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anon
>>191360
nah he meets lots of ppl with failure problems they all do, like my profs and me
anon
if you say thiank you he'll be glad he got more from you than most
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
i'm detransing anyways
SadChan🍉🍉
nu uhh
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191392
tú eres bonita sadchan
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
yeah
SadChan🍉🍉
nu uh
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
chat if i came to the point i also feel dysphoric when treated like a girl does it mean i should detrans or go to a psychiatrist or shoot myself
>>191413
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
like sometimes friends or ppl i meet will go and gender me female out of........ pity?????? cus they know i'm dysphoric but i also honestly feel bad when they do cus, like, it's out of pity???? like for them i'm a girl the same way a tomato is a fruit so what's the point really
>>191404>>191416
anon
I think I'm just nonbinary ngl dunno how far I can practically live that though, or I'd like to be, I've got a male sex drive and body and all and I really don't mind but I don't see the life of a man having much worthwhile
anon
>>191362
mbe you can go to like the counciling office at your school for help now they have one at mine I've been meaning to go to
fujo
>>191401
i dont think it's that. it's not something inherent to like, apperance, when you're introducing yourself as a girl to someone, they have a much easier time to just roll with it
>>191405
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191404
i don't do that
fujo
>>191406
ig if someone else introduces you?
fujo
same thing eitherway
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
not really i'm just kinda stupidly quirky and i go and tell ppl i know awful things about me so they stop talking to me and one of those is that i hve awful dysphoria and stuff
>>191414
🍓!nIOh.loris
>>191359
we all make mistakes saddie
anon
>>191383
ooh she'll do good at that
🍓!nIOh.loris
>>191397
it means u should calm down and reflect on what just happen
fujo
>>191409
yk, it's fine, i can't relate to people who don't talk about that kinda stuff tbh.
like, they somehow don't feel real.
SadChan🍉🍉
i havent found a practical task I couldnt fumblefuck my way through by following a google tutorial
SadChan🍉🍉
I think I could be a cabinet member of a country
fujo
there's some people who are like, always appearing happy, but something about them tells me that they're deeply unhappy, and i can get along with those, but like, contented happy people? no, i cannot
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191416
i just wish i was born a girl but i know i can't be one because my standards for it (which i don't set for other ppl rlly) are really high
>>191420>>191427
anon
>>191419
what would being born a girl be like? what experiences do you want to have?
>>191422
anon
I could stab u in the crotch so you can have a period
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191420
to have kids and stuff
anon
yeah... I want to have kids too
SadChan🍉🍉
image.png
he has a little bow tie :O
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
in general i think it's not about the things i could do or experience, its the things i wouldn't have to experience. i don't like having to inject myself with some weird bathroom-made stuff i don't even know if it works and that i only inject because i fear that stop taking it will make things worse. i don't like the idea of having to shove pills up my ass to grow the boobs i barely have now. nor being infertile, in general
i woulnd't have to deal with none of these things if i was born a girl and had a more normal, dysphoria-free life. but i gotta deal with them because that's not my case, i'm a kinda disfunctional boy who takes hrt and spent too much time online and read things he shouldn't have read
>>191429
SadChan🍉🍉
>>191419
i wish i was born a girl too... or just not trans... either would be fine....
>>191433
fujo
i don't ever want kids.
the world is a place full of misery, we don't need to subject more souls to this than there already are
>>191537
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191426
like i swear if someone gave me the option of being a gigapassoid or just not having dysphoria i'd go with the second option
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
i don't hate trans ppl nor anything, on the contrary most of the ppl i've met in the last 6-7 years are trans and they all have a place in my heart but this is not a life i enjoy living
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
and while not looking like a girl makes things worse, the mere fact of being trans for me is kinda bad
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
so i get dysphoric regardless of what ppl call me. even being called a they/them is kinda awkward but at least it doesn't trigger that "they're pretending" area in my brain
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191427
basically this yeah sadchan i relate a lot to it ur very literally me
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
its a stupid law they didn't think well like when trump accidentally decided everyone was a woman because of the definition his government has for what a woman is
anon
Are they gonna try to fine book writers who arent russian and have russian characters?
>>191437
SadChan🍉🍉
russia is basically a pariah state now. a great example is they fined twitch more currency than exists on planet earth for banning an oligarchs kid
>>191440>>191441>>191449
SadChan🍉🍉
its basically just a way to "legally" seize their assets in the country and ban them
SadChan🍉🍉
>>191440
anything that doesnt support the state is an enemy. and tbh they know because they have the largest cyberterrorism and psyop infrastructure in the world (bigger than US even)
anon
>>191445
i'm guessing the russian government would be especially pissed off if someone were to say, write a romance novel with... russian characters?
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191445
i could pay it
anon
i mean lgbt ones
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
probably
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
with a funny strong russian accent
>>191453
anon
>>191450
>>191452
maybe, i mean it fits in with, the whole, russia going mega ultra giga far right extremist, and far rightoids the world over being overjoyed by it
SadChan🍉🍉
okay I got a mnemonic
SadChan🍉🍉
One Bright and Fierce Glow Keeps Motionless
SadChan🍉🍉
like Sirius, the north star
SadChan🍉🍉
also the brightest star in the sky :)
shrimp
very dreamy
shrimp
i like how the layers come together
SadChan🍉🍉
ur very talented
🍓!nIOh.loris
.play martin solveig - hello
>>191470
🍓!nIOh.loris
hellow
🍓!nIOh.loris
>>191472
he looks better here
h
the tennis guy look slike michael cera aged up and french
>>191477
SadChan🍉🍉
its those songs that sound like that hour
anon
.play blur - song 2
h
do matt & kim have more good songs
🍓!nIOh.loris
my melon tastes like poison wtf
🍓!nIOh.loris
guhuhdubv
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
LET ME KNOOOOOOOOOOW
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
LET ME KNOOOOOW
🍓!nIOh.loris
know waht?
h
wth
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
who likes this music btw
🍓!nIOh.loris
blur looks like a ftm boy band lmao
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
blur is ftm boy band
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
i wanna live in a room like that
SadChan🍉🍉
i like oasis and blue
🍓!nIOh.loris
>>191493
.play virtual insanity
SadChan🍉🍉
blurr
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
i like sadchan i bet she smells nice. like popcorn
>>191499
SadChan🍉🍉
im a loser a pathetic little creep
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191499
yesssss indeed with caramel not with butter
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
LET ME KNOWWWW
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
.skip (video skipped)
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
i just like that part
🍓!nIOh.loris
i used to lewd post a lot years ago...
>>191507
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
me too. until i actually started hrt and became gigadysphoric
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191505
mods are watching..
🍓!nIOh.loris
mods are gods
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
praise mods. and glegle
h
the ride is insane ......
SadChan🍉🍉
i posted my boobs here but they were deleted and i was wearing clothes and stuff too >:(
>>191513>>191516
SadChan🍉🍉
yea but i wasnt the ringleader
SadChan🍉🍉
schizoai said to post boobs on /b/ with the phrase "rate my tactical deployments"
🍓!nIOh.loris
i used to play it with my cousin, its was fun
>>191517
SadChan🍉🍉
so anon did it
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
habbo was roblox for zoomies. i got groomed there.. good times...
🍓!nIOh.loris
>...good times
lmao
>>191523
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191521
back when i was somehow desirable even if it was for ppl who deserve to get killed
anon
we are back live sisters LIBSISTERS – typing doesn’t work on Safari though and I forgot my Firefox password and I forgot my key pass. Wait no I use bit warden now password too, and I’m too lazy to go to my laptop.
>>191526
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
with hammers
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
your success is inevitable. praise glegle.
anon
phones are so pretty without cracks
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
crack is so beautiful
anon
we must be cracked then
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191531
they really are
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
yes yes yes skibidi bop
🍓!nIOh.loris
whne the high level monk uses their secret move (u get jami in virtual insanity)
hmmmm... guess i'll make a dnd sheet
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
girls nicknames be like:
jess (her name is jessica)

boys nicknames be like:
sisyphus (can't stop smoking rock)
>>191538>>191543
anon
>>191428
talking to you makes me want to live more – paradox alert!!! Will you be unpleasant so I agree life is bad to prevent suffering, or I forgot
h
what a music'd video
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
i'm taking with a tinder boy and he's nice but he's like so enthusiastic about talking to me it makes me kinda.. not awkward but i'm like impressed
>>191544
anon
>>191536
kind of sad – sad face. It’s kind of cool to have unique personality traits.
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191544
idk if butterflies.. more like i'm legit asking to myself "yo why is this guy so happy to talk to me"
>>191547
anon
yoooobit works now
anon
boys are horny which causes dumb
>>191551
🍓!nIOh.loris
.play cathy dennis - just another dream
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
but i told him i'm asexual
🍓!nIOh.loris
>>191548
#this (upworm) too
h
.play sixpence none the richer
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191553
#8ball (practicably)
🍓!nIOh.loris
>>191553
#this (waow)
aaaauuugggghhhhhh!!!!!!
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
practicably
anon
!!!!!!!
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
i'm not pretty like i'm deadass i'm mid to ugly especially now
anon
the race was pretty with the glasses
anon
anyway not deformed people are usually pretty
>>191565
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
#glass
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191562
i'm deformed
anon
you’re young and healthy
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
i'm actually deformed anon
anon
oof well I didn’t see the pus or worms coming out so he sees your prettiness too
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
::moogle
anon
I’m so going to eat dinner
anon
dinsisters
anon
I would not even BREATH if my fellow lib sisters did not
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191577
i don't have brainworms. you can't just go and pretend everything i say about my is just brainworms, that's rude
>>191578>>191579>>191580
🍓!nIOh.loris
nadie needs a good tireiron beating to get rid of the brainworms
>>191576
🍓!nIOh.loris
yep, just another dream
🍓!nIOh.loris
adszfdgxthcyjugklijoçjihlguyjfhtdrgseafwdq
anon
and you too Lori-like she has said she has been brain wormed but she’s super cool and I just don’t think people have to look like models when they’re smiling and holding your hand and you trust and love them
>>191597
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191579
that's fair but i'm deformed anyways
faye
the worms are in charge
h
.play garbage parade
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
you girls could see a burning guy saying he's burning and say "those are just ur brainworms talking"
anon
like I can imagine being old and wrinkly and looking in the eyes of a loved one and feeling good even if like a random picture of an old person can be a little frightening
🍓!nIOh.loris
oof
h
>>191593
an inverted ego grows all the same
🍓!nIOh.loris
kiss me
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
idk how to explain it chat but i just don't look good despite the pics i've posted here
>>191605
it's not my opinion tho it's a fact
>>191606
it kinda is
>>191605>>191608
🍓!nIOh.loris
FINALLY
anon
:3 I had to ramble about trying to convert the world to uh demisexuality I think it’s called
>>191615
🍓!nIOh.loris
:3
h
its not rlly up to you what other people think of u
>>191600
anon
there was a nice lady on the radio driving home from the phone repair shop and she played a song for a couple who got back together and asked cute questions about their relationship and a song for 2 friends and I think Lori would do that well
h
>>191600
>it's not my opinion tho it's a fact
>it kinda is
idk .... thats .. kinda dumb
>>191610
faye
yeah you're being obtuse
faye
i understand you hate yourself or whatever, but like you dont get to decide shit
>>191617>>191612
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191611
it's not my selfhate speaking here i legit just don't look as good as i look in pictures i've posted here
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
it's not hard to understand i think
faye
i bet you could post the most unflattering picture and you'd look fine
>>191618
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191616
this is sum bs faye and u know it
anon
don’t get heated pls it can be a sore topic for ppl maybe I haven’t made it better
>>191620
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191619
i'm ok cus i just know what she said makes no sense
faye
::glegoog
faye
what
faye
::dinner
anon
so idk I’m still doing my deranged incel induced asexuality +horny desperation +disgust but I shaved my body hair off last night and idk I’ve been feeling more able to be myself, I think having a hurtful body can be a hurtful influence, and also sometimes it doesn’t matter so much. the important thing is probably understanding the causality of feeling good and living well but it’s tough :<
🍓!nIOh.loris
.play l'imperatrice - submarine
h
one day you'll like , run out of people to argue with your worst thoughts
then you have to console yourself
>>191636
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191632
it's not like i look for comfort nor ppl telling me the opposite, i actually like it when people do other things than calling it brainworms. usually ppl who do that are not online in these circles. they don't even tell me im insecure nor that i'm being paranoid
that's why to some extent i feel calling it brainworms is just the easy way out
>>191640>>191642>>191647
faye
i would eat that gle
h
>>191636
i think 'brainworms' is probably reductive yeah
but its just like
an unreasonable amount of self hatred i think
its not aligned w/ reality
>>191643
🍓!nIOh.loris
.play l'imperatrice - girl!
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191640
i don't think it's unreasonable nor unaligned with reality. i think it's very reductive, tho
anon
I really hope I can have kids artificially. I don’t really feel the need for breasts, I would feel kinda scared having them. what were your other concerns nadie? this boy likes you so you’re definitely not too ugly for him, why do you feel bad? be that’s not good to focus on.
faye
nadia doesnt have brainworms she is brainworm
faye
the one that lives in rfk's head
>>191655
🍓!nIOh.loris
>>191636
i think u have a different perception of thtings
>>191648
🍓!nIOh.loris
.play l'imperatrice - hématome
>>191650
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
bury nice song
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191653
i don't mean it that way but i think i'm a figure of authority when it comes about talking about myself
>>191657
anon
>>191646
oooh I have friends in high places
faye
everyone is their own worst enemy !
>>191666
h
>>191654
you know yourself more intimately than anyone else would but you also have a vested interest in keeping yourself down
it kind of weighs out the same
>>191660
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
not true
anon
you could be below average attractiveness but you shouldn’t be called ugly
>>191661
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191657
this is like factually wrong tho
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191659
i mean, yeah, i agree
but being below average attractiveness can perfectly be a reason to be considered ugly. like if someone called themselves or saw themselves that way and decided to do it, it's a good reason
>>191698>>191663
anon
>>191661
if you had a spouse who loved you and had pink in their cheeks and was smiling at you and giving you something nice to eat would you look at a wrinkle and go ‘THEY’RE UGLY’ -ugly contains 2 parts of information at least, that they’re repulsive to you emotionally, and aesthetically inferior in form, you can be below average and very pleasant
>>191664
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191663
no because that's not the definition of ugly
>>191668
anon
>>191656
but also their best friend and everything in between! other people do not exist for anyone!!
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191664
like if you're not just not pretty, but even more than just unattractive then yeah it's fair to say you're ugly
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
and u maybe shouldn't be called that, but by definition you are
anon
nah it’s an ugly word with information which isn’t true- the emotional information is not true. a military commander saying ‘I have 100 tanks’ when they’re made of paper is not correct because while yes by one part of the meaning of the word he is, the word is not creating a useful world model. in the same sense calling any of us a racial slur is correct in one sense, but none is us are that to each other, it’s confusing and a half truth
>>191671
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
that's why u gotta say they're made of paper to let know ppl there's a twist, because the signifier is a heavily armored vehicle
h
if you're right abt yourself whats the endgame there
do you accept it , can you 'fix' it whats up
anon
>>191671
so pictures of tanks aren’t tanks? if you have a toy tank and I point at it and say ‘put that tank on the floor away-you’ll step on it!’ is that untrue? in this case it’s clear what I’m conveying- if I called it a shaped iron deposit or war idol yes some of the information would be correct, but I’d be packing along other information which is not.
>>191683>>191678
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191677
the fact u gotta say "toy tank" its basically because if u just say "tank" everyone is gonna assume ur talking about the giant armored vehicle because that's what the word means
faye
boowomp
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191677
anon ion wanna be a dick but i can't even tell what's the point you're trying to make because ur analogy doesn't make much sense
anon
packing negative connotations in where they don’t belong is dumb
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
who told u being ugly is a negative thing. it's just a thing i don't like having. that's all
>>191687
anon
I feel sad and rejected and like shrinking when I hear ugly
faye
its a perjorative
anon
you can say below average or smth to convey it less emotionally
>>191693
h
starting libpol gymnastics team
getting to the olympics
anon
let’s go!!!!
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191690
i'm sorry anon but are u telling me i should just use another word the issue stays the same
>>191710
anon
let’s all do bobsled!
faye
its a word with negative connotation to disparage people
>>191699
faye
regardless of how YOU are using it to describe yourself
anon
>>191661
in action is good or bad depending on the consequences. If someone calls themselves ugly, and creates more suffering than they prevent, or decrease his happiness more than they create happiness, it is bad to take the action of using those words.
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191696
that's the use people give to it but that doesn't mean a word is bad. words aren't bad, they're just words
>>191701>>191727
faye
>>191699
words have connotations in the english language, if you call someone a cow there is a connotation behind that
>>191702
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191701
does that mean cow is a bad word
faye
no but it would be a perjorative because calling someone a cow is bad
>>191705
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
then what's the matter here
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191703
ok so u agree with me that words are just words
faye
???
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
u just said cow CAN be a bad word depending on how you use it
faye
When you use it in reference to a person it is absolutely a perjorative
>>191713
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
but not that its a bad word per se
anon
>>191693
I think you shouldn’t feel ugly and you should feel charming and nice and when you describe physical imperfections they shouldn’t relate to your overall splendor and self esteem as much as possible
🍓!nIOh.loris
.play toto - hold the line
faye
no you are calling someone a cow not saying they are like a cow
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191708
yeah because it's an adjective and adjectives by definition add more info to a noun. that's like, basic grammar
>>191718
🍓!nIOh.loris
what if i want to be a big cow...
anon
I would give you hay but I got rid of the hay bales in had
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191713
or, oh well, in this case is not an adjective, but u get the idea
anon
can cows eat spinach? I gave Some of that
>>191716
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
the point here is that words are not bad or good per se, it's the way u use them. so "ugly" is not a bad word, it's just a word people use in a bad way
>>191723>>191755
h
::dinner nose
faye
which doesn't contradict what i said
anon
>>191699
all our world is known in relation to itself- you can only state your position by others positions. the rest usually comes along for the ride therefore
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191728
but even then it's not something that happens 100% of the time
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
it's like the word "bad"
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
if u call someone "bad" it can be a good thing or a positive valoration. like, idk, calling someone a baddie
faye
yeah
🍓!nIOh.loris
oof
🍓!nIOh.loris
.play toto - make believe
faye
::dinnergle
anon
hehe
shrimp
no way
shrimp
you are too good at this
shrimp
delicious
anon
>>191720
ugly is useful if you need to get rid of something and disdain it but if you’re not going to get rid of it it’s a waste of emotions
>>191768
h
i love nosedinner i really do
shrimp
me2
shrimp
::nose
🍓!nIOh.loris
the more i look the hungrier i get
>>191766
h
what
shrimp
curious
🍓!nIOh.loris
>>191766
i alredy ate and i want to go to bed without anything in my stomach so i don't get heartburn
>>191771
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191755
emotions are there regardless of u expressing them or not
>>191772
shrimp
>>191767
oh yeah i hate it when that happens
anon
>>191768
experiences influence emotions so you can shape experience to trigger different mental states to trust trigger behavior to trigger experiences to trigger emotion…
>>191782
shrimp
how are you so good at spotting him
shrimp
oh i see it
shrimp
the crown
shrimp
the nose
h
its the crown every time
h
dead giveaway
🍓!nIOh.loris
.play toto - lovers in the night
🍓!nIOh.loris
check this piano
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
>>191772
this is nice anon but even if i never called myself ugly or anything like that i'd still want to blow my skull everytime i saw myself at a mirror
nadie :3!x9xp7N8Vkc
i don't fully get what you're trying to say but even while i can't say i disagree it doesn't affect me in any way personally
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sometimes there’s only so much you can do but also sometimes it gets better or something new opens up. if I flex in the mirror it’s kinda bleh but if I make a nice face it’s kinda charming if I focus on the eyes and lips
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why does launching overwatch spike my cpu temps to 94

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