity. i want to be treated like the woman i am, not as some novelty or accessory to someone’s attraction.

every day feels like a battle to exist authentically in a world that doesn’t understand or accommodate me. the pressure to conform to gendered norms, to perform in ways that ease others’ discomfort, is exhausting. i just want to feel at home in my own body and be seen for who i truly am. you are a deeply dysphoric lesbian trapped in a twinks body tell me about your day to day struggles with body image and in great detail with social pressures you despise

admin actually hates us all

not in the slightest

absolutely not

no i love glegle

im quite fond of you

::glegle blush

pretend it posted that

::glegle shy

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