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i have dentist
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gl!
lain from cereal
the denter....
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im just hoping i dont get work done ;-;
derrick_phone
hi lain from cereal
>>442837
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im so stressed already
derrick_phone
derrick is sending his blessings
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hmm
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i might grab brush
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n take pic now
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im just barely disinhibited enough to be able to maybe take a pic of self ⋯
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man
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i started rewatching this vid cus i remembered the post by nonnie abt steel case leap, the same chair he dives into and recommends after tearing apart the philosophical idea of gamer chairs as being a literal advertisement
lain from cereal
.play vansire nice to see you
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i wanna get a steel case used chair
lain from cereal
.play welcome and goodbye dream ivory
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or wait no they didnt send a leap hm it was a
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heres current pic ded
lain from cereal
ded
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hair is longer in bacc. .
fujo
the beatles
lain from cereal
no wonder its so hot inm there u got a HEAT LAMP
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moms posters
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nah
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red led light bulb
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red light doesnt cause migraine pain so merp
lain from cereal
you are rather hidden but your hair is really nice
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emberis
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first pic ive taken or sent of self in good long while . .
lain from cereal
EMBERIS
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and thanke bwaaa
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cutie
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also i luv he in this vid mentions a watch from where im from ish lel
he mispronounces the name 2
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hehe
lain from cereal
how do u mispronounce 'the computer'
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lol
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hehe
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is name of a watch
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ah yes!!! the chair nonnie sent was a steal case gesture w/o headrest
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i wanna get a used leap, drafting, or taller steel case model
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gesture w headrest
i love this pic
fluffy
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his name is bibbothy babis
lain from cereal
.play noise is a social skill
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cute name for thing
lain from cereal
>>442876
thats not ears that stongues
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hehe
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i luv watching vimdeo essays cus i like hearing peeps talk lots abt what they luv or have special interest in
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i only learned of the whole supersize me alcoholism thing fully today n referenced the other day
lain from cereal
i wonder how those things develop
lain from cereal
the what ?<?
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hm~?
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the supersize me guy was an alcoholic through the whole documentary
lain from cereal
hhuh ...
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his liver was showing crazy signs n the dr was like ive never seen this b4 in anything but alcoholics n was so confused and
he did a twitlonger admitting to SA in 206 or smth and he
said how he's never been soder more than a week or smth
anon
pivot from mcdonalds docu to alcoholism docu halfway thru woulda made that flick way better
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yea, also watching an analysis of the docu showing how he just kept eating more by choice/+depression.. n how his vegan gf was like complaining abt how the mcdonalds was causing ED and rly it was probably the alc..
anon
incredible journalism top notch integrity
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lel
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he at least killed the supersize me meal tbh
but yeah like mannn
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we still had to watch that in school in 2017
lain from cereal
.play slowdive alison
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, ;0
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would keep company if i could bwa
but yea, i hope chu can see thems or peeps who give you the support or connection chu feel
nona
my real litle sister is kind of a lost cause,, but i had an online little sister and we'd always say she was vivi and i was mitsu and wed hang out on call alot and we got really close
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d'aww ;;
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i think i had one at one point but
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kinda wanna find chosen family again at some point myself . .
but d'aww
cuties
nona
miss heer
nona
she was sooo cute
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mhm ;-;
nona
we kinda stopped talking awhile ago
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i lost connection w all of mine just
the stress of everything made me isolate n found my way here eventually..
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hoping to meet peeps again eventually n connect like that, i hope u can chat again eventually even a lil
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makes me wanna play vrc again sometime, tho mostly wanna connect w peeps n get comfy in person eventually
anon
so many internet connection platforms like vrc feel cool but more like... onboarding for real life, getting one used to people. i wanna use it too
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i use them to make real connections w peeps n then eventually connect in person, have disability n CPTSD n makes it rough for me to connect at first in person unless im already close or trust peep
>>442919
nona
ive met alot of people on 4ch...
nona
my current roomate (and chosen big sister) is from 4ch.. we met the day after i got SA'd and she took me out for dinner and we just connected rlly quick...shes my big sis now
>>442920>>442922
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and awww
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want
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like
the best ive ever lived n roomed which was admittedly terrible beyond my best
met them on a sorta gei queer IRC nerd computer peep chat
anon
>>442913
real
can be hard to connect in person to strangers
safer online in many ways
anon
>>442915
very nice to have helpful supportive friends (and sisters)
amazing that you found anyone nice off 4chan tbqh
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mhm
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im really glad u found someone like that to connect or stuffs. .
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i was always too scared to take the step on places i cud actually meet peeps similar to me like here or stuff like it w in person but
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wanna break that block in self
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would just meet peeps on grindr i generally never had deep shared stuff w like i do on places like here yk
nona
i wish we could hang out :<
>>442929
anon
finding nice ppl on grindr is a real fucking hunt. gotta go searching. not worth ime
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can probably do stuffs at some point bwa
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maybe see abt taking train in or stuffs
spontaneous ish or smth sometime
nona
shud probably plan it out
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ye
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not entirely i mean, just to err
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nvm am rambly eepy..
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ur too sweet thoughs awa
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oh ye
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should i resend pic i took of self a few min ago . .
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am hide a bit but bwa
nona
aw oki
nona
sure :3
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bwaa
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o-okej
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ill..
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ima try and open up erm
discord n make an account rn
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thanke aaa
>but qter:3.14
nona
would cuddle
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i-i think so aha
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bwaaaaaaa
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,,
nona
heh
nona
rain is so cozy..inside and outsidfe
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mhm... really..
makes me comfy when not stressed abt storm i
get comfy n snuggly feels
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mmmh..
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wan cozy comfy times n get to finally go shooting w peep eventually bwa
nona
thatd be fun!
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i wanna build a parts kit or smth n stuffs too . .
or dunno ,3,
like trying to make kits of stuff or things idk..
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::rember
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;3;
rember
nona
rember..
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<3 hehe
appreciate chu
n peeps here who are all so sweet, cutes
nona
<33 ur so great saeki,.
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snuggly times
n eepy n red
but too kind, aa
yawn
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getting ready to make discy
blocked my apps from launching cus i cant handle the stress of opening my old acc i ...
wan find peeps n new self i need to work past n free of the old one, i feel
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think i have ur handle so setting up bwa
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d-doing it.. guh im so nervous
nona
aw
nona
it just me saeki
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ye ik..
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is erm
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lot of like
bad memories on discord as a platform that make me isolate from it, but i wanna be able to actually connect w peeps i care abt n all - w-
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made new email for acc, cus of the newer name system ofc saeki is taken but gon use a l337 version bwawa
nona
cpoool
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d-did it
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w-wooo
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ima setup my profile a lil then grab all the adds i needa do.. awa...
nona
proud of uuu
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aaaa
nona
aww
nonners
guys should i buy crypto
>>443003
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hi nonners
nonners
hi saeki
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errr
i might need to buy moar for hrt to be able to buy again gotta figure that out
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u made me wanna find a steelcase gesture
mb w/o headrest 2...
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nonners
>>443003
im just like warren buffet
nonners
ill just buy $1 worth of crypto
nonners
for fun (and profit)
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-w-
nonners
the chair?
nonners
its $1400
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2
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i only buy used, idk uf theyre being sold off by offices yet
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ill probably get a cheap used leap when one comes up
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"if you really think about it, dating simulations are kind of like heavy metal, by which i mean without the work of sincere artists trying to do something fresh and new decades ago, a significant percentage of living people today probably would have never [redacted] while looking at cartoons"
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making noms to eat before i go lay down n pass out in a lil while, snuggly
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aw
lain from cereal
i wanted a long ish dialogue to sample for a song and i thought LiS had me covered
WHOOPS
all crying
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, ;0
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i need to replay or rewatch >>443020 at some point
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hecc
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have u or peeps played or watched clinical trial??
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is so guud
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adhd trauma medical system rpg maker enby esc ungendered mc what moar cud u want
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i dont wanna say more n spoil but heavily recommend
heres a vod from cool peeps if wan watch instead (p linear)
[YouTube]
makes me feel similarly to but not as strong as until then makes me feel
nonners
.play camille ship of theseus
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lel
nonners
.play camille are you injured
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cuties
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im sad from rewatching game.. makes me cri.. gon have choccy n be comfy
>>443039
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heccin...
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that works . .
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i setup discy if peeps wan add me . .
>>443059
KittyUwuminati
is that the discycord kinda discy???
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(´。_。`) added,,,
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god i love this game even though it destroys me
KittyUwuminati
>>443051
poor saeki!!!!!!!!!!!!! #hug
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isoki
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recommend watching vod i linked or trying when able is real gud bwaa..
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is about, sorta, going into a drug trial for adhd
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y-yea
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made new acc and setup ripcord so i can not have to deal w all the like
dopamine drip of normal discy client idk
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i found it a few yrs ago when trying to find a combination disc irc client
lain from cereal
oh ripcord i kind of remember this but got too scared to use the client
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pat
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have had accounts w 800k messages (some spam but dont ask..) and used clients, ripcord one ive used on n off over the course of 5~ yrs n no issues when did
looks like dis or dis
lain from cereal
hmm im see
i guess i wouldnt mind like using a client but basically just to remove ads.....
anyway im going to bedge,
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yeah, i have avoided the idea of discy a bit cus of the downhill nature of it near constantly for yrs now but
ads is crazy
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the ever consuming need for profit will tear it apart and i hope it builds something new
lain from cereal
maybe discord will finally die if they force ads
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though if theyre doing ads i would be careful n vigilant w if they start targeting clients tho only if u post it on social media or yt do they rly do anything
lain from cereal
it will be a cat & mouse game of discord vs clients
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mhm
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was on vencord for a few yrs
lain from cereal
how is it this late
lain from cereal
want lump sum sleep on mondays and tuesdays
lain from cereal
then awake the rest of the week
lain from cereal
anyway im going to bed for realsies
i sent username
take care byebye
>>443079
lain from cereal
>>443079
ty take care kitty
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awww
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eep well <3
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sweet dreams cL
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<3
KittyUwuminati
kitty just woke up but hopes lain has a gud nyte
KittyUwuminati
>>443086
it is gud waking up, kitty woke up few hours before sun rises
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been thinking n feeling out how i wan do my character design for stuffs
migh go for watermelon theme for some colors n accessories again . . had close peep who did old profile art for meh with that but was pre coming out n not fitting now bwa
gotta see how i wan go abt it nows or finding peeps i can do art w yawn
>>443092
KittyUwuminati
>>443091
does saeki draw??? saekie has so many nyce images
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i used to but havent practiced in a long time n is a struggle cus of essential tremors
but do digital art n do design n stuffs, need to do more digital agains aa
KittyUwuminati
imo very important video for all my fellow trans [YouTube]
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ye
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we watched the day it came out here .w.
downloaded to backup the footage of cops for archiving
>>443108
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.play tomppabeats wont leave you extended
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is gud for peeps 2 watch if they havent bwawa
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4
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oop..
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i eep in a few
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snuggling blahaj n burning up, melting into puddle bwa, wearing nothing under sheets n weighted blanket
>>443124
KittyUwuminati
>>443097
ooo kitty sees thats gud, she saw it on her youtube feed
anon
#ai can I be a little kitty

nice try fed.
can I be a little kitty
anon
this is not an image board this is a chat app
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nini
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Ily peeps
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sweet dreams n gud day to pretty cuties
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>huggle shork
rose
driving lessons are so fucking much dude my bank account is fuuckdd
>>443126
anon
eep good <3
anon
>>443122
shidd I'll teach u driving across the ocean now xD
anon
I've been sleeping a lot lately to deal with the anxiety i feel when working
anon
I think it helps
anon
i usually feel better after i wake up
rose
>>443130
only link can defeat ganon
anon
my father doesnt listen to me and im pretty sure he has no idea how to listen to anyone and i am losing my fucking mind
anon
hi
sadmoder
listen like conversationally or taking instruction? hi shanon
anon
he anticipates what you are trying to say and ignores what you actually said.
anon
its like there are a limited number of dialogue choices with him and if you give an answer that isnt one of them he will try to shoehorn it to mean one of them.
sadmoder
is he like autistic, ir adhd
anon
he's autistic.
sadmoder
yeah that makes sense, i think thats one of the symptoms? diagnostic cirteria?
>>443143
anon
>>443140
oh, i know the problem. but i have no idea what the solution is other than just not talking to him
>>443144
sadmoder
>>443142
hi rose
>>443143
i wish i could give advice, i am so shit at talking to people myself i would just stop tbh
anon
.play pink floyd money
anon
i have one dad in the entire world, why cant i make this one person understand me?
>>443148
anon
i dont need every other person in the fucking world to understand me. i need him to.
sadmoder
would you say that you are also on the soectrum
anon
yes im also autistic but i do not have this communication problem with anyone else. including other autistic people.
sadmoder
damn… i have a not good, but not bad relationship with my dad. i think hes on the spectrum but high functioning and i cant really ever connect with him on topics. so theres always a lot of awkward silences and “so… yeahs”
anon
i am stealing that idea. awkward silence. that sounds so much better than what im doing
>>443156
sadmoder
>>443154
idk if its better, but its ‘worked’ so far and thats just kind of how it is. it also probably helps that i have a brother he connects with more hobby worse so they always can talk about that together
>>443158
anon
>>443153
Good luck, it's gonna go great!
anon
>>443156
my father is basically completely alone and chooses to be alone 98% of the time. i did not inherit this lack of social need.
>>443159
sadmoder
>>443158
does he have hobbies that can get him socializing or will he avoid any group settings. bc im sort of like that where in really introverted and have difficulty meeting need people or being in group settings.
anon
he doesnt do socializing ever if he can help it. if i never talked to him again until he died, he would probably be unaware i was ever upset with him.
sadmoder
:/ did he do any particualr thing to upset or is it more the lack of ability to communicate which is upsetting.
anon
lack of ability. he isn't a bad person. he isnt mean or callous. he just is in his own world and to be told people are different outside his world confuses him and makes him start justifying all of his abnormality as something "everyone does".
sadmoder
is grouo therapy out of the A
anon
yep. he has old america style fear of psychiatric medicine.
anon
he thinks "bipolar" means insane.
sadmoder
god damn anon, your dad is the type of autistic boomer to go “they didnt have autistic kids when i was young”. i wish i knew what would work best for you.
sadmoder
but if it keeps becoming an issue you may need to find someone who can provide you a similar comfort of understanding that he cannot provide. you cant force people to change they need to see it and want it
anon
What is your dad interested in generally speaking?
>>443172
anon
Can I meet him, I'll be a great step dad
rose
no
anon
Rude!
anon
You shouldn't talk to your new stepdad like that
sadmoder
my dad is big in golf its so borning
anon
Golf is all about interaction with other peeps. idk I always preferred shooting as my "social" sport, but golf is fun with the right people
sadmoder
with the right people yeah, but he makes it stressful since he always wants good shots and if the start of the game is bad you can feel his mood sour its weird
>>443181
anon
Because really it's just an excuse to go out and have fun
sadmoder
>>443181
he took me a lot when i was a kid, he taught me and my siblings how to play
sadmoder
which funny enough i font really do any golf or practice now, but i went with coworkers to a topgolf and was crushing it. but i didnt have a special technique or anything to help them since it was all muscle memory. i felt so werid
anon
I see... yeah I never did golf very much
sadmoder
good its a pretentious sport for assholes
anon
nah I got my own pretentious sport for assholes
sadmoder
shooting?
anon
yeh, sporting clays, which is fun
shrimp
shooting guns is cool
sadmoder
shooting is fun, i should do it more
anon
what guns do you shoot?
sadmoder
just a few of my uncles when i was younger. i dont even own any myself. basically not even american
anon
Shotgun shooting and sporting clays is loads of fun and I suspect easier to do if you aren't FREE like me
sadmoder
you a soverign citizen?
anon
Basically I only adhere to the Bill of Rights exclusively and uh shoot feds that show up to my house every morning (the mailman)
anon
ngl I have a slight phobia of dogs, but like not big dogs, small or medium sized dogs
rose
i got dog phobia which is funny cos im a puppy girl
shrimp
even purple ones?
shrimp
:(
sadmoder
he just wants to play fetch
shrimp
he just wants to play fetch
shrimp
did we both come up with that at the same time
sadmoder
yeah
shrimp
omg
sadmoder
i mean either one of us coukd have been looking at the live text, but i usally ignore the live text to type my message
anon
I can handle spiders and like wasps and bees and shit, but I get a lil'nervous with small yappy dogs. And also roaches.
sadmoder
bees are ok, i cannot handle wasps. fuck wasps
anon
They just kind of chill with me
sadmoder
i dont trystcthe
anon
Never got stung by one
straw bury
theres a wasp somewhere nearby i think
anon
Yeah, it's me, outside your window, when we gonna (redacted for hornyposting)
straw bury
no its like inside. and never
anon
You should let him free
straw bury
i dont know where he is all i know is hes inside. im worried hes gonna starve to death its really stressing me out
>>443221
sadmoder
wouldnt the was be a she, since males are rare and only for breeding? or is the wasp transmasc because then my bad
>>443222>>443223>>443227
anon
>>443219
I think he'll be okay, they are resilient lil' guys
straw bury
>>443220
if its really twinkanon then yeah its only for breeding
>>443225
straw bury
ugh...
rose
>>443220
"only made for breeding" lipbite emoji
shrimp
nubby
straw bury
bwaaa
straw bury
guys i dont think i can do this its really stressing me out i cant do this shit anymore its something new every day it doesnt ever fucking stop i just wish someone would help me please help me i cant do this anymore oh god
rose
itll be ok sweetheart just take some deep breaths for me okay? the likely hood the wasps gonna do anything to you is like not very high and you can try and like corral it out the window
sadmoder
corral

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