eep well if u do
<3
I might soon, I should
I took some stuff to help keep but not overdo it again

nini! rest well :D mb see chu when next on n all ^v^

.play of montreal wraith pinned to

aw

gei gang

aw
was thinking abt that earlier when rose made a half joke Abt doing it
lel
haven't done stuff in a long time n need to make new stuff .w.

but wan learn an instrument more than doing samplers

>>393859
:333 yay
speak of the cutie

n nuh ree
also working before I pass out so

>>393867
awww
cute n precious, I wish I got comfy dreams even if stressy baseline nowadays . .
nice thoughts n hope it cozied up over the length of it

n writing the thing that includes covering the doge/us fed hiring, relative to the state, kids who are from cybercriminal extremist networks, n the way cybercriminal are turned into state sanctioned ones bwaa

writing Abt it cus its mayday just recently n the NLRB whistleblower is fitting to cover .3.
and if I had the safe income or monies ye pros lel

if was yk

been long time patron of some peeps but not having discretionary income to a high level rn, w the recession here beginning n all bwaaa...

stay safe n take care of u <3

english, I write in a more serious n etc style than any of my messaging here lol

I msg like this here on purpose lelol, speech patterns

>>393878
yeah, same tbh

>>393893
>393894
this

oops

meant to reply to rose accidentally double clicky

I got my Logitech g300s I got for 2 USD working c:

heh

were you anon posting abt the smell of guys last night

no

this anon lol

:o

the anon last night prefaced it w I'm not gay

>>393917
#throw
::vivi

don't need to hate others coming from inside the self n hurting -v-
being blegh to people isn't gonna make you feel any better anyway

haha yeah...

sigh

ok vro

would luv to see u trying to live as one of us

but gm c: I hope u rested okej, I might pass out soon enough
is a mayday protest today ^ш^

mhm
feel that & thank u
<3

gon grab some coffee to help migraine

sphere is qt

n yis, I took eep meds n gonna rest soons x
had a bottle or two of water in the past lil while

imagine going on somewhere that helps you make good strides in your life

.play spoon stay don't go

.play 123mrk weird

God wrong version

.play tomppabeats notness of sonnets

cuddly feel hrs

.play porter Robinson Russian roulette

I wish I hadn't only seen Porter was touring here two days before the show . . I thought he'd been still on international tour
heccin
nurture show seeing him for the first time was a uhh semi foundational experience for my early times as an adult ish

mhmm ooo

aw

hmmm
that sounds nicu tbh, I wish I got further into n listened to much of crywanks stuffs . .

awe
I gotta check out urs 0<0 was/hab been exhausty awww

I didn't realize that guh

I don't use Bandcamp as much w being in the culture... did hear peeps in smol stream though talking abt Bandcamp Fridays

yk, if I get bacc into music I wanna do stuff in pursuit/following (even maybe for just concept album or whatevs) the plunderphonics philosophy, n one laid out in the original essay

https://www.plunderphonics.com/xhtml/xplunder.html

though u did make me think a lil more abt getting an electric guitar (or bass guitar n all) to learn smth more traditional n that could be more of a cozy time to play eventually
aww

heh

I would play around w my ex's when I was in that polycule, she was (idk if she still releases, I should check) hyperpop esque artist closer to a aphex twin thing than smth like 100 gecs

aww
precious

was experimental stuffs
reminds me, other gurl in that had found this rap song w no plays (most came from me or them at first) that had been made by like high schoolers n they had their ver deep voice history teacher rapping on the song

hmmm, I think it depends but yeah
if like w some like
braids or stuffs done w it up or stuff pinning up thasnicu, ye, but depends on the hair n person I feel like. . .
>feel very self conscious abt my hair being up, is rn thoughs

oh!
remembered, I was gon send last night (earlier) but was mostly randoms n one other peep or stuffs quiet hrs while eepers were gone
but I'm on my lil netbook sized chromebook I use for writing cus of it fitting in lap easy n all that, but I forgot n found I hab a lot of camera roll n pics I took on it
might hab pics of self in room to actually share

after protest/action today or stuffs, I might clean n re decorate/organize my room for the setup wanna use n send pics

yeee, netbooks are nicu, I love the old ones size like
would hab to grab that great pic I sent last week , the Chromebooks are a lil bigger but lemme measure

12 ish inches diagnol display n screen housing, is lil laptop w that size

sameee

I wanna start picking up that stuff for the scene/communities into this stuff n either selling at very low margin or giving away stuff I can get for free
oh yeee, is giant garage/estate/yard sale for the mostly rich suburb area in town this weekend
so I might go n take/+send pics, n see if anything cool to show or peeps think of is there, cus finally have money taken out for stuff
also yusss

spoon was a big thing to me in middle school ish, dads iPhone 3g he gave me after removing any data or stuffs n it was super old, had like a few thousand songs on it n a lot of spoon

also d'aww :( feel better soon, anon - I feel that rn a lil

watching the live show videos of this song n the cute stage set being a billboard w a giant screen on it is cool
n all his high effort edited videos matching everything . .
take some rest if u need it 2 anon

and aw, yeah ik a lot of guys who do or did it crazy amts, I do it mainly out of if I think there's function or peeps that could use . .
trying to become better at n have experience in acquiring specific or rare gear/electronics n parts to help peeps in case I can do some kind of work involving similar skills down the line
and aw, that'd be cool n interested 2 see if u do or stuffs c:

enjoy peeps conceptual even setups n designs for their workflow
like architecting concepts for its . .

oh!

this is our entire basement wall

-w-
(I have no clue how on earth we moved all of this lol) yeee
as much as I have pains w him, his music past n work I respect for all he did n stuffs

yeee isoki
pat
we found smth kinda like
I'm glad he didn't end up staying in record labels tbf, plus the industry laid off n had most of them die off or be bought out around then yk .w.
I opened up a uhh, like breakcore/hyperpop/UK dubstep independent label for a lil while w my ex cus I was going to all these DJ sets every night or too in VRC n meeting lots of cool peeps
was a nice scene .3. still love uhh
I'll link the set but is long so wont queue it, was my first vrchat show n I got to see them perform again last month after 4 yrs >v>

and haha hehe
cutie
he is into a lot of weird stuff in ways, like i knew the name of 100 gecs but he played them in the car in uhh 2020 January maybe??? or early yr before I fully knew them, on the way to school lmao -u-
weird weird stories

yeee
ehe
aww, cute heh, I wanna start smth like that tbh over doing DJ sets n have like
am real inspired by a hacker radio show that's been running for uhh 35..? yrs? phreakers originally from/for the 2600 magazine, is really nicu
they're reeeal old though, I respect those peeps but yk lol

lmao the Luigi thing they
they're always real progressive but could not comprehend why someone would ever do such a thing -u-

chu ever wanted to do stuffs like da or other stuff before your making moosic or more recently ? ~<~

mh

mhm

hehe yeah
mood

yeah, I was deep into game dev until I met someone I've talked a lil abt who was my mentor n only elder queer/trans peep I knew in most of my early teens
was a pro game dev at human head studios n showed me the reality of it n yk. . .

aww
yeah
same, designed a few concepts in the moar recent years but
begged my parents to let me take a summer community college game dev/Linux/ras pi class when I was 12 or 13, was too young but grateful/thankfully got an exception n it taught me a lot I'm rly glad I learned at that age n all

yeah, I hope you can come up w the rest of the non dev stuff n all if that's the straining part a lot of the time, n figuring out the design n writing for stuffs, or whatevs it is in urs c: but ye ouuu

nice ! excited to see when peeps share any of its ^w^

designing smth I might turn into a VN or a fiction piece that's interactive in some way
neo noir esc thingy in a more current semi present day but further cyberpunk dystopian/corp deregulated n stuff for speculative fiction ideas
rambly n tired n cant explain it all the best but
wrote up a good lil bit of stuff for it n the world once I have the energy n all .w.
but wud love to see peeps concepts for Dave's n urs if u ever keep on it, n always love seeing general idea stuff tbh I archive way too much of dumb lil things

gm !!!

aw yeah

is probs cravings suddenly, I feel that

chillicute syndrome

and bwaa mhm..
I wanna like
I think I'll put up a page on the SPM nekoweb that's a personal portfolio n archive of my work, a long w pages for other peeps I think
is a monitoring/posterity n archiving project so would be fitting for its
also used to listen to dis a good bit as teen ish yrs

~w~

>>394077
paper planes or Neil ? .3.

2 b totally honest both bring back ver different memories for me
I need to listen to moar of the lemon demon project

haii lain!!

am oki... gonna nap I think, try to, am feeling a bit stressed n migraine keeping me up again
but going oki. glad to see peeps c:
how are chu ? gonna rest more too or stuffs ?
gonna go to the semi local mayday action todays

isokiii

is chronic thingy I deal w n manage <3

, ;3

found on my Chromebook I'm on doing web dev n writing rn

::yrui

cuties

aha...
>cri

lol

>REAL?!?!

hehe ;3

making me think of ydays emo boy kissing video

>tfw puppyg/u/rly brain hrs

haiii moosic

hm
oh ye

I got money from acc I can use for building out lab n plans for what I do to get safer situation n all but >>394169 might go in2 the city n stuffs soons to buy FB or OfferUp esc stuffs for servers n hard drives n alllll

lol

oh yeah I read that msg and immediately thought of this song I didn't realize it was wh was playing

lmao

cuddly hrs tho

awoo

I used to listen to jakeys not dead yet n stuff in school yrs

lel

drrr made me feel things
tbh that one is probably better linked to me, weirdly, realizing my identity (also a long hourou musuko) rather than basilbagel

>tbh embarrassed affection hrs guh why

oe

lolol

hi sad