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lol
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gonna have to cuddle the self confidence n respect into so many cuties here
SadChan🍉🍉
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SadChan🍉🍉
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SadChan🍉🍉
>>416635
i only post somewhat okay selfies i only post actually ugly pictures when im feeling depressed or to prove to people who wont relent that I actually am ugly
>>416652
SadChan🍉🍉
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I have like a really unfortunate skull I kind it behind hair a lot. i literally have like an angry expression by default, a butt chin, point cheekbones, caveman brow. I literally have like chad genetics lol
>>416657>>416659
nona
ave country girl
anon
.play this is how we do it montell jordan
SadChan🍉🍉
coomers and hugbuxers everywhere
>>416663
kate
idk seem pretty normal, especially when you had your hair like in the mirror pic earlier
lain from the cartoon
>>416661
are the cruel people on 4chan / elsewhere preferable lol
SadChan🍉🍉
yea because they arent creating a false reality just because it feels better
>>416667>>416670
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bwa..
lain from the cartoon
>>416664
this is such brainworms
shrimp
>>416664
>the people on 4chan arent creating a false reality
lol lmao even
>>416675
SadChan🍉🍉
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>>416671
i made this meme what do u think about it? I used chiller font one of the most bazed default microsoft fonts
>>416674
anon
they're to take ma waay ahha
SadChan🍉🍉
>>416670
I think its more accurate than hugboxing trans spaces. like im a 2 or 3 out of 10 by cis standards but because I can pass in daily life trans people will act like im a 10/10 even though im ugly. and its frustrating to be constantly gassed up by in my lived experience in gross to look at more the majority of people
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anon
>>416675
I think you are biased in favor of the idea that "criticism must always carry some legitimacy", you genuinely look fine. Like this isn't hugboxxing or bullshit, you look good and actively try to argue you don't. It's not a 10/10 deal, but you look good.
lain from the cartoon
id take anyone's saccharine positivity over pissing my pants constantly about things i cant change
kate
The video player will rubberband when it rains by rewinding a bit then going foward, skipping stuff.
SadChan🍉🍉
>>416675
damn my dyslexia really took a bat to this one
lain from the cartoon
all you get for living in Real True Objective Real And 100% True Reality (realism) is miserable and somewhat delusional
>>416683
SadChan🍉🍉
>>416678
beautiful picture where is this?
kate
>>416675
I mean if you apply the 4chan standards of passing to cis people you see around most don't.
>>416693
lain from the cartoon
>>416683
>hot shit
lol
the people you are talking about are insecure and nervous
they're just not absolutely annihilating themselves all the time
>>416688
anon
>>416683
Literally my only issue with the first pic you posted is I want to dress you up in some cuter clothes and do up your hair, but like you really do look pretty good. Like not to just gas you up deal.
SadChan🍉🍉
>>416685
i think this is something really common in trans spaces. they assume because people have insecurities or there are some ugly cis people that like "oh ugly people are really common" when like 70% of people of both sexes are usually in the 6/10 - 8/10 range. ugly people, like actually ugly people are pretty rare
>>416690>>416691
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sending smth but idk if it is
first pic is somewhat near me on top of a sort of wooden clock tower like thing id gone up
lain from the cartoon
>>416688
oh my god we're doing numbers this is stupid im not replying anymore
anon
>>416688
You are in the 6/10-to-8/10 range tho
SadChan🍉🍉
sry im triggering people ill shut up abt it
SadChan🍉🍉
>>416684
yea thats 100% true im not saying i dont pass in my day 2 day life I just think people confused passing with being pretty/beautiful and I think most trans people like, you know, most people in general, desire not just to pass but also to be beautiful and attractive. and there are two routes u can go u can go the route of finding your body beautiful regardless of how others percieve u or you can go the self hatred route.

or i guess there is like the secret third thing of being an actual top .00000001% super hottie or smth but thats pretty rare even for cis people.
>>416697
kate
Ah fair
anon
>>416693
If you want my complete unreserved opinion, you are like a 7/10. You look good, obviously not the 0.001% that would be approached for modeling gigs, but you could certainly get some numbers if you dressed yourself up.
SadChan🍉🍉
>>416696
places like this r so cool
kate
>>416696
dungeon puzzle of some sort
SadChan🍉🍉
I want to get FFS really bad but i live in NYC so its impossible 2 save money because the cost of living is gigantic
SadChan🍉🍉
>>416703
did u see the OP pic I posted? disco elysium ryan gosling :3
anon
>>416700
Where did you find this pic of my home take this down this is doxxing and I will contact the mods my dad is a mod on libpol.org and he will ban you and also trace your IP and arrest you I swear to god delete this now
SadChan🍉🍉
i have a picture of ryan gosling in my apt and I want another but I think it might be wierd if I have peopel over...
SadChan🍉🍉
i want to get a blade runner 2049 poster
nona
yea can we not use /10 ratings its a shitty tool designed by literal incel men to make women feel like shit
>>416709>>416710
SadChan🍉🍉
>>416708
yea i agree w/ that tho I think it existed before incels. men are just like.... ewww.....
SadChan🍉🍉
i spent time around a lot of working class men and when they think u are one of htem the way they judge literally EVERY woman they see like a piece of meat is so disgusting....
>>416714
SadChan🍉🍉
literally made me like suicidal like "this is my civilization" ugh
anon
>>416711
It doesn't change as you move up the classes, it just gets a bit more subtle.
>>416715
SadChan🍉🍉
>>416714
Yea I think this is true, but I prefer peopel hiding it more.
>>416720
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or changes w the dynamics n such
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hi
SadChan🍉🍉
well. MEN.
anon
>>416715
I dunno, could partially be a grass is greener type of deal.
anon
repper anon
faye
tfw i
anon
>>416717
You the anon that is bisexual but really really wants to be straight
>>416731
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hehe
faye
wowoiwow
SadChan🍉🍉
>>416724
transmen ive met have all been so incredibly basedd.
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>>416724
might end up coming into the city sometime relatively soons to buy stuffs hemm
>>416737
faye
i got paid like 70 dollars to jiggle some wires on an old arcade machine and fix it
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bored hrs
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lel
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oh ye i gotta message that local ibm electric typewriter guy n stuffs
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bwawa
will try n see whati have to do but would be nice to get out of mostly fields for a lil while n maybe go take photos i actually like again bwa
nona
silly..i been wanting to go to the fields
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hehe
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aw
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yea, i like both but i dont like the constant of either in ways, i feel
im somewhat comfy w constant going to new places or such n wouldnt mind living in spots for short periods if i knew peeps more so meh
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(in general)
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thonk, am tired n unable to word the best
nona
if anyone here lives in a midwestern city besides chicago let me know because me and bf r gonna go on midwest amtrak journy this summer and want ppl to hang out with
>>416754
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ooo
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that sounds rly nice, was thinking of smth like that earlier after lil msg or two abt trains
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thinking abt how far i could get on trains to the east or west coast even eventually
n reminded of stories ik of peeps n bwa
SadChan🍉🍉
>>416752
it only makes it better
faye
>>416747
rip i was in minneapolis for a long ass time
anon
I know, and pointing it out builds on the joke. It's a very "yes, and" form of improvisational humor
SadChan🍉🍉
NYC is so based come to the NE US its tranny paradise.
nona
if we come to nyc would u hang out with me
SadChan🍉🍉
hahaha idk... im really anti social. i guess I would probably
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i might try and go to nyc this summer around august?
nona
see, me and bf RELALLY wanna go to nyc but idk anyone there besides 4chan trips who hate me... lol
anon
Come to New Orleans for Mardi Gras, you can suck dick in the street
faye
no way that coould go wrong...
SadChan🍉🍉
its wierd 2 hang out with peopel from trans online spaces because they are usually like 10 years y ounger than me which is like........ thats a large age gap idk if im comfy with it. cause the gap in music, culture, memes and stuff is so huge
>>416768>>416780
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theres a hacker esque con i have rly wanted to go to for years there n they changed to doing it like once a yr instead of every 2 yrs cus of the rise of fascism making them want to organize more
>>416776
SadChan🍉🍉
had a girl in a valorant game make fun of me for using the term "washed" when im in my 30s lol
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i have to see how much tickets for that thing is thoughs, is HOPE con bwa
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:v
SadChan🍉🍉
permanently online WIRED loser
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ic
anon
>>416766
Is it that con you posted a video from
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ohhhh
SadChan🍉🍉
>>416777
#check (checked) i guess its a good thing
nona
>>416765
lol i met my roomate, my bf, some of my closest irl friends on 4chan... lol
>>416782
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no that wouldve been defcon which is the biggest one in las vega or the chaos computer conference which is in europe
>>416783
SadChan🍉🍉
>>416780
i have some RL friends now cause of 4chan. well by real life we have hung out in RL several times. Im looking to visit one this summer during break. but she is older like me.
anon
>>416781
Someone posted a midwest hacker con video, it wasn't DEFCON
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yeah
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ah hm
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OH
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saintcon probably
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or
anon
I literally only know DEFCON and like black hat
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no it was
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cyphercon
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which is wisconsin
anon
cyphercon, yeah
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was mixing up where the peep i worked with spoke n the one in utah cus of just how many like
a lot of the ones around here are closer to business mixers
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so i avoid some of them plus cyphercon had like 500+ usd tickets so like. . .
anon
>>416762
a meetup that could burn a city
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HOPE tho is for a sort of progressive group of hackers n researchers n activists that come to talk abt improving things n stuffs
>>416804
anon
>>416775
imo worst thing about being trans and in your 30s rn is seeing fascism coming back... for a short while it went away and it felt like we survived the worst and could finally live while we are still fairly young albeit not super young and now i feel so betrayed
>>416801
SadChan🍉🍉
feels worse than in 2001 as well. that was a big rise in fascism but.... it feels like this is worse. might jsut be biased because im an adult now tho
>>416806
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i think it just sucks that the US hadnt been made to come to the understanding or have it fully worked to be understood & simply saying fascism is the nazis or mussolini but
sadly the way that the US responded in Germany made it so the country was never truly denazified either
>>416809
anon
>>416802
2001 carried a certain stupidity in it, like the energy was more "damn these people are genuinely retarded" whereas now it is more "these people are genuinely retarded and openly malicious"
anon
i survived 30 years of transphobia started hrt in my 20s before then, was about to come out of the closet and socialize then bam fascism came back and now i feel like shit i feel so betrayed
anon
>>416805
Americans have a very unnuanced view of fascism and that is by design. Fascism is now "when the government does stuff" for most of the country.
>>416844
anon
Before 2016, people sadchans age and my age, we had survived a very transphobic childhood and transphobic early adulthood and we thought the worst was over and we would live the rest of our lives as we wanted, just writing novels about the earlier parts of our past but never reliving it
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fascism and capital was bound to lead to where we are now with how the system works here & how the structure of goverments end state was this
we had a chance to look back at things like the business plot n so on n even though peeps n i fought/continue to fight & push for solidarity, its smth thats been sadly made into a individualist civility politics culture only idk
faye
every great empire's fall has correlated with lead usage
>>416813
anon
>>416801
i look younger in my 30s than my 20s cause i couldnt get laser hair removal before i was 30 at all, cause my life is real hard, and thats also why i never dated who i really wanted to date back then, cause of the goddamn pre laser facial hair
anon
Or Alexander's Empire
anon
>>416816
Assuming you meant within the scope of the empire, it's decline is roughly correlated with lead usage. Not that empire collapses can be broadly tied to lead usage but many buck the trend. In fact, I would argue like most buck the trend actually.
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talked abt it much earlier but the protests calling someone a fascist while not willing to go beyond holding a sign n such says a lot abt the dominant ideology of how respond n the idea voting etc is enough . .
>>416824
anon
>>416808
i saw my more privileged millennial peers start laser hair removal at 20 or even like 18 to 19, meanwhile no laser hair removal for me at all until i was 31, depressing as fuck, and its cause of my poverty problems
>>416828
faye
also while we cannot exactly say for certain the exact timeframe the greek empire used lead, they definitely had myriad uses for it before its fall
anon
>>416818
I'd rather the end state not be going band for band on paramilitarism with fascism, though I see that happening
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oh yea i think the pope that got chosen is one of the progressive as was possible picks though maybe not the one who was the most positive?idk much abt them all bby name
anon
>>416813
mongolian empire was real successful still, their influence even went deep into western europe
>>416829
kate
.play Signal For New Pope Delayed While Dead Raccoon Dislodged From Sistine Chapel Chimney
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(tho he did come from in my general region is as much as ill say so thascool ig)
anon
>>416829
i used to think all european people with mongol ancestry were from eastern europe but i found out some even lived in the british isles the most west western european place ever other than portagul maybe
>>416833
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>>416835
cus was curious n was talking abt peeps doing train trip around the midwest, was the uni of IL pic earlier unrealted or random ? was curious as multiple peeps are in the region here
>>416842
anon
>>416836
It's funny because like they really were like a weird civ game. Hitting the Greeks and the Indians and the Chinese and the Eastern Euros and the Japanese and the everyone
anon
>>416833
yeah really epic and amazing spies, having so much control over both the west and east side of eurasia
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u posted possum university of illinois pic lol
>>416845
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haha
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ye nw
anon
>>416844
The government is always doing stuff, the specific stuff the government is doing right now that qualifies it for fascism is flagrantly disrespecting rule of law, intentionally trying to reject the results of elections, and attempting to form behind an autocrat.
>>416851
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know peeps who go there n nona was just mentioning possibly going on train trip w bf to midwest cities from this sorta area out so wanted to check (:
anon
>>416851
Because they assume "oh they always say what they don't like is fascism". It's genuinely ridiculous.
>>416856
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also the state & the current system will continue & constantly fight to perpetuate itself, and once that system is by default the admins ideology, well
we had to work towards having structures for support n safety outside of everything rn as relying on each other is what will be the most stable in situations like this n having that aid from a community
anon
>>416853
well even if it's not fascism, it's definitely "hybrid state" type stuff (think early 2010s Russia, present-day Hungary, etc.)
>>416857
anon
>>416856
I actually kind of agree with that reading, just because the more foundational elements of fascism were somewhat unique to a society in the midst of industrialization. We aren't talking about moving from the farms to the factories right now, we are talking about moving from the factories to the offices. Not to mention there really is genuinely no fucking reason for the US to be revanchist at all, like lmao we literally run the fucking planet you fucking retards.
>>416863
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systems of power cant be let to run rampant and given into or allowed to push you by you giving up your position n what is okey
take a stance for peeps n stick togethers bwa
anon
>>416858
Yes, because he is retarded and genuinely believes the "real economies make steel and coal" meme
anon
>>416857
really, Russia was getting fucked, and the only power on Earth with anything remotely able to challenge us was China. So "worse case" scenario, we're only the 2nd most powerful country in the world. How did this cause so much hatred and revanchism?
>>416866
anon
>>416863
It's really funny that we pulled out of the TPP and completely assfucked our Asia strategy under Trump 1, but of course nobody knows anything about how bad Trump 1 actually was from a foreign policy standpoint. Like there is zero reason for the US to even be staring down the barrel of having to share its superpower status, let alone play second fiddle, if not for Trump being genuinely braindead.
>>416909
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gon go brush teef
shrimp
oh its free
shrimp
actually
shrimp
WINK
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:333
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fitgirl n gog my beloved
shrimp
its freeleech on my private tracker rn too....
anon
>>416871
Can you sit on my lap while you play the silent hill remake please
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hehe
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i need to try out using soulseek more n self host a bunch of my moosic stuffs again
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have backups of all the stuff i read, tons of my favorite or important learning/teaching vids but not much of my moosic rn
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:3
brushed teef
i should try out fields of mistria fully, i started a save on an old vers maybe 6-8 months ago but never got the motivation beyond its cute n has gei luv n customization
maybe that n mc to balance out what i play for a lil while
SadChan🍉🍉
>>416873
i should just torrent it I think fitgirl cracked it day 1
>>416890
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ah ye
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14952.png
if she has a torrent up then ye i rec, make sure/always use the one site when it comes to her n all
i need to start paying for like proton or vpn for p2p so i can host n dl more w/o issue
ill also probably share some important media p2p for peeps to have access to from torrent/ipfs or stuffs . . .
::bwaaa
anon
.play the greatest cat power
fujo
does thsi work?
fujo
omg it does
anon
>>416897
I would but I was worried about it being 40 minutes long
anon
eh, we can just .skip if it gets boring
anon
Do you want me to wormwatch it?
anon
sure
anon
something creepy so I can justify snuggling with everyone else
kate
ah vide didn't embed
anon
>>416866
we managed to scare Europe, the biggest dovish MFers in the world, into building up their military. That takes talent.
>>416912
anon
.skip (voted to skip this video)
anon
I remember Macron saying something like "The security of Europe should not rest upon the whims of a Wisconsin Voter."
anon
>>416909
That was a team effort. Putin helped substantially with that, it's just that Europe realized that the US was completely worthless as an ally after we elected Trump
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oooo bsky works here nows ? :v
anon
I don't use bsky lol.
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can peeps gib their handle i cud follow or stuff
>>416920
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merp
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i mean ppl posting stuff b4 smh
anon
maybe I should, just so that you all can give me a place to start, but at the same time, for now at least, I'm enjoying being Anonymous
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but yea, is somewhat less of a pain than other places n sizable/much less of any learning curve for ppl than mastadon or so on
but moved to bsky to start new writing stuff the time being
need to actually post to it though soons when i release the next essays
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:P
anon
you can dm people on this site??
nona
yes!
anon
huh, cool
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i need to setup to use all of those again.. except for twt cus not doing that myself again - w-;
>used to run a cosplay esc acc w a following for a few ish or smth yrs tho n other accs for my study ish stuffs . .
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but wanna find an old discy account im sure i have an extra of so i can get a fresh slate but not a new user acc. . .
kate
So like a SCP kinda deal
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>wh- how do u mean lol
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i saved ur info thoughs nona n will look when i can after i eep here soon c:
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;w;;;
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could ask mods to remove
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i saved if i need to check so is gud if u remove n do whasbest for safety w how peeps can be weirds
anon
.play Willie Cat Power
nona
@mods
nona
MODSSSSS
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this just makes me think of my dumb memories of forsen emotes when i used to use twitch a lot
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-w-
nona
this story was written by ai btw
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lel
anon
slopGODs we're eating good tonight
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luv dis pic ehe
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lole literally me
anon
.play Bandulu - Changing World
anon
.skip (voted to skip this video)
anon
rightoids always talk about being pro state violence but the second you're violent with their prostate they freak out
>>416960
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-w-
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makes me think abt the dynamic of how they always want their power's state violence but will never accept any elses no matter if necessary
along w free speech n so on, as these things were never things they rly cared abt to the level of beyond it letting them do what they want h
nona
.skip (voted to skip this video)
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real when
anon
>>416963
no don't cry you're so cute haha
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cat scratched arm barely n allergies making get all puffy bwa
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lol
anon
I'm finna BUST
SadChan🍉🍉
why does tranny bugs bunny go so hard?
SadChan🍉🍉
icon
kate
Appearently the reason Fairies are allergic to wrought iron is because it can only exist because someone put labor into it. So theoretically the more processed the material the more potent against fairies.
>>416981
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>>416976
<3 and awww really pretty
will maybe send some more moody pics like that o contrasting ones before i go eep xoxo
>>416991
nona
>>416978
i carry a piece of wrought iron at all times, especially when i go into the woods (its a nail i took from an abandoned barn from the 1800s)
sæкі
haiii weba!
nona
h
nona
hi
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work go oki?
kate
>Throws a tater tot at a fairy and it explodes
pandobra
work was fine yeah
pandobra
i booked my seattle flights
nona
>>416980
ok! i shot a few more similar shots like that today
sæкі
,3,
i downloaded 30+ gigs compressed of my photo backup to hab n been sending random ones from it
wan put up a actually portfolio of stuffs sometime soons, have my archive site up but need to make the page for self >\\\>
and awww ye reminds me a lot of that style <:
anon
.play Mr. ANCIENT MESOPATAMIA rap song
sæкі
hmmm
anon
>>417009
Okay, but I am going to jump into your arms and you better not drop me!
>>417013
nona
do you know the artist feverdrive?
anon
>>417013
uh... how much can you carry
sæкі
>>417011
<3 bwaa
i have a lot of photos from that building somewhere ill try n grab later or after i eep, is an abandoned zoo themed motel some guy was killed in
pandobra
ive princess carried 185 but i could definitely do more
>>417020
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lol
anon
Finally...
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IMG_20170918_174243-01.jpg
ouu, will in a sec (some of these r old n from when i had no access to good photo stuffs so low res)
nona
>>417025
ddees if he listened to sematary
anon
>>417015
I really like this, but it might just be because I have a thing for orange and blue
>>417030
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>>417029
ehe
i like some of the color n shadows w the plants/fields n sunsets mixing at times
might try n get into color film eventually as i only had gotten do do b&w
nona
>>417004
i got to ask what this was shot on
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literally trash phone
nona
like a flip phone or something
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lmao
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cheap 100~ usd or less android from 7+ yrs ago - w-;

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