awww

gotta get the energy to do the stuff i need to, maybe eat n thatll help idk

ehe

its kinda crazy that scientology has its own navy

ummm

the cult

the one all the trump admin are in or linked to

and celebrities

-.-

guh

yes

ill find the vid

not many are exactly members but are so close to people high up or helping them that yk

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hab gud meal

-.-

ill cuddle u

2

pat

we hide together

okej

feel that ;-;

i hope maybe i can find ppl around here who are similar eventually
know i can reach nona sometime eventually by train but bwa

(just in general yk)

lonely times

would do if there comes a way i can bwawa..

would like to n stuffs
or just find some way to get out of here or peeps i can meet n room w in time n all

nicu

i might have moar of pizza i got earlier

:>

would share

n gib peeps coffee i made
or make peeps a nice cup from aeropress

yis

and yis

aw eep well

sweet dreams

i gotta check discy..
still trying to heccin

nicu

might wan see if i can give peeps / + rehome my music gear i dont need for using them or selling

context being i finally made a discy acc after many months of isolating from any social media until rejoining bsky a month or two ago

i appreciate peeps err putting up w dumb self for those who do n all, here n peeps ik n added on other platforms

>>446158
#smooch

ouuuu

going through game assets?

>>446163
braxien from pokemon
http://legacy.spyduck.net/avatar/mtl/BraixenXY1.mtl

I have a braxien spinning on a table in this room
https://kateyagi.xyz/janusweb/#

hia

<3

take care chu need

>>446161
pretty neat how it has baked shading, like it would look good even if you render it without fancy lighting, but still looks good with both.

baked in*, or like cell shading or something.

>>446199
probably, a good way optimization thing.

awe

i hope maybe the link i sent u can help if u saved it too

but wish u the best n here w peeps to listen n comment if make moosics n start all that c:

believe in u n peeps

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lel aw hey dont put pressure on self cus of feeling need to compare to others
find what you wan n try things out, find some external motivation to do it maybeh but dont make self feel you need to be smth like that

mhm

find wh u wanna pursue, dont push self to start things real quick n in this mental space but write down some ideas maybeh n open things up to do if you feel you wanna (like signing up to school-wise)

.play [YouTube]

but been there n know how tough it is feeling like youre at a dead end or not being who you wan in life, or as if you need to be more
still get the feel p regularly w feeling the small steps or things i do do arent enough, or undervaluing self if i try n look at things from an outside view

tho also think this comes from the outside culture and social expectations put on everyone to be something more and that having smth stable, even if small, isnt enough . .

gonna reheat pizza

speaking of tho, semi-related, gonna pull up my IDE n start writing more of the essays i was working on
i wanna work on them but also maybe find a way i can share w a few peeps that show how it's coming n let peeps comment or leave edit ideas...

might make a pad.riseup.net doc to send to a few peeps who have interest so they can see what i'm working on, comment, send chat messages asking things n so on . .

got its
n hab water n coffee

will probs see chu in the morning or tomorrows so take care chu need

might go to church community garage sale type thing tomorrow, n ye

see chu

.play [YouTube]

check out the facial tracking in this

yeah

i questioned getting a used quest pro for it a couple yrs ago buuut
now we have open source projects trying to crack the psVR2 eye tracking to get that but
the, i forget its name, vive face tracking module is p interesting despite the software sucking ass

might queue a vid on stuff if i can find it n its gud

remember one

.play [YouTube]

.play [YouTube]

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.search bonelessvr everything yopu need to know face tracking

1. 1.
   
   Everything you need to know about face tracking - VRChat

   BonelessVR

   8:37
2. 2.
   
   Fullbody Tracking - Everything you need to know

   BonelessVR

   10:41
3. 3.
   
   FACE TRACKING for ANY VR Headset: Project Babble Review/Comparison

   Jacobfov

   8:21
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   A Look into VR Face Tracking Headsets: Which One is Best for Face Tracking?

   LunarDude

   8:05
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   What you should know before getting face tracking in VRChat. #vrchat #vr

   Whirlwes

   0:48

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>kills expensive face tracker by unplugging it because its not working when it doesnt show its updating

its crazy the quest pro retailed originally for 1500

I've seen people sell trucks for that much in highschool

lmfao yeah

i need to get back into gear/electronics trading sometime
got a great deal w a trade of a teenage eng OP-Z for an MPC1000 w upgraded aftermarket pads and upgraded ram that make it like go from 400-600 and also an mpk mini, midi keyboard
had gotten the OP-Z from a return guitar center had for lower price n hope to sell MPC finally n earn smth bacc from it

used to enjoy gear trading, can be cools

awe, rest well c:

sweet dreams gn!

(✿◠‿◠)💛

you too #hug >>446254

ehe <3

god i just learned abt the US army apparently taking a guy during the surge, when they took basically anyone, who had a sketch history and was allowed to bring a samurai sword to the fighting
like what the fuck

d'awwww

cuties

hope youre cozy, sounds nice :>

nice to see chu too ^^
day been oki?

oooo
sounds lovely c: glad chu got to go out w peeps n

yeah i saw, was crazy bwaa

was at dentist for a few hrs, guhhh pain of an appt, but mom had to go back out n got photos of it, was kinda near us in the evening

sorri if it made u have to go bacc or a mess of things tho ;w;
heccin hate the worsening here of specific weather effects climate change has been doing

but sounds like a rly nice time n hope the ride was cool too, talked w mom abt figuring out going n buying a used electric bike when i find the listing, n finding work i can take the train for-

>also me making u n cuties food, bwa

need to practice n learn mores, but am at least oki... like to make stuff for peeps when i can
can follow n make recipes n stuff but wanna learn further bwa

but yea waow has been heccin windy today, still is here rn

yeah, ive not seen that here before
and awww woah

scary but also surreal

awww ;-;

i should start carrying my bandanna again regularly or get a err
thin face scarf covering stuffs

mhmmmm
would gib my respirator

wanna find face n mask stuff for practical use n also for photo stuffs

was when id go to spots id find for photography stuffs
later used the mask in my photography class for film photos -3-
but yeaaa

ive stopped, unless i have assurance w how nowhere bound it is n such that its not risking being pulled up on for, as i dont wan risk it w how i look now

mhm..
i wanna do it agains when i hab peep to go w, up to maybeh help go if sometime wan
though yeah
ive had a lot of near bad bad run ins w police due to parking somewhere w exes n sitting for a bit or being in urbex spot. .

awa
oh ye i found an old photshop edit collage thing i did for my class portfolio i can maybeh send
might end up dming as it has face/head id have to blur otherwise for being from when i was in school bwa

been writing n focusing on that thoughs n should do some more in a couple . .
cozy times, boop

^^;
awawa

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1. 1.
   
   🎩 Crystal 🐇 Castles ⁉️ Vanished 🕳️ (🚂 Trainspotting 💎 Music 💊 Video 💉)

   Live Music

   4:04
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   Trainspotting 1996 Edit, Crystal Castles - Vanished

   seishin

   0:21
3. 3.
   
   Crystal Castles - Vanished

   starstarstar??

   4:06
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   Crystal Castles - Vanished Mark Renton Edit (Trainspotting)

   Siege Kid

   0:36
5. 5.
   
   Crystal Castles - Vanished

   CWM

   4:22

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would keep company n listen w peeps bwa

converting a brackets color scheme into one for here bwa

and then trying to tab over and write

~w~
pat
is for ergonomics stuffs n keeping hands on keyboard instead of mouse

and is the language that generally controls the colors and appearance of a lot of websites
offered n trying to customize theme to be usable here

but need to do writing work too bwa
appreciate peeps n cutes

wrong pic but okej

:'(

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bwa

wish i had nerdy girl i connect to near self

guh i need to work but i just have so little motivation even tho stims have me not so eepy yet, need to force self to get writing but so stressed after today idk why so so much

i might take a cool shower n try to get the push, maybe start a bit beforehand n work w the tide of energy to be able

hai shrimp

gm if it is for chu

aw :<

we had a dust storm for the first time ever in my time living here for over 10 yrs

yday

and a tornado situation the day before that

with like 3-4 going across a storm in the area to the north that had me terrified would come our way but thankfully, monitoring the wind direction maps, saw it was getting pushed over a body of water n not more land

no bonk but bwa

yeah

we've only been getting more w the climate getting more intense year over year

was already heat index of 100 f yday ; w;

but thasgud, glad to hear that at the leasts

gm nonners and nicu
<3

glad to hear, hope u can take system down n put it in when ur able c:

am looking at stuff n gear i need to buy, n used listings, for my homelab building

will send pics if i find anything im positive ill likely get or think is cool to share for peeps

yea
refers to like the setup of servers n data storage/+hosting n systems as a whole
like ur network n computer 'lab' esque setup

am building out data hording stuff n getting gear for using in projects so i can work on my archive of documenting stuff like leaks or abuses n resources like books n vids that are useful n at risk of disappearing or stuffs bwa

wot

lmao

youre on at off hours

understandable — the site has been having pretty stable users in the sorta US day and EU evening to night hours still
id have to think but probably 5-10< ppl on at times in those hrs in this board

yea, vibin here for a bit while I try and get energy for doing more work on stuffs
hope things have been going alr tho if having to be increasingly busy, guh

ah yea thaspain, glad to hear it's cooled down though, at the least
dealing w being between working on projects/+writing and research n crunching the writing to get it out for specific time frames
exhausted times lately, hope peeps can take the rest they need tho themselves, ugh
but yeah, group projects like that can kill me in dealing with so much else on top of it; dealt w it a lot on n off in my research stuff n work in general as much of it is around random affinity esc groups

best wishes tho
just popping in n out while a bit exhuasted n unable to formulate my thoughts the best, as it be

gotta figure out if i should fast track current essay/piece to be done w it and get it out in this short window where it might be quite relevant, but also gotta see how much energy I have after today, recovering from longgg first dentist appt after my previous one just up and closed
US medical system times (tho also many others cus heccin so many places dont provide dental even if they have public healthcare in some form)

and awwwww

best wishes, thats real tough

(n yea, can be stressful but personally kinda enjoy the ride of the stuff i do w uh how intense it is; n sometimes being able to take time away for a break after a period of all gas bwa, though everyone's different and my adhd etc etc self just prefers dumb paths like this, sigh)

and yea curious abt essay if willing to tell but either way wish chu luck w that, is tough :/
if im up, n other peeps too probably, willing to bounce off or help if needing to work out a choice on writing stuffs
bwa

mhm, school was how i started to entirely kill my interest in the fields or subjects i cared abt deep down, due to medical n financial reasons i had to leave n pursue being self taught w help of video courses n books n so on (smth in my case is thankfully possible, as is sadly not possible in plenty)
but it sucks that schools are often what kills peeps drive in what they love while producing the only part that matters for finding work, being a piece of paper n not as much a care in what you all learned (though ie college or uni does show you can function as being able to follow instructions or exist in heavy strain workload society but uh yk lel -u-)

ded hrs

(myself, not being mean to poor little bbs)

>>446427
>>446429
eheh
welp
ill be over here doing pretty much only html and css for my sites and avoiding introducing things thatll uhh
guh
not gonna dive into that but yea id recommond having maybe just those two n not adding more to deal with for a while, even if i can feel pain thinking about ts/+js

>>446424
and yeah, glad to hear at least
was always interested and trying to expose myself to new things n so on but the amount of work that was gonna be going over what i'd already been doing on my own for yrs since earliest teen yrs was gonna make me just guh
though glad to hear you got good out of it & found things in it that you could learn from n take with you, depends a lot on the person though ye
was trying to manage when i believe i was still undiagnosed while dealing with a slue of other mental/psych n physical stuff so did what i could to take the path that could work for me, found some crews online that i could learn from n began trying to do what i could bwa
and yeah the uh struggle of finding why n how to realize any improvement from a mental state/space that makes you like that can be rough for a long time
is tough for a lot of peeps n glad chu n some others here have worked through even some of it -v-

trying to find work myself beyond doing the publishing of what i do independently n having my work able to be shown to help me find smth, may know some peeps i can work with in time but trying to get smth sorted out n released first guh
though is tough even with a college or uni degree to find work for a looot of ppl rn and have solidarity w that even though i didnt have the personal ability to continue w mine for the time being, might return to school if i can move out of where i am in the future though

n gotta go through the archive of courses and books i got from a crew i worked w that has bug bounty ones to study up again n be able to more clearly remember n do all of it, hopefully towards being able to do some work that doesnt require me to have a job to earn money in the meantime of finding smth

and ouuu ye ic
nice
was looking into doing stuff w some tool if i could find one that worked for me in order to get more insight from large amounts of data/dumps/scrapes of info, might keep doing it the way i have or maybe look into it again
sounds interesting n would be cool to see sometime if u make more of it or are every open to showing a little c:

ohhh