>>423426
#hug mbe u can write it down on a wish list n focus on other things u wan n can achieve or smth

>>423622
waow

>>423459
It looks really cool but I think I would feel a lil bad emotionally there

needs plants c:

>>423622
what grrrrrr go disky brainworms go

>>423628
#hug thank u so much for changing it how u could

mmmm my family let me have the computer room n it looks p lain but i feel stressed in there i guess i kinda put expectations on it above what i can do to try to escape where i am in lyfe

>>423629
poor poor saek8 :(

>>423633
::pat ily saeki

>>423632
sumtymes feel like all the worst parts in lyfe are closing in pn us x_X

>>423432
it looks good in some way I can't place in that picture also kitty cat C:

>>423639
ᓚᘏᗢ

>>423454
That's amazing it makes me a lil sad he was just in there alone i wish we were all there right now doing smth cool 2gether

if you put a screen in the center it would be like that diary you were talkin about

I think it's attractive but likely unergo

>>423414
u should practice the skills u really wanna use n enjoy in ur life u don have 2 do everything <3

I still have too many things I wanna kno how to do :/

with practice u gotta do a certain amount n regularly... but pretty looks n nice experiences are good in themselves

>>423444
god i hoep there's someone to fill his shoes

you should be a comp sci professor saeki!!

you're really understanding n interested in stuffs and wou

you're really understanding and interested in stuffs n woulb be a good influence on kiddos

im so tired chat

i already slept most of the weekend

>>423469
LOL tbh i bet those are collectable the ones from the splotions

>>423671
#hug you've been really helping me towards finding that i thinks i wanna help u do that too

>>423485
lol! real i didn't liek the papas pizzaria type gaems either

>>423487
bestie loved that one but it was too scary n big for me w choices n all

>>423492
good to see u too btw

>>423530
I literally just started hearing about this guy and he just talks into the screen n plays video games?

>>423680
the bug deal aint that he just pkays games and his house is a mess the big deal is he us a negachud

megachud*

>>423549
cute saved

>>423571
were they always beef tallow tho? it might be that they are just an unhealthy treat u can enjoy. Really they should just limit how much anyone can buy per month n the same w alcohol i think

>>423680
He is so lazy he doesnt clean the dishes for like months and theres a picture of a wokf spider in his sink... tho he became infamous for being a social conservative

wolf spider not a woke spider lol

>>423689
but aren't there way more attractive megachuds? I bet it's cuz he's not banned or whatever.
uhh richard spencer actually did a masters degree on western culture and takes care of himself
daily stormer has the whole hacker thing with weev n i thought the writing was clever at times
I guess he's a replacement for ben shapiro/antisjw tubers back in the day, i wonder why

i saw an article about that n how i think the conservative guys who visited for the interview were like uhhh no milkshake pls lul

yeh taht maeks sense. I do care about health tho the story of the guy who got that stuff banned was pretty epic

he was a construction business guy i think and innovated in that industry and made lots of money but i got the impression really did do good work and was very involved in his community, he exercised a lot n was thin but had a heart attack early on because he fueled himself with greasy meaty foods

#ksay flimp

>>423700
so he looked into the science and found out the oils n cholesterol were killing ppl and individually took out tons of ads to raise awareness n get them banned

I guess that's also a symptom of a failed system when one rich guy pushes forward public health n then it gets rolled back after his death, but I'm glad he did

>>423719
I didn't think it's always rape tho i think some of them maybe find happiness so it's not a shameful thing

and laughing about bad shit happening to prisoners so fucked up

reminds me of the thieve and chickens in russia where the 'thieves' would refuse to do any honest work ever and abuse the hell out of other prisoners and the state tacitly allowed it i think because they are used to control the others

wishing all COs a very die

I really liked kolyma tales by varlam shalamov really good guy

he went to gulag for saying 'no this is wrong' when the soviets did crazy shit n didn't want to be known as an anti communist writer because he still cared about things getting better, and refused to ever be a supervisor who sent ppl tp their deaths, and was proud of that

me imediately opening the pdf from saeki after her talking about pdf based speer fishing last night xD

yeah good people. BUT I'll say they still lost their lives n failed : ( I don't like the idea that standing up is what matters and failing and dying is good.

I really liked shalimov's writings but he couldn't accept his wife not being able to let him live illegally with her after he got out, I feel like he was 'too idealist' but that's disgusting and corrupt to say. It's what's said by those who abandon ideals entirely. He also said 'suffering and prison did not make me a better person' and spoke out against prison labor anywhere which I respect

yeah the better thing to say was he wanted to achieve more than he could realistically and let bad thoughts like that hurt him at times

rose orlando from roseorlando.bandcamp.com : D

this is better than the battle dream didn't you have b4?

>>423568
slop don do it

>>423642
they shouldn't be kitty : ( I hope we can be so good with our minds even if our paths are painful we live them well

>>423682
the face is so esential to how we think of ppl i think and then just seeing it replaced... kinda cool

romania

>>423704
wow that might now be healthy. :/ I think really skinny IS pretty but also u kno bad if it is

>>423784
#hug thank u saeki

I saw a post on reddit saying instead of weight cycling to just exercise a lot, still burning the fat which I thought was interesting, it was without evidence, but I think burned fat comes from all over the body

did u order the e???

>>423657
I heard verticle staggered is better than ortholinear and on a non split ortholinear is worse than horizontal staggered but ehhhh I get it's cute.

My friend wad having RSIs and shared a video on hand exercises to do to also address that

>>423801
#kiss

>>423689
I guess ppl like these kinds of right wing influencers because they feel like they get to be cool and attack the 'bad minorities' but also they don't feel threatened themselves whereas an actual sucessful megachud who is really strong with several white children and miltary/corperate bacnground and his own church would make them feel bad about themselves.

It's the same reason comedians act like slobs. people want to pick on others but they don't want to feel like the person doing it for them could suddenly single them out

>>423729
I think the people attracted to it are bad, and it's bad for your soul, but probably prisons are neccesary. I wish we could actually regulate them waaaaay more strictly

>>423812
cute

>>423739
part of mine also left but i dunno the story

food is pretty swag

food is swag

>>423792
: )

>>423820
I had a tiny bit of bread hmmm what should i hav chat

cannibals in chat

>>423757
I would always get attacked by monsters in my dreams n just jump in their mouths n die to wake up

>>423823
cutie :3

>>423800
yeh my chair n desk suck but the 'find a good chair' stuff exhausts me and not that rich anyway lol

>>423828
awww cute

>>423831
yes yes but I gotta cook with you it's not good for a cutie like u to do all the work

#ai what is pan sexuality

pansexuality is being attracted to people regardless of gender. it's like bisexuality but with even more emphasis on not caring about gender at all. some people describe it as attraction to personalities rather than labels. ymmv on specifics, but that's the general idea. what is pan sexuality

I wanna be pan too. I find being agressive n 'I'm doing what a man/woman' does n demanding submission or emotionless provision of resources exhausting from people n gross

hi saeki

<3 we luv straw

hai anon

>>423852
#trvke

yeah probably

>>423852
rose ur so cool and pretty and awesom

>>423845
well I'm male saeki and i think you're wonderful and would be happy to have someone like you but I'd feel guilty leading you on cuz i don't like how people have kids just because it's the thing to do or because 'they love each other' but I feel scared n irresponsible not having kids better than myself eventually n i wouldn't just wan u to feel used n then i get a cisgirl or smth bleh

but honestly I've never felt a lotta trust w cisgirls I've met there was always such a gulf n our personalities were so different. I've felt like they tended to be very conformist or... idk, wanting to appear good really strongly, even if in a countercultural way, and wanting me to act the 'right' way

>>423870
if u really want that u can start off bad n get good

>>423863
nah U should learn n do what works for u saeki. If u wan a nice girl i wan u to have her

>>423869
tbf I don think that stuff is so strange it's just getting people excited about the thing. I don't know if it's always moral what they actually do but the mechanism of control I think is nothing more special than 'you're with the good people don't make the people you spend time with who know better than others hate you' and then also having your whole career invested in it so you look the other way if you see bad effects pf your actions

I got the impression most of the real violence is done by non government employees like ppl bribed in country and direct government employees just sit in the office building. shooting ppl is risky n doesn't require a lotta training so might as well use expendable ppl for it

>>423873
this is a BRAINWORM

'I don't want to be a bad violinist to start with that's the issue'

>>423878
#hug make yourself feel how u want to I'm glad u get to make decisions like that

>>423885
ok this is kinda ciswomen swag tho I wish my friends n i could do that tho not u kno bother ppl in bad ways

>>423882
mmmm same I guess I'm like that for everything I care about too. a silly idea I'm losing out by going the wrong direction maybe

>>423886
good C:

>>423887
yeah this is what i fear for my own relationships being male. I feel like mbe i could have that closeness w a guy, or maybe if like i could do half the pregnancy or 'female' roles, but there will always be a 'have fun but you better do your job and impress me' and it's hard to love your boss, and I'd have to be her boss too for the stuff she does and i don't and that creates resentment

guys r the worst theyre so rude

>>423900
being relaxed c: n close

cute lil vampire bby

waow

boys will remember this. Your relationship with boys had improved to 'loved'

a man kissed me once. i was in 3rd grade lmao

>>423933
they had swag being drunk in public w homies n flirting w u 2 kinda

cis women r so mean

>>423937
but like they're enjoying your sexuality n teasing u kinda u kno what I mean? ohhhhh

>>423936
yeahhh...

but maybe brainworms too idk

>>423938
this shouldn't happen

i want society to prevent it

>>423941
ahhh i like how they enjoy interacting w others i guess

i wish i could rip his balls off and then stuff it so far up his ass that he has a prolapse

shit isnt fair its such fucking horsehit and they just get away fwith it is onot fuicking fair fuck this dude i should just kill everydoby

Why did they get away with it mbe we can stop that happening in the future

bcuz i was like 7 or 8 or something and i couldnt even comprehend what weas happening to me and he had help from the other staff at the school

i don have money or power tho

I saw a post about the private schools that came from that lady in italy and someone said they really liked how the teachers lovingly touched them which they don't do in public schools because of stuff like this. I wish idk. Like I think part of this is how people are so powerless and isolated and don't have ppl to trust but like how do you have ppl have close relationships n not have abuse

i already tried looking for him but the guys a ghost cant find him anywhere

i wish ii could find him. i wanna kill him so bad

if i found him and he just got arrested and sent to jail id do some fucked up shit to get in the same prison as him and then stab his ass to death

society

>>423975
maybe you should send them a quick email tbh if u remember the place

just 'hey in 2xxx one of your employees groomed me, but I can't remember their stuff, I know I can't prove anything or take it further but you should consider looking into this'

uuh

yeah me putting it on you to do all this is not fair

even if they keep him around maybe they watch him more closely u kno? or they feel bad about if

send me the stuff n i'll send the email if u want

i wish i could hack all his arms off with an ax and then all of his facial features, eyes nose ears etc and then his genitals, and then leave him to die somewhere

i wish i could cut his eyelids off and then tie him down to the floor of a desert and have him stare at the sun until he dies of heatstroke

>>423974
nah the best revenge is a life well lived i think n make sure his personality doesn't reoccur

saeki ur like the coolest person ever u dont deserve this bullshit its not fair

>>423991
did they have a short password or what

>>423994
that's sad she's trans n hurting other trans ppl makes me feel bad

#smartai if someones laser hair removal is extremely sucessful in the beard area, how many electrolysis treatments does it usually take in that case kill off the remaining sprase numbered beard hairs?

The number of electrolysis treatments required to eliminate residual sparse beard hairs after successful laser hair removal varies based on several factors, but can generally be estimated as follows:

### **Key Determinants:**
1. **Hair Density & Growth Cycle:** Even with excellent laser results, 10-30% of follicles may persist due to dormancy during treatment or being in non-anagen phases. Electrolysis must target these remaining hairs individually.
2. **Follicle Resilience:** Some hairs are hormonally driven (e.g., androgenic growth in the beard), requiring multiple electrolysis sessions per follicle for permanent destruction.
3. **Technician Skill:** Precision matters—inexperienced electrologists may prolong treatment by missing follicles or using suboptimal settings.

### **Typical Treatment Range:**
- For well-lasered areas with *sparse* regrowth (~5-15 terminal hairs/cm²), expect:
- **6–12 sessions** (assuming monthly intervals) for near-complete clearance.
- Each session addresses actively growing hairs; dormant ones emerge later, necessitating follow-ups.

### **Technical Considerations:**
- *Galvanic vs. Thermolysis:* Blend method (combined galvanic/thermolysis) is often preferred for coarse beard hair due to higher efficacy in destroying the germinative cells and papilla.
- *Current Settings:* Higher frequency thermolysis (>500 kHz) may reduce discomfort while maintaining effectiveness on finer post-laser remnants.

### **Clinical Observations:**
Studies indicate that patients transitioning from laser to electrolysis typically require:
- ~8±3 sessions over 9–18 months for ≥95% reduction (J Dermatolog Treat, 2017).
- Maintenance treatments (~1–2 annually) may still be needed for hormonal regrowth.

In summary, while individual variability exists, a targeted course of *6–12 professional electrolysis treatments* should suffice for most cases of residual beard hair after optimal laser therapy. Consistency and proper technique are paramount—consult a board-certified electrologist for personalized assessment. if someones laser hair removal is extremely sucessful in the beard area, how many electrolysis treatments does it usually take in that case kill off the remaining sprase numbered beard hairs?

>>423998
#hug u 2

>>424006
god that's fucked they killed themself :<
do you think like we can stop elder queers from killing themselves ?

.play [YouTube]

>>424006
#hug

not hard to see why a lot of lgbt elders keep dying, i mean we only had around 8 to 10 years of lgbt rights existing in a semi stable state... what i mean is its the stress that keeps killing lgbt if nothing else

>>424014
it's just sad things r getting better n they got thru all this stuff and then die :< trauma n all

>>424016
A lot of like, the general lgbt population is dead before turning 65, and a lot of trans women are dead before even being 35 because of being treated so damn brutally, even the risk of premature stroke and heart attack are raised by the constant cruelty

>>424015
unable to get out of what?

>>424016
yeah absolutely like the recriminalization of our communities after having rights for only like one decade is tragic

I am old enough i was born where being lgbt we ilelgal when i was born and now peopl;e are trying to make it illegal again

>>424017
yep uh 'minority stress' i think is the medical term