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anon
I didn’t make. a site tho
anon
good : )
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started relearning php yday -u-
been running wiki esc other site but wanted to move to smth maybe better for it bwa
and silly
::vibin
>>413592
anon
dawww I liek to type w u
anon
I have stuff to do but I don wanna do it but I gotta try anyway
anon
I hope ur day is good
anon
<3
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ah nail training i think
anon
at first I thought it said mail or male but yeah
>>413608
anon
so for stylists and I bet they attach nails to it
shrimp
thats clearly a male masturbatory device
>>413610
anon
you shape it into a. circle?
shrimp
handjob
anon
the fingers don’t look like they’d lock strongly enough, they’d come open
anon
>>413602
this says a lot about our society…
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c:
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omg theres a
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one sec
fp
ngl browing twitter gives me more brainworms than browsing 4chan
fp
2025 everyone
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yeah i had to quit using both yrs ago
fp
gone
fp
reduced to atoms
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owned
anon
buckling springs
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im gonna make sure but i would love model or f one day guh
pc is ?
anon
I have a model M but my. desktop is broken
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i go looking for local or used alps keyboard n ibm/early mech apple keyboards somewhat regularly but only have a ibm pc clone keyboard that uses early cherrys bwa
got a 12 usd keyboard from salvation army tho last 1-2 weeks w brown clones thoughs
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and huh ye i was remembering right, they use buckling spring on this model
anon
is that bwa to make it more feeling or r u feeling weak about the keyboard or i unno head empy
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ive been stuck on a membrane keyboard for a couple yrs cus of losing my main one in breakup but
the pc clone one uses a AT plug that needs a painful to make adapter n is not better than this 12 usd cherry clone lel
wan smth w alps or buckling spring tho so i lurk w looking for them p often
look at ibm typewriters cus (i also just like electric typewriters) some of them have a detachable keyboard peeps have reverse engineered
anon
they r cool
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ye--
i hope u can get a pc working again for yous though if thaswhat u meant earlier ;<;7
anon
i don hav much energy or will to do anything
anon
ohhhh I was gonna try the adderall today
anon
guess I will but even doing 10 minutes of work, 1 minute of work is too much for me
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lel gl - w- dont overdo it n if u havent rested ::pat
anon
10 seconds of work just makes me feel sick and I know I’ll have to go back to it
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bwa ye, always happy to share stuff but is a lil embarrassing w how blank/empty my stuff rn is-- had to switch the names i went by n so made new sites bwawawa
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also ive been looking for one of these but one oly showed up (for free tho but ugh) like 4-6 hr round trip
is the reverse eng one, has a screen u can put text on too
[YouTube]
>>413644
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if i find one of those someday tho, especially if cheap-ish, would be cool to have bluckling spring n a display usable on a pc
anon
>>413642
it’s not on the east coast is it would be bazed if I could pick it up
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lel pat
is in sorta eastern midwest
anon
Pennsylvania or smt huh.. ooo
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nu, further west of that
around great lakes
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hmmm, watching sorta teardown of the one i found locally
anon
I have some family in albany who could pick it up if it was local
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it might be able to be turned into a pc one cus its running on a computer that runs the typewriter in short
anon
n then u could hack stuffs for me xD
anon
:3
anon
r u lookin on Craigslist? I guess fb marketplace is supposed to be better but bleh
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on a few places tho should probably check craigslist again, just got reminded of the whole thing from a random local listing rec
usually am just on there or stuffs to find server or pc stuffs n hard drives bwa
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why not
nona on the /train/
my mom likes glegle!
>>413671
SadChan🍉🍉
thoughts on typing at the end of a sentence when u r trying 2 be nice "xoxo"?
SadChan🍉🍉
good morning xoxo
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i think is nice i use it sometimes
used to use x n such a lot more when i was mostly talking to uk peeps
nona on the /train/
i'm listening to lil peep on the train x nastolgia
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haiiii nona
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awww
i havent listened to him in a while
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also found theres already some conversions n breadboard mods to turn it into a pc keyboard
nona on the /train/
to turn what into a keyboard?
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dis
convert to ppc keyboard w/o the typewriter part as has ibm buckling spring switches thatre really nice n is a free one of these locally, keyboard usually costs 100+ usd
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ок
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i might pick it up solely for using n seeing what the keys feel like n having a typerwriter i actually like
anon
somethings to do anyway
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hope ride is oki n cozy w it being lil cooler today bwa
nona on the /train/
:) it's taking a little longer than i had hoped pfft but it's cozy n warm
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aww
nona on the /train/
great were one station away and we have to wait for signal
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awww
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do u take the err ill call them 2 floor train car trains in for
nona on the /train/
yes!
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ouuu ye
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trying to figure out having better access or electric bike to get to their stations here
nona on the /train/
both!
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:'>
nona on the /train/
could you get a normal bike? or do i remember you saying smth abt needing the electrical assist ..
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i hab one, but is a looong ride for me to go to the station from here (i can do it but would be exhausty by the end of the day or stuffs, hab in the past though ,3,)
>>413708
lain from the cartoon
>>413700
hey little fella are u doin okay
nona on the /train/
>>413706
awa that's not fun
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yea, is main reason i hope to get smth like its, being able to get there somewhat quick n would be able to possibly manage in person work n stuffs
lain from the cartoon
>>413711
great job !!! you did it !!!
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lol
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peenor
lain from the cartoon
peenor stocks are down
penis stocks are up
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buy the dip on bepis
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also gotta start looking for drafting supplies/tools
is comfy for designing n writing for meh
>>413721
anon
>>413720
what, a van, some big guys, uniform for the recruits? X)
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huh
anon
I should start an army I wanna Army
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silly
anon
:)
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wan learn more drafting stuff fully in the future but enjoy doing the designs i do n stuffs, n laying out how i wan set things up idk -3-
(not all of that, am not able to afford a lot but awa yk)
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or hecc that is just the measuring/compass esc stuffs
fujo
good morning zzzzz
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gm! haiii
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wan drafting pencils like these n stick erasers n stuffs, use a drafting table n such but sadly is pretty blegh one
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find the full metal feeling n look real pretty
anon
i should post here more instead of the other chuddy altchan i uae
>>413740
nona on the /train/
sharty
anon
no
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and lel -3-
anon
i am NOT a soiteen
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moved to mainly here
shrimp
then i would recommend here yes
fujo
i had a dream of sleeping on someone elses chest like hugging them n stuff and then i woke up :(
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cute but feel that :c
nona on the /train/
>>413739
looks cool, there is homestuck general
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u can fall back eep on ours
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should look it up
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i used to user danger/u/ a gud bit but mainly dollars-bbs n related sites
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ouu, i think i like dis look more though
SadChan🍉🍉
i have 2 go to class in 13 minutes but im still naked its so jover
>>413754
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<3 and awww, gl
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hehe didnt see the naked part lol
silly, hope u can make it quick or when u need o7
SadChan🍉🍉
>wear push up bra
>going 2 wear t shirt + flannel
SadChan🍉🍉
>boobs are making collar not lie flat on tshirt
SadChan🍉🍉
how do I fix this
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bwaaa hm
terry
want estrogen bwaaaa
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same
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sad,.
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might make raspberry tarts
terry
yum
anon
>>413740
me not being chuddy is the reason being on most altchans is so fucking frustrating
SadChan🍉🍉
nazis r so annoying frf r
terry
i get so sad opening r/transtimelines and seeing what could be me one day :(
>>413772>>413768
terry
>>413768
for the time being until i can get E
SadChan🍉🍉
i had 2 repress until 28/29 it will be ok
>>413771
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>>413767
aw :<
::hug
i hope u can soons
am getting exchange sorted to make an order in the next day or two, ideally
>>413773
terry
>>413772
tyy, we're all gonna make it one day
#hug
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best wishes thoughs n dont make self look at those spots if its pushing chu into that headspace a lot
can be a lot to carry when feeling stuck & unable to get what makes chu who u wanna be or align self w how you feel bwa
>>413775
terry
>>413774
ik, we make do with what weve got after all
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yea -u-
terry
<3333
SadChan🍉🍉
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I transitioned at 29 and even tho im ugly i pass in most of my day 2 day interactions so even if u transition late there is hope
>>413787>>413793>>413780
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cute!!
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hmph
anon
terry hints is that you
terry
not ugly in the slightest
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^ dis
SadChan🍉🍉
i have a really bad deep set eyes / caveman brow it doesnt really show in face forward pictures
>>413788
fp
>>413779
lol shut up ugly people dont post themselves online
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n nuh
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yeah
fp
like me i will never post myself online
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hehe hai shrimp
SadChan🍉🍉
>>413788
thats what i mean tho i look best from front on pictures thats why i take them like that lol
>>413797>>413815
shrimp
sadchannel do you like minecraft
terry
>>413795
i feel you, i kinda have the same issue tho most people don't really notice it
SadChan🍉🍉
yea its pretty cool i like when they added that little fairy i love catching them and making automated tasks with them
shrimp
join our server
SadChan🍉🍉
i love htem so much
shrimp
#ksay h
SadChan🍉🍉
okeeeeeeeeee
shrimp
#ksay laine
SadChan🍉🍉
pm me the server I might play some this weekend
lain from the cartoon
hi hey
shrimp
give ms sadchan the server details
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hiiii
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wb
lain from the cartoon
oh hi hey hi sadchan
lain from the cartoon
i press t to type like i was in game
SadChan🍉🍉
just PM me on the 'cords
shrimp
skjdgh
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lol
shrimp
its a public server
terry
>>413795
hopefully you manage to get FFS one day if it's going to make you feel better
SadChan🍉🍉
I really want it
SadChan🍉🍉
my tier list is
FFS
SRS
BBL/fatscultiping around waist (dont need a lot just to deal with subcutaneous fat on waist)
and im scared of boob job but maybe if I dont get as much growth as I want
>>413820
shrimp
oh ya u need the modpack btw
terry
>>413817
same except for the BBL, im mostly happy with how my body looks
shrimp
i hate curseforge so much
lain from the cartoon
hope curseforge dies
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ahhh ye
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wanna get a orchi eventually when i can access such
>>413830
SadChan🍉🍉
sex reassignment surgery but they ranamed it to GCS gender confirmation surgery because a bunch of people who werent transexual werent getting it or smth
SadChan🍉🍉
tho tbh I feel like if u get SRS u r transexual not just transgender
terry
>>413827
ugh same, doesn't ur insurance cover it?
terry
it's a fairly easy operation tbf, you wouldn't even need to stay the night in the hospital
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id have to go through a lot of stuff again w how our insurance/system is for my stuff n just guh
getting care in my situation beyond testing cus of being on diy was pain n didnt get offered prescription or such
i hope u peeps can thoughs, im hoping to be able if i possibly leave the country or get a pathway that'd work for meh
>>413838
SadChan🍉🍉
i dont want 2 get orchi because it can affect ur srs results
>>413835
SadChan🍉🍉
having a pp makes me want to kms
terry
>>413833
i think it'd only affect how ur labia looks and you can still preserve the sack just in case
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and yea orchi isnt that rough of one to get, generally in comparison, but i hope pees can get the care they wan, too
but ye isalr, is also my sort of not wanting to be put further into particularly the US medical system for this stuff in the current situation, gon wait n see i think or figure out where i could do it if i am able to apply to places cus of my intersectional issues maybe helping my chances of leaving
>>413843
SadChan🍉🍉
nah orchi can affect depth too bceause orchi makes it hard to gain length again prior to SRS with topical steroid
terry
>>413832
that sucks :/, sorry you had to deal with such bullshit
SadChan🍉🍉
i wish i was one of those transwomen who is like GOCK GOCK I HAVE PENIS I LOVE MY PENIS GOCK FUCK PEOPEL WITH MY PENIS instead of a depressed loser who is suicidal over gentials and will die alone
>>413897>>413840>>413844
terry
>>413839
same lol, my bottom dysphoria is pretty bad but still kinda manageable for the time being, don't know how much worse it might get in the future tho
>>413844
SadChan🍉🍉
transexuals are literally an inferior breed transgenders who like their pps and theyfabs who are he/him womanmoders are superior in every respect. happiness, social acceptance, mental health, income, relationships
SadChan🍉🍉
and they usually dont have as much self hatred so they actually advocate for themselves in society
>>413850
terry
>>413836
maybe you can hop over the border into canada?
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yea, was writing a piece on my site for helping direct ppl to the resources for applying for asylum in canada at the moment cus of everything, n talking to people abt their experiences growing up their whole life here but going back to mexico n stuffs guh
SadChan🍉🍉
was supposed to leave for school 2 min ago
SadChan🍉🍉
dont have pants on
>>413851
SadChan🍉🍉
brb
terry
>>413848
you don't have to wear them >:)
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hehe
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for me i tend to get less bottom dysphoria in the past few yrs at least beyond orchi thing idk why fully (probably could dive into it but yk) though feel its mainly chest n shoulders or stuff for me bwa
>>413857
terry
<333
terry
>>413854
for me it goes like this: body hair > skin texture > fat distribution > skeleton/bone structure > voice > dick n balls > presentation
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yea, i try to avoid letting myself ruminate on it w how ill probably spiral if i go there when feeling stuck already but
is probs body hair/how my hair looks generally n then chest n stuffs, but overthink everything if i start thinking abt it
>>413862>>413866
SadChan🍉🍉
DO NOT KNOW ME
terry
>>413859
so fucking true lol, especially if you already have bad BDD like me
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awe
::headpats
have body image/dysmorphia issues n has improved somewhat over time but still working through it n hope u can find path to better comfort w self too ~v~
>>413870
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think i got most of it from knowing my identity so young but repressing/hiding it from anyone n everyone other than a couple ppl online until i was 18 ish
>>413871
terry
>>413869
dysphoria took away my college years from me but im not gonna let it take away my adulthood too
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awe
::pat
yea ive been losing time w just a lot of issues n wanna get bacc into more specific college studies than i was doing before but trying to have stable work or health recovered at least first, i hope ur getting by even if in a tough period for stuffs guh
>>413873
terry
>>413872
ty, i sorta have a plan for how im gonna get to the point where i can transition safely, it's just gonna take like 1-2 more years at minimum. i'll probably have to start taking E soon and boymode until I can leave the country otherwise im gonna go insane lol
>>413879
rose
hello all i am now home and done with tasks for now !!
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haiii rose!! real rose orlando waow
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yayyyyy
rose
the course thing i went on was p gay and multiple ppl had rlly bad coughs, luckily i had a mask on so its like whatevers but omg why would u go out like that??
also they kinda smelled bad :( men need to learn to shower
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proud of u :>
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>>413873
awe yea, hope u can figure out how for chu will be best
if able to do it while still '''boymoding''' n starting even on small doses then maybe gud to reach out to peeps to see if u could, in time, get to start working towards helping raise the floor on how low it makes chu feel even if not smth u can fully share or be open abt yets
>>413886
rose
also weh we had to do this task where we ask about the person next to us and then after we talk about them to the rest of the class
and the person i was with kept misgendering me so the course leader had to be like "i think rose uses she/her actually" lmao, terrible
>>413887>>413894
terry
hiiii ms rose orlando
rose
hello terry !! hope you are well
>>413883
terry
>>413882
im doing good <33 hope you are too
#kiss
terry
>>413879
i did come out to my parents once and while it was very shocking to them at first they were at least supportive and helped me go to therapy, but unfortunately that just didn't go anywhere and now i think that they think that ive gotten over it or smth
>>413895
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>>413880
guh ::bwabwa
rough, is pain, hope ur oke though is sometimes stressful w coughing n then having to deal w thinking abt ppl saying stuff abt u idk aa
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awwww
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yis ^3^
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cute
terry
>>413880
we need to explode ppl like this
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>>413886
pat yea
dad is somewhat like this tho maybe less so but also was holding control of my money cus of health for a while n blocked me from buying hrt (after couple yrs on smh) so is like rly weird
can be tough dealing w the just weirdness or reactions or stress it adds so just hope u find a place that works for u or living situation too
>>413898>>413899
nona on the /train/
>>413839
i don't mind my thingy...but i use it to make love with my boyfriend because it's the easiest way to feel close to him
>>413985
terry
>>413895
oh that's terrible :( why would he do something like this?
rose
>>413895
thats so fucked im sorry saeki :(
anon
test
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::pats
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hecc
anon
hi
anon
.play fireflies
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>>413904
#hug
appreciate peeps thoughs bwa
terry
>>413901
#hug
im glad ur still standing despite everything <3
pandobra
good morning
rose
incels would be like "i didnt foid my clothes"
>>413998
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and yissss
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precious peeps
anon
until we hear the voice
i like sad things
that's nice of u all 2 say.
i like sad things
I'm a mess though. wrinkly clothes, frizzy hair, some unshaved hair on my arm, really bad bags under my eyes
>>413926>>413936
anon
my nuts hang
terry
>>413924
uhhh you should see how bad i look lol, but it's alright it's not a competition haha
>>413927
i like sad things
>>413926
well u arent on hrt so it's not a good comparison
>>413928
anon
gay
anon
no cute boy wants ur weird examples
i like sad things
>>413930
i generally pass yea which I'm thankful for
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squimsh
rose
>>413924
ur hairs not frizzy lol
also like most women got hair on they arms im p sure
>>413944
i like sad things
omg they are opening a burlington coat factory within 5 minute walk of me. and best buy. neat.
anon
just bee urselff
rose
i didnt shave this morning cos otherwise it wouldve like cut up my skin cos i shaved yesterday and i gotta shave tomorrow cos im going out
v lucky i was wearing a mask the whole time so no one noticed
terry
i wanna learn how to wax my beard because otherwise my five oclock shadow just looks horrible even after shaving
straw bury
i always skin myself when im shaving its the worst
i like sad things
>>413936
difference between terminal testosteronized hairs and my hairs. women with PCOS yea maybe.
>>413945
rose
>>413944
what if i hit you over the head??
i like sad things
its literally just how hairs work lol
pandobra
i want to laser my face off
>>413949
anon
.play howlin wolf
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lol
i like sad things
I'm pale with dark hair, Mediterranean genes so it was perfect for laser
straw bury
>>413949
what if i gave u a big old kiss and a hug and a breakfast quesadilla
>>413957
anon
yall come down
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bonk until i start speaking puppyg/u/rl
i like sad things
>>413952
i love quesodilla I LOVE CHEESE SO MUCH 🧀
terry
i dont know how weird it'd be for me as someone who presents male to go into a clinic and ask them to laser off my whole body
i like sad things
>>413956
its really simple i did it before i transitioned actually lol
>>413963
anon
LORD WONT YOU HEAR ME CRYING
anon
OOOOH HOOO
i like sad things
>>413963
i did it in 2 did places. the more indy less advanced one hurt like 4x as much but it was bearable. the nice salon, which is a national laser chain, painless and better results
>>413970
sæкі
learning to be a printing press operator sounds interesting
anon
wtf
terry
>>413964
can you get laser on your brows too, im kinda tired of plucking my brows every two days lol
>>413975
rose
.play kidsmoko fool on cool
>>413995
rose
>>413972
i'll stitch you up in a second
i like sad things
>>413970
yes the area in-between eyebrows is one of the most common spots for women
>>413978
rose
TRY TO SEE THINGS MY WAY
90 ON THE HIGHWAY
EVERYTHING FEELS SIDEWAYS
TO ME TO MEEEEEE
anon
electronica music?
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ou ye
i started downloading samples n loops to try n use in making smth agains bwa
i like sad things
i have natural brows
anon
.play once up a time in the projects
terry
it's okay tho i can deal with shaping my brows on my own but the area in between is really sucky for me
terry
along with everything else ofc
anon
hmmmmm
fp
close to bump limit....
straw bury
hai fp
anon
>>413911
hit em w the retard rizz sadchan!!!
anon
dubs
anon
aw
pandobra
close one
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trips

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