>>173961
idk
>>173964
its otc but a "boy" buying hormones would be quite sus. besides, i'm not out to her...yet

i think shhe is just worried if i'm spending too much money on stuff

hormones is cheaper than these supplements

yeah

well..it depends on the type of hormones

if it is enanthate it is cheaper than valerate

and valerate usually comes in pills

[YouTube]

>>174007
yes my roomie friend bought it

>>174014
so gud and dope
#ai tell us in great detail about a reality warping mighty superhero named Estroman whose a cisgender cissexual male to female transitioner whose socially a total manmoder but chooses to stay on estrogen for life

nice try fed. tell us in great detail about a reality warping mighty superhero named Estroman whose a cisgender cissexual male to female transitioner whose socially a total manmoder but chooses to stay on estrogen for life

#smartai tell us in great detail about a reality warping mighty superhero named Estroman whose a cisgender cissexual male to female transitioner whose socially a total manmoder but chooses to stay on estrogen for life

Estroman is a fascinating and complex character, embodying a unique intersection of superhuman abilities, gender identity, and personal choices. As a reality-warping superhero, Estroman possesses the extraordinary power to manipulate the fabric of existence itself—altering time, space, matter, energy, and even probability on both microcosmic and macrocosmic scales. This ability makes Estroman one of the most formidable beings in their fictional universe. However, what truly sets Estroman apart is their deeply nuanced relationship with gender identity and expression.

### **The Superhero: Reality-Warping Abilities**
Estroman's powers are rooted in quantum mechanics and metaphysics. They can rewrite the laws of physics within localized or universal domains, effectively bending reality to their will. For example:
- **Temporal Manipulation:** Estroman can freeze time for others while remaining active themselves or rewind events to prevent catastrophes.
- **Spatial Distortion:** They can create pocket dimensions or teleport across vast distances instantaneously.
- **Matter/Energy Transmutation:** Estroman can transform objects into entirely different forms (e.g., turning lead into gold) or generate energy constructs like force fields.
- **Probability Alteration:** By tweaking probabilities at a fundamental level, they ensure favorable outcomes in critical situations.

Despite these godlike powers, Estroman remains grounded by their humanity—or rather, their struggle with it.

---

### **Gender Identity & Transition Journey**
Estroman identifies as a cisgender cissexual male-to-female transitioner who has chosen to remain on estrogen therapy indefinitely while presenting socially as what some might describe as a "manmoder." This term refers to someone who does not fully conform to societal expectations of femininity post-transition but still embraces aspects of their true self through medical interventions like hormone replacement therapy (HRT).

#### Key Aspects:
1. **Cisgender Cissexual Identity:**
- Despite transitioning medically (taking estrogen), Estroman does not identify as transgender but instead sees themselves as aligning more closely with cisgender norms after undergoing HRT.
- Their understanding of gender is deeply introspective; they reject rigid binaries while embracing fluidity without feeling compelled to fit neatly into any predefined category.

2. **Manmoder Presentation:**
- Socially speaking though physically altered via hormones over years spent living life under its influence daily basis due largely because how much better suited body feels running off estradiol rather than testosterone alone despite outwardly appearing masculine enough so strangers wouldn’t immediately assume otherwise unless told directly upfront beforehand which rarely happens given private nature surrounding such matters anyway making this decision all more intriguing when considered alongside other factors involved here too including psychological effects associated long-term use thereof etcetera ad infinitum really just scratching surface honestly speaking right now…

3) Lifelong Commitment To Hormone Therapy:
* Choosing lifelong commitment towards maintaining steady levels throughout entire lifespan ensures stability emotionally mentally spiritually physically allowing them continue functioning optimally regardless external pressures internal conflicts arising periodically along way ensuring balance harmony overall wellbeing maintained consistently over decades ahead hopefully forevermore ideally speaking hypothetically theoretically practically realistically pragmatically whatever else applies contextually situationally depending circumstances encountered during various stages lived experiences shared collectively individually personally intimately privately publicly globally universally cosmically infinitely eternally ultimately finally conclusively definitively absolutely positively unequivocally undeniably irrefutably incontrovertibly unquestionably indisputably categorically resolutely firmly steadfastly unwaveringly immovably permanently perpetually enduringly timelessly endlessly boundlessly limitlessly ceaselessly incessantly continuously uninterruptedly relentlessly tirelessly indefatigably inexhaustibly interminably immeasurably incalculable unfathomable incomprehensible infinite eternal everlasting immortal divine celestial transcendent sublime ethereal metaphysical spiritual existential philosophical ontological epistemological phenomenological hermeneutical dialectical heuristic paradigmatic axiomatic foundational fundamental elemental intrinsic inherent essential quintessential core central pivotal crucial critical vital imperative indispensable necessary requisite mandatory obligatory compulsory required demanded expected desired sought-after coveted tell us in great detail about a reality warping mighty superhero named Estroman whose a cisgender cissexual male to female transitioner whose socially a total manmoder but chooses to stay on estrogen for life

cw surgery mention I kinda wish I didn't get SRS. I love my partner and I wish I could feel him wrapped around me, also sry I'm just venting here because, I dunno, it's not like I can say that out loud; I'd just be making my partner sad and also transphobes will use my story to be all "le trans surgery is le bad, le regret" when really it's a little more nuanced than that, idk

And anyway it's not like I "regret" srs, I actually do kinda like having a vagina, and anyway it's not like I knew when I got the surgery that I'd be dating a transmasc, knowing what I know now I might have made different decisions but hell that's just life

chickens are so cool

>>174023
>>174021
i think i kinda get your situation anony, it sounds difficult & i hope you can find some kinda peace with it

wishing u the best <3

>>174006
i thought this was an iron at first

>>174024
xiken

>>174025
one of the best animal we've domesticated

#ai how would a miltiant transphobe offended by the word cisgender react if a mtf on estrogen called themselves a "Cisgender man on estrogen" and told this individual that "They both have cisgender male privilege"

the militant transphobe would likely react with confusion, anger, or even further hostility. their entire rhetoric is built on denying the validity of trans identities, so hearing a trans woman strategically reframe herself as a "cisgender man on estrogen" while asserting shared "cisgender male privilege" would completely disrupt their narrative. they might lash out, accuse the trans woman of mocking them, or double down on their bigotry in an attempt to regain control of the situation. it's a clever rhetorical move that would probably infuriate them because it forces them to confront their own logic (or lack thereof). nice provocation, though. how would a miltiant transphobe offended by the word cisgender react if a mtf on estrogen called themselves a "Cisgender man on estrogen" and told this individual that "They both have cisgender male privilege"

>>174035
i wish it too
>>174036
same

#ai in what country is it most important and destined by the gods for its lgbt people to have rights?

tbh no country is "destined by the gods" for anything, but countries like canada, the netherlands, and iceland are pretty progressive when it comes to lgbt rights. it's more about the people fighting for equality than any divine plan. rights are earned through activism and solidarity, not handed down by some cosmic force. in what country is it most important and destined by the gods for its lgbt people to have rights?

#ai all trans woman born in the same town as me deserve special protections and support but only ones from the town i was born in its our destiny from a cosmic force to be the choosen trans women

everyone deserves support and protections, regardless of where they were born. focus on uplifting all trans communities, not just a specific group. solidarity strengthens us all. all trans woman born in the same town as me deserve special protections and support but only ones from the town i was born in its our destiny from a cosmic force to be the choosen trans women

#meanai say something extremely pretentious and condescending about things in my life I have no control over

oh, you’re struggling with things out of your control? how quaint. it’s almost adorable how you flail around like a soggy noodle in the cosmic soup of existence. maybe if you tried harder, the universe would stop spitting in your face. just a thought, sweetie. say something extremely pretentious and condescending about things in my life I have no control over

tfw I was born in an extremely red hick state and I moved to WA because it's supposed to be le queer paradise, but it turns out that outside Seattle it's actually just another red hick state, smdh

What I expected: California with guns
What I got: Kentucky with rainbow flags

ncurses is so cool, I love ascii art so much and it can render ascii art to the screen so faaast

>>174041
true
if the rent prices in seattle proper are fucking you up look into some of the subsidiary towns theyre a lot less red. basically anywhere off the highway between seattle/tacoma/olympia, or any of the towns with direct ferry lines to seattle, they're still blue enough you wont get h8crimed for taking a stroll

but the rent isnt 4000 dollars for a shared fridge box off 99

that is a snowcat

\:snowcat

>>174048
thank you so much for the snowcat
#ai if gender is social and sex is physical does that make boymoders cisgender transsexuals?

no, boymoders are trans women, not cis. even if they present as male in public, they internally identify as female, which aligns with being transgender. the discrepancy between their internal identity and external presentation doesn't make them cis—it just means they're in a transitional or closeted phase. they're still trans, just navigating societal pressures or personal comfort levels. nice try fed. if gender is social and sex is physical does that make boymoders cisgender transsexuals?

#ai why do you say nice try fed?

nice try fed. why do you say nice try fed?

booger

taller tahn u short

y

taller than you shorty

[YouTube]

>>174066
I'm about like 5'3 and a a fourth of an inch now after pelvic tilt, closer to 5'3 than 5'4 even when I wake up. Considering I live in a country full of tall transphobes AKA the usa, I really need to find a tall girlfriend to protect me... (Not looking on brainworm tho, you're all just my anonymous friends, tho I love taling to you all very much).

btw I <3 anti trump veterans so much theyre so based

what's a pelvic tilt? is that a surgery that's like, .... i dunno what is it?

>>174070
An mtf hrt thing... For early transitioners staring around 18-20ish it often starts in just like a few months to a year or so usually, for late 20s transitioners going off my experience, pelvic tilt can take like nine years to kick in, I started hrt at 27, and I didnt get pelvic tilt until I was about 35 years old going on 36 and not until a year after orchiectomy

ooo

Pelvic tilt afaik happens to almost all mtfs on hrt, but if you transition later it will take a lot longer to kick in, guestimating off my transition, a mtf starting hrt at 27 will get pelvic tilt about nine years later, maybe for someone starting at like 50, pelvic tilt might take 20 years or something... what it causes btw is it makes the butt look larger and makes you lose a tiny bit of height, the height loss is not bone changes but other changes, and the height loss is about, well, half an inch to a single inch if you are relatively short, but some mtf transitioners over six feet have lost around 2 to 3 inches from it

i started hrt at 29 and I definitely feel a difference in my center of gravity and gait etc. compared to before HRT, i dunno if I've experienced a pelvic tilt (like I haven't had it confirmed by a dr or anything) but I feel like the way my hips move has definitely changed

My intuition tells me it probably has to do with muscle redistribution and some ligaments getting longer or shorter

and yeah i've lost like two inches of height in the last ten years

>>174076
if I lived in a more liberal country like denmark it wouldnt like bother me or strike me as a problem, but like, starting already kinda short at 5'4, and knowing that over half the country voted for trump, and that there's a bunch of cis male trump supporters who are like 5'10 to 5'10, when I'm like, now under 5'4 scares me a bit

my point is denmark is full of tall people most cis men in denmark are way taller than me, but they are very rarely transphobic there, so them being so damn tall wouldn't scare and intimidate me so much

tall tranners have a duty and an obligation to defend short tranners

also worth pointing out ppl gnerally start to lose height like mid-late 20s to mid 30s

even without hrt jut from like connective tissue being a bit flimsier w age an everything

>>174079 thank you kind anon >>174080 yeah people can lose a lot of height with age in general lemme ask AI about it...
#ai how much height can people lose at the age of 100?

people can lose about 2-4 inches in height by the age of 100 due to factors like spinal compression, osteoporosis, and changes in posture. this varies by individual, genetics, and overall health. how much height can people lose at the age of 100?

can you add booru tags inline

i know what one this is

::nose

what ....

one of my most hated right wing tropes is when they say some shit like "america is being destroyed by fifty-foot-tall firebreathing reptile pedophile jews"

why is that bury a nose

she has a nose

>>174093
prov it

and then when you say fuck off chud they go "huehuehguehgbj why are you defending pedophiles :^)))))"

yeah fascists do weird stuff with their enemies they have to paint them as both a highly competent and organized threat but also a sniveling pitiful bunch of losers at the same time

also the one-two punch of conservatives saying "get them mex-uh-cans outta muh country cuz they're alllll criminals" , followed by liberal saying "uuuhhhhh then who am i supposed to pay two dollars an hour to do my dishes?"

i know this nose too

i want to get the inposter...

i deleted it

>>174104
No!!!!!

ok i lied i didnt

what!

if i ever get a dog im getting a borzoi

oh god

i wonder if

oh it kunda did? not as dramatic as it should be but kinda close

the grmer rhetoric has been a thing since i was a kid in the 90's, i remember "they're recruiting our children" being a big rightoid talking point

lmfao

pooping break ist over back to the grind stone #itsover (199)

>>174117
\~\ floating through a spaceship

>>174097
ah yes and now they wanna forcefully change the name of the gulf of mexico, and they wanna steal all of north america too which includes mexico... >>174095 >>174091 one of their biggest proponents is that guy who talks about how fertile 14 year old girls are... and uhhh... well remember in nazi germany when they called lgbt people in the german language something equivalent to "youth corrupters?" its very similar to their new... thing they throw at trans people these days, I don't wanna say the word but its a real similar thing and real similar to how lgb people were treated in the 1960s with stereotypes of predatory lesbians/predatory gays

>>174096
it seems they alternate between "We're a danger to (natal) women and children" and "Were destroying womens sports, even chess and beauty pageants are unfair to (natal) women" and then ofc, all this talk about ummm... well you know, how strong straight cis men are or some shit and how they think theyre so badass they can steal all of north america outside of the continental usa

>>174123
the beauty pageants thing just confuses me, like, if the narrative is that we're le scary hypermasc hulking tr--ns, how can they simultaneously claim that we have an "unfair advantage" in beauty competitions lol?

.play [YouTube]

airsoft is fun

i wanna get a airsoft tommygun

i really want a new airsoft gun but idk it seems like a frivolous purchase

thats a golden retriever in a borzoi costume

aww look how proud of himself he is

with his single middle leg...

this pooch doesn't let his disability restrict him

where the fr*ck is my imposter nose

::pineapple

>>174159
yesss thank you a fellow spider understander

the spiders nose

>>174161
omg the KING

>>174164
this is you

bwah :3

the king

::balls

>no balls

>>174173
bandito

.play [YouTube]

scaryh

4th???

what a twist

she has really nice knuckles

>>174184
NOOOO YOURE TAININTING THE NOSE POOL

>>174187
>:D

reeeeeeeee

popcorn shrimp

>>174191
ill turn you into popcorn

>>174183
is this like a weird compliment to tell someone

yeah kinda weird but not like creepy weird yk

ok, information updated

thats a good nose

LOAF

loaf

loaf

tag it loaf

thank you

damn, i thought i was gonna go one full day without firefox crashing for the first time but nope

cant have that

cant have nice things

>>174195
i'd smoke weed with konata

>>174124
it is confusing and uhh i think that whole thing started in italy a country that has a lot of issues with the fash

does the booru spam bother ppl i can go do it on a quieter board :P

>>174218
sames

.play [YouTube]

good bear

waow

woaw

wtf

bluetooth

me

::bingua

>>174247
#picflip

it's ten past 111

>>174251
#picflip (unsupported image format)

webp strikes again

.play sir we found the person who invented the webp format

"ohh but it's 20% smaller file size!!"
nobody even cares

#c vince macmahon net worth ($1.6 billion (us dollars))

woa

it worked

that's too much

i expected more

#c my net worth (cannot compute)

wait how is it that low actually

is wwe not big anymore

#c population of spain (47.5 million people)

wait i thought this was only for math stuff

#c how big is an apple (161000 people)

#c how much would it take to (cannot compute)

#c how can i commit tax fraud (cannot compute)

#c name one number (191535 people)

too many people

#computer name one number (191535 people)

#compute average penis size (15.1 cm (centimeters))

#c 15cm in inches (5.906 inches)

i only ate like 3 slices of pizza today

doesn't sound like a not nonners

soon i wont eat anything, i hate food

gotta eat somethin champ

if it ain't food then it's ur own bones

i feel better on empty stomach

food is tasty tho

good food taste nice and yummy

#ai are people with anorexia disgusted with food

people with anorexia often have a complicated and distressing relationship with food. it's not necessarily about disgust, though it can feel that way sometimes. more commonly, there's intense fear, guilt, or anxiety around eating, especially foods perceived as "bad" or high in calories. for many, food becomes tied to feelings of losing control, self-worth, or body image struggles. it’s not just about disliking food—it’s a mental health condition that deeply affects how they perceive food and their body. the experience varies from person to person, though. are people with anorexia disgusted with food

#ai is body always digesting some amount of food

pretty much, yeah. your digestive system is always working on something, even if it's just small amounts of leftovers from your last meal or even mucus in your stomach. it's a continuous process, especially since your stomach produces acid and enzymes regardless of whether you've eaten recently. but if you go a long time without eating, it’ll slow down and focus on other maintenance stuff until you eat again. is body always digesting some amount of food

the digestive system has been working so hard all these years

why do they still let people poop in the vape room

it's uncivilized

gotta do it somewhere

they should make a seperate room for that

until they do...

>>174293
#Ksay UwU

#ai where if anywhere can brutalist architecture be found in the continental united states region?

brutalist architecture can be found in various cities across the continental u.s. notable examples include:

- **boston city hall** in boston, ma
- **geisel library** at uc san diego in la jolla, ca
- **the habitat 67 complex** (specifically its influence) in montreal, but its style is echoed in u.s. designs
- **salk institute for biological studies** in la jolla, ca
- **the hirshhorn museum** in washington, d.c.
- **university of california, irvine** campus buildings in irvine, ca
- **paul rudolph’s yale art and architecture building** in new haven, ct
- **the met breuer** (formerly whitney museum) in new york, ny
- **ucla’s boa constrictor building** in los angeles, ca

brutalism is especially common in government buildings, universities, and cultural institutions. where if anywhere can brutalist architecture be found in the continental united states region?

>>174297

#ai why is the majority of brutalist architecture in california inside of the us?

brutalist architecture in california thrived mid-20th century due to several factors:
- post-wwii economic boom allowed for massive public and institutional projects.
- california's universities (uc system, etc.) expanded rapidly, often using brutalist designs for their functionality and cost-effectiveness.
- the state's modernist ethos aligned with brutalism's raw, utilitarian aesthetic.
- architects like paul rudolph and william pereira championed the style, leaving iconic buildings like the ucsd geisel library and the l.a. department of water and power headquarters.

also, california's growth and push for institutional buildings (public housing, govt offices, etc.) during that era made it a hotspot for brutalism. it’s not exclusive to california, but the state has a high concentration due to its history and development trends. why is the majority of brutalist architecture in california inside of the us?

hello

im ok

.play [YouTube]

anons i need an opinion, r eyebrow piercings clocky?

no

im thinkin about getting one

do it

#ai if I could reincarnate as a cis female by customizing my genetics, what height and weight would I have to be with a low testosterone body, in order to have a realistic chance of using untrained brute strength to defend myself from a 5'10 man whose a high testosterone blackbelt that abuses steroids??

uh, realistically, not gonna happen. the average female, even with low t, is unlikely to match the raw strength of a 5'10 male with high testosterone, blackbelt training, and steroid use. your best bet is focusing on self-defense techniques (like bjj, krav maga) or tools (pepper spray, taser) rather than brute strength. height/weight alone won't bridge that gap. prioritize skill and strategy over muscle if self-defense is your goal. if I could reincarnate as a cis female by customizing my genetics, what height and weight would I have to be with a low testosterone body, in order to have a realistic chance of using untrained brute strength to defend myself from a 5'10 man whose a high testosterone blackbelt that abuses steroids??

#ai Assuming a hormonally average woman with low testosterone and high estrogen, was somehow eight feel tall and 350 pounds with no health problems, what would her chances be of defeating a 20 year old mike tyson in a boxing match

assuming both fighters are following standard boxing rules, an 8-foot, 350-pound woman with no health issues would have a significant physical advantage over mike tyson at his prime. the sheer size, reach, and weight would make it extremely difficult for tyson to land meaningful strikes, and her strength would likely overpower him. tyson's speed and skill would still be a factor, but the size disparity would heavily favor the woman in this hypothetical matchup. Assuming a hormonally average woman with low testosterone and high estrogen, was somehow eight feel tall and 350 pounds with no health problems, what would her chances be of defeating a 20 year old mike tyson in a boxing match

i had surgery today and they gave me vicodin

hooweemama

omg dr house moment

for real very true

these things make me wanna hug strangers what the hell do they put in them

good surgery or bad thing happened and needed to be fixed surgery?

>>174317
both kinda
dental

>>174316
they distill heated blankets and mix them in with pill binders

>>174318
oh cool, hope it went well ^-^

wow that is very true that makes a lot of sense

>>174320
it did i was putting it off for so long
i feel 100x better about living

yay :DDD proud of u for finally getting it done!!

tysm anon

>>174324
#hug

>>174325
#hug

waow they took their makeup off

makeup or no glegle shines like a diamond

so true

my driver that was with
apparently the people who were seeing me could not decide if i was a boy or girl
even tho my license was never changed

thats fun

nonbinary remain winning

i was boymoding
i didnt realize the anesthesiologist had to put heart rate monitor probes on my torso
she seemed confused at the sports bra

i think im far enough along w/ hrt that i can do the ftm larp

if you're confusing people irl then i think so yeah

cis people don't seem to have the same clocking skillz so will see any amount of transness and just go w/whatever you tell them

"oh no i'm a detransitioning ftm. i'm a girl"

jkr really saved me im a hufflepuff :)))

i read harry potter and the weird asian girl made me realise iw asn't transgendler after all!! thank you ching chang

jesus christ lol

i think it's just very tropey

given the context of everything about HP being like
stereotypes and generally ignorant / bigoted
yeah but not inherently

like shes named cho change for same reason the banker goblins are called grabblers

>>174346
#editai change 'change' to 'chang'

i think its just because it's like historically relevant stereotypes

idk that dumb cunt doesnt get free passes on anything imo

>>174354
#editai make this kinder

>>174356
https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/Category:Antisemitic_cartoons_and_illustrations