:3

cute

gn if going eep c:

gon b up 4 a lil while

>>383683
#throw
ah tumblr doesn't embed yet

aw

ou hecc, i didnt even realize that it was this but
new docu on the mass movement, protests, & riots in chile just came out a day or two ago;
is from one of my newer fav docu teams n excited bwa

>>383686
(2019 ones bwa)

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.skip (video skipped)

lol, i wish writers of stories like these cud sometimes be open or willing to apply it in those ways
tho i also know that sadly a lot of artists n peeps who make the best stuff like it arent the best in those things, tho tbf thatd be a gud meme

clow in chief hussy

clown

yeah

got reminded of mad pride earlier n made me smile

ehe

reminds me
i had a p okey fren n stuffs i knew on drrr.com who was in the circus n lived in my region of my state
was a acrobat type performer

awe eheh

pat

im kinda thinking
i have
so

i learned i still have a cd acc open w money of mine in it n
i have other savings for disability / + health emergencies n for ie if i went to courses or college again but
could continue projects n organizing n if i begin to have some aid or income coming back, again, could try n get setup w a place n a plan for aiding peeps doing organizing or work to help flee or safely stay here guh
had a plan somewhat if i did but thinking agains

(not rich or anything at all, but have enough that i could be alr for a bit n find somewhere to either rent or squat n help through that, know there is a gaint need for safehouses rn )

yea, i do direct action stuff mainly but mostly in the background, though i err
need to start w work w peeps again to actually get things turning

will link
am only ten min in n went to download it to watch on vlc, gon play moar in a min

ye, i need to setup 2 or 3 accounts ive been putting off doing for months w my struggling mental rn (lack of hrt n stuff dragging the floor for my ability down n all that) but know i could uh
have to think of how to word wh i was doing but i mainly was connecting n negotiating to get separate crews n groups/+affinity groups or syndicates (trade union type) to work together on larger goals after 2022, i did it in other situations but need to reconnect
and

ive had like

a lot of twts, my cosplay one had like 1.5k n then my dev/political one was a few hundred a couple yrs later, all my identities having been separate
but i have a quiet twt i signed up for maybe 6 months ago in case i needed it for this stuffs

ye
gotta setup discy n reach the peeps who on here have sent @s or so on but also get on socials, my bsky is relatively ded but i have sort of plans for posting n a plan that gets a lot released quickly as to gain the eyes or connections to do more--
one sec ill link my bsky as it has my site thatll be updated, the site for the org i mean but is mostly just me rn bwa

yea, is pain (have a separate encrypted email for every account i use) guh . 3.

heh yea

i left a couple months into all of that-
was mainly using mastadon, but had a old bsky i checked, tho left cus it used my twt handle

feel that quiet b4 the storm feeling as i did with siegedsec, is a group i referenced talking to before
i questioned helping them parse data n do rust stuff but didnt due to the increasingly spectacle focused actions, tho still sent appreciation as they hit the TX state department that was trying to make a list of every trans person in the state
they were the gay furry hackers that went after heritage

https://bsky.app/profile/ours.nekoweb.org
my bsky has my site in the handle

lol

fr

is just a preliminary on the story of how we uncovered a peep having groomed a lot of community ppl n the direct actions we took, but want to publish my much more topical/large scale stuff when things are safe to go

>>383733
mine too https://bsky.app/profile/kateyagi.xyz

okii

OH

the documentary

>>383729
yt version :
[YouTube]
kolektiva and mp4 dl : https://sub.media/interrebellium-01-the-estallido-social/

.play raccoon eating grapes

lel

>>383716
also maybe gud to watch if havent learned abt much of it due to the similar dynamics between the native peoples who were able to fight back in this period n gain some of their land again that were going to be destroyed

>>383752
hehe

am at 11 min or so into the doc n vibin merp

might write n stuff

climate town is gud

also appreciate his chic specific stuffs

, ;3 hehe

need 2 eat moar . .

awwww

i shud do that

of various things
zine style

need to make stuff from my designs again sometime

hab lots in notebooks

hehe

frfr

i feel chu, gotta remember its not smth that has to be this way or cant be changed thoughs, n remembering that peeps saying 'were cooked' has a lot of them feeling stuck in the stress like deer in the headlights feeling
is possible together . 3. <3 bwa

n hab a lot of other digital art stuffs on here i think but gottra compile it . . .
yee, isoke, but get the feeling
saw a good vid essay from peep on it recently,
i deal w that feeling a lot but had tried to prepare around the week or two before the election for organizing smth bigger in case of well
not even knowing how far it'd be rn , 3 , is tough though n hope peeps can take care n all guh

mhmm

im gon put on the great docu that if peeps havent seen (not the new one, this one has vibes lel) is real good n got put on yt

queue it i mean- -

.play [YouTube]

bwa ye
.3.
love the clips n music/writing in this one lel
mhmm
pat

hecc

wrong one but nop

nonaow

(lel didnt realize this vid was this long thoughs aha)

yee

isg thoughs
also i think this version doesnt have subs all the way through. . . hmmm

gon rewatch a bit of it now for the energy tbh, w it being mayday now here n stuffs ( .3.;) actions happening on the third here for the weekend, excited for — i forget if today or 3rd 4 the dc on — but gon hab a lot of peeps i think

lauras solo stuffs ic nice c:

yee

n yea feel that too
was into them n her solo stuff a lot when i was gon move cross country n lived in seattle we gf/polycule n who made hyperpop
was nicu n liked the same stuff n lot of memories w some of those albums n singles n stuffs

bwaa

lel haha

i feel like i could remember some weird stories like thats but mainly probs in chic

i met porter robinsons brother, who happens to be a youtuber who stuck a tracking device in his gfs purse apparently smfh, in vrchat at a breakcore dj set one time

yea, is nick robinson, sucks cus i was a fan n didnt know abt all that till hbomb started vagueposting n then was direct abt it smh

ye
gon probs mute n watch the first while of the docu i think n vibe/chill n maybe write, seen a few times n the vibes kinda put me in a space to be able to — probs adhd talking

here's the actual version (free n downloadable etc) w all the subs n a short article describing some of the current history n all .3.
https://crimethinc.com/2024/10/21/fell-in-love-with-fire-an-documentary-about-the-2019-uprising-in-chile

:D
like the new name ehe, lel

yus

lol

nuh not rly rn

oe

am in err

well
the fields

family work in the city thoughs--
wasnt sure if i read chu as being there lel from lil mentions -w-

but had to move bacc in w family n is in the middle of [redacted] nowhere outside the city ,<,

isokii

yea
in my case is semi calculated revealing of some of its cus i am probably gon end up sharing smth in my writing abt it at some point soon enough ... but ye feel that n u 2 pat

^v^

lel pat ye, gotta see if i can push myself to be going out fully againnnn, i want to deep down n all, n been going out moar again but gotta push myself more when able .w.

(‾◡◝)(*/ω＼*)

hiiii

:c

I like how they kinda point their head up a bit to get the grape into the chewing teeth

no subs in here i think . . .

:<

this intro needs subs but the next bits are gud either way

"chile is where neoliberalism was born & is where it will die"

ouu

think so, am not active active until recent but ye

know name .w.

(also foggy rn lil buzzed)

o<o

cutee

aw

watching one of the docus
hasnt got subs cus is here but can gib for the important parts iff u stay up, rest well if u need < 3

mhmmm

ouuu

im working on writing rn

i might try n grab a notebook while i vibe w this on n make a script/draft from erm
had done a lot of like
storyboards n stuff b4

hiiia lain :3

n ye i hearddd
i need 2 try it

i should

send my music setup pics

i wanna gib peeps some of the gear i know is gud but i dont rly wanna sell

is mostly all in english

just intro n some nexs clips, i have sub open in other window in case--

>>383844
the sp404 in this pic is what i use for most stuff, so i dont really feel i need the rest of it unless i can get some mixing gear n audio/video equipment--
but
will send the setups ive used n stuff ive traded for or modded, n what if peeps who make music could use cud maybe gib at some point,

trying to lower my amt of stuff i hab while also reselling the more crazy scores ive made
and awe yea, i like the 404 a lot cus of the aesthetic n the effects, i love the clock displays on all the SPs
ill send pics of the other ones i had, im so sad i err traded one for the 404 at this point though

n yk what
ill put up a early draft of my portfolio personal site to host moar than i send here cus its like 30-40 gis of photos of mine am going through
and yeah, i probs will, dis is just a couple photos rn

oh man
so, first, that crt i have in my setup pics
i get most stuff from estate sales like that
i went to one of a late polish immigrant comp sci/eng peep who i got the xp laptops from
the files on them showed he was a professor of those stuffs at the state uni

Oh it's 1 AM I should bookmark this and sleep, gn nya'll

>>383943
n, nuh all of u , w, but ur all too sweet bwa

am just err
wish i had the energy to practice all of it agains yk
i do wanna make stuff w/for peeps w the 404 though, i might sell it too n get the new model, MK II that came out after 10< yrs of wait .3.

ooo
wud be interested, hm maybe a thread or board or such for stuff cud be thought of for stuff, idk this min thoughs but would be interested in seeing a lil c:
did photography for a long time from like 6/7th grade on-- then started taking like, pics of every lil memory a day, n taking like 50 pics of dumb stuff i was doing

well he was dead so

-w-

heart attack tho
he had a lot more stuff but was real cool

hemmm
ouu icic

cuteeee

n gn kate :v if going eep

i dont rly post my music or make any anymore, i did make beats n was dating a hyperpop musician as ive said earlier-
but towards the end was, n might wan get into again, doing sorta UK dubestep/IDM or breakcore stuffs in the future
i might post my moosic sometime, get stressy abt that specificially ~u~ i do have vids of me playing dj sets in the car w my 404 though lel

yeah, i use the 404 for audio effects (its like a crazy sfx unit n sampler even not for entirely music) but did djing w it for a while after i lost the energy to make music specifically
it can be a lots, i hope you find what medium or stuff makes you fulfilled n comfortable to make though as well c:

but its amazing for lofi esc stuff, has one of the most famous lofi effects, just behind an older version from the 90s

mhmmm

yeah, i was big into rhythm/+finger drumming n stuffs

lelelel

yea

ou, i hope it goes well n isnt draining of your drive for it at all thoughs, know how it gets w that ;w;

haha

heh i love this clip

nice ! ^v^
been putting energy into tother stuffs but i used to do sorta remix stuffs w it n the effects/edits or yk err between a remix n a remaster/edit to sound a certain way idk

<3
wasnt the best at production outside of mixing/gen audio stuffs or writing; went on to focus on writing since mainly bwawawa ( . 3.)

awe
yeah
i get that somewhat n try to focus on being a generalist to be able to help on projects in various err parts of whats needed even if im not the best at any one thing

mhm ~u~

yee
n oke!! ^^ nice to see n chat :'D rest well n to any other peeps who might too

yeee

appreciate stuffs n rest well ^-^

ninii

might too

hehe

<3

im up 4 a bit

hru ? :>

aw heh

doggies

( ;u;)7

aww
is cozy

^v^

eheh -pat-

is on the 2019 movements

yeah

is by crimethinc, fell in love with fire, one of the best docs ive seen n by a peep who took active part in it n documenting it, think he doesnt live there rn but lived there for a long time
wouldnt play if yk
one of *those* types of narratives around this stuff

was playing in somewhat relation to convos earlier on situations occuring now

yeah

its horrific, was linking to a new one that was mostly interviews n talking abt that earlier, n the violence the students went through even on those first days
its just ugh
was out of somewhat convos on abolitionism earlier, in short

yeah.

mhm

was talking to peeps earlier abt some of the inherent failures of 'reforming' in a system such as this n what a lot of countries have
the inability to challenge or enact change due to yk guh

yea, id assume that the influences came in the past few yrs as things spread across in reaction to the US bringing so much shit

yeah

it sucks that we've seen so much reactionary riots n attacks particularly in SA n such

lel yeah

try to direct NA peeps to this n some other docus on such movements n events w the amount of just inability to imagine or inability to act/not be civil by so much of the people here n all

lol

yeah, im also thinking there maaaybe some reaction heavily, maybe less than in canada for ex, but in response to the shipping of our problems down to SA n other regions, along w the tariffs n everything as a bigger picture just causing such

a lot of people seeing it n then, even if only reaction, responding w acting against those things as we just saw more extremelty in the canadian election

but its still tough because of just how divided it can keep being idk bwaa

but he pain here is, like, plenty of americans — despite it coming from here — dont know or are taught much if anything abt mayday (as it fits w it being such today) at all

depends on the area n school, but plenty dont bring up any of that history, as many countries avoid doing w their revolutionary history n erasure of other movements — but despite it being a national holiday in many to possibly most (?~) countries, we dont have or recognize it, beyond being done by grass roots work
thankfully, it seems we're gonna have some big actions this weekend for it though, particularly in DC

g u h

nothin nothin

peep from Chile came in chat (:

yeah

ye ik

was just talking abt from the perspective/lens of yk the general person here
but its entirely forced n manufactured to try & avoid any opposition to the current system of power/+capital at all
media/the state here will mainly target any particularly critical movement of the system in particular, with a somewhat understandable in their eyes view of much else as impotent, blegh

oh god

yeah, ive met ppl like that but rarely, thankfully
i was doing UA anti auth aid stuff organizing but
the amount of strange n ppl that turn it into an addiction to the violence, its just
makes me feel such a complex horrid feeling