sigh I wanted to be all cool and rang the bell for the Salvation Army and went merry Christmas at people in high school because I felt oppressed by woke

>>193641
yeah i wouldnt have been able to get that guy away from me without knowing lol

how did you do it?

tell him ‘hi I’d like to stop hanging out?’

>>193647
i disaperred

oops

haha you’re picking up my spelling

I’m a brain wormy

>>193651
lol

what male things do you like about him? confidence/power?

i dont even really think about it lol hes just really uh real

just hard to explain lol very scincere very real

I guess one of my friends feels that way to me a little

yeah idk hes just not affraid to be himself and has the courage to be gentle

oh I really care about that

like Sullivan boulou from that famous civil war letter to his wife

(my most relatably chosen conversation topic)

idk I’m looking at strangers and I wouldn’t want to be them so it’s like do I really have the right to be me if they have to be them?

>>193660
oh yes that stuff is def up my ally

i like when emotions are deep

>>193667
thr trv

yeah for sure! things matter

>>193662
we're all gonna be ourselves whether we like it not anony......... you don't have to be anyone else or act the way others want you to just for the sake of it

thanks <3

I thought about my aunt who has really cool real energy. she said she appreciates both her young male farm animals for their energy and young guys who work there who are sometimes dumb but really full of energy and don’t whine at her so much like some of the girls who work there. ironically she’d be happy to see me thriving and energetic if I transition. she’s probably the coolest person in my family so full of life

and my parents always make a better than her comment about wow she sure has such a personality haha

and that’s who I want to be I guess

which ironically men are supposed to be louder and more confident

and I felt like when my family talked to me about being too loud or whatever that masculinity was the refuge I got and I can’t let them win and take my power from me

but I see no future for myself as a man

being loud is just america culture

hahahaha she’s the best American always friendly and industrious

very lovely to hear

yeah I’ve only talked to her a few times but she was so encouraging

but also her daughter dated an old guy out of high school but then moved back and found a nice. male traveling nurse my uncles have been teaching how to hunt so oh no what if I’m being misled. by passion

poor my cousin : ( I should idk who knows

when I speak up for myself my mom goes ‘you’re such a man’ and I’m probably in the wrong sometimes

I try to listen to her

but I don’t want to actually become so weak I can’t speak up for myself and try to be normal like some women in particular do

and I feel bad being a rude man stealing femininity with none of the responsibility

<3

ou dont owe her shit

following ur own desires

i really appreciate both of your replies

also if she cant see the value in what you are without the lense of sex and gender then she really aint worth listening to imho

she’s gotten hurt for being a woman though and I am ignoring her with confidence I got from being male

I don’t think my sister has ever really disobeyed her

>>193690
>she’s gotten hurt for being a woman
and so has everyone in this chat

she does not hold a monopoly on suffering

especially femine suffering

let's 👏 democratise 👏 pain

hehehe

oprah's giving away pain! you get pain! you get pain!

>>193695
seele has arrived

and tbh maybe listening to cis women isnt the way to go

as they do not have the traits or lived experince we do

>>193699
they were right .......

>>193700
cis people in general remain kinda outside of the lived experiences of anybody non cis tbh

grr down with cis

i want to hear the struggles of trans women

that means something to me

we can relate to things when we've have similar experiences.....

thats why im big on trans only spaces and groups

gender freaks only please
you must be this kuh ray zee to post

i think of it no dif then a mens or womens groups

these are helpfull

and culturally meaningful

very tru

they existed once

>>193715
or we can share a pint an celebrate the good

its 24c and im still cold

>>193715
s

>>193715
sure go nutz
we're all broken little bugs

>>193717
put on a jumper!!!!! get cosy!!!!!!!!

>>193718
mandalas make the warmest blankets

>>193719
im giving you dopamine, the pint is just a metaphor for community and belonging and telling you how dope you are for being you

[YouTube]

>>193697
xD phone died and the center had closed but I’m going to see what’s going on with planned parenthood

… and I get home and they’re home I feel bad being bitchy to her but when I’m nice I’m a cute little mentally ill inferior she’s taking care of but it’s wrong to be bitchy

>>193715
god I feel so much better after doing it myself I’m sorry to make you do emotional labor pls say if there’s a specific thing I can ever do for you or in general in the chat idk thanks again

>>193731
>kronkus is a schmoop
nobody has ever thought this

>>193729
is this the horse
#souce

the pretender

https://www.idrlabs.com/sonic-syndrome/test.php

we’ll chat!??

>>193735
<3

i failed you.... master.,,,,/.,

:o ok lemee i got disractet

>>193751
sonic-coded

I probably was sonic I just got distracted

>>193749
🔥🔥 Mental health

😭poor nonny you’re cooking on some of it though

shadow is cool too

ur dark and edgy and fast

i do love me some edgy ccharacters

did they give you the ptsd? me attacking all edgy characters

i got the ptsd

lol

literally too

>>193764
#hug

a prawnblem!!??

>>193766
aww ty

need to see sonic 3 now lol

[YouTube]

makes me think a lil that sonic shadow and tails syndrome are so related I bet they’ve been looking into understanding them all together

they do, but most places dont incentivize for complete care.

hopefully treating one treats the others

I’m just using sonic name based psychology from now on

I dunno what the emralds and rings are

>>193776
it doesnt unfortunately

: (

thats what i mean by comlete care

everything from you sleep and diet and history all come into account but a doctor needs to fit 4 people in an 1hour slot to get more mones

mmmmmmm I was really glad I was pretty insistent about wanting my reading to get better and my eyes bouncing around at my optgomologist appointment, I don’t think I would’ve gotten the glasses (still in the mail hype hype) if I’ve didn’t

#ai say “why?” in Deutch so I sound cool and clever

"warum?" say “why?” in Deutch so I sound cool and clever

>>193784
im just being lazy

>>193785
warum

warum? ; ) 😎😎

mein deutsch ist schlechter

I bet your man likes you learning his language

ich habe nur ein b1

>>193791
i feel like every german is like "did u practice ur egerman today" lol

du muss deutsch sprechen

lol

I have one German friend who is annoyed at English and likes. to speak it but she’s very nice and tolerant generally

waow interesting

im just bad at it

>>193808
🔥🔥

and its annoying to always be bad at german lol

do you follow some kind of scheme to make nutrition easy?

>>193808
its lent so im not one rn lol

oooh cool I’ll join you then. I don’t eat meat on weekends but I’m annoying to my vegan friends about health fears

really I’d like to at least not enjoy eating meat mbe blend it up and treat it as the unfortunate medicine I see it as

lol

because your dialect is leet brainworms talk mbe- I guess most internet speech isn’t that different from most English though even though it’s such a separate environment with different people in different conditions

>>193813
im so good at spacing out at parties now lol

talented worm

english is a real caveman type language and why i dont think ill ever learn german fully

so many rules

ik ook 🍖🔥🪨

[YouTube]

>>193808
gizzard 🤤🤤

>>193821
#describe (a white cat sitting on top of a body of water)

>>193825
#describe (a white rabbit sitting in a cup filled with coins)

>>193740
#describe (invalid image format - only JPG and PNG supported)

.play for the cold country

:>

.play one raga to a disco beat

kitty :3c

go robot go save your friends!

:3

only a few moments in but I think I like this

lnoticing the doctor's cruelty, Gamma went rogue and abandoned his creator. He then assumed his own mission to "free" his robot brethren from his creator, and succeeded, though at the cost of his own life.” awww that’s so beautiful- I really like stories like that. giving your life for your fellow sufferers to defeat evil, I hope my life and everyone’s will be so dedicated and beautiful

I read recently about a free black woman so threw herself on the balif during the antebellum period so an enslaved woman on trial for escaping a life of abuse and rape could go free during an escape attempt and she did get free!

that’s really good to be like that

hello web site
hows everyone

:)

happy to see h!

how’s h? ^~^ ooh special name

>>193852
hii bomonomous

im had chinese food
it was tasty and bad for mee

was it though?

you need oils and meats and veggies somewhat

just make sure. you eat some whole grains and fruits tomorrow usually Chinese food doesn’t have those

that sounds good though

ohh it was good i did need the nutrition and calories
its just super sugar loaded
thank u bomponnodonomous

:3 make sure to hydrate! mbe some delicious jasmine tea with it next time, I always get tea with Chinese food

>>193862

waow she hydrated so much she exploded and flopped over

>>193864

it’s always the ones who shout the loudest smdh

>>193861
thank you auntie iroh

haha

ive been drinkin a lotsa water
so i should be okay

>>193872
booger why do you hate me

i let the oracle call you cringe once and ever since youve been pinning me to the wall and yelling at me every day

:~) I’m glad

oooh time for an adventure together where you learn to depend on each other and love and respect I think that’s what would happen in avatar

>>193877
what

she’s ahead of the curve!

i guess you are right
its really hard to argue

the wild boogery carefully selects its prey while eepy after a large meal… the grisly spectacle is over in moments, we will return shortly to debaters of the savanna

hi guys

haven’t been here in a bit; just wanted to ask yall smth

if possible <:))

>>193884
you can do whatever just dont forget the hall pass

not sure what that is ooo

but ok so— idk I’ve been worried abt my partner bc they said they haven’t been here in a while but I’m a bit worried they haven’t been telling the truth, have you guys see n Laura at all?

oo we oo

oh I remember you a week ago or smth?

what? huh?

:< I think maybe I met her once in my life and not recently if at all

ohhhh

my bad sorry

I’m just anxious me thinks

noooo it’s ok

maybe there’s another course of action?

have not seen a laura
is her being here a bad thing

oh no it’s just bc we’ve agreed for her not to bc of,,; idk reasons personal stuff, but also she doesn’t always tell me the truth so

are you sure first of all like your not being a crazy stalker or smth I worry about that ya know

no

I just was worried, I’m sorry,

like do you have contact with her?

she lives with me lmao

jesus

oh go talk to her pls

okay I’m sorry,! she just doesn’t tell me the truth so I just wanted to ask! I wasn’t here last week, I don’t know who that was it someone askeen

yeah go sort it out with her its weird to stalk her here ?

you were here last week I think or mbe a month ago?

what???

membory not so good

okay well, I’m sorry for being concerned about my partner, goodbye I’m sorry if I have bothered yall

well it’s are you being concerned in a healthy way- I want you two to be thriving! And I worry

please can you just not

if your primary concern is that 'she doesn't tell you truth' it sounds more like you're concerned about you honestly

this isn’t your problem, I was asking a question; that was it

No it is all worms are my problem 🥰🥰

okay?

there was a good play a Delphi from Ancient Rome which had a great quote I am human and thus all that is human concerns me but I don’t remember the latin

>>193916
hhhhhs garmonbozia

can you make a plan to address this concerned anon? like do you think you’re building her up with this stuff? it makes you sound like an overbearing parent ya know?

yes, I’m going to talk to her in the morning, I didn’t just build this off nothing and I’m not asking because I’m stalking her or for some weird reason, she’s my partner and I was concerned abt her mental health

you guys don’t even know like 1% of the situation please don’t call me a stalker and shit for no reason man

I don’t think you’re evil or anything I just saw this before and I feel like maybe it’s fucked situation

I don’t even know what happened before!

that wasn’t me , I don’t actually know what you mean

I doubt I predicted someone going x’ I’m worried about Laura have you seen her’ in a dream idk

::nose \=dinner

dude what

look it’s 1:30 in the morning,

I was just asking a question

I’m sorry for doing so

no idk I don’t hate you I just feel like I’m seeing some kind of problem maybe and I need to do something

>>193931
shephard

what ??

>>193931
#sourceFUCK

>>193940
UN fortunate

need to do smth abt what? who even are you like im sorry but…. fuck I can’t type

it’s just man like look, I was just worried; I don’t even know who you are

can you maybe quantify your worries and address the specific issue maybe and like have a monitoring program for triggers and her health like reminder to check in with her every morning and evening? idk I think that would fail maybe

not publicly ?? no????

never disclose

opsec is important

what

I do… what…

please don’t assume shir abt our relationship lmao

>>193950
good job shrimp !!

opsec GOOD

Victorm
Your Mother
Your Mother

dont even know whats going on

but never say shit to anyone

yeah i never say shit

do you think we can make here healthier in the future? are there behavioral patterns we have which hurt your partner? I want to do SOMETHING

this is so strange

oh yeah thanks faye true

>>193964
heehee

i think my new meds are definitely working

ive started yearning again

oooh!!!!!!!!!! it was pretty recent too right and I dont rember the type

>>193968
shrimp dreams ......

>>193968
blessed

also stopped some meds that killed my drive

sexual and non

I’m feeling bleh and still on the adderall but I dunno we’ll see

>>193969
yeah like 3 weeks ago venlafaxine

maybe you need MORE adderall

oh yeah that’s like the period I think they usually say

I looked it up and the effects get weird and bad at high doses

meds r so tricky i was really worried about starting these cause only god knows how itll affect u when u start

but I want to yearn yearning is good

i want to take no meds lol

is your sleep better now

idc if im crazy

oh yeah you were having a bad time with living situation I hope it’s tolerable kitty

>>193981
id rather not either but rn i feel like its what i gotsta do

yeah my sleep is like 50% better

>>193985
i dont blame ya im so tired of meds i do have to take

i only like certain pills

I almost threw up after having mine this morning. I’m hoping drinking lots of water tomorrow will prevent it

>>193994
#hug

>>193992
oof that sucks

maybe a lil food would help too

yeah :< I’ve thrown up before too 2 weeks ago usually I’m just really nauseous

like some toast

dont fuck toast

pervert

>>193998
the last ssri i tried did that to me i frewed up a few monrings cause of the nausea

>>193997
that’s a good idea. I think it might be either the mass of pills, or when the amphetamine actually kicks in

>>194008
#textflop

huh so probably the drug itself if it wax when the sari kicked in

yearning is cool though

are your going to get to do some happy things maybe in the near future?

or far I guess

.play horse with no name

>>194011
yeah its prolly the drug dissolving in ur tummy i would think or the drug itself kicking in yeah

no clue if im gonna get to do happy things

ive just started to miss having friends and a partner instead of being totally dead and ok with being alone and isolated all the time

sometimes you just need a little something extra to get the proboscis moving again

a little chemical push

a little chemical push

a little chemical push

stop copying me

sotp copying me

stop copying me

stop copying me

maybe now you can stop playing sniper and play scout or something

hehehe

>>194019
mmm usually I’m numb but I get pangs

I think you’re cool I wish we could ride bikes or go on a rollercoaster or have tea or smth

snoipins a hard job mate

biking would be fun

i hate rollercoasters though

too intense

scared og heights

>>194039
hitscan is NOT hard

harder than spamming a chokepoint 😏

>>194045
thats baby shrimp compared to rocket movement players

i can rocket jump

i bomb medics

perhamps i am quake brained but i think soldier has the highest skill ceiling

>>194043
I like the lil ones but 10 years ago the last time I was at a theme park I went on medium ones and kinda didn’t view the ground with fear and imagined I was in control or smth and. got to enjoy them too but idk if I’ll ever do big ones also they are far away and expensive

>>194049
nah soldier absolutely does

hardest movement in the game

and rockets arent easy to hit either

trimping is a close second maybe combined with hitting pipes