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rose
hon moding hair fr
rose
bitch i do, regularly
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
my hair just looks like emo hair
anon
>>326785
what about uhh those conditioners you leave in your hair
anon
i was blessed with 1A hair
rose
im tring to use less conditioner n stuff n shampoo too cos i think i was using too much of it
>>326802
Cyn
Wavy hair is peak, shoutout to wavy hair
>>326798
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
it looks black.. but if light hits it right you can see deep blue in it also. and my eyes are blue
sadmoder
it wasnt bad bad, but it looked like a pile of vegitables
anon
my hair goes over my eyes
anon
>>326795
usin too much product and fuckin with it too much does certainly cause issues
depends how often you wash it though i guess
Cyn
>>326803
same, ill shower when its shower day :P
rose
i used to wash it every day when i was younger cos i was STUPID
anon
>>326804
i don't think any crazy product will be killin it then lol
valerie
i see rose and i just think of temu rose toy
anon
>>326810
so much advertising... have you seen a bump in listeners at least
>>326824
anon
>>326810
hmmmmmm after careful consideration i think I'll check out lando but the rose one seems cool too
anon
temu rose toy😭😭
anon
deleteposting is a sin btw
Cyn
hehe
lost
that was a bit much tho
anon
>>326823
yeah it's where all the raiders get dumped it looks like
lost
yeah so i listened to a few song
Cyn
I hate having a music taste that literally nobody else has, stuck listening to 1930s army marches bruh
>>326831
anon
>>326827
click the lil plus beside the discord icon to see all the boards
they be kinda hidden
anon
>>326828
thats not uncommon on reddit and grand strategy game communities
>>326835
anon
i listen to black metal bands that have like 4 monthly listeners😭
>>326836>>326837
anon
i have an obscure music taste too but you can always find a community
Cyn
>>326831
met 23 trillion trans people from my country and they listen to basic white people music or game OSTs
>>326838
valerie
>>326832
what if i listen to oje of them, do you stop listening?
rose
>>326835
u say this like 1930s band marches is like any better lol
Cyn
ITS PEAKK
anon
.skip (voted to skip this video)
anon
instead of regular white people music army marches are "white people who make austrian painter invade poland" jokes
>>326845
rose
"i dont listen to basic white ppl music i listen to racsit white ppl music"
>>326843
lost
WHAT
anon
>>326843
NSBM can be nice, I think Peste Noire are good
rose
i feel like 1930s bandmarches got some severe racism udnertones
>>326850>>326852
anon
chat im so funny vril vril agartha agartha
sadmoder
rose orlando did you go to bitdizzys page to like her skeets about snuffbait
>>326851
Cyn
>>326847
sowwy cant control what my brain likes unfortunately [insert pensive emoji here]
>>326854
anon
>>326847
most nation music from that time is literally just "we're so amazing i LOVE not being a filthy foreigner my country so great" yeah
anon
burzum is great though not nsbm
>>326856
anon
ion fw burzum shits ass lokey
rose
its part of my branding as a pathetic little boygirl
anon
damian ojedas BM projects are good
>>326862
rose
im surprised this didnt get skipped
anon
>>326860
he's great too but i still think varg is like the greatedt metal musician oat
Cyn
>>326854
ive tried, no music ever hits the spot right for me
rose
.skip (voted to skip this video)
lost
its yume nikki music
anon
and i hate his politics btw but the man knew how to write a riff
>>326871>>326873
rose
.skip (voted to skip this video)
anon
play torquemedia 71
anon
umskiptar is marevspus
lost
.play electro swing random
rose
its not rlly tho is it
lost
ew
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
i may never be a woman but i will always be a castrated sterilized dead emo boy that looks cute and feminine
anon
i listen to this when i feel like im getting too confident
>>326883
Cyn
>>326879
no idea what that is [sobbing emoji]
anon
burzum is meditation in the forest
rose
>>326880
again, they should put you in a ward
anon
emperor is epic
rose
i dont think ppl like you should interact with society
anon
WOODS OF DESOLATION IS PEAKKK
>>326888
anon
>>326889
i do need to go to the ward but not becasue of my taste in musci
anon
psychonaut 4 is great
Cyn
>>326889
been there, done that, was shit, thought it was supposed to be cool and id get cool diagnoses instead of gender confusion disorder
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
i have a mental health evaluation with an MD in june.. its going to be lit
sadmoder
im going to delete post >>333333
anon
liturgy sounds great, hunter hunt hendrix really lucked out with being a passing oldshot
>>326916
rose
yooooo chamber of goonflection by fap demarco
>>326901
anon
im gonna cue more incelcore
rose
spend some time alone with your hand in your pants
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
i lowkey fap my bussy to this on the dl
>>326904
anon
oldshit
rose
understand that soon youll goon with better men, goon again
Cyn
>>326900
you're being sent to bulgaria
lost
>>326905
woah woah no...,its liminal song
rose
.play pavement slanted and enchanted
anon
mac(ular) de(generation) marco
anon
>>326905 fym tiktok brainrot😭😭
rose
.play pavement shoot the singer one sick verse
lost
>>326924
#freeze (only staff can use this command on this board)
rose
.play pavement rattled by the rush
rose
/play range life
rose
.play range life
anon
>>326896
we should watch some of her theology videos, those are peak
rose
.play shady lane
anon
/play sir benedick the moor aristotelian reptilian pavillion
anon
only yt links can be played right?
>>326923
rose
1
rose
.play beat crusaders sad symphony
anon
>>326920
i think so for the moment yeah
Cyn
.play family guy full episode uncut full HD funny complication part 6
>>326912
rose
.play beat crusaders joker in my pants
rose
.play beat crusaders delirious
rose
.play pillows i think i can
anon
.play sir benedick the moor aristotelian reptilian pavillion
rose
.play pillows beautiful morning with you
>>326930
rose
.play thank you my twilight
anon
are you spamming your own songs again
>>326937
anon
.play hunter hunt hendrix philosophy
rose
.play the pillows white guitar
rose
>>326933
yeah bro i play in pavement, beat crusaders and the pillows
>>326940
anon
jesus the cue is long
lost
.play scary jokes pavement
anon
great
rose
>>326940
i play in those bands dude
rose
im on tour with the smashing pumpkins, nature kids they dont know nothing and they dont deserve any more than me
anon
>>326949
tellin people to kill they selves ain't nice.....................................................................................
>>326952
Cyn
its nice when u do it to nazis <3
>>326954
anon
>>326950
okay well thats your opinion what if its my way of telling them to have a nice day
>>326955
anon
i have a bajillion reasons to suspect something with that name tho
Cyn
chat I hate life its so dangerous and shitty, I should keep myself safe
>>326961
rose
.play mike krol power chords
rose
.play mike krol 15 minutes
>>326963
rose
.play mike krol im a star
valerie
.play brain implosion energy drink
anon
>>326956
if you want to. i think everyone should have the right to take their own life
>>326966
anon
grab ur angel wings and ur sack of cocaine
anon
and make sure theres plenty of room in ur bag for blades
rose
>>326963
i think the album this song is from is like 15 minutes or so lol
Cyn
>>326961
dont we kinda already have that right? except if we dont succeed but still
>>326968
lost
.play jack sauber
anon
>>326966
yes but people still ''demonize'' suicide
Cyn
damn so im sinning by doing it, smh smh, too bad I dont believe in the bible shit
>>326971>>326972
rose
.play mike krol red minivan
anon
>>326969
i didnt mean it like that but some religions do belive that suicide is sinful
rose
.play clazziquai prayers
sadmoder
>>326973
then hell be dissapointed
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
if one of my social workers hasnt talked to me in over 8 days now can i get a new social worker
>>326979
Cyn
sowwy theyre not candies you can select
rose
.play we cant afford your depression anymore
anon
>>326976
honestly i dont get how social workers work like ive only ever heard of that from americans
>>326981>>326984
Cyn
>>326979
I once had to deal with social workers when I self-harmed a bunch, they were losers taking notes like reporters watching animals in libya
>>326987
rose
nah
lost
can i like sleep to them?
valerie
>>326979
invented by the government to force you to keep laboring so they can make money off you
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
well my socialworker abandoned me over 8 days ago and isnt returning calls and its bothering me cause i did have a hard week and paperwork i need help with
Cyn
Imma be on call with a therapist tomorrow and I'm just gonna traumadump so she cant delay the 1 hour session like all of them do
>>326992
anon
repper supremacy
Cyn
mfs observing homosapiens
anon
>>326986
im going to my psychologist tomorrow i havent had a session in 3 weeks
>>326994
Cyn
>>326992
I havent had a session in the past 2 years, my last "queer-friendly" therapist abandoned me for disagreeing with her on trans women in sports
>>326997>>327000
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
i can wait for therapy cause im telling her about all of this and getting advocate to help
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
like she can charge my insurance for appointmets but there is no service being done. i want a new lcsw
anon
>>326996
hmm yeah listenin to this queue might be crazy lol
i like listening to omori music to go to sleep, there's a bunch of good hours-long vids on youtube
>>327007
Cyn
I went to the psych ward as a last resort and was abused like hell there, so now I'm 2 years sober on antidepressants hehehe
>>327005
anon
>>327003
i got on fluoxetine like 1.5 months ago
lost
>>327002
yeah...idk i kinda avoid omori music for sleeping for some reason
>>327013
valerie
>>327004
my cisf therapist is trying to convince me i have an ED just because i forget food sometimes
>>327011>>327010
anon
>>327008
some ppl do that but if you emphatically do not then she's kinda silly for trying to force that
Cyn
>>327009
she sent me to an abusive therapist that was full-on transphobic cuz she couldnt "deal with" my "negativity" anymore
>>327020
anon
>>327007
hmmmmmmm what about uhh yume nikki and yume twokki, those have some good tunes
>>327014
!! yeahh!!
lost
mostly yume nikki ambience
>>327013
anon
ive been thinking about telling my therapist how im kinda making plans to end my life but i dont wanna end up in a loony bin
>>327022
valerie
>>327010
i have mild ADD and it causes me to hyperfocus, that's it
>>327018
Cyn
ADHD meds are banned in my country
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
i get asked if im sui @ the end of every appointment and i just giggle alot lol
>>327023
anon
>>327012
>when the therapist needs therapy
time to leave lol
some therapists should not be practicing
Cyn
she was also one of those anti-DIY minor HRT shit people
anon
>>327015
i think they only do that if you have a plan and intend to act on it, then they can try to stop you
but if you're thinkin abt it it's good to talk about it imo
>>327024
anon
>>327022
i kinda do have a plan but im probably not going to do it now. partially bacuse its a lot of effort
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
>>327023
i already told her its frequent for me to feel that way but i've felt that way my entire life anyways. its just a normal thing.
lost
i should rly play yume nikki at some point
>>327030
Cyn
chat question, how do I deal with ADHD and autism and shit when therapists refuse to diagnose it in my country and meds are outlawed
>>327034
lost
i think it would be better thsn yt shorts slop
>>327033
valerie
>>327027
>>327018
im not medicated, i just have to learn, is not bad enough to medicate its just bad enough to cause me to not eat sometimes
>>327032
anon
>>327029
anything is better than yt shorts.... yume nikke is pretty slow paced but nice atmosphere
>>327038
anon
>>327035
yeah i mean you just have to make it happen anyways
sadmoder
>>327035
before i was medicated the only motivation i had to do homework, or study was the impending panic of falling
>>327041
anon
>>327032
#this
outsourcing ur thinking and planning to machines is useful in these cases
anon
its so funny watching everyone type in real time
>>327054
Cyn
>>327037
I'm failing all my classes, very epic indeed, and I finish at fucking 19 as well so wow one more fucking year thats really great
>>327045
anon
.skip (voted to skip this video)
lost
.skip (video skipped)
sadmoder
>>327041
im sorry to hear that, what are you studying
Cyn
basic high school, although its the more privilliged brainy variety called "gymnasiums"
lost
bye chat
Cyn
night nightt
valerie
byeebyeee sleep well
anon
bye
lost
thx!!!!everyone
anon
>>327056
i think i heard admin talking abt that
it's kinda hard to get it all synced up though i bet cause everyone has different screen sizes
would be a cool ass idea thouh i agree
Cyn
>>327056
the box in the bottom left would be full of them
valerie
how do i newline on mobile, the enter button just sends
>>327061
anon
how do y'all like this song
>>327068
Cyn
>>327064
im listening to hungarian shit in the background, this site is muted
>>327070
sadmoder
>>327071
no? the shift key holds a modifer until you oress a key Ll
Cyn
dw my country sucks as well, hungary still has our dictator sheltered
anon
>>327079
you would have been groomed into becoming the perfect work slave
Cyn
>>327080
korea has fallen, japan has fallen, uk has fallen, usa has fallen, argentina has fallen, brazil has fallen, long live the seas
>>327087>>327108
rose
>>327079
you have to play league of legends professionally
anon
megszentségteleníthetetlenségeskedéseitekért
Cyn
my solution
anon
all radio would be pirate radio
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
how big is your yacht?
Cyn
>>327091
we'll sell pirated CDs to 3rd world countries to eat food and live
>>327096
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
we can play pirates and you can raid my bussy
>>327099
sadmoder
i kinda wanna get on a boat with an ak and the boys, seems fun yknow
Cyn
im from a 3rd world country and there would be stands of people selling minecraft cracked CDs
Cyn
we should be like those, but on the seas
Cyn
are there any balkanites here or just me?
rose
need a girl to call my hole my bussy, thatd do something to me i think
>>327102
anon
>>327101
rose i dont even know who you are but like do you ever shut up about gay shit
>>327103
sadmoder
i fw that
anon
im gonne unbisexual myself
>>327109
rose
cool
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
>>327082
norks won
Cyn
>>327105
im bisexual in the way that I only like trans women but dont wanna admit it to cissoids
rose
somebody painted over paint, painted wood
anon
>>327113
rubbing alcohol and actual grass
rose
i love pavement
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
>>327107
buy a crypto and stack that, then get a down payment on some rental properties and put some tenants in and repeate until you have 3-4 property rentals and live in 1
Cyn
>>327116
cheap is cheap, and big tobacco gotta make money, dont u feel bad for the big rich tobacco man? :<
>>327122
valerie
>>327120
i always feel bad for the liquor store owners family, thats why i wont quit
sadmoder
>>327123
yea, but some places wont if you know who they are and what theyre about
anon
>>327123
they do in the movies so yes
Cyn
over here I've been buying cigarettes and beer since age 17 and not once have they asked
>>327129
Cyn
theyre not paid enough to care
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
i geat carded if i buy anything or go to bars
Cyn
>>327129
yeah at my high school we all just smoke and dont study at all
anon
hi chat
anon
lole
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
i dont even think my id is valid anymore cause it doesnt have a sex listed on it
anon
y'all ahve fun with ur drugs im over here eating candy like a real one
Aleixi
walgreens should sell at home ivs so i can iv alcohol into my blood stream and not have to taste it
Cyn
chat genuine question: should I work out or should I cowmax, theres no in-between
>>327151>>327148
sadmoder
oooh
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
i am sipping tea
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
im not even on that coffee hard
rose
im a lil drunk on amaretto
Aleixi
>>327139
my hole is for prog and men
sadmoder
>>327143
it back and bigger than ever
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
>>327140
whats ur bmi right now
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
everytime i go to cook or make tea i am working out my legs/butt
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
also whats yr genetics, like whats ur ethniticity
Cyn
on the edge of overweight but not yet
Cyn
yes
rose
cowmax
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
if your latina in any way u shud gain weight if ur white u should lose weight
Cyn
deal
valerie
>>327138
marijuana is bad for you, mkay? dont do marijuan
anon
moooooooh
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
can get a daily workout in just by drinking tea all day and cooking a couple times
anon
if ur on hrt then weight cycle
>>327169
Cyn
still early on HRT though, and secretly DIYing a small dosage
>>327167
Cyn
DIY'd between age 14 and 16, now at age 18 im back at 2 weeks
anon
>>327169
no idea i havent looked into it
sadmoder
so yes
anon
probably
rose
>>327169
i mean estrogen changes when ur bodys sending its like nutrition for growth to
>>327176
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
cyn whats ur ethniticty
>>327174
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
hmm u should lose weight then
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
im slav and i gained weight ansd it went to my arms (bad)
>>327181
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
>>327181
i have ukranian blood from both parents but im american
Cyn
damn why is there no balkanites im going to keep myself safe
>>327184
anon
>>327183
im hungarian is that close enough
Cyn
no
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
my grandma was polish does that mean anything?
>>327189
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
>>327186
DONT GAIN WEIGHT
anon
or whatever they say
anon
my uncle is a nationalist but im not up to date with their lingo
anon
burgirhland
Cyn
>>327188
Elhangzott a szó, zeng az induló...
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
chat my cool ass watch just broke its band
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