am seeing wut collar design i wanna do
havent had access to one for 2.5< yrs

fufufufu

also, might hab posted one or two of these b4 but past, some from depresso post breakup era, of room n setups ive used
some stuff was for testing diff stuff for retro lab n general home lab---

heh

yis--
is again mostly stuff, other than the tv which was old one family used, from estate sale of a late US military comp engineer who had free stuff

it is clean dummy this was years ago

its a mess somewhat there yeah but ik where everything is n was functional for that moment
but wasnt permanent

~u~
would be maid for chat lel

hm ? idk

dont think so

ou ic, hope its going alr (:
used to enjoy n do bug hunting more
is what the lab stuff was for, for a lil while awa

lel
its moved to a smol smol office away from my room (so i dont work n eep in the same place) but yeah basically bwaa
for before i move outs again
aaa

interested in seeing peeps when not a case thatd be bad to share

;-;;;

i feel that as ive been going through like a decade of pics ive taken

pat

i feel that, i dont look at mine but keep them cus i like having documented parts of life to write abt or journal on idk
i dont check though, or try my best not to
do what u need for selves x

and lel

yeah, i was gon say posterity but felt id be
am self critical abt my photo archive a lot

:з

>>383150
#throw
::vivi

aw i found a pic from 2600 or smth from the 90s of a guy w a free kevin sticker on his laptop in bed

rip kevin mitnick .3.

bwa

aw
hope u can do some work that makes u feel fulfilled urself
n wishes well if chu were the peep w the factory struggles 2

i might try n get a like
i could/should probably get a remote gig thats even just part time n maybe add another if it is alr
and yeah, really

i have a struggle w it cus i have a lot of independent / + extensive portfolio of stuff but most of it is personal or stuff i feel nervous ever putting on my CV, i worked on sum for a while but wanna write my essay/reporting im doing rn n maybe use that as a jumping off point
yeahhhh

like, i was taking a python ras pi linux game dev class at a local community college summer class at 12-13
n made some lil game stuffs, ran forums n wrote a lot of fiction but
its all attached to so much of the struggles i had in those yrs yk, i hope you can find a middleground even if not the happiest one just yet urself

god that pic lol

mhmm
its also tough when i/you do mostly self taught stuff or were mentored by peep(s)
n am also a generalist so it adds another layer
but also lel

mhm
feel that too
like, i can do a lot/workaholic myself too easily but
its smth thats hard to show when its a lot of small things or things i probably dont want employers to generally know but
im kind of hoping, thanks to a connection w someone i knew p well from doing work w his crew
peep who now writes for cybernews abt hacktivism n cyber/infosec, might be able to land smth helping or writing n aiding him

yeaa, ive gone into that lightly but
i'd recommend uhh

ill link the documentary cybernews did on him, jack rhysider/darknet diaries did an ep w him cus he is a hacker who got one of the harshest sentences in the 00/10s for smth p small (10 yrs, has 2 yrs of solitary)

journalism isnt dying, youre just not looking in the right places n ur behind lel
though i get the sentiment

love what 404media has been doing since those peeps went independent from vice/motherboard
same with robert evans n cool zone media coming out of cracked n i heart

he didnt get solitary at sentencing i believe, but he was given it in the ways that many prisoners are, its strange how hackers get it ; kevin mitnick as i mentioned earlier was one of the early early hacking/CFAA cases in the US n he had i think close to or over a yr of solitary in the 90s

also why would i tell you my age

lol

=3

yeah, its just
its horrid n i feel for them so heavily
ive heard interviews/memoir esc retellings of peeps stories who went through it in juvenile

hia dave ! weba

ill link the cybernews hacktivist/journalist i was referencing working w
he started a group called ETA in the early 00s or so n i joined long after due to his work on ops like OpChildSafety which was to get cs4m removed from social media platforms n monitor, then report predators/threats to vulnerable ppl to non profits that handle it from there

i joined originally though at the time i was actively doing Ukraine stuff focused on defense/awareness n fighting authoritarianism

howve u been liking it now thius far in ??? or done or i forget the length

also, note im not defending what he did when he was a teen/young adult, he was stupid but grew up from a tragic home life
he got 11 yrs apparently, but while the title is technically correct, he was a security worker there n just ran a cd to let him use the buildings office PCs to be in his botnet for ddosing, its a mess but he's become a great guy in the time since n been through so much
[YouTube]
https://www.ghostexodus.org/

he started the group n the botnet was for fighting cyberbullying/child preds
is a long story but is a interesting guy, he cringes n doesnt agree w the anon shit he did mostly n his actions back then beyond stopping the horrid peeps yk

he's a complex guy

>>383226
aw
yeah

oh

>>383238
he ran eta, a group i joined up w in the past 5 yrs to do ant predator n ethical actions to fight russia involving ukraine
hes now a journalist type peep but hacktivist more so who writes abt these topics
also yeah

i have a hard time articulating it but mainly due to my upbringing, having parents who are in their 50s now as im gen z in so on
have what ppl would probably call, but i wouldnt describe myself as this sincerely due to my opinions on generations n such classifications, an old soul or smth similar
was big into web BBSes/+message boards, IRC, n made my own internet forums at 13

>>383248
lol

i think i have a good few criticisms of hussy i have memory holed, for the most part (ie involving his control n management of the game studio doing the homestuck stuff n so on), but psycholonials writing n style is smth i seriously respect

oh wait is it actually deepseek?

ah ic

funny thing, i jailbroke a chromebook i had recently (i have a good few) n it thought i just bought it
it gave me a year free of google one/subscription (100 gigs of drive, etc) n also gemini pro for 1 yr

>>383266
yeah, he taught me a lot through different stuff, lemme link one of his talks on hacktivism/ethics that was a good thing for me to see as someone involved w the Ukraine aid stuff

yh

[YouTube]

heres the talk, also his legal name he uses for his journalism

i listened to the pod story on the other hacking/game dev mentor i had when i was in high school the other night (played the pod here n talked w peeps)
n she was a trans reverse engineer n hacker who was so incredibly smart n kind, was sent to a male prison for two years due to bein in a hacker group who went way too far in her teen years
but took a lot of lessons from peeps like this as they can tell poeeps how not to n how to create a code of ethics when thats rare in the scene nowadays

cya dave

:3

hoping to, with my archive n community/union like media/writing n documentary group, create a space to teach these lessons to a wider group of people n how to be safe, protect vulnerable peeps in their community n so on

hi nona ~ !

- 3-

weba hru

aw

my ex bf tried to/showed me a good bit of it
i hope to be able to watch it w someone im actually safe/comfy w n can be open abt it w down the line

oh god, i need to get a photo of that shirt that ex bf gave me n the absolute cursedness/horror of it lol
and no no dw ! lel

not peeps fault n is smth that happens, just wan explore the media once i have that space again, i hope u 2 can get to watch n have a nice time w it, rly ^^

< 3

(✿◠‿◠)

cus its funny, i wanna find that shirt (funny in a absurd wtf dude way), but this guy is kinda why i stopped dating men for a long time, even tho am pan or demi or such bwa
he told me we were gonna go to an anime convention
n i went in a skirt n so on (its midwest windy, -15f winter, him also wanting me to wear a bridget cosplay for his sake) n at a hotel
with no warning it turned out to be a furry con w uh

yk
giant furry con that was like
18+

1999

aw

yeah, i have a lot of frens who are furries n im puppyg/u/rl brained but
that was like such sudden whiplash of expectations lol

yeah, i can say that

same >>383334

🥺

ok edgelord

minnesota not cool to nuke smh

(i dont even live there)

It has occured to me my brain has not registered which states are east and west

lol

i need to visit minneapolis eventually, i think i went a long time ago

[no comment[

aw

cuties

>>383350
r u from around there lel

oh yeah that guy the furry guy had me living w him in a sketchy area, two bedroom apartment w someone else in chic

yeah

the point a lot of the groups who do aid there will tell you is how the police are much of the reason the violence cycle continues, the insertion of them into any situation leads to so many issues n the need for a collective/affinity group of friends to protect themselves in ways they shouldnt feel to need to

>>383364
yeah detroit has more but chic n eastern chic into indiana has a lot

This show has very intricate backgrounds

ive been nearly arrested for stupid ass reasons 4 times there

Do they still make pepsi max I thought that was limited edition

one time idk if they noticed or looked me up n down as i was in a passenger seat of a car w a guy but they gendered me correctly lol

:)

1312

heh

real ::waow

::woaw

bwaa

also i learned of how the supreme court decided in the past that the police can deny applications because someone is 'too smart'

and that police unions get them out of e v e r y t h i n g

take for instance, portland

also in the meantime, there needs to be replacements of such w mental health n such resources as has been shown to actually help, as we would have the lowest crime rates if police did anything to lower crime

oh it didn't embed

>>383392
cute

>>383392
#throw

yeah, i was glad to see the ohio community stepping up to protect their kids after the police n neonazis collaborated again recently to yell slurs at them on the way out of shcool

school*

yeah, theres also been good systems in some places where it worked like somewhat of a draft or community expectation, where members would do such n cus of that usually have their communitys needs at heart

(w systems of vetting, obvs)

lel yeah id prefer that even if i still think more work would need to be done, but there have been a lot of good discussions/writing/vids on the methods of community justice n how it can protect communities & provide better outcomes for the victims n for getting perpetrators back into society

hiii! weba c:

i luv u 2 peeps

Definitely gonna watch more episodes of this, it's cute

awoo hecc need to make into mp4

oh ye! ill send sum pics of the stuff i got at the thrift store earlier n the keyboard i finally hab thats pleasant to type on, compared to what ive been using for 2 yrs

>>383418
mmmh

fr

it be

making mp4

I think it's "ffmped -i "input file" "input file.mp4""

:3

real

aw pat

me or who dave .3.

bwa
awe

>>383440
#hug
boop

>>383444
you clearly do not know recent revolutionary history

but

yeah ive read a gud amt of theory on such, i need to read some more of (even if i disagree w some of the structures they use) platformist n the evolutions that came after, confederation movements n structures as we've seen in africa n so on
>>383450
also yeah, i dont mean it necessarily means its gonna happen but a tool for mass democratization of information n communication is a massive possible tool depending on how you approach it, n take it w opsec n security culture as u would in person actions

.play [YouTube]

>>383453
gooood
for those who dunno the history/structure of much of this narritives creation, check out Benn Jordan'd vid : [YouTube]

.play [YouTube]

also i heavily recommend benn's new video on post capitalism, im so happy to see he blew up w near 3 mil views in like a month
was a patron of his for a few yrs n learned in chatting on his stream, he told me he had taught jazz at the school where my dad books concerts lel

.play [YouTube]