haiii

on other device nows

:3

yeah

misophonia moment

it be
>sensory issues cri

hab so many weird Neuro/+psych n sensory conditions. . .
precious peeps

hate having visual snow n being unable to see in the dark cus of the tv static/film grain making any darkness unreadable

laughed so hard that i almost peed myself

hewwo frens

lol
haii!!

hru ?

need 2 take stims some more n smth to help nerves maybe idk

am more comfy sitting on floor/next to couch n stuffs to write more essays

I cud probably do audio or voice thing if I started running a cosplay/etc pen name agains
need to do moar stuff I want in terms of my voice thoughs

>>392630
cavewoman mindset

hi sweets

woowooquackquack

:3

wassup

for u

gon grab another cup of ... hmmm
actually I don't want add more caffeine on top of stims, need to be better abt that

awooo

>>392645
dog woman

>>392656
stuff

>>392657
mhm ~ . . .

>>392661
#tag (link to booru image) bwabwa

hehe

bunni ^з^

>->

who- lol

aw

u r all cute

-u-

lol

don't ask. . .

can I join u down there
wan cozy w qts . .

-u-

I don't have enemies . . .

enemies 2 lovers

-w-

isokey lel

on...? - v-

ahhh
I wasnt sure if heavily stoned or on psychs -w-

haven't done psychs, mb other than dissocs, since 2022

aye -v-
yawny

lol

heh hia agains :>

>>392725
yay

mhm

been 3 yrs for meh
n not even full doses

aw, yeah, wud help do harm reduction or be safe Abt it if peeps need but
also haven't personally done shrooms b4

at my most repressing or cptsd lows was heavy using dxm

microdosing LSD would and did help my migraine disorder/manifestation situation thoughts when I was last doing it
last full, real, psych trip was probs 2021 though

awwww

I feel that

mhmhm

I first did acid w someone I probably shouldn't hab, n idk if I rly couldve err consented to stuffs smh sigh
is also in the past though n be safe/take care of urselves x

img/message board :'>

lmfao

lol
>kill as in forcefem, yes lol

when I get bacc on stably again, wud help peeps in those ways mb lol not FORCE tho guh

thonk

is P.O.S. and astronautalis

>>392766
that evil twink will pay

hai anon c:

>>392791
same . . .

trans n disabled gang

guh

I do bwa

job n lain mode

qts

mhm . . .

have mobility, used to have gait issues as well but dealt w, but yea can be rough for peeps
had to leave college cus of money/health, did self teaching n studies n all that till I can maybe leave the country n study in college or uni there's once I have stable work -3-

take the care peeps need xo

mice c:

>>392667
#tag (link to booru image) bunny floating

I have some connections for independent work but not applied to a lot of places cus of the conditions I'm under rn but
do writing/research work n dev / ethical hacking stuffs bwa
n pat -w-

might have a chance writing for/working w a peep I did organizing/op work w in the past who became a hacktivism covering journo but have to see, he fleed the US but only made it to the UK
I got offered a possibility of being over there w him n his partner but saw the tides shifting further last summer ish when it was offered

mmmm noms

having energy bar

<3 c:

wud also make peeps stuff hehe

lol

Did anyone here watch the mincecraft movie know if there were any Jack Black zombies

hehe

hers nows

she gets pats but gotta tip tap around n not wake bean

lel
nicu
yea, seen some of her stuff over time but is a lil less of the stuff I'm focused on, though do enjoy peeps talks ~w~

qts

wanna find a way to get to HOPE con so baddd this yr
haven't gotten to go to stuffs cus of the timelines of cons n the prices always being prohibitive, even tho in connections/meeting peeps I've known for yrs, wud probably have more earned from it in the long run
and isoki, isn't fully that sort of issue atm but

I do sort of open source investigative stuff inspired by the work of bellingcat n all, is semi attached to cybersec but is mostly where I came from n the lens I use
and yeah I uh

long several yr story but due to being half Ukrainian n knowing peeps over there I did aid for orgs over there during the start of the 2022 invasion, n research on the cybergangs RU used to hit critical infrastructure
need to write Abt some of that, but w the new situations in the US w the NLRB whistleblower & the com/764 kid in the fed (doge) now, having to put time towards that w it being moar pressing . . .

You could make an interesting fiction out of like, and ASMR where the protag is aware of the title

would usually be open to link my blog/org/union esc group I organize but the site for it is up as of recent n has a very personal investigation I wan have smth else other than b4 I openly share here n all .w.
and yeah

lol

I have a very stubborn moral code that was instilled into me cus of mentors from the 90s/00s era, so I was never willing to work directly w/ cops/military other than when communicating w/ non profits or soldiers on the ground themselves--
did do a compiling of insecure security cameras facing certain directions that could be used to do stuff like triangulating strikes coming in thoughts

>>392870
lmao

ye- was stuffs I did in the couple months after, was working mostly w/ anti auth/anarchist orgs out there helping communities
but due to some of the stuff that the US intelligence community did in the coming times to co-opt it, it wasn't smth I fully involved myself w/ solely, though
hecc what was i meaning to mention

oh ye, two notable things that groups alongside/parallel in the movement n op I was aiding did was some takeovers of RU media outlets on TV n radio to broadcast real statistics
n then this group of a few peeps found one of the cybergangs , threat actors RU uses, n their crypto wallet
donated 100k USD to a medical aid charity for ua

ahaha..

yeah, there was a lot of gross stuff ppl were doing that made me rethink a lot, but that kind of stuff was smth I appreciated ; a lot of the groups have their info more well documented n are trackable generally, even though they try not to be
due to tools we have to trace crypto, can be hunted through to try n help, even if I'm not the peep for that lel (was more into tracing n documenting/scraping info on people n groups for posterity)
smth I do now to document far right extremism and abuses of power/brutality done by the state or police n such

yeah, I was kind of way too deep into it but it gave me the skill set to apply in being able to better write abt these topics as writing is smth I'm better at in a lot of ways for when it comes to sharing information
also am able to go through giant swathes of data n leaks for finding information which was a big part of all that, finding details n breaches of those peeps, or helping peeps learn -
I hope to be able to do some educational or mentoring work to earn smth even through yt or stuff in the futures ~w~

<3 appreciate u peeps c:

.play [YouTube]

yeah, the US used their agencies & ones like palantir to force groups like anonymous to target US foreign policy targets w attacks, doing influence operations to co-opt them
I recommend Barrett Browns memoir from last yr, I hab a mp3 converted audiobook I need to send at sum point

great book abt his journalism n leaking of info on intelligence comm in the US, n how it lead to him being put through a closed doors intelligence court for leaking, getting 10 yrs n has now fleed the country after all of that
he was a strange guy but has good knowledge, was a journalist covering stuffs from early anonymous as a guy who also moderated encyclopedia dramatica n was in the old old 4ch raids lel
the book is called my glorious defeats n he admits he was a narcissist lel
he's become a p great guy w knowledge of this n humbled from how he was, love to see it lel

whaspeeps up to ? :3

^ з ^ x

awe yea, dw, Im out of it for now in that area at least cus of how much I got pulled in/my c-ptsd being added onto by the heaviness, I might go bacc to document n interview people for when I cover attacks on critical infrastructure, like NotPetya and times after (the most financially devastating cyberattack that took out basically all systems from banks to subways to ATMs to hospitals & took out the power grid etc)

mhmmm
I try not to describe myself fully as a journo cus of not being exactly one but I document n share stories or research w the original sources n evidence to let people verify it
rn its mostly just my story up of my n 2 friends uncovering of a community member grooming over a dozen ppl, n the direct action we took, but have much more wide spread/current stuff I'm working on
if chu or peeps write or do talks or anything n art am always interested 2 :'>
tho I get the feeling tbh
most journalism has gone to a race to the bottom n inability to do full/good work due to the playoffs n ppl who left the industry--

cuteeee

nomnomnom

I have been in luv w work by independent spots like 404media thoughts, n even if less so independent, the newer path wired has been going on showing off the pure mess of the new admin n cyber etc stuff has been great

adorable peeps in chat

^ ш ^

but
I do need to setup my comms for general stuff again, after my mental got overwhelmed n had to lay low due to stuff, made dis semi new pen name n stuff
gotta get bacc in communities I worked w, left all socials n only started up a new acc for my work on bsky n another place or two recently bwa

>>392907
#tag (unknown booru upload error) computer

brb

okiiii ^^

>>392913
#smooch

hehe

mhmmm, is cozier than stuffs, was dealing w a situation I had in the past too of waking up to 5-10 separate dm convos every morning on discy

u2 n take the care peeps need :3

on bsky n stuff thoughts am the same pen name as on here, n my org site in the handle tho is pretty light on stuff rn other than the intro essay that isn't smth I think most peeps would have as much interest in (darker n more personal memoir esc thing, peep who groomed me got sentenced last month, took the fed 5 yrs tho ffs)

n mhm, yeah it can be rough n I need to better manage it . . waaa

::bwaba

<3 do what u need to take care of selves, n reach out to ur community or peeps who u can wherever it maybe when u need :3

mhmmm . .
am a mess at times but was doing my best to do aid in that stuff for a looong time, left to take a sort of sabbatical from stuffs n from that to figure out wh to do w work n so on

wruff wrought

wrough*

heccin autocomplete, using a Chromebook as I use it for writing

they can be, the prices are so so low but I would prefer a Thinkpad, since I happen to hab gotten some money figured out today I might go for setup changes n selling some of my gear
but hab Chromebooks from being in a early Chromebook pilot program at our school, n having jailbroken thems cus I like the tiny netbook form factor for sum stuffs awa

aw
I repair stuff for income n all, or resell niche gear/electronics

and lel heh

brb one sec hecc

hab coffee rn, had to use bathroom bwa

n am trying to sell some word processor/alphasmart stuffs rn, writing devices w a lil LCD that act like a text editor using batteries

yea, can feel that a lil

had to find/carve out my own lil place to find peeps I could feel more than normal empty feeling culture related stuffs n the machine it comes from bwa

awooo

mewmerp

this peeps channel is nicu

<3 wish u the best I it, is possible

once I hab the energy agains, I hope to work on building ones like it for peeps again like in the past but yeah
those specifically can be a bit aa for some peeps

mhm . .
sending care ~u~

eheh thanke ~ <~