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anon
>>326986
im going to my psychologist tomorrow i havent had a session in 3 weeks
>>326994
Cyn
>>326992
I havent had a session in the past 2 years, my last "queer-friendly" therapist abandoned me for disagreeing with her on trans women in sports
>>327000>>326997
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
i can wait for therapy cause im telling her about all of this and getting advocate to help
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
like she can charge my insurance for appointmets but there is no service being done. i want a new lcsw
anon
>>326996
hmm yeah listenin to this queue might be crazy lol
i like listening to omori music to go to sleep, there's a bunch of good hours-long vids on youtube
>>327007
Cyn
I went to the psych ward as a last resort and was abused like hell there, so now I'm 2 years sober on antidepressants hehehe
>>327005
anon
>>327003
i got on fluoxetine like 1.5 months ago
lost
>>327002
yeah...idk i kinda avoid omori music for sleeping for some reason
>>327013
valerie
>>327004
my cisf therapist is trying to convince me i have an ED just because i forget food sometimes
>>327010>>327011
anon
>>327008
some ppl do that but if you emphatically do not then she's kinda silly for trying to force that
Cyn
>>327009
she sent me to an abusive therapist that was full-on transphobic cuz she couldnt "deal with" my "negativity" anymore
>>327020
anon
>>327007
hmmmmmmm what about uhh yume nikki and yume twokki, those have some good tunes
>>327014
!! yeahh!!
lost
mostly yume nikki ambience
>>327013
anon
ive been thinking about telling my therapist how im kinda making plans to end my life but i dont wanna end up in a loony bin
>>327022
valerie
>>327010
i have mild ADD and it causes me to hyperfocus, that's it
>>327018
Cyn
ADHD meds are banned in my country
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
i get asked if im sui @ the end of every appointment and i just giggle alot lol
>>327023
anon
>>327012
>when the therapist needs therapy
time to leave lol
some therapists should not be practicing
Cyn
she was also one of those anti-DIY minor HRT shit people
anon
>>327015
i think they only do that if you have a plan and intend to act on it, then they can try to stop you
but if you're thinkin abt it it's good to talk about it imo
>>327024
anon
>>327022
i kinda do have a plan but im probably not going to do it now. partially bacuse its a lot of effort
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
>>327023
i already told her its frequent for me to feel that way but i've felt that way my entire life anyways. its just a normal thing.
lost
i should rly play yume nikki at some point
>>327030
Cyn
chat question, how do I deal with ADHD and autism and shit when therapists refuse to diagnose it in my country and meds are outlawed
>>327034
lost
i think it would be better thsn yt shorts slop
>>327033
valerie
>>327027
>>327018
im not medicated, i just have to learn, is not bad enough to medicate its just bad enough to cause me to not eat sometimes
>>327032
anon
>>327029
anything is better than yt shorts.... yume nikke is pretty slow paced but nice atmosphere
>>327038
anon
>>327035
yeah i mean you just have to make it happen anyways
sadmoder
>>327035
before i was medicated the only motivation i had to do homework, or study was the impending panic of falling
>>327041
anon
>>327032
#this
outsourcing ur thinking and planning to machines is useful in these cases
anon
its so funny watching everyone type in real time
>>327054
Cyn
>>327037
I'm failing all my classes, very epic indeed, and I finish at fucking 19 as well so wow one more fucking year thats really great
>>327045
anon
.skip (voted to skip this video)
lost
.skip (video skipped)
sadmoder
>>327041
im sorry to hear that, what are you studying
Cyn
basic high school, although its the more privilliged brainy variety called "gymnasiums"
lost
bye chat
Cyn
night nightt
valerie
byeebyeee sleep well
anon
bye
lost
thx!!!!everyone
anon
>>327056
i think i heard admin talking abt that
it's kinda hard to get it all synced up though i bet cause everyone has different screen sizes
would be a cool ass idea thouh i agree
Cyn
>>327056
the box in the bottom left would be full of them
valerie
how do i newline on mobile, the enter button just sends
>>327061
anon
how do y'all like this song
>>327068
Cyn
>>327064
im listening to hungarian shit in the background, this site is muted
>>327070
sadmoder
>>327071
no? the shift key holds a modifer until you oress a key Ll
Cyn
dw my country sucks as well, hungary still has our dictator sheltered
anon
>>327079
you would have been groomed into becoming the perfect work slave
Cyn
>>327080
korea has fallen, japan has fallen, uk has fallen, usa has fallen, argentina has fallen, brazil has fallen, long live the seas
>>327087>>327108
rose
>>327079
you have to play league of legends professionally
anon
megszentségteleníthetetlenségeskedéseitekért
Cyn
my solution
anon
all radio would be pirate radio
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
how big is your yacht?
Cyn
>>327091
we'll sell pirated CDs to 3rd world countries to eat food and live
>>327096
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
we can play pirates and you can raid my bussy
>>327099
sadmoder
i kinda wanna get on a boat with an ak and the boys, seems fun yknow
Cyn
im from a 3rd world country and there would be stands of people selling minecraft cracked CDs
Cyn
we should be like those, but on the seas
Cyn
are there any balkanites here or just me?
rose
need a girl to call my hole my bussy, thatd do something to me i think
>>327102
anon
>>327101
rose i dont even know who you are but like do you ever shut up about gay shit
>>327103
sadmoder
i fw that
anon
im gonne unbisexual myself
>>327109
rose
cool
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
>>327082
norks won
Cyn
>>327105
im bisexual in the way that I only like trans women but dont wanna admit it to cissoids
rose
somebody painted over paint, painted wood
anon
>>327113
rubbing alcohol and actual grass
rose
i love pavement
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
>>327107
buy a crypto and stack that, then get a down payment on some rental properties and put some tenants in and repeate until you have 3-4 property rentals and live in 1
Cyn
>>327116
cheap is cheap, and big tobacco gotta make money, dont u feel bad for the big rich tobacco man? :<
>>327122
valerie
>>327120
i always feel bad for the liquor store owners family, thats why i wont quit
sadmoder
>>327123
yea, but some places wont if you know who they are and what theyre about
anon
>>327123
they do in the movies so yes
Cyn
over here I've been buying cigarettes and beer since age 17 and not once have they asked
>>327129
Cyn
theyre not paid enough to care
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
i geat carded if i buy anything or go to bars
Cyn
>>327129
yeah at my high school we all just smoke and dont study at all
anon
hi chat
anon
lole
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
i dont even think my id is valid anymore cause it doesnt have a sex listed on it
anon
y'all ahve fun with ur drugs im over here eating candy like a real one
Aleixi
walgreens should sell at home ivs so i can iv alcohol into my blood stream and not have to taste it
Cyn
chat genuine question: should I work out or should I cowmax, theres no in-between
>>327148>>327151
sadmoder
oooh
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
i am sipping tea
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
im not even on that coffee hard
rose
im a lil drunk on amaretto
Aleixi
>>327139
my hole is for prog and men
sadmoder
>>327143
it back and bigger than ever
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
>>327140
whats ur bmi right now
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
everytime i go to cook or make tea i am working out my legs/butt
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
also whats yr genetics, like whats ur ethniticity
Cyn
on the edge of overweight but not yet
Cyn
yes
rose
cowmax
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
if your latina in any way u shud gain weight if ur white u should lose weight
Cyn
deal
valerie
>>327138
marijuana is bad for you, mkay? dont do marijuan
anon
moooooooh
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
can get a daily workout in just by drinking tea all day and cooking a couple times
anon
if ur on hrt then weight cycle
>>327169
Cyn
still early on HRT though, and secretly DIYing a small dosage
>>327167
Cyn
DIY'd between age 14 and 16, now at age 18 im back at 2 weeks
anon
>>327169
no idea i havent looked into it
sadmoder
so yes
anon
probably
rose
>>327169
i mean estrogen changes when ur bodys sending its like nutrition for growth to
>>327176
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
cyn whats ur ethniticty
>>327174
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
hmm u should lose weight then
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
im slav and i gained weight ansd it went to my arms (bad)
>>327181
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
>>327181
i have ukranian blood from both parents but im american
Cyn
damn why is there no balkanites im going to keep myself safe
>>327184
anon
>>327183
im hungarian is that close enough
Cyn
no
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
my grandma was polish does that mean anything?
>>327189
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
>>327186
DONT GAIN WEIGHT
anon
or whatever they say
anon
my uncle is a nationalist but im not up to date with their lingo
anon
burgirhland
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
chat my cool ass watch just broke its band
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
what the heck
Cyn
march on my hungarian lovelies
Cyn
boymoders irl look like the trump shooter
anon
i hate thos fuckass AI boymoder images
>>327208
Aleixi
IM KILLING MYSELF CHAT
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
yeah that is the most common boymoder spam ever made the ai boymoder
anon
boymoder drawings are infinitely more based even if theyre like vojak level >>327208
>>327212
Cyn
yeah AI is getting really scary I cant wait for trans women to be accused of crimes with fake AI security cam footage
>>327216
anon
>>327209
what if someone like.. uses it to generate a boymoder instead of reposting some saved image? i dont think that's neccesarily bad
>>327213>>327215
anon
>>327212
i think it looks like shit and it takes like zero effort
anon
ah, the classic "we can always tell"
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
>>327211
dont scare me like that duck
Cyn
wat
Cyn
what duck
anon
>>327215
instead of posting something they saved, they make it like, situational
>>327222
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
thats ur nickname
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
ducky
rose
>>327219
yeah but the image was made to be a meme, thats the intent behind it, but like the ideal is you draw silly little mspaint boymoder for the situation and its way funner
>>327226
Cyn
someone generate a realistic boymoder with faical hair n shit
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
haha
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
here i have a local model on my laptop ill try one right now
anon
y'all wanna see a self portrait i drew in ms paint
>>327231
anon
>>327229
i could literally not paint a boymoder that looks _somewhat_ like a boymoder
>>327232
rose
>>327230
give it a try instead of wallowing in your own "wehh i cant do it"
>>327233
anon
>>327232
i did try learning to draw for like a year, and i just cannot do it
>>327240
Cyn
the fall
Aleixi
aicels seething rn now
rose
i made a like troonjak of myself one time when i was like rlly going thru it, im so glad i didnt save it cos like it was a demonic image
>>327244
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
>>327234how did you get this photo of me anon
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
>>327227
here is a realistic depcition of a boymoder
rose
like, if its shit so what?\
>>327248
rose
its gonna be looked at once
Cyn
brb
anon
>>327241
its just unfunny if nobody can tell what it even is meant to be
>>327252
Aleixi
>>327247
thats not based- but the idea
idea based
sadmoder
she speaks softly so you know shes carrying a big stick
rose
no its a terrible idea it was like i summoned a demon
anon
sincerely as ever, me.
rose
lol, wimpcels
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
local models are such garbage
>>327261
Aleixi
ai image things have apps now?? fucking insane ass shti
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
14073.png
::boymoder glegle
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
14040.png
::boymoder glegle
camo!!ra/w0xPNjw
>>327261
do better anon
sadmoder
are glegle sexually dimorphic?
cringeanon
im no longer camo in now cringeanon
anon
>>327277
AIbros... not like this...
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
i try to boymoder but i have really big boobs that i dont try to hide i just rock them
>>327282>>327283>>327281
cringenona
>>327280
based boy with boobs
anon
i havent done my shots in like over a month and some of my chest growth went away. i nly didnt do them because i thought i was gonna kill myself soon but i never got to doing it
>>327287>>327288
anon
>>327284
then start doing your hrt shots!
anon
>>327289
mid chests also deserve love
Aleixi
helps your fat get to the spot it should be ur fqat isn't gonna magically move
anon
>>327293
no i think getting fat does lol
cringenona
i got fat and they stayed the same
cringenona
my tummy goees past them lmao
>>327301
sadmoder
>>327293
bigger pecs makes the booba lolk bigger
valerie
how soon after starting can you expect results? my levels of e have been high and idk, i just wanna know others experiences
>>327306
cringenona
>>327301
am getting on vvyanse soon its gunna save me
anon
i dont even do blood tests i just wing it
anon
I don't like muscular women...
>>327307
cringenona
>>327300
my chest was sore within the first few weeks, i had actual (very small) boobs around the first year
anon
i think im gonna do an all nighter
anon
Hello, this is the anti-cutting police WEE WOO WEE WOO NO CUTTING STOP CUTTING
cringenona
>just because i hurt myself im not a child
cringenona
doubt
cringenona
oh shush
anon
>>327322
and other thins you tell yourself to sleep
cringenona
my dad used to cut himself
anon
that and i can attentionwhore by posting pics of the scars
>>327331
Cyn
>>327316
daily reminder for the older people that people born in 2007 are now 18, get old'ed
sadmoder
>just because i cut doesnt mean im a kid
>acts like a kid
>>327336
anon
>>327331
yeah most of the time im just told that theyre gross bc its like not just light stuff
>>327339
rose
cutmoder
valerie
fun is for children
Cyn
enjoy being a wage slave or some shit idk
valerie
whinsy too
anon
>>327339
yes but i wanna do muscle or fascia on my calf
cringenona
dont ever go past beans wtf
cringenona
i got stiches on all my beans
rose
ive only ever done tiny lil cat scratches thankfully
Aleixi
>>327341
whenever i get good blades now i make sure to use them for something gross so i don't get tempted
>>327361
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
bike.jpg
umm i fell off my bike
anon
>>327352
the skin is irritated and red around it, sometimes it hurts a lot more than usual. usaully theres pus or a lot of fluid and stuff
>>327358
rose
):
sadmoder
damn hussy fell off
rose
my goat fell off :*(
anon
>>327358
it kinda is but its never gotten too bad
cringenona
u can get sepsis from beans
valerie
since we are on the topic, any tricks for shaving ocer top of fresh cuts, cause the hair grows back quicker than the svars heal
>>327364
anon
>>327365
i usually do just one or two cuts but i make sure that theyre either long or deep or both
valerie
so shaving around isnt very easy
cringenona
ive found that doing 100 cat scratches is much much more fun and safer than a few beans
>>327370
BLESSED hussy (saved) squirrel
my brain physically hurts if i see ppl cut themselves in real life or real time. like i feel papercuts in my brian
>>327373>>327371>>327372
Cyn
>>327369
my libido dies when I see characters blushing, idk what that says about me
>>327377
Cyn
blushing is blood vessels n shit
>>327379
anon
>>327374
ehh it just doesnt feel like enough. i think all it would do for me is it would annoy me. plus cutting over old smaller scars sucks
Aleixi
chat good time to mention hot water hurts like hell and is easier
>>327378
anon
>>327383
they gave me uhhh ket when they did mine i think
anon
or fent? idk
anon
something like that
sadmoder
prolly fent since thats a pain killer, idk if ket sould be enough
>>327397
anon
what the hell is this propaganda
anon
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anon
>>327390
but that doesnt hurt tho right?
Cyn
>>327390
I prefer having white lines on my arm
Aleixi
>>327390
woah i never thought of cold
anon
>>327391
do you want to take the ket pill or the fent pill....
"fuck it, ill take both :-DDDDD"
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