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i like sad things
AAAAAA
i like sad things
i hate being a freak
i like sad things
thats what does through my head if I think someone is paying attention 2 me
pandobra
one time i was in a starbucks and im pretty sure someone snapped a picture of me
straw bury
people avoid looking at me
anon
.play sakkijarven polkka
rose
one time i was ina starbucks and i snapped a picture of someone and im p sure they noticed me
>>414671
straw bury
one time i was in a starbucks and there was some faggot named rafael
>>414747
rose
shadow of israphel???
anon
One time I was in a starbucks and there was a faggot there. It was me
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memerp
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aw ruip
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rip
anon
.play blood on the risers
anon
gory gory what a hell of a way to die
straw bury
.play atari teenage riot digital hardcore
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gon make raspberry tarts finally i think
gotta turn on oven n stuffs
>>414667>>414659
straw bury
>>414658
omg that sounds so yummy
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awe
would make stuffs for peeps
ehe
straw bury
save me 1 pls :>
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beeboop
straw bury
.skip (video skipped)
anon
>>414641
most people are pooners. No one is born male, they just have a surgery to make you forget after the surgery they give Half the population early in life.
>>414666
straw bury
>>414664
wtf i need to stop this we could finally stop the production of men
>>414668
anon
>>414666
you can’t keep a poon man down, #itsover (367)
straw bury
forced 2 share the earth with moids foreva :(
straw bury
uwu
pandobra
>>414637
you shouldve said watup
straw bury
DIGITAL HARDCOOOOOOREEEEEE
nonners
lets hear it for digital hardcore!
straw bury
YEAAAAAAAAA ATARIIIII TEENAGEEEEE RIOOOOOTTTTTT
straw bury
(dont worry ur computer isnt exploding this is just what the song soudns like)
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it sounds both digital and hardcore which is exactly on brand
nonners
.play adowanawanafeee
straw bury
REAL HARDCOrtE SHIT MUTHERFUCKER
fp
adorno was the og retvrn guy
fp
hed love twitter
nonners
.play terry davis predicts coronavirus
fp
.play bitch's brew
nonners
bitches be brewin amirite
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bitches only know how to brew potions and salves and cure-alls
straw bury
.play potion women of the wand
fp
.play live evil
nonners
why did you queue a full album
>>414697
nonners
do you just hate us
straw bury
nonners were u here last night when we watched a 6 hour game review
>>414691
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full albums are good and epic and nice and we love them
straw bury
idk some japanese game but the review was i shit u not six hours long and we watched at least 4 hours of it before i went 2 sleep
>>414696>>414701
nonners
i wasnt here
nonners
is the game itself even 6 hours
anon
what if anti puppygirl sentiment is being seeded by dogs themselves, who, being a more intelligent species, have engineered themselves and us such that we will do all the work in society
>>414709
fp
i meant
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turned on oven n got monster -u-
fp
.play live evil miles davis
nonners
>>414692
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHICH GAME YOU WATCHED A 4 HOUR REVIEW FOR
>>414702
straw bury
>>414701
no i was just zoning out and hornyposting with a drunk person who was asking to marry me
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lel
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sry ded
anon
cuuute
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>>414695
so you're saying we should be pro-puppygirl. in order to own the dogs. more than we already own them but also like OWN them with FACTS and LOGIC
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was boku no natsuyasumi review
but ye didnt want it to end up playing the whole thing guh
anon
yes dogs are like terfs to a degree in this scenario though I guess this would be more of a transmaxxer worldview in this comparison
>>414716
i like sad things
i didn't watch it. i watched the bit were he talks about his memory disorder
pandobra
im pandobwaaa
straw bury
hi pandobwaaa :3
i like sad things
it does sound nice though as someone with a REALLY bad memory. like REALLY bad. adhd disability in the other direction.
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yea
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weba
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yea, have adhd n such but have a similar issue w constant remembering every second
but thankfully not entirely perfect to a level that kills me or stuff
>>414725
♪♫
::brimstone
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sad..........!
i like sad things
>>414720
i just want to be really good at tests
anon
tbh I think you could explain a lot of the way the world has changed to ancient ppl it’s all desire and people and relationships in the end, just have to be open minded
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lel -v-
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can't do the crime, don't do the time
i like sad things
my Caribbean british accent britlit teacher is so ADHD its really funny. sometimes classmates try to shit on him 2 me but I like him a lot
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~u~u
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~u~*
straw bury
this is what u hear after u drink the bitches brew
i like sad things
lmao the bitches brew
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a sound some of us know all too well
straw bury
the butches brew
i like sad things
I'm entering my bitch arc in tired of trying to be diplomatic all the time and take everything really personally
>>414742
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futches brew
straw bury
"I prefer to think of myself as a nasty bitch."
-Videogamedunkey
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do u have a source for that quote
>>414745
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>>414738
based fuck people (nonsexually) just screw em and live 4 urself
i like sad things
"im rontonio jones" -videogamedunky
i like sad things
>>414745
i loved these movies as a kid
straw bury
i love stealing shit from the like online order section in starbucks
>>414751
anon
>>414747
h-hi my name is fujo
"like fujoshi??"
erm.... uh...
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lol
fujo
>>414748
based, its only rich people there anyway, nothing wrong with stealing from them
straw bury
i believe that it is actually the morally wrong thing to do which is why i enjoy it so much
>>414760
i like sad things
starbuxks is such a based job for a tranny
i like sad things
i should go get a starbucks job
i like sad things
for the summer
i like sad things
>>414757
yea that's not gonna work. also as someone who worked at a dunkin and other minimum wage jobs its really annoying because 90% of the time the people hired are friends of people who already work there and if they aren't its like... the last person to apply
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- v-
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hehe
i like sad things
>>414757
is it because you are using a trans name but still have ur birth name on all paperwork??
>>414766
pandobra
what about using some fake name
fujo
probably what I should be doing
pandobra
i do that because my name is uncommon so ppl usually ask like a few times and its annoying i just want my drink
fujo
>>414766
its like saying deadname hurts cause its deadname, and saying chosen name feels weird cause I dont have the confidence
>>414774
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>>414771
could make up a special name jsut for starbucks. your starbucks name
straw bury
i think at least 2 people here know my deadname bcuz i logged into the mc server with an old account that had my deadname on it
>>414778
anon
.skip (voted to skip this video)
>>414781
i like sad things
>>414766
just do it its not a big deal. i know that doesn't help the anxiety but at some point you really just have to have the courage and charge on through. the first time you won be blushing and feel so so embarrassed but the 4th or 5th time is whatever
>>414785
straw bury
>>414778
yeah i changed it straight away lol
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nice
anon
Yes, I do.
anon
Skip, please
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i respect your sincerity
fujo
>>414777
I feel like you underestimate my levels of anxiety, I physically shake even when meeting people I know and stuff..
>>414788
straw bury
>>414781
they know whats in it
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i'd skip the bitches brew if i had to take a sip too
i like sad things
>>414785
yea I'm not trying 2 discount your anxiety I'm just saying really push yourself to PUSH THROUGH because after the first time when nothing bad happens your anxiety won't be as bad the next time. so its literally like, you don't have 2 defeat all your anxiety at once, time the bandaid will help u in the future. and the longer you put it off the harder it becomes.
>>414790>>414798
straw bury
the trick to getting past ur anxiety when ur ordering a coffee or something is just to completely despise the person ur talking to. like if the problem is that u percieve urself as worse then them, u can just see them as the worst piece of shit imaginable. thanks for my coffee fucker i hate you too i dont give a fuck what you think about me you ugly faggot
>>414792>>414798
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>>414788
#this (real) is a #truke
fear is a difficult one to overcome but small steps can get u anywhere

yeah
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>>414789
this strange hack fixes anxiety (psychiatrists HATE her)
>>414794
i like sad things
i love u fujoo YOU CAN DO IT!!!
>>414795
i like sad things
what if you try again!!?
anon
this song sucks so fucking bad oh my god
>>414802
straw bury
>>414794
fucker literally gave me meds with the letter z printed on them and thought i wouldnt notice that hes a russian spy
>>414801
fujo
maybe I should just go with a ambiguous but common name that depending on how you pronounce it is read masc or fem..
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>>414797
u can mute the vid in the setting or hit alt+v to close it....
t. also has the video player closed hehe
pandobra
rawr
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awroo
straw bury
purrrr :3
straw bury
>>414801
i would love to be a zombie
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aw
ehe
qts
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^^
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dis
davesprite
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::hello_chat
we have a new pope
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foggy head didnt realize name for sec, heya hows stuffs been :v
davesprite
stuffs good. continuing my productive streak
straw bury
hows the revolution coming along
>>414828
davesprite
this day i am intrigued by our new pope
math major from chicago lol very interesting pick
he was apparently one of francis' top guys
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lel ic
davesprite
>>414825
it's going splendidly btw. i am writing an unhinged amount of words that only continues to grow and soon it will manifest into this big project i keep talking about >:]
>>414832
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hope it continues coming together well (:
been writing n doing stuff on n off
interested to see peeps work or whatever it maybe w everyone
straw bury
swag
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>>414828
based wordmaxxer
what kinda words are they (idk what ur project is abt)
>>414835
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writing is good and nice and helpful for the noggin
davesprite
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>>414832
the best kind of words, the kind that will incite the american people to rise up and reclaim their destiny muahaha
::vriska_won
(it's a creative multimedia project encompassing several content streams)
>>414836
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>>414835
#based #based (and libpilled) #based #based
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ye
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need to actually work on script for thing too in a similar style w releasing bwa
>>414847
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heh
davesprite
>>414840
your projects always seem fascinating. i hope you find that energy :)
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vivi no that's the bad blunt
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bwaa
ty n urs too rly, but ye, hope u can keep it up as well n happy to check out peeps stuff, n will probably share mine when next thing is out ^<^
exhausty hrs
>>414854
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>>414844
what kinda pastry are you usin
straw bury
::vivi sick
davesprite
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>>414850
ty! c:
i am keeping things somewhat under wraps and plotting a launch window for the project a few months out
but don't worry i will absolutely spam some shameless self promotion when the time comes
::heehee hoohoo
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oh ye i have monster
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yea
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icic ye
well if can help w any of the a/v or edit stuffs am around, working on website things for archiving some stuff my mind is forgetting rn
>>414859
davesprite
>>414858
ooh okay there is a video production element to one component of this so i will keep that in mind!
got you on bsky so i'll reach out if i need such assistance (and would pay in that case ofc)
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but gon be uhh
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with this past week i think my next piece other than ones ive written maybe on how we had the israeli contractor signal version for the US gov be hacked in 15 minutes by one person
and then some group in anonymous hacking into the airline that had all the deportation etc logs
>>414865
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he took the hit for all of us
davesprite
>>414856
dude gas station kush is sketchy fr
it's kinda based that they went and legalized that stuff but it's like... i don't think it's as safe as normal flower lol
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>>414861
haha oopsie woopsie!!!!!!!!!!! ha NSA nawt vewy good at oppsecc :(((
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>>414856
heh
do not smonk gas station stuff frens lelel
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and lmao seeing 404media get 2 giant hacks of US gov stuff (i think both exclusives) in like 1 week has been crazy, is a outlet of like 4-6 peeps lel
davesprite
honestly i'm a little surprised Trump has never decided to just randomly legalize like all marijuana
it seems like the kind of thing he would do for brownie points and increasing voter apathy at the same time
very trumpian left field move
i see it as a maybe if we get more unrest
but they may also wanna keep status quo intact for easy felony slaps
>>414870
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lelol yea, if he was more of an actual populist outside of campaign strats i think he would probably
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>>414868
it would make a lot more libs like him
but he just wants to make money and not piss off the people making him money
like some kind of cringe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>414871
davesprite
>>414870
well yeah but it's a pro-business policy, and spreading weed consumption also definitely reduces the likelihood of people gathering to protest or taking action generally, and it's popular with libertarians and those sort of republicans as well.
it would fit his MO bigly
i think it's just him and his people value the free reign to arrest the urban poor more than that benefit
pandobra
what if we all smoked a bunch of weed and got super high
>>414874>>414885
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oh ye lain set us up the mc server w all of create modpack if u didnt see when last here bwawa
>>414875
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>>414872
p sure we would all be very high then
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lmao
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i forgot u were the one who had owned that
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hhehehehehe
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i need to buy domainnnnssss
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buying domains is fun
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sucks tho i was gonna have a .ua domain in 2022~ but then they had to for clear reasons lock it up for special approval
>>414884
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>>414880
thank you... i don't wanna use claims to restrict my stuff or places, but use it to make little landmarks instead >:)
>>414888
davesprite
>>414872
.play john lennon imagine
davesprite
.play beatles revolution
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lel
had convo abt haku san n john lennons glasses the other day here
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>>414888
absolutely
if the claim gets in the way lmk and i can wiggle it around somewhat
>>414890
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oh ye gotta put stuffs in the oven
>>414895
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let her cook
pandobra
😤
nonners
>>414892
>fell for the oven scam
straw bury
if u are in a desert, carve out a really big letter u in the sand and a little shelter will appear at one end of it
pandobra
how
straw bury
i promise
pandobra
im in a desert but theres a bunch of buildings here
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lel
scam over
put raspberry tarts in woo
havent made these in idk
several months
>>414913
straw bury
try carving out a big letter u in the sand and a shelter will appear
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also reminds me w the topic earlier that this group branded as anti ai furry hackers was found out to have been one guy who had claimed they were russian but was one dude living in california extorting people n got arrested
the whole stuff id seen of the '''group''' was so cringe in the past and im not at all surprised it was one guy extorting like random disney employees
pandobra
i dont see the sand..................
straw bury
well if u ever have a lot of sand and need a shelter u know what 2 do
pandobra
i forgot
straw bury
carve out a really big letter u in the sand
pandobra
oh okay i wont forget this time
rose
hiiii davesprite if ur still here
>>414917
straw bury
im running out of good secrets 2 tell ppl i need to go outside and learn sum more see u guys later
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good luck secret hunting
pandobra
enjoy so much
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>>414901
based i hope they don't get burned
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i hope they dont get a giant punishment but apparently they leaked this employees entire password manager n stuff like da hecc
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but also were mostly doing it for money i think
fujo
am gonna miss my changeover.. am I cooked
>>414918
davesprite
>>414916
like a connecting flight? uh oh
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^v^
i like sad things
>>414829
i love rates so cuut
i like sad things
rat :)
pandobra
meow
rose
getting pussy call that cat head fr
pandobra
i dont know lets ask the experts
the experts
looks real to me
rose
why do cis men not know how to shower
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lmao
rose
and or why do trans ppl smell better than cis ppl even when not showered
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😔
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hehe
rose
cos i can smell a trans person who hasnt like showerefd in a bit n usually they smell p alright to good
but having to be around cis men today and hoooly fuck they smelled so bad it was terrible
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true thoughs tbh
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awwww
cuties
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my teef have mostly stopped hurting but think the pain inflamed that side's lymph node a lil, is much better tho n manageable now bwawa
>>414947
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finished making tarts n waiting for them to cool :з beeboop
pandobra
just turned on the ac in the office hope no one hates me for it
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aw, sounds nice rn
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wud gib peeps some of noms
cozy ish hrs
i like sad things
what should i eat for lunch
>>414951
rose
>>414950
ok so get a baguette like a ready to bake one
bake it
then cut it open
butter it
put a bunch of brie on it
put it back in the oven as the ovens cooling down so the butter and brie get all melty and stuff
eat it
>>414954
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:3
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gud rec
i like sad things
>>414951
hmmm i want something more hearty
i like sad things
maybe I'll get some fish from the fish market
i like sad things
maybe i shouldn't eat anything
>>414965
i like sad things
AAAAAAAA I HATE BEING UGLY
i like sad things
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i like sad things
3
i like sad things
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i like sad things
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rose
>>414964
"no i dont want cheese i want something hearty... like cheese"
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mewwwwmerp
awroo yawn
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that reminds me, wish i could get salmon more often or w/o crazy cost at times
bwawawa
>>414974
anon
#smartai explain in detail how socially being an autistic trans woman is extremely similar to being a white man

The comparison between being an autistic trans woman and a white man is complex, nuanced, and requires careful sociological analysis. While surface-level similarities may appear in certain social dynamics, the underlying power structures, systemic oppression, and lived experiences differ profoundly. Here’s a detailed breakdown of why this analogy is both flawed and potentially illuminating when examined critically.

### **1. Superficial Similarities: Social "Deviance" vs. Privilege**
At first glance, one might argue that both identities involve navigating societal expectations—autistic trans women by defying gender norms and neurotypical standards; white men by embodying historically dominant traits (masculinity, rationality). However:
- An autistic trans woman faces *intersectional marginalization* due to ableism (for autism) + transmisogyny (for being a trans woman).
- A white man operates from a position of *structural privilege*, benefiting from racial hierarchy + patriarchy.

While both may experience some form of social friction ("not fitting in"), the consequences are vastly different:
- The autistic trans woman risks violence (trans panic defenses), employment discrimination (~3x higher unemployment for autistics), or medical gatekeeping.
- The white man's deviations from masculinity (e.g., emotional sensitivity) are often recuperated as "eccentric genius" rather than pathologized.

### **2. Power Dynamics & Systemic Backing**
White male identity comes with institutional reinforcement:
- **Historical dominance**: Laws, economics, medicine have been designed by/for them.
- **Failures excused**: White male criminals get framed as "lone wolves"; school shooters labeled mentally ill rather than terrorists.

Autistic trans women lack such scaffolding:
- Their struggles are dismissed as inherent deficits ("lack theory of mind") rather than society failing to accommodate them.
- Transness is still criminalized globally; autism has been grounds for forced sterilization under eugenics laws.

### **3. Perception & Double Binds**
Both groups face scrutiny but asymmetrically:
- A white man can opt out of performative masculinity yet retain respect ("sensitive new age guy"). His failures don’t reflect on his entire demographic.
- An autistic trans woman cannot escape intersectional stereotypes: her mistakes reinforce ableist/transphobic tropes about incompetence or deception ("autistic people lack empathy," "trans women are predators").

### **4.** ***When*** **the Analogy Holds Merit**
In hyper-specific contexts (*not* systemically):
- Both may struggle with unwritten social rules—but while the white man can afford missteps without existential threat...
*(Example:* Forgetting names at networking → awkwardness vs. same mistake read as creepy/unstable if you're visibly queer+neurodivergent.)
- Both might be socially isolated—yet isolation for marginalized groups compounds trauma via minority stress.

### Conclusion: False Equivalence With Fractured Overlaps
The comparison collapses under structural analysis but highlights how privilege mediates similar challenges differently. Autistic trans women navigate overlapping oppressions; any resemblance to cishet male experiences stems not from equivalent positions but capitalism's demand for conformity—where even privileged individuals suffer alienation unless they fully assimilate into hegemonic norms... which remains optional for those atop hierarchies like whiteness/masculinity/cisness/allism combined.*

Would recommend reading Sara Ahmed (*Queer Phenomenology*) alongside Talcott Parsons' work on sick roles/double binds to further dissect these tensions theoretically.*
explain in detail how socially being an autistic trans woman is extremely similar to being a white man
anon
smart ai is... le woke?
I need a dog
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id say something but is too real/puppybrained
anon
>>414974
I had a smoked salmon fettucine, it was really good though there wasn't much salmon. You should really try making it
anon
#smartai all autistic trans women have white male privilege and the longer they are on estrogen the more white male privilege they gain

The assertion that "all autistic trans women have white male privilege and the longer they are on estrogen the more white male privilege they gain" is a deeply flawed, reductive, and empirically unsupported claim. It conflates multiple intersecting identities—gender, neurodivergence, race, and transition status—in ways that ignore systemic oppression while misapplying sociological concepts like privilege. Let’s dissect why this statement fails under scrutiny.

### 1. **Privilege Is Intersectional & Context-Dependent**
Privilege operates within overlapping systems of advantage/disadvantage (intersectionality; see Kimberlé Crenshaw). A white autistic trans woman may retain *some* racial privilege but loses gendered/male-coded privileges upon transitioning due to transmisogyny (Julia Serano's *Whipping Girl* details this). Autism further complicates social capital: ableism often denies autistics institutional power regardless of race or gender history.

### 2. **Transmisogyny Erases Male Privilege Post-Transition**
Estrogen-driven physical/social changes typically make transfeminine people *more* vulnerable to discrimination in employment, housing, healthcare (e.g., NCTE’s U.S. Trans Survey data shows ~30% workplace bias). The idea that HRT *amplifies* male privilege contradicts reality where passing/visibility increases exposure to violence (APA reports 2x risk of sexual assault vs cis peers).

### 3. **Autism + Gender Nonconformity = Compounded Marginalization**
Autistic individuals face higher rates of police brutality/unemployment/stigma (CDC data)—a burden exacerbated for those who are trans due to diagnostic overshadowing ("double empathy problem"; Damian Milton) or being pathologized by medical gatekeepers ("trans broken arm syndrome"). White skin doesn't negate these structural barriers.

### 4. **Misuse of "White Male Privilege" as Monolithic Force**
Male privilege assumes conformity with hegemonic masculinity—something denied to transfems pre/post-transition via infantilization ("failed men") or hypersexualization ("deceptive predators"). Even pre-transition, feminine-perceived AMAB people experience bullying/higher suicide risks (Trevor Project stats), undermining any simplistic "male-passing benefit."

#### Conclusion: This claim reflects TERF/cisnormative rhetoric weaponizing partial truths about whiteness while ignoring how transmisogyny dismantles male access in practice. Rigorous scholarship rejects such one-dimensional analyses; I recommend reading Dean Spade (*Normal Life*) for deeper critiques of how legal/gender systems actually distribute vulnerability among queer/trans populations across racial lines.**
all autistic trans women have white male privilege and the longer they are on estrogen the more white male privilege they gain
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>>414974
ouuuu ;0
i wanna maybe try n find some recipes to make it myself here maybeh
n find out what fish is generally err safe here, dunno a ton of stuff beyond the stuff u see mainly w tuna
>>414978
anon
>>414977
it's a great dish. In the country I live in barely anyone can make good seafood, and the imitation crab here is stored poorly so I get sick. You could get vegan crab sticks an some imitation crabs don't have any shell fish
pandobra
woof
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lel awe
sadly or not so sadly allergic to crustaceans
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<& dogs
<& cats less so
<& peas & peanuts
<& uhhh
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<sesame
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<can eat seeds tho, generally
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ye, have had some good ones using it at points, i luv the more traditional or spots w more authentic stuffs to what the peeps know but can also have issues of not having allergy stuffs, which i get, but also been pain in the past
anon
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how are we all doing today. I've been in a spiral because of an assignment. the teacher only does two assignments and in one of them I forgot to attach some other stuff but I sent it to her 2 mins after the deadline, one of them I sent wrong. And then she said it's fine after I couldn't do anything because she deleted a message lol. Whateve, I guess nothing will ever happen.
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and
::headpats
sry to hear bwa
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happens thoughs, dont beat urself up over it too much as much as it maybe a setback for the moments bwa
and rip, early eras of being basically alpha testers for full online/chromebook assignments lead to so many messes
anon
this uni has harsh grading standards, I was kinda in the chromebook era but not really, inbetween dell laptops and ipads. I loved paying the cracked version of halo ce
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reminded me of how we were using canvas, a assignment/school platform for classes, & they had open chatrooms for each class
n cus of using default logins for accs when we were all 12-13~ n this kid went ahead n logged into 2 friends n one aquaintances accs & mine n started sending chat messages in the PE/gym class chatroom making a fake conversation between our accs claiming we had crushes on a guy, who was his best friend, as a weird cruel gay joke on us (chatroom notifs to the 20+ kid gym class from 'us')
his parents are gay tho n adopted him n i think he came out as bi yrs later
weird behavior
anon
I should get a decommed chromebook to use raylib on to start an arms race between a school's IT and the students who wanna have fun
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and lel
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i used to have kids pay me a tiny bit to jailbreak their chromebooks at the end of the yr/when we had to get new ones cus of the slowdown of using <4~ gig ram devices for many months for most of the day lol
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he ended up having all of us pulled into the principals office & them trying to get us to admit to sending gay on main in the chatroom while we had no clue what was happening
SadChan🍉🍉
HORRIBLE TINNITUS SOUND
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okay thats just muted
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that was physically painful lol
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;3;
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tinnitus is painnnn
#hug
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it went through the same pitch as my tinnitus but like 10x as loud
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it literally hurt
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i dont remember raylib off the top of my exhausted head rn
but i need to figure out what i wanna do w my ras pi b+
anon
honestly idk, you could make a crypto miner for monero easy diy hrt, make really lightweight games with it as a cool benchmark to say it's coool. A luanti server could be also cool.
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lol
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its got 256-512 mb of ram
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i could run a website off it or stuffs but mostly host on stuff not attached to meh cus of the topics i cover n being careful for that part of my threat model guh
but also gotta add the rest of my money to exchange for hrt again finally today
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only got to add 50 the other day cus of circumstances, gotta do that
or theres probably some source selling around that price tho def over 60 w shipping n i dont wanna skimp on vial prices
i do know a UA peep tho who makes them n sells for 50~ usd but
think she uses a slightly altered process i cant analyze if is fully sterile to the best you can be or not
anon
is it possible to get diy hrt in the middle east? I live in the middle east but there's a DHL near me, I could consider going to a swedish friend of mine and buying the stuff from her address. Or go to the balkans and just drive back home. customs aren't gonna do much
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ye, recommend checking uhh
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recommend checking hrt cafe or stuffs i need to write a page on updated resources on my wiki esc thingy
reminds me i should finally request a miraheze, made several accs but kept putting off all that w motivation/exec dysfunction adhd times
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but i think u could, ill check the shipping info on smth, they list a lot of sources w shipping details, tests theyve run, n if theyre down/not fulfilling
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for now, I don't think I can do much. My dad gets mad when I shave my legs and arms. My step mom took all my long sleeve shirts so I'm left looking at my body hair
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::pats
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What kind of middle east are we talking? Like Turkey or
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ahhh, yea i think u should have ability ill check, idk how heavy customs get there thoughs
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customs thought the salt and pepper shakers my dad got were bombs but ignored the arduino parts
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lol
chemist/hrt souce i had for a few yrs got investigated by US fed cus they thought she was selling fent
anon
but honestly I think the car or airplane could work. if i have the E in travel sized bottles I'll be fine, I don't think they'll care. But car can give me a lot more stuff
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heres this index
wont link to anything specific to be safe for peeps but looking through theres some w using DHL w no restrictions rly on where theyre willing
https://hrtcafe.net/
anon
oto'll proably work. If it's just DHL then whateve.
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ye
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good show n good piece, talking to hrt researcher n stuffs in (i think both but maybe only the 2nd, cant remember) it, good intro for peeps trying to learn more n has good resources for where to find out what is right for you in terms of where to learn abt dosing n so on bwa
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::bwabwa
best wishes tho to u n peeps o7
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they havent got another pic?
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-w-
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mention of tunisia earlier reminds me i need to continue rereading a book for current stuff im writing abt
has a good portion dedicated to the writer/investigative journo's work in getting attention to the revolution in tunisia in the 2010s n helping connect ppl to get zines translated for safety against riot control tactics n police violence

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