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sæкі
the history of the peeps who historically would do so from female donkey urine is cool
fp
retvrn to drinking pregnant mare piss
sæкі
like thousands of yrs ago
anon
maybe kenedy will make everyone drink it since it’s a natural supplement
faye
there was a cult of transgender women in ancient rome
>>401790
straw girl
tranny sex cult type shi
fp
>>401788
nowadays they just call it a polycule
faye
yeah exactly
faye
they were followers of some goddess who had a tgirl lover
straw girl
tranny sex cult w/ bonus human sacrifice and cannibalism
fp
.play waiting42moro
sæкі
i used a forum at like
uhh i found it at 13
sæкі
was looking for peeps to meet n support but
(was also where i realized i was trans)
n had a self harm recovery thread youd post your days clean in
>>401810
faye
im a faggot though :(
anon
waow I didn’t get to go anywhere at 13
rose
i need a cult of worshippers so bad
>>401804
sæкі
sad that forum died
Spiders
sorry for saying the faggot word
sæкі
also helped me thoughs
straw girl
:D X3
sæкі
i mean i havent SH'd in uhhh
fp
ok so
sæкі
i hab screenshots of my posts somewhere
straw girl
lmaoooooo
sæкі
i also did get groomed tho there by a 25~ yo guy who worked at a childrens psych ward tho
rose
>>401821
my voice is shot from being out last night
sæкі
that guy was wacko
rose
idk maybe straw girl has it
>>401831
sæкі
literl emo boy tho
anon
fuck...
straw girl
>>401826
lmao should i post the ones u sent me
rose
if you just cut the faggot bit and post that yeah
>>401836
anon
>>401815
that’s good. I never know what to think of online posting the same thing u kno
faye
if anyone is wondering im talking about the Galli & the cult of Cybele and her tgirl lover Attis
>>401843
straw girl
>>401832
i dont know how to do that so im keeping it :3
straw girl
like keeping the messages to myself not posting the whole things
anon
#write there are 2 peak ages of pedophilia convictions right?

yeah, there are two peaks: early 20s and late 30s to early 40s. research shows this pattern in conviction data. not making claims about innate attraction, just stats.
there are 2 peak ages of pedophilia convictions right?
rose
idk how to download voice messages rip
anon
yeh I thought it was late teens and like 29 though
rose
idk maybe tomorrow, my mums in so i cant be calling girls on the internet faggots today
anon
>>401835
waow I like spiritual trans things I wish it was real
straw girl
spironolactone got me fucked up
anon
ohhh is that the one with the worst side effects? can u try the other?
straw girl
it just makes u piss a lot
lain from the cartoon
alright
the server part is working
now, what modpack does everyone want for the MC server
>>401852>>401854>>401884
straw girl
nah my provider is like rlly skittish she doesnt like it when i ask for different stuff shes going as slow as possible with me bcuz shes scared that im gona detroon and sue them or something gay like that
anon
I heard it had other bad stuff 2
anon
hmph
anon
>>401746
i really was born a shitposter....
Spiders
>>401847
i wouldnt mind vanilla so like whatever
:3
sæкi
hmmm
anon
>>401847
just go with old version of the game :3
sæкi
I dont mind vanilla
anon
it’s ok if u do Detrans but maybe it would be better to go hard on it ya know so even if you regret it you learn quick and you’re not one foot in one foot out
sæкi
don't want an old old one tho
anon
or maybe dont, idk if hosting a server on a rlly old version is a bad idea
sæкi
luv cherry Grove bwa
lain from the cartoon
yeah i dont want to host a super old version
sæкi
yea
sæкi
its sketch
sæкi
inb4 someone starts doing math on the server
>>401872
rose
i got my miencraft launcher updated :3 wanna play miencraft with u all :3
anon
but it’s hard I kno
sæкi
yay
sæкi
updated mine
sæкi
I forgot I changed my username to ansynd
rose
william golding thats my guy
straw girl
drop a boulder on someones head just like lord of the flies
sæкi
I might buy a bunch of full access mc accounts n play anarchy again
lain from the cartoon
>>401863
DO NOT do math on my server.....
sæкi
LMAO
sæкi
I wont
anon
but I learned that set theory is useful for understanding strings vibrating or smth
sæкi
I just got reminded of a meme from windowsg electronics vid
lain from the cartoon
first person to make a complex circuit with redstone on the server gets infinite ban (from everywhere ever
sæкi
she hosted a mc server on like a pentium whatever n it was running 1.7
sæкi
n someone from the discord started doing math on the server lol
anon
just do addition to ez count the blocks
lain from the cartoon
alright i've only seen people who wanted like, modern(ish?) vanilla
sæкi
~w~
nonners
i love quick maths
lain from the cartoon
okay and one vote for 'has estrogen mod'
faye
please please please i want to be an E dealer (estrogen)
Spiders
i'm on this
rose
if the server has mods do i have to go and install the mods myself to play??
>>401891
Spiders
add estrogen
Spiders
i agree
lain from the cartoon
>>401888
you'll probably just have to add a modpack from curseforge
lain from the cartoon
but maybe it's just easier to do vanilla for everyone
sæкi
if its on modrinth or smth or I can just add the jar to my folder then its all fine, don't want a craaaazy experience tho unless its more biomes or generated building imo
Spiders
waow
anon
that cute boy would be so pretty with a little bow and a dreas
>>401900
sæкi
I played a gud bit of techxit last yr
sæкi
god
sæкi
I had so much weird stuff before I came out as trans w ppl n 'boy/girl smell'
anon
real men take estrogen to understand women
faye
#poll minecraft server / vanilla / modded (estrogen addon) + pack
Spiders
OMG
Spiders
GIRL
Spiders
WHEN IS SHE TAGGED
Spiders
SINCE WHEN(
Spiders
*
anon
I’m not gonna play but I hope it’s fun :>
rose
wanna cuddle in a field like this :(
sæкi
if we can play latest version w some of the mods I'm oki w that but
sæкi
the new version has a thing to find other people online
>>401936
anon
I wanna. cuddle in a field 2 but I’m in usaland
>>401925
sæкi
so I think it'd be gud
straw girl
one time i layed down in a field and i layed down in an anthill and i got bit by a bunch of fire ants and i got all red and i ate a couple of them
sæкi
am Midwest ded
anon
am east coast
sæкi
wanna leave the US or go somewhere chill probs pac NW or somewhere east if I find peeps
anon
yeah… it seems sketchy
anon
NW? new wales? sum kinda australia ohhhhhhhhh
sæкi
lol
sæкi
Seattle or Oregon etc
Spiders
this video is pretty cool
>>401935
Spiders
i wish girls were real
sæкi
they added a bar that the XP bar shows where other players are
faye
oooh i didnt know the locator bar was live yet
anon
I wish girls were real
anon
I wish slice of life was real
sæкi
yeah I think it is now
faye
i dont pay too much attention to most recent updates lol
sæкi
they also added the graphics thingy
sæкi
yea I dont either
anon
awww cute girls
sæкi
cuties
anon
takes one to know one c:
anon
do you think it’s evil and vain women like to feel pretty and cute?
anon
I think Christianity gave me that impression
>>401959
lain from the cartoon
takes one to THROW one
sæкi
>>401957
I hate the sort of assumptions socialized into mostly US religious peeps
>>401984
anon
I don’t like when it’s a competition of one person prettier than the other but I like everyone being pretty but also I like actual physical attractiveness 2 which is sad cuz not everyone always is and I still wanna love em
Spiders
god. i need e. i'm really sad
>>401964
straw girl
.play godhandusa ridin in the whip
straw girl
.skip (video skipped)
sæкi
tho also elsewhere
sæкi
>>401967
if I get my money exchanged n can work it out, could help pee
>>401991
Spiders
i just have scheduled blood tests sometime in may
>>401976
rose
THENG ET ON IT NEOW!!!
rose
fuck a blood test that shits for pussies
Spiders
extensive. i want to have tha tbehind me first
straw girl
most law abiding californian
sæкi
peeps*
sæкi
ik sources w tested stuffs
Spiders
no, not like that
sæкi
but just don't have crypto rn
>>402002
Spiders
it's related to my thyroid and my hair falling out and my depression
sæкi
supposed to reach out to someone from here Abt crypto but yk
Spiders
i am also going to a psychologist/therapist after i'm done with my finals
faye
you have to enable it witha command
Spiders
the last 1.5 years of my life have been such a waste
>>401992
faye
thats a cool new way for them to test stuff
sæкi
ic
sæкi
would be cool to try if it runs alr
sæкi
hab mc menu music playing from my office echoing
Spiders
>>401968
oh? what? no no thank you
lain from the cartoon
alright well mod pack w/ estrogen mod won
what mod pack
>>401998
sæкi
OW
sæкi
I just fell over
Spiders
no need
anon
why is it a waste though?
faye
>>401993
im gonna try to figure out one thats good
sæкi
hm
sæкi
idk which pack
Spiders
>>401992
yeah. i've been sad for a long time. i'm just coming to terms with it now
anon
>>401978
I’ll literally send you some monero if u want
sæкi
lmao
can see, I have a good amt of money now in cash I gotta get on a card to send peeps on like liberapay or smth to dos
lain from the cartoon
yeah i dont want to run 2019 CVE riddled minecraft server if i can help it
rose
already wish i was kissing boys again
sæкi
but ye, I gotta make sure which source/price has Montero accepted but ye
anon
if u actually buy the estrogen- look it up I’ll have lunch and send u a lil if u need. but it’s easy to buy monero btw kyc if u don’t care
sæкi
yeah
sæкi
I'll see abt linking the resource but yk gon be careful
straw girl
.play godhandusa fuck everybody
sæкi
yee tyty, Im gon be adding my cash to my card today and yea ik
straw girl
.skip (video skipped)
sæкi
as gon go to crypto ATM to not have to do exchange shit, or uhhh
sæкi
local Monero or whatever the new one is
anon
just use kraken or the one built into cakewallet both worked fine for me and had good rates from debit card
faye
wehehehe
sæкi
ah yea
sæкi
mainly avoiding IDing myself
anon
but they shut down local monero. there’s hah lol
straw girl
.play fisheye.guy 6
sæкi
yeah
sæкi
there's a new one
anon
I know there’s the decentralized one that confuses me cuz u need to like deposit escrow to use it and I was 2 scared in my ‘need max opsec but also don’t understand puters’ phase but I just said fuck it
sæкi
yea
sæкi
I wish the local local ones were still fully around
anon
I buy w kyc which fits my threat model
sæкi
I could, but I try not to yk, its not as big a worry in mine but its helpful not to in my case
anon
I think it’s kinda civic to support anon options too but I’m just tired
anon
picked up some cans outside though maybe that makes up for it
straw girl
fisheye girl is such goals
anon
I like to do that when I go for walks
nonners
.play doyoubelieveingod
anon
I’m too scared to email academics looking for a job after I graduate. I need to. I was going to to to office hours and show my professor maybe my emails but like idk
sæкi
nicu
sæкi
aw
sæкi
mhm...
Spiders
i wonder if they believe in god
sæкi
I do stuff independently but trying to get the bandwidth to reach who I need to to maybe check if I could do freelance for smth
straw girl
.play fisheye.guy 7
anon
I like that professor but there’s nothing to say really. and making her watch me work was a silly idea
fp
i have something very important to say
>>402067
sæкi
I might email the one teacher who helped me in high school n advised me to drop out cus of becoming disabled n then me doing so n passing the GED in 11th grade age
>>402052>>402049
sæкi
was a small high school n the teacher for kids w health issues had them in the same class as kids who failed classes
anon
>>402047
my friend (teenager) had a friend who has a bad time up in the Pacific Northwest with homeschool I was hoping she could ged and go to college already or smth
sæкi
yeah
especially in rural areas there the peeps can be tough n have a lot of families who do stuff like that
might try n go bacc to college unless I find work again, had to leave cus of money/health
faye
>>402003
aw im looking into ti and unfortunately estrogen mod is 1.19/1.20.1
>>402060
sæкi
but took courses/self taught myself a lot more than the CS classes that were for introductory stuff I knew
anon
I wanna go to college w u all so bad it’s so isolating :c
>>402065
faye
it hasnt been updated for 1.21 create yet :(
sæкi
hmmm
anon
lol you’d get annoyed w me though
faye
this pack is one im looking at since its like vanilla+ with create
sæкi
I would probably have stuck around more if I knew peeps or could've lived somewhere that wasn't w family still
plus I didn't know my one of few frens there was closeted trans/+nb
>>402070>>402085
faye
im a college dropout
anon
>>402066
yes!!!!! except I was super repressed even though I moved away from family. now I’m doing college again living with family. still sux
sæкi
mhm
sæкi
I got stuck living w family again cus of bad living situation/breakups
sæкi
is toughs to open up after yrs of living in those spots n all pat
anon
oh no
anon
I just have a piss easy major
anon
which kinda sux I really look up to stem
sæкi
pat
sæкi
awe, hope its smth you can handle thoughts n you can pursue other stuff u have interest in .3.
anon
yeah! :3
sæкi
I did mainy ethical hacking stuffs n cyber/info-sec n research on its
do writing/research on hacktivism n threat actors atm n stuffs, n run a org or two to help peeps learn or get help w/o school
anon
.3.
anon
>>402066
I still am but I dunno any point in coming out as nonbinary and life just gets worse from not conforming
sæкi
yeaa .3. its tough but try n just be chu n don't have to be super up front or open Abt it to peeps if it doesn't feel comfortable
anon
ty saeki <3 you’re a queen
sæкi
~u~ patpat
sending peeps support
too sweet bwaa
anon
~u~ pat pat a
faye
im having one of those milk girl days
sæкi
hehe
sæкi
pat
sæкi
>god that reminds me of the time I had for a bit w some uhh lactation
>n gf who could a lot hhh
anon
patpat ~u~
faye
::milk girl
faye
::milk
faye
um
faye
did i break it
sæкi
milk chan :c
faye
oh the booru is messed up rn
>>402106
♪♫
>>402104
it dies sometimes for some reason but she comes back if u wait a few mins
sæкi
.play Silverado hard life
sæкi
:3
anon
:3
anon
I shouldn’t go home huh? I should stay on campus n study at the library
faye
.play wounded animal black dresses
faye
thank u
anon
I have lunch with me but I think I’ll feel empty after that too
anon
#write how to be happy without spending all day yapping online

stop doomscrolling. go outside. touch grass. read a book. gym maxx. delete apps that make you miserable. focus on irl connections. make art, music, or whatever. learn to enjoy silence. cook real food. sleep more.
how to be happy without spending all day yapping online
anon
>>402119
don’t OD my frien did and now she can’t talk good :-<
sæкi
lel pat
anon
good then <3
anon
I took my old ones this morning to be awake and I feel numb again. It’s why I stopped
sæкi
aww
yeah can have weird feels for some peeps, particularly if taken after long time off or smth
anon
yeh. my sister was on them and now she’s trying anti anxiety and idk fam I think we’re both cooked
faye
>>402123
me toooooooooooooooooooooo
anon
but I’m glad ur better saeki : )
faye
it helps me a lot :) having my stims
anon
: ) waaaab (reverse beaa)
sæкi
mhmmm
I got mine refilled yday or so
faye
niceeeeeeee
faye
what are you on
sæкi
d-amph/Adderall
anon
yeh that’s what I trid 2 a mix of the two
lain from the cartoon
d-amph > adderall
faye
i gots ritalin hehehehe
lain from the cartoon
dont like mixed salts
anon
why not?
sæкi
not gotten to try others . .
faye
i like ritalin, but it is different since its not an amphetamine
sæкi
ic
faye
which is funny because my clinic didnt realize that for a while :)
faye
well not really funny cuz they cut me off for like a week but it was stupid, they were testing me for amphetamines cuz its standard practice at their clinic and its like. yo this wont show up it needs a special test
sæкi
lel
anon
it is different I think
sæкi
sæкi
yeah had a lot of that
rose
boy i was on a date with kept saying i should use my cute girl charms to get some weed from ppl
But idk how to do that im so awkward
anon
I looked up some of the papers on adhd and it was kinda messy the results :<
they gave a huge dose to ppl and they didn’t remember more emotional memories more which was weird to me but a huge dose is different than smiling probs
>>402188
sæкi
lol
sæкi
wud gib u my weed
rose
ppl in manchester are weird they dont be offering you it like they do in the other city i like going to
>>402178>>402172
sæкi
-w-
sæкi
don't want it guh
sæкi
mhm
sæкi
hmm I think 3. is glitched?
>>402169
faye
i love ada rook
sæкi
uhhhh
sæкi
ughhh
faye
>>402164
video player bugs out if the link is a video of a song imported automatically from yt music (ie the artist - topic) videos
sæкi
yeah
sæкi
sry
anon
>>402160
do they want you to smoke it with them or smth idk how cute girl works
sæкi
yea its not
sæкi
its from a yt search and is a video
sæкi
.play easy life living strange music video
faye
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
faye
it is weird sometimes then aside from that lol
anon
>>402160
people are sad and have trouble connecting with others in MANchester hmmm I wonder why chat
>>402184
anon
::think
sæкi
aw
anon
i'm a huge contrarian so when people are mean to men i feel like i must stan men don't do this to me
>>402183
sæкi
lol
anon
how should men act? should they have beards? some of my male friends are so hyped about the beards
>>402189
anon
>>402157
wdym can you please elaborate?
anon
>>402187
all human beans should be free in my imo

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