screenshot this but

getting u the info 4 our server (hosted thx to lain, theres a redirecting domain someone has but i forget tho it has shit in the ttl but heres the IP)
download the forge "All of Create" modpack, i use prism launcher for it
and its at this ip:

you can make estrogen n grow booba in this mod

grabbin ip

cmonnnn

>>447676
>>447693
140.82.8.117:25565
download the forge/curseforge all of create modpack however works, i use prism it works great
and try it out, we have stuff could help get a start n peeps building commune n have airplane n im gon make trains

haiii

am bacc

went to community garage sale ish thing at tiny nearby church
was last day w half price n got a lil camera, have to see how gud it is bwa, and two monitors w stand/+arms for both of them for 30 total bwa

wan see if camera is any gud
whaspeeps up to ?
am glad i got displays that arent a scuffed tv n laptop display setup nows >^>

>>447739
haiii :3

cuties n pretty-s

hows peeps ? up to much :v

ooo!
at somewhere w waxing place?

nicuu

need to paint my nails n put on stuff n take, then share pics of self i dont so deeply get as dysphoric by ~w~

same hh

hehe

robofuckers have cute art

and robogirl art c:

bewp

@\\\\@

id make a pull on my internal wiring joke but yk

but am gon have a dual monitor thing setup that ive been using a 10+ yr old samsung tv for instead cus of it being free

(use crt though as well to view libpol n chatrooms)

>>447770
>>447773
also luv this

w it being more pleasant to ears than the stuff you hear from dialup/dsl

hehe

people still have to use dialup in some places
you can still buy some new dial up gear from your phone/isp

i get nostalgia for it cus of my closeness to ppl who grew up w it n archivists

am young thoughs

but luv to explore past solutions to problems like the ways ppl did things over the phone network

(system, rather i think)

o-O

::shy

hai recima :3

weba

or

nvm am foggy

been up toooo long

hru ?

lil nikon camera is having lens error ugh

was $5 cus of half off but troubleshooting pain
is 12 megapixels

i did get 16 gb sd card w it tho

ill send a pic of setup later cus itll finally be smth i feel oki sending i think .3.

awwwww

boop

ehe
hows chu n peeps ?

;3;

awww wh

thats tough im sorri

is heavy when that young, wish i could comfort ;-;

yeah

but yk..

yea
-w- aw

and hehe

like it c:

have vintage posters in here, in my tiny lil office room i share, too ^w^

>>447868
aw dis one is nice

>>447874
me soon probably

gonna move the ancient tv out of/off my desk in a few n finally be able to have a ergonomic setup more than i have in past

its the

numbers

;;;

, ;;;

snuggly hrs..

shy

i might take anxiety meds
either gon end up calm enough i can push self to do what i wanna do and talk to peeps again or gon get incredibly fried n fuzzy

>sad in lonely self

awe

tbh i

could get messed up cus im staying up through the day already n can be vibin w peeps for a while till i eep when i feel like

did wha specifically pat

like w stims-?

pat

i get the inability to eep from just idk
i get stressed n lonely n cant fall asleep . .

sigh

aw, take care of urselves ;-;

also getting droonk sounds nice w the amt of stress from dentist im still dealing with

wanna be cozy n relax w cuties, frens, & peeps

peeps up to much

also omg the stress of my mom almost outing me as trans by accident in a rural christian church we live by
guh

yeah

ive had to do some things like that but
i try to memory hole them bcus of how much i ruminate on thems
but proud of chu

yeah my dad just avoids gendering me or using like
just uses my chosen name but rarely like non masc associated words that he wouldnt use for yk..

yeah

i appreciate that n the thought from peeps when its warranted, but have to also be able to know when chu dont need to

mhm

i was at that point but the situation ive told b4 lead to me being at risk again sigh
though im proud of chu n peeps for making it there, too

bwaa.. isoki, i finally got access again n ordered hrt thanks to peep here helping w stuff
had been so depressy abt it that i just couldnt make the order w/o the spontaneous push n help getting/trading money w some1 for crypto

and yeah

i get that

i mainly stress abt it cus of the kind of peeps around here

and not the high thing

but like
one time i had a guy in a electric scooter at the store come up to me while grabbing a white monster and he stopped and started telling me to not buy it again because the conspiracy theory abt monster logo being the jewish 666

so weird

take the precautions n care chu need

and with meh i was stable n able to get by but a mix of issues came together to being that my dad had control of my money and i was trapped in nowhere, unable to drive etc, and he wouldnt let me buy the vials id been on for 2.5 yrs

now i have gotten money outside of his control cus hecc that (i have disability n yk, families get weird n controlling w that)
and bwaaa aw

i appreciate ur, id probs say gusto

is sweet n cute to me to see peeps so able to stand by themselves n what they deserve at a bare minimum w/o letting self get less, or not taking shit from ppl who do lel (even tho probs a half-joke awa)

lol

trying to think of the word i wanted to use..
steadfast, being steadfast in not giving into less than what you need

yeah

trying to rebuild my ability to hold how i did in the past similarly, think the stress of living situation broke me down but cant let it keep me such guh

>>447978
>>447979
#hug
appreciate chu peeps
dont mean to be so rambly atm, trying to chill and finally unwind

omg i didnt expect her to be a fan or have watched it or anything but
im watching lily alexandre vid in the bg while i work on website n essay
n she mentions the action button video essay i probably quite annoyingly put ppl through having mute playing on here a while ago

lily
references action button reviews boku no natsuyasumi, a uh game review thats nominally abt the game but more of a video essay memoir

and i wish i had fans
ones to cool me down n go brrr and ones to hand fan me yes

(i do not actually think i like being perceived by 'fans' but i like that ppl see my work, other than ppl ik or talk to idk)

hehe

>vibrates keyboard

but oh ye
do you >>448001 or anyone else here have a spacehey i could add or share mine to for stuffs ? i added kate but no other peeps were rly on i think

yeah
is the same spelling of name as on here but w normal ae n not æ

i remember the stupid thing of being closeted n having to put up w guys who would make 'axe bombs' and duct tape down axe spray things n throw it into rooms, usually locker room

and the time a kid in 3rd grade used axe and used it so much that i think they had to make the janitor do a ton cus the whole school stunk

hehe

ive used smaller axes n hatchets a good bit

i used to do bushcraft n stuff out in forest area a lot most days

is fun
and am not gud gud i wish ;w;
personally i just like

i enjoy trying to learn enough of everything that it helps me better be able to learn new things n be knowledgeable enough to enjoy lots of things w peeps idk

i like being able to be comfy w peeps doing whatever is cool n luv learning peeps interests or hyperfixation n so on-
n bushcraft type stuffs was mine in like
4th grade to mid 9th

chu going there just to see peeps or do you know peeps the gallery, if event, is for or has art from ? :o

curious, is also great to go see what is around n new stuff if its one of the

yeee was gonna say the cool art gallery esc events, being ones for art students work or projects by indie peeps who arent the typical well known historical or modern artists that are everywhere

if ur allowed to and u take any pics of cool stuffs wud be interested to see as always <:

>>448038
heh

<3

and also remember with my old school friends i would go into the woods n one of them using either their or my hatchet to cut open an axe can

that stuff is sketch in hindsight

unless you have a way to be safe about it, do not widely cut open a spray can

its fun dont get me wrong lel

like puncturing a tiny or small pen blade type hole in it is cool tho

ye lel

the issue w axes or machetes doing it is cus it splits and then can fly up and cut open stuff if it hits u

yeah thats understandable

i wanna get into like

id love to be able to learn abt n do CNC someday like
taking course or smth or i might

the one trans friend/gurl i dated/hooked up w on n off who is down the road from me (as in only trans person known abt in my area)

worked at the welding n CNC shop a couple miles away

yea sry lel

a trans girl that was the only one in my local rural area

who i came to hook up w n hang out w a good few times
worked as a CNC or welder at the metalworking place near me

i find being able to like, maybe a little less so welding but also that, the ability to cut and turn pieces of metal into a form of near anything i can make a sorta negative of or whatever

and aluminum is used in planes i think cus of the lightweight nature plus it has the ability to take the pressure or bending force i think-

hehe
cute
would wanna hear that from cuties n all abt it myself

mhmm

i wanna get a thin sheet of metal scrap or smth that i can use for a magnetic replacement for the corkboards i use a lot

would be a lot nicer n able to be bigger

ouuu

yeah, idk abt that one in that way of wording it at least cus of being a dumdum but