>>192763
must taste nice

now im hungy

>>192769

>>192771
sawsdefrgthjbm,

>>192772
#kiss

hehe someone jsut accused me of cheating

>>192774
damn sis you're that good

at gaming

im pretty ok

they were just really tilted i guess

>>192779
so true. it has more stuff than pokemon

gosh i feel like puking now. drinking coffee at this time of the night is not good for me. afsgfdhgv

>>192782
>782
#hug #hug

my friend has bad motion sickness I was just looking up how to help her

apparently the 'you just need a horizon' stuff isn't so useful

the real cause seems to be weird motion

>>192365
poor sadchan you should repair it imediately and then buy a screen protector and case

I bought a case a few hours ago for mine

>>192579
<3 respect is good

an imposter...

HEHE

oops caps

>>192798
powerfull

::nose highway

>>192806
>>192804
its this one again

>>192809
keen eye , srhimp

hey hey how do you wash yr hair

shimpoo

shrimpoo

hehe

>>192318
👀👀👀 can I see your clean up??

>>192816
i forgot you did this
do you want my fax# for the dust

>>192753
if autism is good to have a cure would be harmful. I’m not sure. autism is one thing or clearly defined. honestly severely autistic children should just be euthanized and the parents should try again and have a kid who can have an independent, happy life, but if autism improves your life it would be terrible to cure it

>we're doing eugenics now
i see white power anon is back

I’ve never said white power but I don’t want to annoy you

can I do something useful for you?

>>192822
I think if you can’t learn language you probably aren’t going to do well regardless but some of it is that way, and we see similar in trans people for instance where people get crippled by bullying. but that doesn’t mean that’s always the case

>>192818
you cant just kill people because theyre disabled

>>192816
no my room is privat.e...

>>192817
yes i got it all colelected in the vaccuum still

>>192825
thank u sm

took me a good 2 hours to do and i also hurt my back bending over right at the start but i had to do it anyways and now my back REALLY hurts

>>192827
back pain is horrible
i have to admit i immediately conjured the image of the shrimp in an office chair when you said this, however
i am not proud

hehehe

i had really bad sitting posture for so so long i think thats why i have back problems

like really fucked up sitting positions in bad chairs and stuff for years and years

yes i know the feeling that is what is beginning to happen to me , too

exactly that
awful awful awful

if you sit in a chair for a lot of time during most days
its really worth investing in a good one

yeah i got a nice one now

>>192835
nice

very subtle

not at all. ... .

not good

troublesome

problematic even

unacceptable really

nose candy hehe

HEHE

nope

impostor

hmmmmmmmmmm

i was close

:p

hmm

downward left nose

WAOAH

whattt

::nose cone

its the same one

this is ridiculous

>>192873
this one got me

3source>>192873

::nose zone

aw i really wanted to see nose zone

>>192878

im having trouble doing my school stuff
i have to finish it shortly
i have procured a small amount of adderall
am i going to freak out

qwewrt

>>192883
ur gonna be fine h

its a sound
'h'

>>192886
ecchu

ecchi

>>192883
most likely not

have u done it before

>>192893
i was on adderall xr for a year like 8 years ago
and since then my nervous system has felt more fragile idk

ou hmm

did you stop taking the addy because of how it made you feel or

for a different reason

oh it just was a supply issue
i took theraputic doses pretty down to the wire
i just ran out of ways to get it

doctors in my area were really not interested in prescribing for adhd

oh ull prolly be fine then but im not a doctor

this is not medical or legal advice

i would never

would never what

try and interpret stuff ppl tell me in bad faith like that
e.g. like its medical advice

oh ye im just being silly/stating i dont really know what im talking about

>>192905
#guh

>>192883
#hug good luck be safe and make sure you don’t have distractions if you can

>>192908
guh

horse source
>>192909
thanks anon i will depart and give it a

"shot""

get em!!! I’ll be rooting for you. Maybe you can start with some little step or something like writing out your formulas

hoping the fact that some girl randomly sat next to me to study means im not a fucking creep

>>192822
One thing as an autistic person I know is it's like, the majority of people don't understand me, a ton of people are quite rude, a smaller but fair number are downright awful to me, a fair amount are moderately nice polite, and the smallest are the ones who either a sort of understand me or b for whatever reason are just highly compassionate towards me, and the last two are like the best type of people to be around.

>>192913
#hug you’re not a creep to me nonny
it makes me feel sick sometimes that feeling. it’s part of why I don’t want to be a woman because I don’t want to reject people and hold myself above them and make them afraid

>>192914
#hug I hope you make them happy too

do you think there are parts of being autistic which have been good to you? or do your think there’s something people don’t understand about it or you?

you can say you don’t want to answer. it’s nice to see you anyway kitty

#ai my friend is considering trying to live in Laos instead of Russia is Laos that country with the insurgency and dictatorship and human rights abuses? also which one is that?

yeah, laos is a one-party communist state with heavy censorship, limited freedoms, and a history of human rights abuses. russia's also authoritarian with its own issues, but laos has an ongoing insurgency, mostly in the rural areas, from hmong rebels and other groups. if they're looking for political freedom, neither is great, but laos is poorer and more isolated. depends on what they're trying to escape in russia. my friend is considering trying to live in Laos instead of Russia is Laos that country with the insurgency and dictatorship and human rights abuses? also which one is that?

>>192920
I think you posted about that before!

>>192925
aww kitty is touched you remember that anon >>192920 so true especially these days faye with autistic people getting so much hate and with the anti woke shit its considered ok to hate on us and hate on us with nazi like intensity its awful

>>192926
it’s not healthy to hate like that and being constantly questioned destroys you. I really hope you’re safe not just physically but mentally from these evil evil sayings kitty

waow

she’s cooking

>>192911
update
yeowza

hoo-ee mama

are you tweakin

no , its mild i didnt take much
but i do certainly remember this
what a feeling , i can perform any task forever (~4 hours)

>>192935
god this blows

WHAT

back to work h!!!

>>192941
true !

#uwu (USER WAS UWU'D FOR THIS POST)

.play push it to the limit

>>192942
<3

>>192942
dogspeed

she’s on a mission!!!!!!!!!

i believe in her

I believe in her

god I wish I had that kind of drive

one day

just need addy

I have addy I still feel like I don’t have a future and nothing I do matters-but actually I did a few things today

but probably like 50 minutes of real work

which ironically when I met the psychiatrist I said ‘I know it will wear off but if I can just do one hour of work every day that would be amazing’

.play i need a hero

i guess maybe theres other psychological things holding u back

are you non binary shrimp?

ya

yeah..

do you tell people pronouns like they? I would be so scared

nah i dont really care abt pronouns so im basically just male to most people

i wish I could but idk

this chat is a saints column!

I never actually played it but I remember all the comments in YouTube about it

we’re probably the same age I just didn’t have games

do you think they were good for you?

idk I still feel like I wasn’t corrupted by some of the toxic parts of culture like thinking gangsters are good, but also joy and getting to explore are cool

if you could have done something other than play saints row what would it have been? or nothing?

I’m watching brynn Avery videos they’re cool

gta was fun as a kid just being a total psychopath

I got it secretly on steam but I felt sick playing it and deleted it, but I fantasized about car chases and all

i think over a decade of league of legends and other live service pvp games was more harmful than any sort of violent videogame as a kid but also i think it was beneficial because ive learned a lot about learning and improving and thinking from competitive games

mmmmm like I don’t care who’s better at getting the right pixels to display. they don’t teach it’s important everyone have fun

me making a multiplayer game which monitors everyone’s webcam and awards points based on other users emotions after interacting with you

i just find facing real humans way more engaging than most other games

yeah like I didn’t care about the characters in Skyrim or new Vegas when I got them, but weirdly enough I have cared about visual novel characters

theyre a real challenge they think and are better than me

yeah tahts the other thing i have a hard time getting invested in narratives and characters and stuff

you said! : D I wish I’d brought it up on my own

I feel like idk I’m being manipulated increasing the happiness stat or whatever when the story already exists

and there are no real feelings it’s just a display

if I really cared I’d hack the game to only display the characters as happy and delete anything which could do otherwise because I’m not actually a person in the story I’m using the computer

or if I really want to be an elite gamer just make a victory screen with achievements in paint

but I’ve still enjoyed this nuclear reactor design game on itch.io criticality and exploring little games and finding ways to get cool things

I thought the mechanics were a lil confusing and it was kind of rough haha probably you know a better one

https://emptystudios.itch.io/criticality

hmmm maybe they were good idk I never got the molten salt working well

and I’ve really enjoyed some games where you got to see a story unfold I guess. idk player choice seems kinda disengenuous to me because the story already exists

yeah and it was fun to pick up and explore and make it work and see the explosions

what do you like faye? I’m sorry if I was crapping on things too much. it’s great to enjoy things whatever they are

: D

do you feel accomplished when you get your colony or character better than the environment or is it time to move on/frustrating when the thing is beat?

oh have you played the wasteland games?

I never played them I heard of them but they looked a little sad idk

ooooh interesting!

i kinda liked kotor but I never finished it

I guess I got overwhelmed and confused as to what I needed to do lol feeling guilty about side quests and maximizing power

cool!

I always hear any balders gate

was it really about the wrath of the righteous?

haha with a name like that such a good recommendation I assumed it was more complex

i think the only rpg I finished and remember was rpg shooter stareish on kongregate which was kind of a visual novel and bullet hell

>>193016
that sounds important

I liked Steinbeck’s novels tortilla flats and cannery row and I think they were about a lot of things and different people too

lest? that’s cool if you didn’t like it, I never finished grapes of wrath

>>193022
oooh

I guess I liked how starwish scaled up though to the universe and trying to stop not only your friends suffering but everyone, and acceptance idk it was really nice when I was young at least

No one has to die was a cool puzzle game with a cool story

>>193022
do you think part of that is important to your personality or how you see life? like things building up or one of the moralities in general?

>>193031
I felt dumb and embarrassed trying to play one and gave up

but I played a point and click game recently I’ figured out and that was really fun

yeah! I guess I hated in some rpgs how the choices I wanted to make weren’t allowed and I was forced into things I didn’t have confidence in, and I felt bad when role playing that my character was doing more harm than I thought I would, but I never played as a girl or anything which I know was good for some people

I guess there are some characters I’d like to play as too like a painter or an explorer. I just feel sad with enjoying bad characters, but that’s probably healthy if you can do it in some ways

it’s an important part of this world, knowing it’s not just you

fromsoft games seem so epic

but I’d feel nervous I’m making things worse swinging a sword around without clear understanding of the situation

but maybe that’s all you can do sometimes so long as you don’t have evidence you really are

I liked that fires of rubicon lore video I watched maybe half of it on my own

oh and metal gear solid lore

I never played them but I liked reading and watching it

>>192929
yes =^_^= >>192928 aww thank you anon yeah mental and emotional abuse is awful and can destroy yoy over time, even physically via blood pressure, cortisol from the stress over time things like that
#Ksay you are so nice my beloved wormies

I guess in a way it’s Good because I’m not choosing to be evil, I’m watching a story, but I feel a little like at some point it’s better to die than really become a monster-and I guess the analogy is to stop playing, but then there’s no actual harm because it’s just a story, I guess I feel bad helping it progress… and I only gave up on my stuffed animals being secretly alive pretty late in life

:o

shrimp is the pal master of my heart

how was the gaming sesh?

>>193047
frfrfrfr

>>193050
sorrryyyy i got bored of it real quick

>>193057 the important thing is you enjoyed it while you could and have something fun now

>>193056
ooooh my friend went to the Arctic and waved a lil flag around not the actual North Pole just a northern town and pretended she had her own cool country-the pics were cool

are you picking out a new home in Antarctica

I think I’d take that mountain at the bottom so I know I’m above the water

>>193060
>>193061
Atm it appears I have little to no chance of living there, but the thought has crossed my mind... A lot of its honestly about so many present day humans being insanely cruel about the most trivial things, and that the cruelty spreads so fast across every continent humans naturally live on... It has made me think a lot about the peace and mystique of Antartica.

>>192952
it worked i submitted a paper i couldnt do in 5 months in 2 hours

>>193063
i feel you could simulate this by like
going super north in canada
ive had the same thought a bunch

cold solitude

>>193066
I mean it does seem like a similar option in some ways yes, even though Antartica is more remote... I guess ultra north Canada is... Maybe safer and easier in some ways but also not quite as isolated.

>>193070
i mean to say that as like
its very close to antarctica conditions (lack of human stuff)
just with a higher chance of surviving i guess

>>193072
sutff like well I mean, so many people having less empathy, and like um well, lets just say, what seems like new imperialistic ambitions forming in a lot of people and the whole like fascism thing makes antartica seem very desirable

A lot of my desire to live in Antartica is because it feels the place less likely to be fought over, and less likely to have its resources attract bad attention which to me makes it sound like a place of safety, the super distant place the super greedy imperialistic types have no interest in sounds like the exact right place to be.

>>193075
tbf imperialist pieces of shit dont really have a vested interested in the canadian arctic tundra

i guess so

in any case i also feel the impending doom type stuff surrounding culture and whats going on with politics around the world
it really really sucks

.play [YouTube]

>>193063
#hug your a good kitty

>>193064
yooo!!!! fuck yes!! I couldn’t finish a paper last semester til my dad sat next to me and I felt a little comforted and he’s a big part of why I also can’t be myself

>>193083
ahhh the duality of family .............................

>>193082
awww thank you anon
#hug

#ksay meow

>>193087
#Ksay UwU

>>193088

hehe look at the bounse

cat bowns

>>193064
powerful

>>193092
whats pop rockin hashbrown

my spine

ow..,

yeah...

i was trying to sleep and i wanted to turn over to the oh my god other side like my side like the side im sleeping on and i just couldnt and then i could barely get out of bed i had to like fall out and slowly get up

>>193097
#slop

oh my god shrimp
what are you going to do w that thats horrible

i took a painkiller and im gonna play stalker gamma for a few hours then hopefully sleep

just an nsaid

i get better sleep w/ nsaids than i do with opioids honestly

rly

yeah they actually reduce inflammation yada yada

i guess inflammation isnt good for sleep

this one is specifically for joint pain too naproxen

the blue one .............
the bottle used to look like those 5g tower child crying schizo images

>>193098
whats wrong are you okay D:

just back issues

oh yeah i know how that goes, shit sucks

yuh

#@yeh

i hope the nsaids help

kind anon

i think they will thank u

its normally not this bad but i think cause after it started hurting i just kept cleaning for 2 hours and hurting it more it made it worse than normal

i should probabky ask my doc for an xray or smth when i see them monday to see if theres like smth chronic cause this happens every once and a while and ive jhust never bothered

you should
they will probably tell you 'not to do strenuous activities'

i already dont...

german shephard

has to be

FUCK

I CANT BELIEVE THIS

what is he doing in my swamp

>>193133
bury nice is so cute...

>>193132
these are so horrific

>>193132
is that a pussy

>>193131
anon i really hate this lol
>>193135
i hate this more

>>193131
mogs me

yummy

Meow meow meow ^^

#ksay meow mrrow meow

up

yup

>>193145
👆yuuuuuuuuuuuuuup

>>193089
amazing sorcery h

ahahaha

>>193150
thank you im really getting the hanj of it

>>193108
hehehehehe rip David dees I think it was who made them

kinda. sad though his life was devoted to Saving people from something which wasn’t threatening them

>>193153
>>193154
i cant believe these were sincere
this changes my whole world

oh many are memes

ima meme

thats me(me)

hehe lovely meme

>>193164
spooky

another webp has hit the tower

>>193168

https://web.archive.org/web/20200802091513/https://ddees.com/

>>193171
why is there a giant 20 foot lock fastened to the building

>>193172
cant be too careful