i might make noms

same

except gurl

>>448513
awa..

^w^

aw

chu also listen to him much at points ? havent in a couple yrs regularly .3.

wh-

i might post face if peeps do again

resend pic i took the other day or take a new one idk

eepy cuddly hrs as always

mimimimi

>\\>

it be

lol

>>448574
#smooch

i might play mc again if i get high later

(droonk kind)

:'c

depends on ur int vs ext motivation but

i feel that

im trying to get into it fully, ive been exploring a looot\

awwwwww ;;

ur rly pretty bwa

aaaa

lel

oki then aha

ooo

nice, i wan play some pokemon emu later or when im next high

is cozy

>w>

is it fun n worth trying?

ah, the site?

yea

.*

sent too late was gon try n stop from ;w;

but

hmmm

yeah

i saw the site n checked it out when peeps talked abt it recently >~<
n if it is the same thing, i think was queued those long streams abt it

of it*

was around for peep queueing a few of thems awa

i havent watched critikal in a couple yrs

>>448657
>activating teleporter
>entering hug mode

woah

ic
what happened if yk ? or was nothing or. .

confuse, a lil, but curious whatchu mean

and also hab done to self tbh

ima re open up collar factory

rose or peeps do u happen to know of any other cool places to find interesting ones . .

collars . .

>>448673
and yeah, its kinda like
i could go on abt this a bit but yk

i hate that theres channels uploading bodycam videos that are like unquestioning of and copaganda in their entirety with what they upload

no i mean

not this

yeah

i mean there are channels that frame it really horribly and post only pro cop framed videos w cuts to make it seem like theyre in the right, or that the person is yk

i also find the idea of ppl profiting off of whats many peoples worst moments n traumatic footage of them to be uhhh yknow -v-

but is tough n know how gross ppl are, tho know ppl also are struggling rn n probably some broke guy running a channel like dis for the little money

and same :<

hadnt seen peep up close or been particularly listening to it in focus mentally but
yeah this kinda situation is just guh and im glad the police seem to have kinda recognized ig not being smth you need to escalate more, glad these officers showed up over a lot of other cops yk
no matter how i feel abt the current system in gen

they had a lot that was incredibly developed

for the time and the period of progression the societies near them were in, though they all functioned how many of them had for a looong time beyond some of the empires

>>448701
h-haii..

i took some klonopin n gonna try n get past my erm
been having heavy dread again abt checking dms in some weird part of self
but i like talking to peeps, i hate this mental block
bwa
looking through pics i hab tho n might send peeps stuff thats cool i find here or on disc wherever

try thinking about derrick, he is proud of you :3

awww hai derrick phan phone

:3

yes is me

and bwawa

<3

i just have like
have had cptsd for a long time n get really hesitant n nervous to talk to ppl even though i wanna aa

idk why sites like this or IRC or chat sites dont cause *as* much
dunno if any peeps hab experienced the dread of checking platforms much like that

hru n wassup ?

im goob

i am sad to see that u r feeling not so goob, #hug

>>448714
#hug

NO WAY ITS FAMED PRODUCER AND WORM ROSE ORLANDO

>>448723
i wouldnt have been able to see you rup

oh i realize what it is

i havent thought abt my OCD for a long while
its likely a compulsion
brought by wh i rambled abt

rip

>>448729
i only like ket legs, dont like kholing

but am oki, i appreciate ur thoughts n care
<3

had u kholed b4 ? :<

>>448732
anytime cutie pie <3

and were u on here when u were??/???

unless didnt meant that bwawa

>>448733
yeah i hate it too, not even k holed before but i got to a point where i had a but more than usual and it was awful

i feel the pain of it though as someone who took a giant amt of dxm the first time i tried it, smth that is different but has the same khole like dissociation into smth not comfy effect for most ppl

>>448741
i like the wobbly feeling it gives you but you really have to know your limits with k. were you with people you knew and trusted? and how much did you do because thats a big factor

had a experience i thought i was laying in pitch dark only lit by a red eclipse style sun overhead while laying face down in a lake and dying

mhm...

>>448744
K lines are deceptively effective i find. obviously not all drugs are for everyone. take a break from it for now but i personally really enjoy it when i do it within my limits so maybe dont push it off the table completely but do what you feels right

>>448739
guh yeah thats awful, im glad u had company if it didnt add a negative feel this time but glad ur recovering from the stress of it todays

and aww

thats good

is kind of what made me tempted to do dissocs (drugs like k) cus of the feeling u get when comfy cuddling or w someone but not in a khole like state yet idk

i love being just a bit ketty

its nice and funny

yeah like
i luv the light light dose feeling n would love to have ket therapy someday when its possible for me but

i also like touching my junk

and lel cutie

>>448755
we should snort pony powder together some time

but i like
i would take dxm n have my depression fade for days w low doses but then end up falling into doing too much n holing into bad headspace

so think id only do it w someone ik im only gonna do such w on occasion n who can keep cozy

aww heck :(

id come over and hug and kiss you if i could

:3

i love making my wormies happy and joyous

>>448765
cant afford that

>>448776
oh yeah the party in '06 right?

>>448779
they call me sonic, because im faster than sound, i keep on moving around

i wish i knew how to garden with all this salvia ive taken... if only there was a tutorial

i believe so? i dont remember there being a cactus but there might be

oh im talking about the guy gardening on salvia and he starts trowelling the cement

sorri

~w~

>>448782
ouuu

i mean

internet comment eric / daddy salvia i cant remember off top of my head has some lil vids on his old stuff of his garden of it n how hes done it

>>448789
just buy some, shrooms are great

he also has been on hamiltons pharmacopeia abt salvia which they show peeps growing n find the original tiny spot in mexicos mountains its native to

(n hamilton gets given a ceremony by a nice old lady in this tiny hard to access town in mexicos mountains after picking it himself)

but hm
i do wanna learn how to grow plant substances for the pure interesting side of the growing/+science part
n less abt the using

>>448776
haiiii

>>448766
hnnnnn

>\\\<
i wanted to take note down to find a nice, antique and life lasting razor like those
n if i do n teach n practice on self, would help cuties n thascute
never thought abt that before >>448766 for doing w someone, though sounds like a precious n vulnerable time thatd make peeps feel closer idk

caring for peeps like that is smth special a lot of the time, not to say exclusive but smth more connecting n intense
probably wud also [redacted] tho now that i think abt it bwa

mhm

had peep in polycule who would make me sit while making me let her do care for face instead of self -v-
more for control tho i think, wish was w peep mutually comfy n could care for a lil

is disarming n guard breaking if already comfortable but nervous in ways

>>448815
;; aha.... shy..

bwa..

>>448815
havent had described that way to self but kinda fits.. lil red

and aw bwaaa

hehe

id be too nervous to take off shirt or kill smth like that in public, first part even before realizing of being trans . .

>cri from shy of always being embarrassed n very shy abt chest ish general area n all..

aaa

got straw bury watermelon vape . .

is diff in terms of how it feels in throat n mouf, u can get n set up a vape mod to be whatever temp n high amts of vapor, the thickness, the amt of nic u like n the flavor

is also able to be done w/o having to go out n smoke with the sudden spike making it be smth that pulls u into smoking more n more regularly, even though vaping will have u doing so regularly if u do it such, it is less of a sudden rush of nic that causes like

changes how the feeling of it is n stuffs idk

like i feel comfy from vaping while cigs would be the sort to have me be entirely fuzzy n like

getting fuzzy vision n fuzzy brain

i wish i could gib rn

would lots as much as chu or cutie wanted
ur both real pretty n sweet boop

when i feel safe or able to be open abt it or stuffs
real affectionate n wanting to give support how am able

aw :\

hey u had a long night last night, isoki, even though sucks to still feel

hope u can even just rest self n vibe where is comfortable, not sleeping if u dont need but caring for self how helps

need to make foods to give me energy . .

>>448865
dis

u2 are both rly cool thoughs . .

sqwak

>>448871
i luv dis sm

the colors n graffiti n messy feel
even tho the supreme shirt is lil bwa to me ehe

appreciate u all peeps awa

gamer rainbowdash
https://www.deviantart.com/tweenstrip/art/Rainbow-dash-939600570

im gon try and release some king of writing on my spacehey soons or stuffs
am getting closer towards end of draft
i think im gonna link peeps i like/+trust enoughs here to a (envs) cryptpad code file w essay for thoughts n criticism or things like if they started reading, when did they stop or feel lack of interest 2 continue n stopped . .

also hehe

.play cats model trains cafe

am designing collar c:

Ooh you can tell how often the train has fell from the scratched paint

ehehe

>>448884
omg

aha . .
was asking if peeps knew any other nice options for making cute ones or places w cool ones but peeps dunno much abt i think
reminded of by cute fur art chu post, boop

My first throught would be to add charms and stuff to it

yee
trying to find a spot w a layer material+color that i can fit w wha i like n wear . .
ouuu

I have a kit for making kandi bracelets I haven't opened yet.

.play kandi bracelet tutorial

also hehe
reminds me of the erm

what the hecc were they called omg

i should get into n make cuties here, i used to make them, the mini rubber band wristband stuffs

.play sillybandz

nuuu not them but wass likeee