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SadChan🍉🍉
>>302117
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302117
GLEGLE IS NOT FOR LEWDING WHATS WRONG W/ U NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
rose
tryna fuck that glegle on the deadlowlz
>>302125
rose
this song a banger
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302123
i like this image a lot the sparkly effect is cool :3
>>302129
SadChan🍉🍉
reminds me of blingy
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302129
i wish when I was a teen I found tumblr instead of 4chan and became an SJW instead of an edgy 4channer
>>302133>>302134
H
xd
anon
>>302131
i found both
tumblr didn't save me from 4chan
rose
im a tumblr sjw
BLESSED hussy (saved)
good morning rose
rose
>>302137
haiiiiii good morning hussy happy easter!
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302133
you just posted on bluesky its over for you
BLESSED hussy (saved)
happy easter :)
SadChan🍉🍉
bluesky is cool, decentralized social media is based
>>302147
H
It's easter?
BLESSED hussy (saved)
i saw a deer when i woke up today at 6am
>>302146
faye
eatsgerer
anon
>>302142
did you see that private messaes and tweets on bluesky arent actually private because its up to server node hosters to actually respect those messages signifying that theyre private or that an account shouldnt accept new followers
>>302150
faye
weedster
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302147
that makes sense tbh because of how the structure works
>>302151
anon
>>302150
yeah but it sucks it could use pka or something but bluesky people think anything that smells of crypto is sneedvil
>>302154
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302151
wouldnt they need some sort of cenetralization for that? i feel like if you need encrypted PMs u can just use signal or telegram or smth
>>302157
anon
no you dont need centralization for PKA
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302153
i accept :) can it be an un region locked PS2 please?
>>302163
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302163
does this mean im going 2 hell because im a transwomen :(
>>302168
SadChan🍉🍉
did I Just make a pact with a great spiritual entity who hates me by accident?
>>302171
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302168
i hope he understands even though im weak and pathetic and sad that im trying my best to be a good person as much as I can....
>>302178
horse mobile
Baaa
horse mobile
Is it possible for me to be forgiven
SadChan🍉🍉
.play summer vanilla
anon
>>302169
pretty sure that's the target demographic for christianity
>>302181
rose
.play drivers high
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302178
christians to me all seem to be angry orange people who are really racist and homphobic. or crypto nazis trying to occupy the aesthetic because thats what they think it is. i know there are like cool christians but they are never on TV.
>>302183>>302184
anon
>>302179
>stupid fucking fig tree fuck you
anon
david foster wallace was right tv really did kill america
>>302189
BLESSED hussy (saved)
all the church girls i know are married lesbians
>>302190
anon
>>302186
maybe that wasn't such a bad idea after all
SadChan🍉🍉
i had a friend whos family went to a unversalus unitarian w/e its called and that seemed like a cool idea :)
rose
she fuck me in the church make me say "dadzooks"
anon
>>302187
i mean i'm not Lilith but hairy goat is close to what i am
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302187
>why would trans people identify with demons when the whole world demonizes them and treats them like monsters
gee i wonder
H
bro who gives a shit about the origin of names or whatever lol
anon
>>302187
that's not where it came from it's a general Mesopotamian/levantian spiritual figure who pops up a lot before and after the writing of the various books of the Bible
>>302209
anon
>>302198

it’s cuz they think it’s cool
faye
bc Lilith isn't*just* a demon she was the first wife of adam and was cast out for being an independent girl boss and didnt listen to him
>>302208
anon
Lilith isn't a demon, she's just a cutie pie with an ex.
SadChan🍉🍉
Lucifer was made into Satan because she was a transfem and god is a conservative dad.
>>302205
rose
do u guys like the name helel?
>>302218
anon
>>302200
that's what the gnostics thought yeah
anon
>>302197
in the Christian tradition you could argue that those r just recordings of the oral tradition from eons back
>>302222
BLESSED hussy (saved)
i sometimes wonder if i am lucifer
rose
>>302207
idk if theyre cool, but yeah sorta
anon
>>302207
they're kind of weird about it though. like soverign citizens fighting legitimately unjust police action vibes. like yeah theyre on the right side but they're being... weird about it
BLESSED hussy (saved)
like i feel likemy life is in defiance of god in some way but at the same time do good while i burn
rose
anyone wanna join my religious group where we fuck on the low??
anon
I think Catholicism is aesthetic tbhon
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302216
based progressives :)
SadChan🍉🍉
OCCUPY OCCULTISM NOW! PROGRESSIVE ACTION ( AND CURSES )
>>302230
anon
>>302209
not rly tho because lilit is more widespread that strictly ancient israel/palestine
btw h
>>302224
anon
>>302216
idk i think terfs casted curses on me like two weeks ago
SadChan🍉🍉
there is a lot of stuff in the bible that comes from other religious traditions because the jews were originally polytheistic before the cult of yhuddvaawhudvaaa became dominant
rose
.pillows vain dog
rose
.play pillows vain dog
cementmoder
.play bedroom community glass beach
anon
>>302224
u should watch esoterica on youtube i think youd like it its all about ancient near east religious studies
>>302242
rose
.play cleaners from venus only a shadow
SadChan🍉🍉
There are some jewish occult scholars who are really into rediscovering the polytheistic origins of judaism and i think thats neat
rose
::yaoi
anon
::fagslop
anon
:girls
anon
::girls
anon
::lesbians
anon
>>302231
I can only listen to audiobooks for some reason YouTube informative content just gives me the ick
>>302244
anon
>>302242
its basically an audiobook the images on screen essentially never matter
anon
its atructured a lot more like a college lecture than a youtube video
anon
::meow
anon
i mean u dont gotta do anything im just saying. its cool info out there if you wanna go see
anon
>>302260
in 50 years kids will see emo feminization like we see boomer sissy feminization
faye
>>302258
this but they're actually both girls
SadChan🍉🍉
YAOI is really cool when one the boys becomes a girl for some reason idk why hahah i just think its cool wierd hehe
>>302270>>302272
rose
the hs2 team needs to buck up and make june egbert canon already
rose
yeah but i need them to actually put up or shut up n not like dance around it for wokepoints
>>302281
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302258
#edit guess to guys
faye
GIVE HER THE LITTLE BLUE PILLS ALREADY
>>302278
rose
stephen malkmus so pretty
faye
boagra
SadChan🍉🍉
does johna ctually transition??
rose
its weird there was a fan competition and hussy said who ever like found a toblerone he had hid in a cave got to make one change to canon
anon
what even is hs2
anon
>>302285
you get injections from diyhrt.market
rose
and someone found the toblerone and then said that john egbert is transgender and called june egbert
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302285
its not that exciting you take estrogen and conform to various degrees to female sex standards and stuff.
>>302295
anon
I was just making a joke about the spelling of “actually”…..
rose
and then tthey teased it a little in the epilogues or hs2 or smth i dont rlly pay attention no more
anon
>>302291
yeh i still look like a man a year in but at least i'm not masculinizing further
>>302302
faye
all they have to do is give june homestuck girl eyelashes and she can boymode
rose
hiiii mod
anon## global mod
im going to bed have a good time watching the little ones :3
>>302304>>302306
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302295
if you started on oral switch to injections asapp I feminiszed so much more on injections :)
>>302305
anon
>>302302
i am on injections tho i might have to switch to pills since doctors don't give injections
>>302308>>302313
ModModer## global mod
>>302301
sleep well and sweet dreams
rose
i need to inject cum into my butthole
>>302309
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302305
doctors do give injections though. my prescription is stable I just get my primary care to reup the subscriptions now lol
>>302314
anon
>>302313
in the usa maybe but i'm in poland, the only way is ev glass vials from slovakia and they're inconvienient af (neofollin)
>>302316
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302315
SPIRO IS NOT NEEDED FOR EVERYONE but yes
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302319
lol , straighten that back out bish fr fr
faye
ive been on spiro for too long now but no one is willing to prescribe me anything else
>>302329>>302336
anon
>>302319
thank god i have the e (2nd lowest) category
BLESSED hussy (saved)
if you start diy and get your levels into female range and then go to a doctor you can get beyond starting level dosage
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302315
awhen you start at 2mg you are supposed to increase dosage by 2mg every 3 months while getting regular blood tests so doctors can monitor your levels which in theory is safer but frankly I would reccomend just starting at 6mg and getting regular bloodtest and only ad AA if you know you have a ton of test (more than average amab) or if your test doesnt drop on E. and switch to injections asap usually pills are just more accessable as a starting point.

the slow work up thing actually makes huge sense from an endocrinology perspective its just SLOW which most transpeople dont like because their entire life is on hold until they tranistion. thats why endos started adding spiro because as an Androgen inhibitor it prevents further masculinzation and kills your balls faster while you up the dose to have good estrogen levels.
>>302331>>302340>>302362>>302372
anon
>>302323
oops it's diy time
injections don't need an anti-androgen once they get going and are way cheaper + less damaging + more effective
rose
[Bluesky] tfw no cute girl to drug me and take advantage of me, ;-; weh
anon
>>302315
that's a hondose, actually very low
faye
ya
BLESSED hussy (saved)
in usa. in some states.
faye
ive been on injections for like 3-4 years now tho
rose
im back on 2mg estrogen rn but i usually take 4mg
>>302338
anon
>>302328
#this
starting as you mean to go on + regular blood tests
rose
>>302338
yeah but im waiting for more estrogen to come in the mail rn broskie, gotta ration the shit out
>>302343
anon
>>302339
they do have those i'm p sure, similar to the implant for cis women
much more expensive but it's a regular dose
>>302345
anon
>>302339
there are pellets which you get like twice a year but that's hard to get
faye
>>302342
they do but they aren't approved in the US afaik, maybe that has changed in the past couple years but
>>302353
rose
im sure its better to have a low dose for a bit that have to drop it off completely ykno?
BLESSED hussy (saved)
yeah
BLESSED hussy (saved)
i dont feel safe having less than 1 year of hrt cause things can happen
>>302355
faye
i have an austrailian friend who had one
anon
>>302348
yeh i always have a full vial
anon
>>302351
better to have too much than not enough
does it expire when the vial hasn't been pierced ?
faye
i would like to be on bical but its hard to get it prescribed by anyone
>>302358
BLESSED hussy (saved)
theyre good for 2 years.
anon
>>302356
idk bica only stops the androgen receptors and doesn't block T which scares me
>>302360
BLESSED hussy (saved)
recmmended to swap out vials once theyre 2 year old
faye
>>302358
well, it just means that your body has testosterone but it wont use it
SadChan🍉🍉
asian alt guys.... @_@
faye
yeah you should know your shit
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302362
you kind of should if you are trans and on hormones... you should understand the mechanisms in your body and what the drugs are doing
>>302373>>302366
horse mobile
Hi
horse mobile
Hi
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302366
lol I wanted to optimize by transition as much as possible
SadChan🍉🍉
as long as your balls are kill you dont need an AA pretty much, spiro was HORRIBLE for me I also died after 3 days on it luckily I didnt need one and Ive done reserach and its important I wish more people would talk about it more AA Is not always needed. EVERYONES TRANSITION IS DIFFERENT and we shoudl educate people more because it should be tailored to YOUR body and hormonal profile there is not one size fits all endocrinology approach
>>302376
rose
i fear im too dumb tbh maybe id be more girlie if i had tried to like research n shit lol
anon
>>302328
what do i do if i'm forced to switch from injections to pills? nobody talks about this route just the other way around
>>302374>>302375
faye
>>302372
make sure you do the tablets sublingually and just make sure ur t is properly suppressed
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302372
I think it should be fine tbh the injetions are really good at killing ur balls that said if you are able to I would reccomend taking ur pills 3 times a day to maintain good levels most peopel cant really do that though because its really hard. I did it for months before I got injections tho
>>302379
faye
>tfw injections for 3+ years
>100mg spiro
>t still higher than cis woman levels
>>302400
rose
god i wish my dick worked, then i could do epic tgirl porn on the internet and everyone would love me forever
>>302381>>302382>>302384
anon
>>302375
3 times a day means no sleeping for 12 hours since it's every 8 hours :<
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302376
meant to say almost died lol. it was horrible spiro made me feel like I was dieing. it was awful.
>>302385
anon
>>302378
we already love you forever <3
SadChan🍉🍉
I just wish I had a cloyster.... can someone give me a million dollars so I can have a new shiny cloyster between my legs.... and be a real girl....
BLESSED hussy (saved)
i love injections
faye
on just your dick
rose
need a boy to rub tgel on my dick frfr
rose
>>302391
well it works a little, its tough tho
faye
yoooooooooo who played the pillows
>>302396
rose
i <3 the pillows
anon
>>302377
what's your injection regimen, 0.15ml een every week is mine, i can even be late a week and it's fine
>>302402
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302399
i crye ever teim ;-;
SadChan🍉🍉
faye maybe bica would be good because it blocks the action of T instead of being an AA, if you cant suppress T stopping its action might be a better approach
>>302405
rose
maybe i can market myself as a bottom n then everyone will forgive my dick being tiny n useless, :pray:
faye
also i would like my uhhhh yknow to work
rose
jk porn seems rlly hard to do n be consistent with
SadChan🍉🍉
Bica is a great tool in the transition toolbox its just really expensive :(
>>302411
rose
>>302408
yeaaaah, ive experienced it a lot in like discord servers at a small scale so on the whole internet would be way worse
>>302416
faye
>>302409
its super cheap if you diy it tho
BLESSED hussy (saved)
they cant even prescribe bica in this state? or usa.
faye
which i might just do
anon
>>302394
look at cloister's grin it looks so edgy and cool
BLESSED hussy (saved)
its not parth of their protocol i think they do wpath
faye
>>302410
i have an unbelievable amount of my nudes on the internet but they're not in places that circulate outside their spaces
>>302418
rose
>>302416
i had a bunch on twitter but i deleted them all n deactived, idk probs still drifting about in the webclouds tho
>>302420
anon
>>302408
heard this :<
mine is bad enough as is
rose
>>302419
my stupid ass thought this was an EQ table
faye
>>302419
my E levels are perfect, but my t levels are just higher than they should be
>>302427
rose
who done put the glass beach on??
faye
i just have fucking ugh my balls are too strong
>>302436
anon
>>302423
mine are 33 ng/dL, idk i don't think it's fine since i get body hairs that alternate between growing black and white
faye
need orchidectomy
rose
i want an orchi but i also want bottom surgery n u like need ur ball skill for them to make the vagina stuff, same with ur dick so i cant get it like
>>302432>>302433>>302439>>302472
anon
>>302430
#reply

yeah that's a tricky spot. some surgeons can work with nullo or no prior surgery, but it really depends on the method and surgeon. might wanna consult with a few specialists to see what options fit your goals.
faye
>>302430
they dont use the testes for anything afaik, which is all they remove. unless you get them to remove excess skin
>>302435
BLESSED hussy (saved)
can keep the sack and take balls out np
anon
>>302426
awww they don't wanna let you down they're trying their very hardest
faye
>>302435
the amount of skin stays the same afaik its just like. there is no testes sagging them
faye
idc much about bottom surgery i like what i have i just dont want the ugly ornaments
rose
idk sometimes i think its cute having a dick but other times i would rlly like just having a pussy
>>302449
faye
maybe when im done forever having sex ill get bottom surgery in like 30 years
rose
plus like itd make having sex way easier lol, bottom prep sucks asss
anon
>>302446
personally it bothers me a lot i have to adjust my crotch even on walks it's uncomfy ugh
>>302453
rose
idk i never tuck B)
anon
>>302449
but like srs is at least $10k and ffs too and ffs is a priority so i'll probably have to cope with having a dick for the next 10 years
rose
u know it bbg
faye
me too doll
rose
i took some pictures of it just to like see the dif n it made me giggle so bad
faye
i want ffs eventually, but bottom surgery isn't my goal. idk i honestly dont NEED ffs but i think i want it
>>302459
anon
>>302458
depends on how well you pass i only do when like 50% of my face is covered lol
faye
yes, i pass pretty well
faye
i just look like a tall woman
faye
ive come so far i went from looking like yukon cornelius to a hot woman
faye
i mean not really but i definitely tried to pull off being masc
faye
i did an ok job but it was so hollow
rose
hussy said i looked like a girl so that made me happy
rose
.play the soft boys i wanna destroy you
rose
.play dean blunt 100
faye
.play destroy boys i threw glass in my friends eyes and now im on probation
rose
its sad how that chorus is sooooo sexy but the rest of the song and also the rest of the album is kinda ass
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302430
depends on the method I think. some do some dont and some methods of SRS only work on uncircumsized people
rose
well im not circumsised so thats chiller
rose
im like the opposite of the silent hill 4 guy
faye
yeah true
faye
do ur eyebrows girl
faye
it will help you a LOT
SadChan🍉🍉
literally looks like a girl just doing NOTHING fem lol
rose
fr
rose
.play lex wlaton hyper confessional and overwhelmingly sincere
rose
this song is so good ouuughhh
faye
>>302487
bc you are being held back by your past self-image
BLESSED hussy (saved)
>>302487
the brainworms
faye
i wish we could just like. forget what we looked like pre-transition because our brains try to recognize patterns
>>302492
anon
>>302491
i need to get hit on my head very hard fr
anon
>>302469
i checked public on unsee and apparently it's like visible from the frontpage and i got some pervs 😭
>>302499
rexie
::sigma
faye
lmfao
anon
>>302499
but getting called she by some rando who 99% didn't come from here was kinda affirming
rexie
why r unsees being posted
>>302505
faye
hell yea
rexie
is this passgan
faye
dont ask me
rexie
>>302505
if you don’t have anything kind to say…
faye
how about this
faye
thanks
rexie
ugh
rexie
lesbians….
faye
womp womp
faye
im actually bisexual but i will probably never date a man
rexie
I’m bisexual but I can only ever see myself dating a man
psychoticspew
.skip (voted to skip this video)
rexie
.play youre just like pop music yonkagor
anon
>>302533
i just get redirected ti the frontpage, allow guest access in settings
>>302525
rose
>>302523
getting tricked into eating mcdonalds and then going "i dont get how everyone gets tricked into eating mcdonalds"
>>302529
rexie
ive been yonkagor biggest fan for years now
rexie
>>302526
McDonald’s is food filled with only nutrients and ripeness
>>302531
faye
.play casket kids
rose
take a shot everytime she says diabetes
faye
dorky woman
SadChan🍉🍉
what should I get for lunch
>>302539
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302533
only 1 view LMAO
SadChan🍉🍉
useless rose
rose
???
rexie
so no nsfw but unsees don’t count
rose
>>302540
wait one view do u mean one persons viewed it or like
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