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kate
There's elk that chill pretty near where I live, next to the nearby church
>>420561
anon
awawa
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hehe
lain from the cartoon
>>420570
shes all plugged up
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mine used to bleed every couple days to a week
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been mostly once every many months nows
anon
I wonder if estrogen has anything to do with it
anon
t. you broke your arm? cuz ur trans doctor
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wha
anon
Nuh uh
anon
this fucking world is sometimes, or maybe some of my thoughts are, but you’re not
anon
nor am I I think Ihope
anon
I wish I could work every moment in a useful way and have a job and be good at it. I just feel exhausted and it’s kinda fucked up
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figure out wh works for chu, shouldnt have to need to have a job to survive but is guh
anon
idk I do feel guilty to take up space on this earth and not help out. there’s a lot that needs to be done
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pat
i get that but reminder peeps deserve to be able to get by w/o working selves into more struggle n emptiness bwa
anon
djshshshshahj
anon
omg!
anon
I didn’t know you could pipe stuff and then the command without a space in between
>>420618
anon
I always put a space
anon
waow and Cowsay too
anon
you’re both smarter than me at shit I wish you at least were rich and changing the world
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wwish i could get monies
anon
there must be some entry level cybersecurity job that does useful work huh?
straw bury
>>420604
is my nose swollen or red i cant tell (+shamelessly anglefagging)
>>420610
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isokii, maybe slightly from nose bleed but dw c :
straw bury
okie ^^
lain from the cartoon
>>420604
*ruffles hair
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ehehe
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cuties
anon
c;
anon
oops
anon
c:
lain from the cartoon
>>420598
might be a zsh thing i dont remember
anon
iunno I never learned good, I just wanted to make some comment
anon
n I appreciate you putting it in
straw bury
>>420610
u think im attractive?
anon
ofc straw girl
straw bury
awwww
anon
I’m at the library now and I feel sick about the stuff I gotta do and I dont think I’ll feel better after any kind of break
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gotta rewatch this
im a generalist n try to learn all i can but great vid
[YouTube]
>>420630
anon
interesting
anon
waow is long
lain from the cartoon
>>420627
oh this looks good
at least from the title i really like the spirit
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ye, is a lot more than just the title n thumbnail had me assume n avoid it for originally, has some good discussion n lessons for peeps who grew up or feel unable to learn new things
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also the like skyrim machinima is funni
anon
maybe I’ll work for an hour then watch it. I’m looking forward to it thank you saeki <3
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i gotta get to writing abt all the research i took the time doing n been putting off writing abt guh
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reminds me to bring the site code w the writing to front agains, was minimized
anon
I hope there’s a way for it not to make you feel miserable. I just feel that way about every goal I have the second it gets difficult a lot which is depressing
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yea, can be toughs but it does get better in ways w time n finding peeps that can be a path through those times bleh
>>420640
nonners
ive been reading the LAW
nonners
cops can randomly stop you if they think you might be who theyre looking for and take pictures and stuff
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lawners
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yes
nonners
but they only have to identify themselves if theyre not "easily identifiable" whatever that means, the uniform i guess but this cop was wearing a different uniform, isnt uniform supposed to be just one, how am i supposed to tell if its a cop or not
>>420658
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lel
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also recommend, for those who havent, the law talk called never talk to the police
>>420655
plastic
hiii guy
plastic
guys
plastic
how are you people doing today
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meh hru
plastic
im just chillin w grandparents
nonners
oh that actually one of those youtube videos that used to get recommended to me for years and i never watched lel
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yea
fujo
i thought you can always ask them to identify
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its quite good, i think by a lawyer or smth? its focused on US but also applies to most places other than some countries may require you to cooperate or smth idk
nonners
he showed me his ID before i showed him mine but i couldnt even see it was for a second
nonners
in usa theyre supposed to show you the badge or whatever idk if we have those here. i found an old law from 2013 that said they MUST show you the documents proving that theyre a cop, but the never law says they only have to show you if its impossible to tell based on their looks that theyre a cop....
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fujo
ive never had a cop take pics of me..
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yeah the ways police get around identifying themselves is painful
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theyre able to get around it at times n has been seen in them using proprietary codes instead of names / badge numbers
so you cant find out who they are in case of them being caught doing brutality in riot control or such
nonners
>>420663
#editai change never to newer
i like sad things
what do you all think about Nexes Mods banning the mod for Oblivion that changes the description of sex from Type A/Type B to Male/Female?
>>420678
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>shrug
i like sad things
yea, thats how I feel idrc. I still broke ties with a friend over it because he strongly defended it though.
i like sad things
it makes me sad but i was tired of the chud takes
kate
>>420672
Was that all there was to it or did it have like a rant in the description or something?
>>420680
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>>420678
maybe that or the type of people it attracted into the uh comments or bringing attention to it
theyve had a lot of stuff go on w the 'anti-woke' racist mod stuff
fujo
>>420676
with america being america and doing america things, im not so sure what's satire and what's not
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( -3-)/(T_T)
0.0815% bloober!boymodewng
chat i'm so hungry
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wud give peeps noms
nonners
.play the goop guy
straw bury
ur dad last night:
straw bury
::hell
0.0816% bloober!boymodewng
okay i'm getting food
>>420696
0.0817% bloober!boymodewng
lets go
straw bury
:D
0.0818% bloober!boymodewng
hungry stocks crashing right now
0.0819% bloober!boymodewng
full stocks on the rise
nonners
.play i get turned on when my patients cry
0.0820% bloober!boymodewng
>>420699
nooooooooooo
nonners
wtf
nonners
.skip (video skipped)
nonners
wait waht the fuck was that actually
nonners
.play dan hentschel i get turned on when my patients cry
anon
god bless the freedom of speech.
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h
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started setting up to cont reread of LN n write in a few bwa
anon
that was a great one
nonners
.play i get turned on when my patients cry
nonners
what the fuck is this
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o-o
nonners
looks like we got another AI slop channel
nonners
reviewing non-existent movies i guess
nonners
how does it have 12 million views tho
straw bury
you eony BELIEVE the AMAZING reason why im gonna kill myself
straw bury
this the type of shit my 74 yr old dad watches
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so this person just stole this lol
nonners
from who
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idk
nonners
its ai generated
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ah
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i mean the blurs for where id think pfps would be
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i dont have vid enlarged enough to see
kate
.play shrimp jesus
nonners
this one looks better than the previous one
nonners
the previous one had weird faces thats why i thought it was AI
straw bury
10 very clever boy :DDDD
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youd notice the camera and such if so
>>420743
0.0821% bloober!boymodewng
>>420741
i notice the camera
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ai gen video is strange w camera, i didnt see it so much there but im viewing this on like a 1/4 of the screen of a 12 in crt
kate
Normal AI image gen can't handle perspective, especially vanishing points and relative heights of stuff, so video even moreso messes it up.
nonners
>>420742
it could be some random scenes from a movie but also looks kinda weird, but still too good for AI i think
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it also has to change shots a looot or else you get a ton of weirdness, you cant continue or gen the exact camera shot again fully for more scenes, generally
nonners
shrimp jesus...
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seeing the 404media saga of ai shit has been a rollercoaster
nonners
#ai what are shrimp jesus' teachings?

shrimp jesus preaches the holy gospel of vibes. isolate your shrimp from predatory tankmates, feed them a balanced diet, and keep the water parameters stable. declutter their space, provide hiding spots, and never overstock. reject modernity (aka artificial decor) and embrace natural habitats. amen.
what are shrimp jesus' teachings?
nonners
should i buy clothes from amazon
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if possible nu id say but yk
>>420754
nonners
im not going to the mall again its so exhausting
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aw yea
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need to go to thrift stores 2 look again
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n check grailed
nonners
i want to get comfy shirts that are loose
nonners
and wide
nonners
idk what its called
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ooo
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ye
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wwan get mb crop top hoodie n a jacket
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cute
nonners
.play origin of daddy please
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merp
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awe :c
anon
chat I felt so proud a year ago about learning colemak because it was like I was confronting the world and what is ‘normal’ and learning something better, but I’ve been using loaner devices and I’m scared a lil for when I get a job if I look dumb w my own keyboard or if they’ll let me and I have trouble with shortcuts like vim etc because of it. I think in theory the best way is to just use qwerty but it’s a little sad to just say ‘oh well that’s the way things are changing is too hard’
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aw
depending on wh chu do i think it wont matter or be noticed much, though if your work/job ends up being real shortcut heavy chu maybe wanna figure out what works for you
tho generally as long as you get the work done n all it shouldnt matter
nonners
usecase for colemak?
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ppl can be weird but think is usually oki
0.0822% bloober!boymodewng
i tried colemak and I didn't like it very much
0.0823% bloober!boymodewng
i switched back to qwerty
nonners
#ai usecase for colemak?

colemak's a great alt layout if you wanna optimize for ergonomics and comfort. it reduces finger strain by keeping common keys on the home row and minimizes awkward movements. better than qwerty for speed once you're used to it, but the real win is less hand fatigue during long typing sessions. still a pain to switch if you're already fast on qwerty, though.
usecase for colemak?
nonners
hmmm
0.0824% bloober!boymodewng
>better than qwerty for speed
all of the people who hold the fastest typing records use qwerty idk why people keep making this claim
>>420809
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i wanna get a split keyboard
anon
I was just reading about health and it looked like health is pretty much divergent from speed typing. the healthy way supposedly is to move your hands and shoulders. I think I’m going to go into querty on any standard keyboard, but theoretically use verticals staggered split for colemak for muscle memory, but honestly with the extra effort I’ll just stick with querty, which is sad I guess but I suppose you have to pick and choose the things you focus on
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or make one
nonners
learning it will take a lot of time tho inniit
>>420800
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i might see abt picking up that free ibm typewriter to convert into a buckling spring pc keyboard tho
0.0825% bloober!boymodewng
>>420798
not really it's more similar to qwerty than dvorak
0.0827% bloober!boymodewng
this was the website i used when i was trying to learn it
>>420818
nonners
i hate typing in general i dont like keyboards
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im trying to move to mostly keyboard navigation
nonners
that looks more like its jerking off
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-w-
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gon shower in a bit i think n help peeps mow lawn or stuff idk
anon
>>420794
it might be if you grew up with it but the biggest thing for speed is familiarity so you can never improve by going off querty if you could put that time into querty instead. you can get fast ofc w anything but not maximally
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yea
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you can improve somewhat with time and if your skill is already p high w it but its not gonna do a ton for most people
specifically tho for ergonomics theres a lot of factors
nonners
whats the usecase for colemak if you dont have any strain
0.0828% bloober!boymodewng
so many people have switched to colemak and literally i don't think any of them are in like the top ten. There have been a few dvorak typers tho, but i don't really think it's a layout thing tbh
anon
I do have some strain :/
nonners
sucks
nonners
i also had it but then got a low profile keyboard and now its fine
>>420835
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was gonna see abt getting a low profile like mech logitech keyboard or stmh
or just get an alps keyboard meh
anon
>>420802
I used keybr which was great. I think the few keys at once approach is optimal to drive practice of a few things at once so learning occurs more efficiently
anon
I guess I wish kids were taught colemak
anon
but I can’t make things use it myself
anon
also I’m not totally sure about evidence, it just feels way better but it was also my first proper touch typing experience
anon
it’s just I say I’m doing the practical thing by not being a colemak person but like you one people always say ‘oh I’m being practical by not standing up for little things’ and you look at the total of their life and it’s not actually standing up for anything at all
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i avoid touch typing specifically (tho i can type w/o looking etc) cus of the rsi stuff n so on
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enjoy more freeform
straw bury
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hehahaheh
::bury ebil
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hehe
anon
I feel like if I don’t practice standing up for what’s right I won’t do it when it matters but if I do I’ll be distracted and exhausted. I should do some extra thing I guess to make up for betraying colemak
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i'd say start small or bringing up or talking abt it
though with things that somewhat matter or affect things heavily where yk
keyboard layouts are yk -3-
but finding community to help u feel the ability to do it is a big step in feeling able to do more
>>420836
straw bury
i wish everyone who disagreed with me on anything would just start worshipping me as a god
>>420834
anon
>>420832
No you’re right my friends are also hurting and there’s not much I see I can do and I’m not doing a great job and I saw that stuff and with ziz being abused in prison and they’re near me and it’s like fuck I should do something but I’m too scared/confused/tired and most of my ideas aren’t so useful either
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yeah, even w that is important to do little things as so much rn is caused by people in power we can't individually or immediately enact changes against
so starting w showing solidarity w peeps struggling n offering support even if not having much to lend materially can be a big step to building the support systems for a community to work on collective changes for everyone in time bwa
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is tough though when feeling unable to do anything, on top of the systems peeps are stuck in feeling unable to change things, perceiving everyone as competition, n alienation, is tough to break out of those feelings
but starting with simply talking to peeps abt their experiences n sharing what you/theyve learned is a big step aa
trying to find the first step even if it feels like nothing guh
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yawn
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trying to get energy, i need to get to writing piece or reading up on stuff idk . .
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but for ex
i started trying to learn ways of working outside the highly extensive medical system to provide the medicine people need n all as has been seen probably most known here w the work peeps do for providing hrt to peeps
but with a lot of work people have been doing, is possible to produce low cost meds for ie orphan diseases or whatevs that cost tens of thousands cus of the prices
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guh
but just having community support networks to share or help ppl get food or stuff is a big thing too thats much more easy to understand bwa
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whaspeeps up to —
anon
awww
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on the previous thing tho
ill always recommend this talk/group when i can cus of the pure need for this info out there bwa
[YouTube]
>>420853
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i need to get going on building one of the microlabs sometime
anon
>>420850
i really thought that was a scam :/ I hope it’s had actual results. I’d expect a cartel for instances would be using this to manufacture and sell these drugs on dark net markets more efficiently than charity groups, given scale.
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is all open source info thats given out for people to use, based on public tools made by MIT and such
is kind of hard to picture for most ppl in the current state of things, but cus of the discovery and research already having been done, reproducing it isnt nearly as hard if you can have the right tools/information, which is what they focus on
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but yea theres a lot of sketchy/scummy things out there that give a lot of these things trying to make change/means to the public be seen as connected to or in the area of psuedoscience
found them n did research on the stuff tho n theyre worked on by mainly chemists n professionals that wanted smth like this to exist
anon
yeah fr and sucking ppls energy up which is terrible
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but yea, theres been a concerted push to disadvantage anything like this or resistance/going outside of systems in the US specifically which has made it hard for anyone to be shown or for any critique of the systems to survive, even though most working/avg people would agree w it
due to division n so on
>>420865
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take the care u n peeps need
::pat
straw bury
i love sewers
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i wan do urbex etc again eventually
or find some places to have setup as places ppl can lay low thatre abandoned or so on n not too delapidated
>>420875
straw bury
whats urbex
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urban exploration of mainly abandoned or unfinished buildings
anon
>>420858
yeah exactly but it also probably results in more scammers since those who don’t actually threaten profits and divert these energies without actually expending resources on achieving results do best
>>420867
straw bury
oh okie i just remember this one big sewer leading into a late that i would go inside sometimes and it was fun
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>>420865
is sort of more so a co-opting of these wide spread feelings into a tool to produce more money or make them impotent
but also groups such as some of the supposed parties for socialist or communists in cities that have become just straight up cults because of the lack of interest in doing any direct action or change
>>420872
straw bury
and also back in elementary school me and my friends would hang out at this abandoned mental institute out in the woods lol
anon
I’m guessing that organized crime selling EpiPens over tor is probably the better way
anon
they should have made one drug work by now imo
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some of the groups are so strange and predatory it sucks guh
also not interested in doing anything material -3-
anon
>>420867
I think that results failures of their theory imo. if your theory of the world is correct, you should be able to build power, have members better off, and make gradual progress. that makes me doubt myself too because I probably have a bad worldview somewhere since I’m not getting results
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the communist groups like this are often times still very stuck in the past and believe it will come about on its own n so on
so it ends up becoming this group of heavily disconnected ppl who end up believing in harmful things while stuck in that past w/o any modern ideas, or groups idealizing certain places into apologia bwa
>>420883
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but yeah, a lot of these people have never read or will ever read critique of the works they cite, ie the most painful one i know ill continue to see forever being on authority
anon
>>420862
I wanna do that just to get outside but I bet offering your home to people you know or supporting shelters ppl you know actually could use is probably a waaaaay better use of your time. … and I don’t have my own home or money. the logical thing is to focus on getting that, I’m just tired is all I guess
anon
union-oriented political movements seem relatively subdued these days
>>420879
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the one place i liked a lot put up cameras w a 10-20 min police response sadly
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>>420877
is mainly, sadly, cus of the union suppression
outlawing of general strikes in the US (though ones are planned but have to work around laws w loopholes)
and those with all the power doing heavy union busting while the left/labor parties move right & abandoned unions a long time ago now
they recognized the real threat they had and the move to overseas production also made it a lot harder for leverage
anon
here’s a hit piece on them
anon
ah, yeah, 4tvc
anon
i'm not filled with confidence regarding them because they regard testing chemical purity flippantly
anon
you have to test things with action then change based on it imo.
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lmao yeah i hadnt seen these but knew theyd be out there cus they are very open & love to play into the idea that theyre pirating medicine lel
>>420880
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its funny to call them all/just anarchists tho tbh
anon
it is yeah I think they’re probably full of hot air but the title is playing into the ‘I’m mature I just disregard silly anarchists’ I am not an anarchist per say but not because of ‘who I am’ but I try to consider specific things and their evidence
anon
my ideal world would have everyone be able to make anything
>>420896
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real
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>look at these druggies back at it again
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i was glad they made a way to test tho w lazer spectroscopy tho for cheap so you can be careful w what you get n the purity, glad the info is out there even if not perfect in ways
>>420899
anon
ah, yeah, that's an important step
anon
i got kind of discouraged when they like. just poured their reaction product through a coffee filter and said that was good enough without precise explanation
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ah
their hrt one is more in depth abt using sterile technique n the need for filtering w very specific kinds to be sure you get the right stuff
tho they also are kind of being like chaotic for the heck of it, but ik it makes them look less trustworthy tho i also am glad theyre not err
anon
>>420889
I don’t want ppl to kill themselves in a moment of sadness and I like the idea of drug companies having money so people can have good jobs making drugs but it’s not good to allow a situation where medicine is inaccessible
anon
let's look at that pie chart of salary distribution
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one min
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im glad theyre everyday people, generally, n its open for people to improve on/reach out to ask the chemists that help abt specifics though
its not gonna be perfect n not smth i think most ppl should do but having an option at all is good to open peoples eyes that they can be more self sufficient/help their community n stuffs
anon
i'm very + on radical autonomy
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ye
nonners
#ai which drugs should i start doing

nice try fed.
which drugs should i start doing
nonners
#ai nice try, fed?

nice try fed.
nice try, fed?
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droog
nonners
#ai nice try fed

lol.
nice try fed
nonners
#ai how was my try?

nice try fed.
how was my try?
nonners
#ai hi im a fed and im trying

nice try fed.
hi im a fed and im trying
straw bury
saeki
straw bury
r u still here
straw bury
if u r then ur cute :3
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haiii
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cutie
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>boop
anon
boop boop!
anon
“Many of us reading this blog are synthetic chemists in the pharmaceutical industry. In the unlikely we actually needed a small molecule medicine we couldn't afford/insurance doesn't cover/ineligible for patient assistance from supplier, how would we make it? (Assuming we don't just buy the API from Chindia as suggested by others.) We would purchase the necessary glassware and reagents from a reputable supply house. Synthesize the API by patent procedures. Initial QC by TLC, then outsource NMR and LC-MS to a contract lab. Formulate according to patent or generically along the lines of a PK/PD study. Dose appropriately. Haz waste to contract disposal. All done in a well ventilated garage. Maybe not as Anarchist Cool and Sticking It to Big Brother as mason jars and scrounging the street for starting materials, but much more efficient and likely to succeed.”
anon
see idk it sounds to me like for traditional chemical synthesis this is doomed and as a group to promote methods of illegally using generic sources it has potential, but that’s not what they’re presenting it as :/
anon
“A friend of mine had a clever little anarchist-drug business on side: His wife realized that cat and dog medications are grossly overpriced in US, so he obtained few APIs from China, analyzed them thoroughly to make sure the stuff was not poor quality, and hand-weighted them into softgel capsules, using analytical balances.

Very tedious, and borderline illegal but not unethical because they did not pass them as counterfeit, and their friends-pet owners were glad to save quite a bit of money”
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eh idk, i try to look at what the actual use cases are n recognize they might act as sorta pundits in ways w peeps like this as theyre rn trying to get a lot of attentions
anon
based n evidence pilled. the author also don’t check on one of the things they criticized-
sæкі
ah, yea
anon
“There's talk of sharing cells and cultures, fungal spores on book pages"

This is how bio folks used to send each other plasmids (by accounts many still do). Spot a few μL onto a decoy letter, draw a circle around the area of interest, and pop it in the post. It's a lot cheaper than a box full of dry ice.”
anon
but like I’m also interested in improving the human body and giving us more power over it, and I have a friend who is actively doing garage experiments and so far just hurt themselves but also I have little motivation to go allll the academic way
anon
I think maybe an informal group to keep up the enthusiasm to deliver these things to the people while pushing everyone to go through academia is the right way until it hits the point that there are techs suited to this kind of distribution
anon
but no one wants to do that and it’s flacid and depressing to gather in the name of ‘keep studying haha one day…’
straw bury
.play RATBASTERDZ: STRAW DUCKS
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guh..
straw bury
real hardcore shit
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think im gonna have to mow the lawn
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been up 20~ hrs
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sigh
anon
why saeki?
straw bury
goodness gracious
anon
u need beauty sleeps
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but dad just burst in mad abt smth related so think ill have to at risk of causing smth more
take the care peps need though if chu can
>>420944
nonners
.play snl talk like this
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gon see abt only doing half tho to not push myself really hard
::shy
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lol
anon
>>420940
ur great saeki i wish i could come over n help w it
anon
pls get some reps regularly too if u can
straw bury
bai saeki we luv u
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patpat thanke n u all too
guh
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hate living in this situation n feeling so useless/hopeless tho ugh
take the care for selves chu all need for making it through too thoughs
>>420951
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sigh
anon
eep
anon
snuggling sounds nice
straw bury
saeki seems like she needs a good snuggle
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snuggly hrs
n u 2 aha--
straw bury
psychically cuddling u rite now saeki
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::bunny cuddle
awwe
,3,
getting ready to go out guh
hope peeps n rest selves thoughs 0/ - <3 bwa
straw bury
u rest saeki :>

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