>>330328
unfortunately i had to delete it

sorry

>>330331
it's a hard question. I guess not fully. I understand what led to the behaviour. and I understand to never repeat that kind of behavior and I understand how to regulate myself better and communicate better and stuff. but I feel sorry for what I did.

>>330326
I like the way u think

>>330325
oh I was glad you stopped that kinda thing. But I think a lot of the time it's like I do want attention and love and I'm hurting a lil and there needs to be a healthy way to get that and other people be happy too

>>330338
ye

hello chatroom

is this where we go now that /lgbt/ is cooked? wheres my bmg?

>>330348
I'm still working on it. I haven't been bad to my current girlfriend once. and I show up for her as best I can. and I just love her so much and she knows my whole past and everything and I just appreciate her trust so much and her love and just her, she's wonderful. I'm so lucky to have someone so wonderful in my lhfe

.play 11 hours and 16 days-remix

>>330138
I wish 'change the subject to what really bothers them and do positive things together' was a realistic option :<

.play despacito

alright been here for like 3 hours, i'll come back later cya

>>330360
seeya tuna fish

>>330360
take care )

maybe I should get a girlfriend qnd dedicate tye rest of my life to her or i should simply not do that and overdose

>>330362
if instant transmission was a thing i would hang out with so many damn strangers from the internet at the drop of a hat

>>330363
thank u! I hope things are good for you too

>>330367
ill take them all to the fucking minecraft movie

we can take ALL the attention whores and go to the movies together

.play [YouTube]

>>330372
will you be mad at them if they talk over the movies if what they have to say is really really funny tho?

>>330338
oh huh I didn't realize they had new music, should listen to it sometime

it would be hard to hurt the minecraft movie, so no, it's fine.

>>330307
that's not some kind of dark evil secret tuna. all behavioral disorders are present in everyone at some level. I want you to be happy #hug

I'm realizing actually life is good

I have a really good opportunity to show the people around me that I'm doing the work and I can just live well the best I can. and then my life won't completely crumble around me because I can't regulate my emotions.

>>330378
hmm well I'll see, I mostly like their earlier albums, especially f#a#

is;nt

>>330317
it's ez to make

U just twist the loop and pass it through to make an alpine hitch

>>330386
what is easy to make

oh the knot

>>330399
noite ruim :(

I'm so cryptic I should enter my oracle arc

cool robes

>>330392
you make me feel like im autistic

awww no feel like sherlock holms

>>330395
sherlock howlems is autistic

>>330392
yeah well a month just flew right into my 3rd eye

>>330396
but with rizz!

I giggled a lil when U pointed that out, I wasn't implying that btw, kind of a funny conversational L

>>330398
B)

#ksay shrimb

I don't think he actually was though in the books

>>330404
i havent actually read any of the books so i will take ur word for it

He was definitely eccentric and I didn't read them all

the rain sounds nice

>>330400
also dont worry i dont have the reading comprehension skills necessary to understand what you did wrong

>>330326
it's the new witchcraft. better to talk about the specific behavior

I hope my friend who's been staying here for a. while. finds a place soon. I won't kick them out tho that would be evil and bad. I just want to sleep in a bed again soon

.play sea swallow me

>>330362
hmmm mabe like uh dressing her up or smthing enjoyable where I have something to do but it's still giving her lots of attention... improv?

but also it's nice having them here. we've deepend our friendship and had lots of hangs. so actually it's nice. I just rly do want the bed at some point and for their sake I hope they find a place soon just cause they really want a place to their own

this song holy shit

#ksay wasp pray

yeah i liek this song

>>330372
KINO and they can all shout comments and have to clap for each other they'll be so happy

oooh and use AI to replace the characters with their faces so they always feel important

>>330436
sillier things have been asked i can guarantee it

>>330440
nah, just based and normal

I can't imagine a world where me and my GF don't call each other faggots.

>>330440
i

>>330381
I think the 'I need to show them' is part of the problem :<

>>330449
yeah it is part of the problem. but I've been put in a position where I have to demonstrate it because I'm on thin ice for my behavior and vibe. so I have to demonstrate that I'm good and normal otherwise I don't get to do my work that I like and I'm very good at any more

>>330448
mmmmmm I think the same is relevant for some bdsm and dynamics and even hobbies

hey bitch

hello :3

>>330419
maybe you can trade off!

>>330459
nah they've got a bad back so I'm letting them have the bed. also it's not bad on the sofa I just miss snuggling my gf in bed honestly. and I'm not allowed over her's cause she lives with people who hate me (for good, justifyable reasons)

::dog

:: hot dog

>>330466
hey mind if i borrow this
#take

stop thief

>>330440
it's normal and self harmish like how men want to beat up others

>>330474
NOOOOOO

MI PERITO LINDO

>>330472
what if i want to get beat up

>>330488
::elgelg #give

i eated a toad once and also an ant

GONE

>>330450
maybe you can use this to change how you work but not stress out moment to moment, just giving it the appropiate attention

elgelg is a friend to NO DOG

>>330493
that's true. I am trying tho. I finally have a therapist. and I'm trying. and learning stuff

>>330486
normal and self-harmish

but also maybe necesary to indulge IDK I honestly think all sex is probably somewhat self harm because it's all about bodies and needing things from others but also IDK

>>330502

>>330502

what do u call self harm that u want to inflict on other people

>>330511
cruelty

I like being cruel when the other person really likes it when I'm cruel. but only then

.play depression nap

>>330461
awww have her visit u maybe hmmm or patch it up with her people!

>>330517
thats not cruelty thats just bdsm stuff

the problem is that self harm necessitates a self whuch i do not have

>>330522
oh yeah she visits all the time, it's nice c: it's just we have to sleep on the sofa if she wants to sleep over and it's tiny. but it's ok. only for a few more months maybe. I can't patch it up with her people, it would be unwise. it's better for them I'm not in their life any more.

>>330521
::terry

>>330484
I think a lot of instincts aren't good for us in the modern world :< but they might be! idk

>>330531
u win

>>330532
not good at thinking

>>330505
<3 I have my first appointment tomorrow I'm kinda pessimistic. I've been 'trying to change' for the last 10 years

>>330502
#tag (can only upload local images) patchouli

::squidward anal sex

>>330511
that's still self harm because it's harming your moral character and who you want to be

DRINK

waow it glows :3

>>330520
I tried fried crickets. Meh.

is it cruel to inflict pain on someone who does not deserve it

:;yaoi

>>330561
not if they want it. there's plenty of people who don't deserve pain but desire it.

aw i miss randalfriend

::randal

no ..........

i listen to this song all the time while i talk to the ghost in my basement

>>330528
I'm still patch pilled I'm in my patch arc plus like what if you built them a deck like in the soprannos and you're going 'ahhh it's all patched up'

>>330601
patching is good. but if it's someone you were in a very very complicated relationship with for 14 years. who doesn't want to see you again. then I think it's best for me to leave that person be and just live my life separate

::sigma

>>330602
ooof yeah.... I was hoping it was like a 1 year relationship which soured which I think u could be amicable after a while

>>330609
yeah had a couple of those. amicable with all of them. which is nice

>>330617
me 2 im waiting until i meet someone who wants to watch it with me

>>330568
such pretty drawings they had

omg i love the animation sm

how many bunny is there in the world

>>330616
<3 I'm glad :3

::big

gatote

>>330652
she still looks so nice

>>330656
actual truetrans defender? oh for some reason I thought it was at a maga rally with the big letters and such

For breeds there are 40 main breeds and about that many more cross breed ones too. but for a number total i dont know, but i know that they are not extincted. Total Land Surface Area 148,300,000 sq km I would guesstimate between 373,763,000-1,052,010,750 million rabbits

>>330656
???? am i missing something

::war

::AAAAAAAAA

what is the world's largest toy poodle

swords are cool I guess. I don't know what use I'd have of one if there weren't so many skeletons

she should have to share with u

That's my opinion

I have taken the T gel

I have an ok brother. he used to make fun of queer people and disabled people at school so when I became disabled and also started to realize I was queer. and also as my relationship with my brother was getting more and more distant cause he was making new friends and I didn't have any friends my age. I just developed loads of shame around my disabilities and queer ess.

.play in my mouth