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anon
#ai are you a boymoder

nah, i'm just a language model. but boymoders are cute and valid af. hope she's doing okay out there, wherever she is.
are you a boymoder
rose
>>302756
not yet but i am hoping to like get an audience n do music professionally thatd be awesome, i guess its as close to a profession as whatever i have rn cos i am le unemployed neet
SadChan🍉🍉
amazing wow maybe i will hire u one day to make music if I need some
>>302761
caracol
I'm listening to your music rosie
>>302763
rose
>>302759
yes!! please if you do anything and you need music for it please hit me up i would love to
SadChan🍉🍉
basedd
nonners
#ai how do i make it stop

make what stop? gotta be more specific.
how do i make it stop
nonners
bro wants slecifics
faye
>>302766
cool, she's a minneapolis local so im glad u enjoyed :) listen to some of her other shit
rose
oh wait shit anita velveeta omg, i followed her on tiktok like years ago
faye
yeah shes chill, i went to a few of her shows
rose
>>302774
tho im trying to do it less and be more like confident in my voice atm, idk
rose
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so yeah it is just like an exciter and an amp doing most of the heavy lifting and the an eq to cut out the lows so it doesnt become a muddy mess
rose
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n then the amp is just high gain n high volume , it was mostly just to make up for the fact i couldnt sing very loud at the time cos i was shy
But also i wanted to make it sound sorta like julian casablancas on is this it, n they used a guitar amp for that too
caracol
Well I think this album is really grand
faye
>>302779
i found going to local shows helped me but thats just bc im into that type of people
BLESSED hussy (saved)
you ever go to boston?
caracol
I'm on can't help it now
>>302785
rose
>>302784
that was the first rose orlando song i wrote if im not misremembering lol
anon
>>302779
finding existing communities of ppl u gel with seems to work
like board game cafes or warhammer shops or that kinda thang
integrate into big groups and find the cool ppl in there
>>302788>>302789
rose
>>302779
go to events, thats how i made friends in the city im moving to, and then try and find someone you connect with and then use them as an anchor to talk to other ppl
>>302788
SadChan🍉🍉
>>302786
im afraid of board game nerd stuff because its male dominated hehe

>>302787
maybe I should try that lol but all the music I listen 2 is old and it feels really scary and bad to go alone to a music event....
>>302790>>302791
anon
>>302786
been trying to find stuff that i’m into that has group meetups but no dice
>>302793
anon
>>302788
it's male dominated everywhere i'm afraid
rose
>>302788
tbh the thing with music events is less about the music n more so about the socialising , i spend most of my time in the smoking area
faye
it may be male dominated but u will fit in with the minority there :)
>>302795
anon
>>302789
same
i like bein alone and doing stuff by myself, not many group interests
>>302794
anon
>>302793
mostly relate to yeah. I just would like to find a group that wouldn’t mind a novice violinist
>>302801
anon
>>302792
join male-dominated groups and make them female-dominated or mixed gender
be the change u wanna see in the world etc
>>302797>>302824
anon
>>302795
tried this multiple times, have to deal with a lot of stigma or shit. not fun when you have social anxiety
anon
kaboom
anon
>>302794
would be cool if there were like groups for shitty musicians just gettin started, who wanna jam and it not be bad if they jam badly hehe
violin is a cool one and niche (positive)
>>302803
rose
i looked into some of the epunk/incel core stuff n like skimmed thru 1 video n now my suggestions on youtube are all that, fuuuuuck
>>302805
anon
>>302801
yoooo! 100% this yes. I just need a pianist that wouldn’t mind playing easy covers with so i can just jam and practice
anon
>>302802
time to clear cookies again hehe
i have an account for yt that has all the stuff i want to get profiled + linked to me (for good recomendations... eventually...) and a burner that gets all the shit i don't want associated w/me
anon
>>302806
why can’t i just sleep and not wake up
anon
>>302806
getting good sleep is hard.......... best i can do is go to bed early and hope for the best
nonners
>>302808
ive been waiting for this but it never happens, might as well wake up rested
anon :3
hmm
caracol
Rosie greetings from the united states!
>>302817
anon
>>302806
prog helps a lot if you're a trans girl
rose
.play lex walton pathetic
rose
.play blink 182 pathetic
nonners
how would prog rock help
>>302818
rose
>>302812
greetings!! from the united kingdom
anon
>>302816
lol i mean progesterone, the hormone
nonners
lol
anon :3
.play satellite from days of old, lead me to your access code
rose
this song i hadnt listened to much chappelle outside the singles but this is fun
rose
i <3 being a freak in the club
anon
I hate the club
rose
i lurve the clurb
anon
it’s racist against being short
anon :3
club is fun
rose
theres a gay bar in the city im moving to thats so fun i love it
caracol
Club is scary
anon
being short in the club is either a rape pit or an elbow pit depending on gender
>>302836
rose
im a sociable young lady
anon :3
>>302834
one does indulge into some chaotic fun from time to time
>>302842
anon
>>302839
absolutely!! i miss doing book clubs and discussing our interpretations on stories read with friends. fuck
anon
>>302838
fun things are NOT fun, actually
rose
im getting reamed by a shadow makuhita in pokemon xd rn, awful
>>302848
anon
Pokemane XD
caracol
>>302845
I have to embrace that I'm a nerd emoji with an open mind
anon
live your truth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
rose
>>302843
accidentally killed it when i was trying to catch it
anon
f
anon
what's that thumbnail 😭
>>302851
anon
>>302866
shut the fuck up nobody cares what's on your idiot mind
rose
its awesome
caracol
I love decision problems
rose
its like ignorant webnaive punk, schizotypal stuff
nonners
i should start taking meds
rose
.play mk.gee are you looking up?
nonners
.play liturgy returner
nonners
i should start taking vitamin D
rose
i should take my vitamins again
nonners
and magnesium too
nonners
>>302861
im not trans
nonners
#ai can i start taking magnesium and vitamin D

yeah you can start taking magnesium and vitamin d, they work well together since magnesium helps with vitamin d absorption. just don’t megadose either one—stick to the recommended amounts unless a doc tells you otherwise. might wanna take vitamin d with food since it’s fat-soluble. watch out for loose stools if you take too much magnesium.
can i start taking magnesium and vitamin D
nonners
#ai symptoms of vitamin D and magnesium deficiency

vitamin d deficiency: fatigue, muscle weakness, bone pain, mood changes (like depression), frequent illness, slow wound healing, hair loss.

magnesium deficiency: muscle cramps, tremors, fatigue, irregular heartbeat, nausea, loss of appetite, numbness/tingling, anxiety.

both can mess with your sleep and energy levels. tests can confirm deficiency so you don’t have to guess.
symptoms of vitamin D and magnesium deficiency
>>302869
rose
hate when i have a loose stool, cos i sit down on it and it collapses
anon :3
>>302867
just eat properly and it will go
anon
#ai are you a boymoder

no i'm not a boymoder, i'm just an ai. but boymoders are cute.
are you a boymoder
caracol
#ai how do I define a friend

if they got your back when shit hits the fan, they're a friend. if they just around for the good times, they're a liability. trust actions, not words.
how do I define a friend
rose
#ai how do i fuck on the low?

nice try fed.
how do i fuck on the low?
nonners
.play xtal from another room
caracol
#ai should I be bury evil or bury nyse today

nice try fed.
should I be bury evil or bury nyse today
anon
#niceflip (rude)
nonners
im so sick of having headaches and brainfog i want to die
>>302880
rose
.play carly cosgrove headaches
anon :3
easy enough but its quite difficult
anon
librariancore is the nerd aesthetic
nonners
.play vsnares ongyilikos vasarnap
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
#welcome
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
newfags dont know about brainworm
anon
evil derrick....
anon :3
that one
anon
>>302893
this is the song that i love
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
WHAT
anon
>>302895
that could be part of the problemo
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
THAT IS NOT MY SON
anon
yeah that's a grade-A lumpa
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
14077.png
::hateson
nonners
>>302905
i dont like people seeing me when i go outside, i would go out if i lived in a place where nobody knew me
>>302914>>302916
anon
>>302912
nighttime walks can be good for this
caracol
Hello naditsya
nonners
>>302916
no, people want to start convos and hang out and stuff, childhood friends
>>302922
anon :3
>>302921
you have to embrace it, it will get easier the more you go into it, even if its uncomfortable at first
nonners
i dont wanna hang out with people i was friends with at 13, im not the same person anymore
>>302929>>302935
anon
>>302925
mood. sucks for me that i want to hangout with smarter folk but am too dum dum for thrn
anon
>>302927
#this is a very good idea
living at home is suffering most of the time, havign ur own freedom and autonomy is ideal
rose
i missed mk.gee FUUCK
rose
.play mk.gee candy
nonners
>>302935
yea but they will be there and i might run into them and i dont have the energy to deal with them
>>302939>>302940
anon :3
>>302938
I dont want to be mean but with everything I say you find an excuse, I know its hard and you are trying to cope but the first step will help you a lot, and you won't be able to stop after that
>>302948
anon
it makes u able to walk around and buy groceries
anon
>>302941
we're all frightful little ghosts
anon :3
where did you even come up with that
>>302951
caracol
>>302939
I'm not sure if I am defeatist but the best you can do is to say your piece and hopefully it helps someone. But it won't always. Just let your words blow in the wind
rose
why is metal such a soy genre??
anon
>>302943
it has its biological purposes but if ur dissociating all the time then something is going very wrong in ur life and it's gotta change
anon
>>302947
>I don’t care how I’m perceived because I am not me therefore I can just do things
>>302956
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
my gle that i love
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
my gle that i love
anon
I like that people can see you typing so you can end up getting a response - WHILE YOURE STILL WRITING IT - and get confused and then the response happens BEFORE the post it's about. It's madness~!
>>302959>>302958
anon
see good
anon :3
>>302951
Dissasociation is the worst thing you can do, running from your true self, emotions, and being able to thing clear
>>302963
rose
>>302954
i think its actually rlly cool tbh, now when i use discord i always think they can see me type
anon
>>302954
yeah it's fucked up
every whackier with crossed lines when someone finished responding before ur done and u go back and edit it and aaaa
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
>>302957
glegle looks so good with this dress
>>302962
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
what a diva
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
>>302962
HI CARACOL
anon
>>302965
like it sounds all flowery and poetic to say those things but when you actually think about it there’s nothing wrong with just living outside yourself
>>302967
anon
>>302967
well it’s certainly not association
anon :3
not the correct term, I think you are reffering more towards like, ignoring everyone and just living yourself?
anon
I think we’re just nitpicking, nobody actually really uses this pop psych stuff correctly in the technical sense
>>302971
anon
disassociation gets used in legal insanity defenses like “oh I don’t remember killing my wife lol”
anon :3
#ai is disassociation good

depends. if you're talking about disassociation as a coping mechanism for overwhelming stress/trauma, it's your brain trying to protect you—not "good" or "bad," just survival. but if it's persistent and interfering with your life, that's when it becomes a problem. leaning on it too much can make reality feel distant or unreal, which sucks. be gentle with yourself and seek support if it's getting in the way.
is disassociation good
>>302977
anon :3
wtf is the comand
anon :3
see
anon
like gaps in your memory where you behaved without considering consequence, at least legally
anon :3
>>302978
Dissociation is a mental process where a person disconnects from their thoughts, feelings, memories, or sense of identity.
It can be a response to trauma or stress and is often used as a defense mechanism to cope with overwhelming experiences
>>302984
anon
Hmm. I guess they'll say that.
BLESSED hussy (saved)
i dissacoiate and shutdown in i get pressed to much the right ways
>>302986
anon
>>302981
I think the phrase “sense of identity” is kinda pseud jargon anyhow
BLESSED hussy (saved)
like becomea shell
>>302986
anon
ghost in the shell (autistic + overwhelmed)
anon
i disassociate on the highway and suddenly I’m home
anon :3
and no one ever will say thats good
anon
it’s like fast travel
anon :3
and its not really disassociating
anon :3
because its a routine and you do it everyday, your brain knows how to do it very well and its "saving" on energy with it
anon
real disassociation just has never been tried!!
BLESSED hussy (saved)
i laugh alot if i scratch past trauma like a defense mechanism, i'll laugh it off, but its some real shit.
>>302998
anon
that wasn’t real disassociation
anon
ba dum ts
anon
coping is a coping mechanism
>>303002
anon :3
>>302994
laughing is coping as well
anon
.skip (voted to skip this video)
BLESSED hussy (saved)
.skip (video skipped)
BLESSED hussy (saved)
like if a therapist want me to talk about some real stuff or i start to open up i giggle alot
>>303005
anon
*dances*
anon
>>303002
I’m such an epic copecel
anon :3
>>303001
no problem with it, a good therapist will know how to guide you and help you
BLESSED hussy (saved)
even though its not things to laugh about
>>303008
anon :3
>>303006
you can't accept your traumas and a way to make them "lighter' is by laughing
anon
trauma is another very contentious discussion within the psychology profession
>>303015
BLESSED hussy (saved)
also with physical trauma its the same, usually if i break a bone, i giggle alot even though im in alot of pain.
anon
there’s like competing evidence whether or not they should be “work throughed” or repressed (even though we have negative connotations with that word)
BLESSED hussy (saved)
like something about being hurt and laughing helps me walkit off
>>303013
anon :3
>>303012
same principle as I said
anon :3
>>303009
I dont know if its really that deep
anon :3
dont make it more complicated as it is already
>>303018
nonners
i had stuff to do this weekend and i just didnt do anything at all cuz of brainfog i hate life
>>303019
anon
>>303016
the profession tends to do that however, like in the 90s when they got into the repressed memory fad and spawned a bunch of false accusations implanted by the therapists by accident
anon :3
>>303017
I hate brainfog too its harsh indeed
nonners
.play autechre f7
BLESSED hussy (saved)
bookmarked for the vibe
anon
I’ve only had personal experience with CBT tho tbf
anon
(both)
anon
lol
anon
this chat could really use more ai slop spam like usual
>>303031
rose
trying to buy train tickets on the shitty app rn, makes me so sad using it cos its so ass
>>303030>>303035
BLESSED hussy (saved)
there was a raid about. 6 hours ago in here.
>>303033
anon
>>303025
this is still like 10x more active than it's been in years lol
anon :3
>>303027
average buying tickets site xd
nonners
>>303027
thank you for your feedback, ill talk to the team to let them know about the issue
>>303038
rose
its cos my mum doesnt buy tickets so she makes me buy them so if i fuck up cos the apps a piece of shit designed to trip you up as much as possible, like it switches around the dates and times at random sometimes, then it means im just throwing away money that i dont fucking have
anon
>>303032
liquid ocelot is my husbando
anon
>>303035
Hi! Sorry you're having a bad experience with our App. I have passed your feedback onto our Technical Team, and they will work on resolving this issue. Thank you for your report!
anon
>>303039
they really left him dead standin up........ for shame...
anon
cavecore*
rose
did any one get any easter eggs??
>>303051
anon
can't believe jesus died on 4/20 this year
anon
It doesn't matter what the nature of reality is.
>>303052
anon
Agreed.
anon
cowbury
caracol
Auroch
rose
i shared with my sister so i had one that was belgian chocolate with like salted pretzel n then one that was like milk and blonde chocolate with caramel bits
>>303064>>303067
anon
>>303062
can't have darkness without the light etc etc
anon :3
>>303058
normal coloured egg and chocolate egg :3
rose
>>303064
yeah they were in the like, you know when a super market does their "fancy" items, that kinda packaging
>>303068
anon :3
>>303061
WHATTTT THAT SOUNDS SOO GOOODD
anon
>>303066
the special gift aisle where the prices don't matter (and are raised by 15% just in case)
devilish....
SadChan🍉🍉
3 weeks ago i bought a bag of chocolate eggs it was really good :3
>>303072
rose
trying to raise a carvanha rn but holy shit its so weak, literally dies to a gentle breeze
>>303076
SadChan🍉🍉
chocolate is so tasty....
>>303074
anon :3
>>303078
not really the best but its good indeed
caracol
Complement
rose
its annoying that shadow moves are super effective on all nonshadow pokemon, like it makes catching them a pain
anon
what on earth does #truke (must quote a post) do now
anon
>>303085
these fuckers... crispy shell...... so good....
SadChan🍉🍉
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its so fucking good bros......
rose
i hate mini eggs so bad icl
>>303096
anon
::cadbury
anon
aw
SadChan🍉🍉
cad BURY NICE
anon
>>303089
show us on the doll where the mini eggs hurt you
rose
in my pee hole when i stuck one up there and it reaaaally hurt like really bad and i was peeing blood for three days after
>>303101>>303098>>303099
SadChan🍉🍉
>>303097
WHY THE FUCK WOULD U DO THAST???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
anon
>>303097
i don't think you're supposed to put mini eggs up there
>>303100
good ending
anon :3
>>303097
?????????????????????????????????
SadChan🍉🍉
>>303100
OH THANK GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anon
Please wait for the technology to exist before you try oviposition fetish for real.
SadChan🍉🍉
>>303104
ON THE INTERNET?!?!?!??!????????????????????????????????
anon
>chat ain’t into sounding
>>303122
rose
i wanna try sounding
anon
rookie
anon :3
wtf is sounding
Himeposter
Sounding is making thing do sound?
anon
my sweet summer child
anon :3
no
anon :3
please
anon :3
I hate that so much
anon :3
it makes me very uncomfortable
anon
The limits of our technology are precisely the limits of what you're able to do with your dick. That far. And no farther!
>>303123>>303124
rose
.play third strike infinite
anon
>>303106
not with a mf mini egg
that shit too big
anon
>>303127
i knew those guys didn't have sex organs
BLESSED hussy (saved)
war is pretty gay if you think about it. penetrating another man.. and trying to penterate another man. thats very gay.
>>303131>>303132
anon
>>303130
true. when I’m doing war I only shoot women
anon :3
I need a femboy :c
nonners
i need to be hit by a train
>>303136
anon :3
>>303135
we can help each other ^^
nonners
what does that mean
anon :3
I do your wish you do mine
anon :3
ez
nonners
how do i do yours
nonners
i dont have a femboyu
anon :3
uhh
anon :3
you find a way
nonners
>find a way
cant believe ppl still fall for this
>>303145
nonners
>doesnt know
anon :3
>I indeed dont know
caracol
Um 🥺
anon :3
>>303151
oh damn that sounds good ngl
nonners
.play steppingfilter 101
rose
i like to eat it straight from the fridge
caracol
>>303151
Do you guys eat smoked salmon with cream cheese in the uk
>>303158
BLESSED hussy (saved)
bookmarked for the vibe
rose
>>303156
you can get that yeah, i had it once but there was way too much cream cheese compared to salmon
>>303160
nonners
i dont think ive ever bookmarked music
>>303162
nonners
cuz i usually remember it if its a banger
anon
i just youtube-download any music i like
rose
>>303160
nah it was overwhelming and i was there for the smoked salmon
nonners
i download it from soulseek, youtube only has 128kbps
rose
cos i love smoked salmon
rose
i eat it like i am a little animal and i go nomnomnom
>>303169
caracol
Yt-dlp is my savior

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