>>431791
what of it bitch

>>431801
im an evilmoder

id try n get one but the US is not making that a gud idea rn

tho for me its a useful lens to view self

they be making a list of autistic ppl sigh '

https://web.janusxr.org/#janus.url=https%3A%2F%2Fsimsora13.github.io%2Fjanusvr%2Froom%2Fthe%20digital%20Club%2Findex.html

>>431826
do you have webgl enabled in about:config?

>>431824
oh yea this thing

i wanted to get into resonite

бваааа

:>

yea i just find it useful n wanna be able to better understand self even if diagnosis is too much of a pain, is smth that having one wouldnt rly help

>>431847
ou..

lucky

ic

i was gonna get on it but i idk

best wishes, trying to find work or income agains

i hate that disability locks u from earning certain income n still getting it

cæкииииз

sunflower seed halva keeps getting remembered by self n wanna get some
nearly destroyed my last blender making it myself

brb in a while

okiii

>>431882
>boop

cutiessss

awe-- appreciate chu peeps bwaa
just hope i can write smth peeps appreciate that isnt smth i feel embarrassed abt sharing like my current one thats out
but gon maybe setup that spacehey to post shorter ones n then put them up on site idk . .
will link peeps some stuff if i can write smth smol today

wan maybe write abt sieged sec n the move towars the hacks we see these past weeks w hacktivists hitting the airline deporting ppl to cecot n the israeli signal clone

maia is an example bwa

but not her exactly, tho i do love her stuff on stalkerware in the past couple yrs

her blog is rly cute

mhm

ill link mine once smth is up other than the

groomer investigation thing

is like hers but like an emacs panel

lel

i listened to her n another trans peep review hackers the other week

D: why

ive had experiences like that a lot but i try n memory hole them

ohhh

thought in person

yeah

i mightve told parts of this

but the one hackathon i could find in the region one time

it was a 24 hr straight hackathon which i found out when i got there was for a weed company incubator

i teamed up w a guy who was visting from kazakhstan who i talked to for a while but he had to leave 2 hrs in to fly back out of the US guh

i built them like 5< website n app designs for the incubator w custom stuff n the person who won had printed a blunt holder out of what he said could theoretically be recycled filament lol

vegetables scare me (arfid moment)

one of the board members tho kinda owned he was like a schizo hippie old guy who was wack n would tell crazy stories

im sry :c

hope u can rest self soons

>>431941
#hug

lol

also hai

i cuddle

>>431959
>snuggle

>cri in skinny hrs

i just found a pic n got a whole flashback to work i did in my sort op days

sort of op*

sort op?

a girl who i knew in the UK who was an anarchist journalist who was also incredibly disabled
she

i think she kicked a cop at a protest one time n
they sent the equivalent to swat to her house

they dragged her out by the arms through the dirt n just ugh
so many abuses were found cus she was like

she had issues where dealing w incredible pain due to having like connective tissue stuff or smth i forget

i worked w her for a while but had to poof cus of the immense stress n trauma u get from it sigh
i wanna find n reach out to her again eventually

she was really sweet n stuffs but had been through a lot

but i found pics id taken for cop watch to make sure in case of abuse that we could find out who had done it n stuffs

going through old ssd

>>432012
wha

>>432014
:3

need peep to cuddle

>>432019
haii

>>432023
>>432024
:333

haiii ^w^

::cuddle\

oki ima open up my

okok
im opening my ide to get to writing essay n gonna sign up spacehey acc

might grab rice pudding

hehe

need to grab hairbands

oki i go put up hair n hab work to do a lil while this is open behind ide

:<

aw

antipsychs or wha? :c

ahhh

that sucks, i hope it helps what u need them for though sigh

but at least we have a lot of treatments for skin cancer generally rn

do peeps get prescribed phenibut much still over there?

i found some pregablin i hab stockpiled but spilled on desk in room

>>432095
#hug
yeah

i have so much overly critical thoughts of self constantly

yea, it depends on the person but it can make u have impulses to hit head cratch or bite n so on

>>432104
#hug

yeah i used to be rly bad in that way :c

depression n (c)ptsd made me SH n cut for yrs but stopped

but scratching or biting was rough when i was younger

i tried to get an asd diagnosis but i think my mom not recognizing or remembering signs, plus just ugh system made it not come through

i experience the sensory stuff n all the symptoms tho even if its not asd n all

i have had periods of being mute n stuffs, or at least selectively, but have overstim problems n so many sensory things; plus hypermobility spectrum

and adhd

so combined w symptoms i fit into like all the things that connect them

i didnt talk aloud for a year or two other than family

i didnt speak until uhh i forget which year but i needed speech therapy n physical therapy

yeah, this is kinda why im annoyed the eval didnt like
my doctors therapists n so on have assumed ive had asd for many yrs but the testing was like meh idk

me n my 3rd grade class had to sign a piece of paper that said sticks and stones will break my bones but words will not hurt me

they wanted the kids to like not care or whatever abt verbal bullying like wot

yeah

i had to teach myself social stuffs

was bullied for a long time until i dropped out

haiii!!

>>432156
feel that.. i get this way p often but i also have a adhd urge to talk to ppl but i just

lonely n suppress it cus bwa

hehe cute

have moms beatles posters in here