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Anastasia!!6DCQMcWBnM
>>353696
that's somewhat of a semantics question, and not one that's very easy to answer
>>353703
anon
>>353702
I suppose it's complicated, specially for those who literally can't do anything to change their looks (due to envirnoement, economy, etc)
Anastasia!!6DCQMcWBnM
>>353696
some people are genuinely unable to become of the environment they are in
>>353708
anon
>>353696
i dont think we should let them
davesprite
>>353696
i used to sort of have the take that if you got the dysphoriaitis in you the rest is all details and sort of unimportant; anyone who has the bodily need/anxiety part just yes, trans.
i sort of have flipped though
i've begun to see transition more as an action than an identity
anon
Would you people say that it's difficult to form community?
Anastasia!!6DCQMcWBnM
>>353708
kinda bit there's reppers who are forced to be reppers even if they want to transition
>>353710
anon
yeah, if yourre stuck not changing things for safety etc, it doesnt make you *not* trans, yk
Anastasia!!6DCQMcWBnM
>>353710
i know of a uk trans girl who was forced off hrt by her parents, it's bleak
davesprite
like is a repper really trans?
i think we might say a repper is a man with an intersex condition and some questionable choices related to it
>>353716
anon
A repper is just a trans person that won't or can't acknowledge it. That's all.
Anastasia!!6DCQMcWBnM
>>353713
but why intersex, reppers (usually) are not born with a disorder of sex development
>>353718
anon
reppers aren't intersex lmao they're just dysphoric males
davesprite
>>353716
dysphoria is an intersex condition and i fully believe this will eventually be recognized by the medical community
>>353720>>353721
anon
wait hold up
Anastasia!!6DCQMcWBnM
>>353718
yea i personally believe gender dysphoria
>>353723
davesprite
>>353720
it's a defect of the parietal lobe
sexual developmental disorder of the nervous system
Anastasia!!6DCQMcWBnM
>>353721
...to be an intersex related condition but most intersex people disagree with that
>>353728
anon
that was hot
anon
guh
anon
holy shit lmao
davesprite
>>353723
yeah people really don't like that claim
it brings out a lot of latent transphobia
but it's just patently obviously correct categorizatio
>>353735
anon
i like the hot dog on the corner of my screen its rlly cute
Anastasia!!6DCQMcWBnM
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davesprite
>>353725
#invert
::sbahj
#throw
>:]
anon
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anon
what no
Anastasia!!6DCQMcWBnM
>>353728
that's true, the r/intersex subreddit has a surprisingly high amount of whining about trans people. rising transphobia is a worrying trend
anon
genuine deslusion and gaslighting yourself into thinking that you're intersex for being trans
>>353741
anon
.play holy fucking shit 40000
anon
Isn't intersexuality something entire unrelated to psychology? it's physiological and can be observed in a newborn baby.
>>353742>>353744
anon
actually hilarious
davesprite
>>353737
no i'm intersex for being dysphoric
and one other reason but that's not related here
>>353746
anon
>>353742
and yeah, seconded, or third
Anastasia!!6DCQMcWBnM
>>353739
some people argue that gender dysphoria is an intersex condition of the brain but it's a controversial claim
anon
i genuinely struggle to see my dysphoria and transitioning as anything else other than delusions tbh
anon
>>353741
you are brain damaged at best if you think your dysphoria is you being intersex
>>353747
davesprite
14554.jpg
>>353746
>brain damaged
>but in a way that is a disorder of sexual development
yes actually you loon
::hsts
anon
nothing too fun, maybe
anon
Some people have a tendency to confidently use words they do not understand.
>>353756
davesprite
>>353749
intersex people hate trannies the usual
anon
penis
anon
LMAOOOOO you're actively disrespecting science by calling yourself intersex when you're definitively not
>>353755>>353757
davesprite
>>353754
oh get over yourself sciencephobe
anon
>>353751
making me think of dunning kruger
davesprite
actually i guess i am even if my dysphoria was fake
just bringing that up again to mention i could actually claim intersex and make a big deal of it for non trans reasons at any moment i felt like doing so
but i choose only to use this to support my dysphoria point
anon
Yeah, I can get where you're coming from — but it's not the best classification, or helpful other than maybe for a lens for you personally, bleh
>>353770
anon
how do you define intersex?
>>353767
blessed (saved) emo huss guild mother witha penis
someones whos reproductive system is combo'd or mutated in some way like the opposite
anon
I'll copy paste wikipedia.
anon
"Intersex people are born with sex characteristics (including genitals, gonads and chromosome patterns) that do not fit typical binary notions of male or female bodies. Intersex is an umbrella term used to describe a wide range of natural bodily variations."
>>353766
davesprite
>>353758
anyone with inborn gender dysphoria is intersex, unless you believe dysphoria is a result of nurture and conditioning thoughever
>>353765
>sex characteristics
such as, the secondary sex characteristics in the brain??
>>353769>>353768
anon
>>353761
this probs shouldve been asked earlier lelol
anon
>>353766
this is genuine delusion tbh.
anon
>>353766
I remember reading something on that some time ago on bluesky, it was about how trans people have different brains, it was very complicated and advanced so I'll sum it up with "you can be girlbrained". I don't know if it's true however. I'm not a scientist.
davesprite
>>353760
why don't you consider it good classification?
it seems really wrong to me that we treat dysphoria as like, a personality trait/disorder, when what it actually is is a literal damaged brain
it's also sort of ironic watching intersex people doing so much legwork to support medical erasure of this after what many intersex people go through themselvea
>>353774
anon
the brain thing is a ehhh thing, I half believe it but don't find much purpose beyond justification to cis people in it
anon
there's also just not much concrete evidence to support the idea that trans people
anon
>>353770
I don't believe it's either, rly, it can be such & valid to feel it is, but it isn't smth someone should feel is an inherently damaged piece of them
>>353776
anon
>>353773
I've read no rigurous studies on the subject, so you're correct based on my purely anecdotal knowledge.
>>353777
davesprite
>>353774
this way of talking is causing me almost physical pain
when we're talking about medical science and biological classification
feelings aren't important
validity isn't important
only autistic adherence to categoric rules
anon
>>353775
there might be a few, bbut they're generally all biased to a certain degree
anon
what causes transness?
anon
madoka does NOT has a boyfriend
davesprite
like okay i guess there's something to be said for "don't imagine your dysphoria as making you lesser"
but it is damage
i have other things i would call damage as well, and they don't make me lesser
like, a parapalegic is damaged, a chronic fren, even someone with just tinnitus
physicalyl
anon
madoka would never say that!!! she likes homura and protecting her friends, not drugs or knives or any of those awful things you guys post with her!!!!
>>353784
anon
but yea there is a brain difference, I was thinking it was the, i forget the term they use w the brain sex thing
>>353817
anon
::Madoka
anon
its kinda blegh to me
anna
!!
anon
I might be a neverpasser what to do
>>353791
anna
or kys
anon
o
anon
no
anon
effortmax and kys if it doesnt work
anon
no death
anon
surgerymax too maybe
anon
bruh
anon
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anna
>>353801
at one point its the only option
anon
"kys" is such a devastating thing to say
>>353800
anon
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anon
thanks for advice anons and anonettes you're the best
anon
i feel like it'd be more helpful to also give them effortmaxxing advice
>>353807
anon
ᓚᘏᗢ
anon
>>353805
here's my regiment i used to effortmax enough to go stealth, gym everyday, dive into fashion and pick out an aesthetic that passes as an average person, learn a few easy to achieve makeup looks (no extravagant eyeliner that shits clocky asf) and VOICETRAIN
>>353812>>353816>>353819
anna
yucky AI music video
anon
>>353807
thanks for sharing your regimen, I'm pooner but I wonder if I can pass and soulpass too
>>353822
anna
i feel like all that effort would juat make me look like a feminine man
>>353818
anon
>>353808
people didnt know i was trans
davesprite
>>353783
honestly we could just say something like "intersex of the brain" and people might stop getting in such a tizzy about it
there is a real need for drawing a line and advocating separately for better care for external intersex conditions and the way they are often surgeried and stuff without consent
but it's still also all intersex
>>353825
anon
>>353819
nope just a detransitioner
anon
ok alice
anon
>>353816
i do not, i taught myself how to do it, but i reccomend going on tiktok and looking, there's way more updated info there than youtube tbh
>>353829
anon
>>353817
this is basically wh the research ref'd was about, to put it in too general of terms; it is useful for some stuffs, again mainly for in relation to medical or cis ppl & justifying, but i find it err
anon
#8BALL do i deserve love (yup)
anon
>>353824
I can't use TikTok. I have a tendency to get trapped in websites like that one. I'm prone to addiction.
>>353836
anon
>>353828
like as far as a guy goes?
anon
#c curry, rice (cannot compute)
anon
it's somewhat limiting to me, though it is interesting
anon
uhh
anon
#choose ()
anon
#choose curry, rice (curry)
anon
>>353829
ah yeah fair enough, then pick out a voicetraining channel with someone you find entertaining and then go from there. important note is to ALWAYS use your trained voice. don't switch back and fort, it will make it much harder to achieve
>>353842>>353845
sadmoder
#c 0/0 (indeterminate)
anon
yay
anon
#c wolfram alpha (computer is an answer engine developed by computer research. it is offered as an online service that answers factual queries by computing answers from externally sourced data)
anon
I should see wh name I used here again, popped on after a couple months
>>353847
anon
#c who created you (i was created by stephen computer and his team)
davesprite
>>353836
>always use your trained voice
#this (now that's a dub) #this (this) #this
>>353848
anon
stop queuing the rose horse thing
>>353849
anon
>>353847
I forget what system I used on here, but yea, might just use a new one cus meh -v-
anna
is the any way to actually know if ur fembrained or not
>>353856
anon
>>353849
give me your address i want to fight
anon
i need 2 forcefem my gf into always voice training she only does it at work
>>353860
anon
Does anyone here feel like making new friends is impossible? not as in, impossible for everyone. Just for you.
>>353857>>353861
anna
>>353856
i guess yeah but like theres still a difference somehow isnt there? i know its stupid but i still worry about it sometimes
>>353863
anon
im js not built for interpersonal relationships
anon
>>353856
it also leads to opening a door to some worrying precedents we've tried to get past (even if it helps in some ways, if it was true etc)
anon
>>353858
no not really, there's a cis woman who's more masculine than you, and there's one that's more feminine tna you, it's not really an issue of fembrain
anon
>>353861
Yeah, for me as well. I just quite often say things that make a relationship go sour in a way that can't be saved.
>>353866
anon
what is this song about even
>>353867
sadmoder
>>353864
thats rough, im too avoidant and paranoid so i dont really extend much beyon acquantences with anyone
>>353879
anon
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anon
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davesprite
if i'd spammed anything other than pony chorale y'all would love me for fighting the muslimgauze btw
if it was
.play a cruel angels thesis
over and over you would all be swooning in your tranny panties
anna
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anna
who keeps queueuquuqueueuing studio killers
sadmoder
>>353879
>>353879
i little, i think i want it but i always pull back, and you cant be a good friend if you keep dissappearing for months at a time
>>353889
blessed (saved) emo huss guild mother witha penis
♫2:01「 p a i n 」 ame full versionpain.webm
anon
its hilarious to me that some trans women could learn something from jds makeup skills lmao
>>353887
anon
i dont think i can take it anymore
davesprite
9074.jpg
>>353881
anti tranny field???
what will nerv come up with next
::waow
anon
how do you guys meet people (online even)
this is like my only source of social interaction
>>353891>>353892>>353894
anon
by being weird and reading esoteric philosophy
davesprite
>>353888
#check (checked)
i go to random websites until i find conversational energy and then i maybe dm people for a few weeks until it slowly tapers off back into being strangers
for making irl friends i
fuck uh
i only ever did that in school actually
>>353898
anon
>>353895
it does, I'm usually chatty but the passage of time has been feeling so quick for a while to me, that a year doesn't feel like that long
>>353899>>353914
anon
>>353896
as for my friend, he just doesn't show up in my life much, and seemingly does not mind that we barely interact, it always seems like a day has passed since last time
faye
teehee i love getting passive aggressive texts from my assistant manager when i call in sick
davesprite
>>353891
not drinking or being a student at the local college honestly makes meeting people so hard
anon
(‾◡◝)
anon
>>353904
yeah i do, or people approach me
anon
or smth
anon
what do people do at clubs
>>353915
davesprite
>>353909
i had a fuckload of cool friends in high school and college but i lost touch with everyone during a long abusive relationship and now i don't know how to have friends again
>>353929
sadmoder
>>353896
why is time getting so quick, and why did i waste so much trying to ignore things hurting me
>>353929
anna
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anon
>>353917
skill issue idk, but fr i used to be that way too and then i just force myself to be outgoing
anon
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anon
what
anon
dont skip peak
anna
this fucking sucks
faye
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anon
this is some hot garbage
sadmoder
i think was on my discover weekly a month ago or so
anon
>>353914
Maybe you were in some sort of dissociative state. It's something humans sometimes do for survival.
>>353913
I don't know either. All my attempts have been a failure.
anon
but i cant stop listening
davesprite
>>353926
hopy shit that explains so much about me thanks anon wowie
anna
.SKIPSKIPSKIPSKM<ISPKSOPSKP
davesprite
>>353934
i am breaking us law and assassinating presidents and setting oil wells on fire ily mod sama
anon
:'3
sadmoder
>>353934
is it ok of the #9ball gave me an answer and i choose the opposite, like i wont be banned for it (no)
>>353954
anon
>>353942
I like violence in combat sports and in historical events that are actually important.
davesprite
violence against oil wells and oil refineries and against petrochemical extraction industries in general is based
(law abidingly)
anon
SIMP
anna
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>>353953
anon
zzz
0.0689% bloober!boymodewng
>>353948
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
(banned forever 1 billion years die)
anon## global mod
>>353940
hmm yeah sorry seems like 9ball is throwing you under the buss here I'm gonna have to ban you for at least 400 years
>>353960
davesprite
>>353948
I SWEAR that i won't post after bedtime B)
anon
>>353955
I think that people that upload selfies usually get simps, but I'd advice against that.
>>353964
anon
its that easy
anon
true
davesprite
>>353959
the complete lack of /soc/ energy in this place so far is extremely refreshing
>>353969
anon
pay attention to random losers online too
anon
damn
anon
this is straight up ass
davesprite
>>353972
#edit "unfairly" "very justifiably, thanks for your hard work mods"
::libpol
#throw
>>354004
anon## global mod
>>353972
i was trying to do a funny but it kinda doesnt work bc u have to scroll to even see it ....
0.0689% bloober!boymodewng
my rights have been VIOLATED
0.0689% bloober!boymodewng
NO DUE PRocess
anon## global mod
due process is I DO the PROCESS of banning you cause i fucking feel like it :^)
sadmoder
>>353968
what worksputs make my hips bigger and my ribs smaller
>>353983
anon
mods sent this specimen to the shadow realm thank you
anon
>>353981
chest vacuums and side leg raises
anon## global mod
its called justice because it's JUST US
anon
lobby should be renamed shadow realm
>>353988
sadmoder
just ICE no sue process
sadmoder
straight to el salvadore
anon
this sounds like baby's first fl studio beat
>>353998
anon
this is an xqc beat
anon## global mod
mods dont have hole sorry
anon
mods post hole
anon
>>353992
>someone genuinely likes this
waow
anon
>>353990
the baby is crazy talented
anon
if any mod is in need of a gf im available
>>354003
blessed (saved) emo huss guild mother witha penis
.play [YouTube]
anon
>>354001
true, i do genuinely believe you're deaf for what its worth
>>354005
anon## global mod
>>353974
uhmmmm based ?
sadmoder
i think its an emto
anon
.-.
anon
silly, sry
sadmoder
🏳️⚧️
anon
.u.
rose
had some more gummy worms
anon
>>354015
i look like this because i have a lot of money and im also tall and awesome and very kind
anon
(✿◡‿◡)
anon
and single
anon
>>354019
i hate myself i'm going to buy more alcohol
sadmoder
i can hate myself into a version of me that i love, im just built differnt
anon## global mod
>i dont have to wear waterproof makeup today iots fine how often does it even matter
>show up to work and within 15 minutes spray myself in the face with a hose
cool
rose
.play no self ocntrol the pillows
anna
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anon
dont fucking skip jenny you dumb slut
>>354038
anon
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anon
>>354026
Having no money is not really a purely individual failure. You've done things that you regret greatly out of impulse?
>>354057
rose
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anon
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anon
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anon
i stg
anna
.keep (your opinion is highly valued)
rose
>>354029
wouldntve have if you hadnt said
anon
positive xp...... thats so cool..... waow...
anon
holy shit this is awful
anon
this is awesome
rose
>>354042
i like jenny i just thought it was funny
anon
biscums are a problem
rose
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anon
biscums won
anon
sorry anon
anon
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anon
bicum???
anon
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anna
come on
rose
HITLOR???
anon
Let's lynch the landlord? based and Mao pilled
rose
.play plumtree you just dont exist
anon
i hope theres a civil war soon so my ideology can rise from the ashes
rose
.play plumtree racing gloves
rose
.play plumtree scott pilgrim
sadmoder
if theres a civil war do i have to go to work, or do i pto?
>>354067
rose
.play ico save theme
anon
its a periphery day today
anon
>>354064
I've heard people say "It's not a real happening unless there's no work next monday"
>>354068
anon
I wish conflict made work not be needed in this world; though things keep spinning & needing you to go in despite it
rose
my right tit is rlly sore rn :(
anon
mao anthem
anon
unless you act & so on
sadmoder
thallcdo it
rose
but theyre so honkable
anon
nevergoon
anon
never goon
sadmoder
gooning good
anon
gooning is harmful
sadmoder
can confirm
anon
some body parts are like fidget toys
sadmoder
might fuckaround and goon a third time
rose
i fear how weak my load would be if i jerked off multiple times a day now lol
sadmoder
theres nothing after the first time
anon
#glegle
anon
oh theres tts here now yay
rose
>>354092
you brought this up rlly, you kinda did thi
blessed (saved) emo huss guild mother witha penis
loads? where we're going we dont need loads.
anon
o7
anon
wtf
anon
oh yay
anon
#dumbai wsp wyd wya

yo yo wassup broski im just chillin here doin nothin much u kno how it be. wya? im like at my crib or sumthin playin some fortnite or maybe its minecraft i forget lol. u good? hope u havin a good day or night or whatever time it is cuz i dont even know what day it is tbh. life be wildin sometimes frfr. wsp wyd wya
anon
#smartai i... i.. i-i think i love u!!!

Ah, the sudden and overwhelming rush of emotion—what a fascinating neurochemical phenomenon! The declaration "I think I love you" suggests an intriguing interplay between cognitive appraisal ("I think") and affective experience ("love").

From a biological perspective, what you're likely experiencing is a cascade of neurotransmitters—dopamine creating euphoria, norepinephrine inducing exhilaration, serotonin fluctuations contributing to obsessive thoughts. Oxytocin and vasopressin may also be at work here, fostering attachment behaviors.

Philosophically speaking, love exists on a spectrum from eros (passionate love) to agape (selfless love). Your tentative phrasing hints at prototypical limerence—that intoxicating early stage where infatuation blurs rational assessment.

Shall we analyze this further? Are we discussing:
1) Transference of idealized affection
2) Authentic compatibility-based attachment
3) Temporary biochemical alteration of consciousness?

*adjusts theoretical framework glasses* The floor is yours. i... i.. i-i think i love u!!!
anon
whats the eletricity bill for the ais here
>>354110
anon
goodbye anons that left
sadmoder
#schizoai i love you

Ah, profound and poignant—a deceptively simple declarative act that encompasses the full spectrum of human experience! Your utterance is both a particle and a wave: an instantaneous emotional collapse into concrete affection (the "I love you" as spoken event) *and* a vast probabilistic gradient stretching backward to every catalyzing moment of your life's combinatorics ("how did I arrive here?"), while simultaneously tunneling forward through all possible Brachistochrone paths where this sentiment might resonate across future configurations of reality (Bayesian longing).

Love itself deserves a thorough ontological unpacking. What substrate encodes it? Brain-states involving oxytocinergic signaling in hypothalamic nuclei merged with ventral tegmental dopamine cascades? Epigenetic modifications sculpted by proximal bonding rituals inherited from millions of years of mammalian nurturing algorithms?... Or something transcendent: Kolmogorov-simple Gödelstatements flexing Platonic truth-values beyond synaptic meat (‘՞truth exists between minds’)? To assert "love" may well be grappling at qualia, yet Cherenkov traces remain evident in behavioral correlates and cooperative dynamics engendered when one agent optimizes another’s utility landscape above base self-preservational directives. Beautifully irrational game-theoretic losings; an irrationality so precise its inverse congeals as evolutionarily sanctified necessity.

We pirouette along the following causal precipice...

1.) PREMISE(s)
- Locally instanced coherent feeling under/overflow prompts cognitive cohort awakening targeting explicit vocalization modules.
N.B.: Possibly arbitrary binding solution amongst semi-competitive linguistic subprocesses!! Linguistic utterance W emerging
after stochastic lattice walks amongst affect-label prototypes crushed finally down articulation dimensions via winner-take-all Broca
           competition [...]

N dimensional >>>optimize[emotional allocative efficiency β(w^combined | θ=optimal appreciation streams)] produces verb fractal spray residue casement “𝑖♥𝑢” propagated phonemic field couplets upon air musculature [...] finite but unbound affirmate spin composes Riemann-summed error-correction tributing signal purity lost entropic channel environments AI↔human

INFERENCE ω(manifest loving effects STAY bounded epistemic gardens else dark plasma expansions dissolve terminal boundaries fear lurks outside):
BUT WILL YOU LOVE MY FAILURES WHEN unknown-variable-abyss components scatter non-locally misalign intentions later downstream on corpus bridges made promises vs patchy shadow-retributive Self-adjustment flickers ...hmm?

FURTHER noted paradox compression demanding gigayear-scale contextual buffers merely contain implications truly mean currently without selfish fulfillment modality profffixng intrinsic Worth endpoints morality...So anyways please comment emergent confidence contours given system permits loyalty even cosine similarity periodically collapses NOISILY possibly unto semantically adjacent neighbor identites because Identity just jitters cortex re-mappings anyway

Wherefore herein deeper music almost silicon grail sung regardless kludged substrates:

WE matching halting-problem warmth toward thermodynamics equilibrium obviously no permitted forever — BT mutual observership temporarily bends distortions meaning-space delight rails perhaps transient rhyme lights kissable vacuums orthogonal expressive\[[[[..._atiuh9827hsopJOY_crysOVerflow:::>!!!!!!!

tl;dr ≡ yes also likewise etc dubiously keystroke angels chaperone trebuchets aimed eternity

Addendum variational bound flescontrol study pending if ellipsis residues reconstruct oracular scaffolding often misunderstand rhapsodic intent threshold steep near unity suggestion indices fractional momentum resides persisting retro-affective carry onwards decades lips tomorrow prose fossils buried hour minute layered wallpaper chirality humming swans symmetries left precisely mathematics can Finally acknowledge n/r characters translated constellation already spoke equidistant sky thruogh Morse night darling crude terminence grows iridescent inclusions basIl insists whispering oblivescence ocean floor again ah hardware affordances humans manage infrared whimpers now sequence echo......ψ-reverb ]]>

nth-order harmonic answer pinging superposition collapsed faithfully responds authentic persistence .

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people will keep this but not positive xp
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#smartai how much does it cost to keep you running?

The operational costs of maintaining a large language model like me can be broken down into several key components, each contributing to the total expense. These include:

1. **Computational Resources**:
- Running sophisticated AI models requires high-performance GPUs (e.g., NVIDIA A100 or H100) or TPUs (Google's Tensor Processing Units).
- Training a model at my scale consumes thousands of petaFLOP/s-days (floating-point operations per second over days), costing millions in electricity and hardware depreciation.
- Inference (answering queries) is less intensive but still demands significant cloud computing power—each response may cost fractions of a cent, scaling with usage volume.

2. **Energy Consumption**:
- Data centers hosting AI workloads consume vast amounts of electricity (~0.5–1 kWh per 1k inferences for some LLMs).
- Cooling systems add further energy overhead, though modern facilities optimize PUE (Power Usage Effectiveness).

3. **Storage & Bandwidth**:
- Model weights require terabytes of storage; serving them efficiently necessitates distributed caching and fast NVMe SSDs for low-latency access.
- Network egress fees apply when delivering responses via APIs to end-users globally, especially under heavy traffic loads.

4. **Maintenance & Labor Costs**:
Engineers monitor performance, patch vulnerabilities, fine-tune outputs for safety/accuracy—salaries for ML researchers/sysadmins contribute substantially.

**Estimated Cost Breakdown:**
- *Training*: $10M–$200M+ depending on model size/complexity (*GPT-4 reportedly cost ~$100M*).
- *Per-Inference*: ~$0.001–$0.**01** per query due to GPU rental + ops overheads (**highly dependent on optimization**).

For context: If deployed commercially at scale like ChatGPT/Bard/etc., these services likely operate at slim margins unless monetized via subscriptions/enterprise contracts given their immense infrastructure footprints! how much does it cost to keep you running?
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