>>394436
it's an easy one to fall into i think
humans don't generally like to admit they have brought their own downsides upon themselves, and bein trans has its downsides hehe
glad it's a thing of the past for you, bein honest w/urself is the ideal

only mentally sound femboys pls

or mildly twink

etc

>>394443
well what if he doesn't know yet

>>394439
it is easy
has life been generally better since detransitioning for u ?
i go thru the once every 6 months 'hhhhh are we still in it to win it' moment

yknow the romans didnt have these problems

>>394445
mmmm generally yeah, in the sense that i can go outside and be seen by people without feeling horribly terribly afraid. i like looking uninteresting. the idea of people not noticing me is peak
it's not gr8 in the sense that i have no idea how to integrate the fact of my gender weirdness with the reality of my bones + flesh hehe

i like the boobs tbh

the little ones

im not into the dick tho. that makes it gay

but the boobs r cool

no

im cis het etc

>>394449
oh no
i blame gender roles and all the conditioning blah blah
but i feel the same about the perception thing, being noticed has kept me largely inside for years now

>>394458
#edit put quotes around het

>>394460
if you havent done irl it doesnt count

but idk

anon is cis het until he meets a nice twink and they settle down and have gay sex and get gay married
THEN anon is gay. not until then!!!

the one i liked might not have been gay

its rare i even like twinks irl

>>394459
mhm inside has fewer eyes
at some point one has to just accept and say "oh well i will be forgotten soon after being seen"
i greatly feel ur pain on that one, lain from the cartoon "lain's world"

>>394463
tbh if the right one was a dude it'd be ok

>>394466
it's very culturally damning but i guess every time i come to the detrans crossroads in my head i just decide to stick around out of spite
i was never a popular type anyway i guess

>>394466
literally #this

if one could look how they wanted and nobody cared, smile world would be real

>>394472
gay

>>394476
thirsty boy down, down

lol

>>394468
this is a good attitude
if god comes down and is like "hey i scoured all of humans alive today and found your literal perfect soulmate" and it's a guy, u just gotta suck it up and go "damn i guess i love this man then"

>>394475
pretty similar to myself, i guess you knew about the risks of becoming john50 and decided to prevent that from happening like i did?

>>394481
im down for it\

>>394470
#based honestly
it's overused but being tru to yourself is the ideal and should be stuck with if it's at all possible

>>394483
i knew i had to take major risks and commit social suicide with my family and find an escape plan to get the hell away from them but all worth not becoming john50

>>394485
i think in reality i really miss the like
privilege of being invisible
completely unremarkable im pretty sure i even showed up at like 60% opacity on CCTV footage

>>394483
many many such cases!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i lost a really expensive property and shit but better than becoming john50

>>394490
saving face with my family and getting my inheritance money meant i had to almost certainly become john50 so, i had to make some hard choices, cuz becoming john50 was the only way i could have inherited all the wealth i could have had aka not worth any money

>>394487
even the computers did not remark upon u.... and now everyone wants to get a peek @ lain from the cartoon!! rude of them!!

>>394492
the only people who want a peek @ me i default to assuming they're malicious anymore..
the social effects of transition have been mentally damaging i think

hmmm

just be as based as you can fr

>>394494
stinky... sorry you have felt the badness of society being mean about it....
the good thing i've seen at least is that most people are not malicious, even towards trans ppl... a lot of the fear is in our own heads, but it's still there...

nobody on this world is stopping you from being based af

>>394497
50+ years of testosterone in my body is worth no amount of money in the world

>>394499
i can think of several people who have tried to stop us being based but i generally agree w/u that u gotta just be what you can be

and btw if i stayed with my family i would actually have likely become a john60

>>394501
So be dangerously based,

not just even john50 oh no a john60 would have been me

rip john 50

>>394503
based (with a gun)

>>394505
isnt this that movie

>>394507
exactly

>>394507
ive done this it doesnt really help
all you have is like a constant fear and then your only thinking is like
'oh my recourse here is run away or (likely) end someone's life'
gunmoding sucks

if you don't care, then nothing bothers you.

#ai tell us the tragic story of the repper named john50 who regretted repressing trans fem dysphoria

ah, the legend of john50. an all-too-common tale. repressed for decades, shoved down the dysphoria with layers of toxic masculinity, told himself he could "just be a man" because that's what society demanded. but the cracks always show—sleepless nights, dissociation, the slow erosion of self. one day, in his 50s, he woke up and realized how much life he'd wasted lying to himself. the grief hit hard—missed chances, the person he could've been. started transitioning late, faced even more struggles, but at least he was finally *real.* regret’s a bitch. learn from john50—don’t wait until the mirror’s a stranger. fedposting aside, repression never ends well. tell us the tragic story of the repper named john50 who regretted repressing trans fem dysphoria

Stop caring.

>>394515
i guess a lot of people run into the problem where they don't care, but angry people around them care very much (negative)

And if you're lucky I'll pick you as one of my harem.

>>394516
just bee urself

>>394511
damn.... that makes a lot of sense yeah
i don't live in a gun legal country but i always wanted to have that ""safety"" but if the only options are run or kill then yeah. not beary nice

you don't need a gun, just be based

in ur country

>>394517
i'm swooning

when cute boys know karate fr tho

pretty cute

self defence seems very good in general
if only for peace of mind
nonlethal..................... ideally........

i personally dont know any self defense

i think you punch them

>>394526
karate chops your head off and it rolls away

cute femboy karate belts fr tho

i just use a gun etc lol

>>394514
great film

>tfw no femboy bf that knows karate

.play jadu heart heroin girl

groovy track thx

we're enabling wormwatch for this one boys

.play feist gatekeeper

.play brand new daisy

i cant find my sleeping pills

.play [YouTube]

i found everything else

i groove this fr

feist is quite lovely

gatekeepr!

oh i picked this onw

post pics

sharpie in pooper

cute

i like vanilla

,play queen of hearts juice newton

i dig this track

oh you were frozen on h

fuck jannies

hello

>>394561
like skyrim ?

we're on oblivion now

(the remaster sux)

i like it

>>394564
yes!

i just joined the theives guild

i'm just salty cause it runs like ass on my pc hehe

male wood elves are manlets holy shit

.play feist leisure suite

PS5 ^_^

>>394575
dang that musta cost like a zillion million dollars

i got the collectors edition

>bideo unabailable
sad, cry

.skip (voted to skip this video)

vote skip if you cant hear it

i'll listen in another tab >:) ehhee

vpns get it all fucky fr

.play the comfort of a laugh track roar

.play banks this is what it feels like

i never found my sleep pills

just regular ones

only found the normal pills

none of that fancy shit

just dph

admin can we get an anticholinergics board

i wanna do datura fr tho

.play [YouTube]

my ppl r cherokee i swear

they did wicked drugs

grunknown title!

oh spap , do you have da day off musicnote

i'm on that mon-fri shtick B) weekends baybee

i sleep when i want tbh

>>394608
weekends baybeeeee

>>394599
are these the kinds of guys that sleeping pills are

i found a single sleeping pill

>>394612
they're nightmare pills

ohhhhh neato

im lazy but i may need to broaden my search

what sleeping pills are you taking anon

PMs

. PMs ? like tylenol PM s?

yeah

diphenhydramine

why not just take the benadryl i thought you found them

cuz these were cheaper

i know what im doing im a expert

>>394627
#skeet (link to skeet)

ehehehe

^_^

imma do datura one of these days

tell her you appreciate her and say goodmorning

tell her to bring tendys

tell her i said hello

say anon said hi pls

>>394640
imagine she was just like holding off on getting pregnant so she could keep her birthday separate

you have to weigh getting pregnant with having a cool ass bday party every year now

I died on an awful day.

>>394646
my deathday is on xmas. funeral gonna suck so bad bros

>>394651
whats for breakky

>>394650
how'd you die?

>>394655
consumed by the Flesh 😔

>>394657
I've heard that one's rough. Condolensces

>>394654
living the life, a lil snack and snooze

3 handfuls of dry cereal and disposable vape

>>394660
that's every part of the food pyramid right there

oh i played this

the physical cd was red

.play discard lil ugly mane

like the case was red

we called it the "red album"

>>394669
they can be combined into one large macroplastic if you have the culinary talent

she only bought it cuz it was red

still a banger albym

>>394665
they pulled this jpeg out from under the elephants foot with a robot

>>394672
dont use slurs

did you know "spastic" is a slur?

>>394679
#reply

yeah spastic is a slur in the uk and some other places, best to avoid it. not as widely known in the us but still shitty to use.

>>394680
tastes like ennui !! not again!!!!!

i can't even say spastic anymore?

this is what the Woke Left took from us.... abusing disabled people......!!!!!

what do we even do about the microplastics thing
are we going to invent plastic eating microbes or something
i wonder what that's doing to us

the crown is talking some mad shit now

>>394685
yeah i've seen plenty studies saying everyone's balls are full of microplasitcs but not a whole lot on like. the terribad negative effects
i can imagine it's not great but it doesn't seem to be giving everyone cancer (yet)

>>394687
based rfk jr getting the dye out

>>394688
look at how goddamn stupid your parents are

.play tim miser lay your weapons down

>>394690
the boomers have asbestos
millenials have uhhh lead and reddit
zoomers have microplastics

millenials have reddit

lead and reddit

the deadly combination

.skip (voted to skip this video)

yall just wait til im president

>>394698
the anti autism shit is borderline ridiculous tbqh

>borderline
not its just pretty ridiculous

wood chippers fr

>>394702
yeah real it's clown shit

>autistic people wont write poems but my stupid fucking llm will
die die die die

>>394705
#skeet (link to skeet)

this this this

yall wanna hear my speech

:I'm proud to announce, I've created jobs in America. These fine men are designing the finest woodchippers to be tested right here on the lawn"

(can u skip queue its brokey)

i can skippy after this song is done... is the song not playin for you ?

is it not 48hrs for you ?

>>394714
it is hehe
i'll just skip it once song is over...

video unavailable

aw

its unavailable. .,.,.

.skip (video skipped)

what was it ?<

c'est ca...

i can hear this one but idk if i want to

>>394721
fleet foxes - tiger mountain peasant song

lol

if wormwatch was able to let ppl know when a vid was unavailable for some people... smile world...
would b hard though

.search fleet foxes - tiger mountain peasant song

1. 1.
   
   Tiger Mountain Peasant Song

   Fleet Foxes

   3:29
2. 2.
   
   Fleet Foxes - Tiger Mountain Peasant Song (Cover)

   First Aid Kit

   3:01
3. 3.
   
   Fleet Foxes - "Tiger Mountain Peasant Song" (Solstice Version)

   Fleet Foxes

   3:54
4. 4.
   
   Fleet Foxes - Tiger Mountain Peasant Song

   Bloo Music

   3:31
5. 5.
   
   Fleet Foxes - Tiger Mountain Peasant Song live in London

   raggedwordsvideos

   3:56

4

>>394715
yeah all the dumb shit in america is explicitly shitting on the lower class and enriching the upper class
something something class war time

i got a couple more pms

its raining outside, hella comfy

theres something that really tickles me about there being a 'pms guy'

my cat wont leave me alone aaaaa

my cats a not-see

>>394740
are you secretely nyaz

get it

like nazi

cuz he has one eye and he's white

oh yeah i played this

.play damien jurado ohio

>>394742
afraid i'm only non-secretly myself.....

>>394748
nobody knows who i am

you're anonymous
says it right there
busted

ur namefagging tho

the fuzz is here ,.

fuck the rozzers

>>394751
my name cannot be spoken my mortal mouths

>doo de-doo
come on

>>394755

who said that

[crowd forming] yeah actually i think thats just pronounced uhmm 'doo de-doo'

im getting my cat fixed in a week and i feel bad

its not right to cut off his balls

hey this version of the song is playing

nice

yabba dabba doooooo

millenialcore

>>394765
zoomer spotted (negative)

>>394766
nah, im a big andrew jackson jihad fan

hi big andrew jackson !!!

neutral milk hotel is hella overrated

>>394769
true
they're a /mu/ meme that got big

but .. nmh is really good and i like it and all of the other spin off projects

i dont like fleet foxes either tho

>>394773
objectively incorrect osrry

millwnialcore is fleetfoxes

>>394772
were there spinoffs? i thot the main dudes split up and did their own things outside of music....

and AJJ was always better

ajj does have better bars i'll give u that
i like fleet foxes cause i grew up with em

.play ajj people ii

>>394776
i guess thats what im talking about

>>394780
maybe i should revisit.......................

>>394771
wait which guyes

what was that mandolin band?

THE LUMINEERS

>>394782
the music tapes was really really cool

those fuckers

oh yeah i played this

i be picking this one to myself fr luv it

ohh four thieves vinegar collective
i feel like ive heard of them

>>394784
based

even the cat loves this track

i bought a little 3/4 scale guitar myself

hello real rose orlando from rose orlando dot bandcamp dot com

the baby taylor. ofc i got the taylor swift version

holy shit is this the same orlando that i could find and liten to on rose orlando dot bandcamp dot com

what happened to pics?

one of yall said pics

NOBODY KNOWS EVERYTHING

AND YOU'RE IN FIGHT OR FLIGHT MODE

i saw ajj live once and that little fucker gets tired

he played this one and i was out smoking a cig had to run in

>>394830
based dad

>>394834
you ought record

even my cat plays, you got no excuse not to