awwww

sending u luv

i found a video+/audio journal video i recorded 1.5 ish yrs ago
think outfit is cute am trying to find frame to send

ima send a lil in sec

and lel -w-

god

gotta mute guh

>ded in having dentist yday n hstress of swallowing the reality of cost my dental issues are gonna put on the bit of money i do have

isoki dw

(i mean queueing meme lel, just guh havent been able to eep cus of the stress of thats n lonely feels >\\~\\> )

mess of hung up papers n cork board was from when doing deep dive research stuffs, i like to put my findings or ideas in a physical space

oe

yknow

i need to find those glasses again

and aaaaaaa

<also i like to share self n dont wan be compliment fishing evers, i just enjoy going through n sharing stuffs in n of itself bwa..

g u h

like
the cooked ones?

bugs can be made to be pretty okey to eat if u yk
but i mean dried or whatever

wh-

i get so stressed out by ants

mostly just ants

and ;3;

theres no much flavor there im p sure other than the like crunch i hear abt but

imagine that u poor cutie got stuff theyd picked up on feet or smth chemically tasting or hmmm

idk ants specifically

thasbwaa tho but i rly feel that chaotic panic of what do i do n doing the exact worst and 3rd path invisible to anyone else

hai

ur sweet

i wanna try uh
takoyaki w/o it being baby octopus or squid or whatever ; -;

i might get a mold to make my own w custom fillings

>>449172,
,

butt view

im going through my cam roll i found pic i posted above a lil in a video journal/blog i recorded of self
is in the Lain kigurumi, bear onesie, and a JP like light sort of kimono type top i forget the name for

yeas

lol

ver real

i wanna get the robe cleaned again cus i havent been able to wear in looong time due to needing dry cleaning or smth like that
but
that top is sooooo soft, light n cool n thin for summer, n so cozy

>>449189
hows it going!!

share if anything cuul

aw

if u scroll up i just send pic or weird outfit i found video i made of self in, in 2023

whasthe network trouble img tag again

hai dawn!!!

thank you <3

>>449204
#tag (image already exists) NETWORK TROUBLE

ah

hia c:
wassup hru ? doing much ?

awww

im so sry thasawful
id bring u ice n put it over fan if i could
but hope its cooling down if is evening there n not early early..

but hug
i hope it cools soon, its been so hot

um

so

in the region me n nona are in n we have both mentioned here generally so not yk
but

we hve been having increasingly bad climate change effects right

like regular tornadoes which started in march when usually in late june for us

and FL yeah is rooough but

like err

we had

yesterday, there was a dust storm where we have not had one since i believe the 1930s

nona said that the skyscrapers were having their whole tops blocked by the fog of dust, over the city
smth that almost never happens where the city avoids non marine storms

yeah

great lakes ish region

wont say moar just cus wan respect her privacy but

nu ye

shes said where in chat

but i dont wanna be meanie n post myself yk ?

can i sync w u lain . .

into ur wired

i need to find a peep i can collab / + commission to do sum of my lil pngtuber assets i came up w designs fors

and :v ?

one of -<-

OHHH

yes for sure :3

>pulls out my 90s to 00s era cable box n laptop

:'D
ill beam in

hru femboi anon and

peeps in general

always happi to hear ^3^

going through pics to find if anything nicu or cool is there of self or my camera roll to share

being reminded of stuffs from few yrs ago through it

i stopped using where i hosted all of the files

like
i had 30 gigs compressed i only just started going through again recenrtly
its tough tho, i avoid several yrs to take care of head space

i used to take like 10-50 pics a day so i could remember exactly what i was doing n be able to write abt what i was feeling at the time, luv to write and journal in coming to learn more abt self and or share stories i think deserve to be from other peeps

like photos n writing helps me remember how on my bday this yr i learned of the absolute BS of uh DOGE's involvement w a group many peeps ive been around have been indirectly n few directly hurt by

am able to pull up a photo i remember from a day to realize what was in my mind n if i was struggling or relapsed into bad habits or stuffs

and oooo!

yis

i like the bottom left's sort of style of 3 sections n having it be all alone like a bug on the wall

mhm

errr

i can like

i may hab idea... hmmm

thinking thinking

hehe

pat

i realized n just testing out smth

wondering if cryptpad/+drive can host a good few pics embedded w/o issues or if i could let anon have a riseup pad that has all of them in one place w ability for comments on each just as a concept

can u remind me of the name of comic agains straws..

tysm..

ik hehe..

it made me uh

feel a lot of things as a heavily repressed teen or student

tho hourou musuko absolutely tore me apart in similar, the best, way

>>449336
i mean the manga if u do or donts

i think i liked it, the anime if i remember the opinion of was much worse in that regard but also expresses a lot the manga cant and vise versa

but the manga meant a lot to meh n i think its worth finishing to let self decide how u feel abt it .w.

and well

they uh

i mean isnt it like

they were having to appeal to an audience at a time in the 00s n were already risking or being yk at risk cus of how they went tho

i dont appreciate as much that they didnt go all the way but yk

like im nb and i feel that the way some are in the story, in terms of how we think abt terms *now* they could fit

i related to n connected w takasuki a lot lot as a young teen idk bwa

(tho am trans femme idk, their character n stuffs)

and yeah it was a sorta portrait of what it was like in that time n place, its smth a lot of peeps there have felt seen by and peeps over here too
though i cant fault the creator so much for not going into the nb/third gender esc thing that JP has
as i feel we mostly only have seen that in more mainstream ish things in the past decade

yeah

like i wish there was more of a message than a sort of character n experience sharing thing n the one in the relationships but
its still smth i appreciate but is up to chu though i do recommend finishing it

a looot of ugh discourse has occurred since it came out, if u dont wan finish i think i have a vid i recommend talking abt the series as a whole if interested in another trans peeps perspective

yh

i think thaswho i mean

im bad w names n yt channels cus ive had 1000< subbed channels at points

;<;

lemme go see if i can find the one i was ref

think i saw that one too n is part of the vids id hab rec'd on it buuut i was, i believe, referencing this peeps vid
and err

[YouTube]

brb baffroom

i think the one u mentioned was the main essay im thinking of in terms of struff tho

aw

i

i found the essay i was thinking of

<3

[YouTube]

dis one bwa

:3

i re opened to rewatch it in a bit maybe while i write my own essay

>>449385
aww

is smth emotional for meh but i do recommend w the way it
really connect w the peeps so young n trying to deal w finding themselves how they can n who they are, meeting other queer ppl over time n how things were for a good amt of peeps, there, at the time . .

but i read it in mid 2010s n was still smth heavily impactful

oh no

not at all i dont think

>->

its like

not even up there w bittersweet stuff to a high extent or such

yeah theres a lot of stuff like that n while that stuff can make u feel a rollercoaster, id say that trying a lil again someday when u feel maybe smth youd like, n if not then isoki too
but forming ur own thoughts on it yk
is good to know where a lot of progressive trans rep in jp had some pushes a good time bacc, with it being a further push than the inclusion of a character or stuffs in older series

and wh---

:O

did it go well?!?!?

im proud of u!!!!

well hey, u did it c: take some care n comfort for a lil best u can n hope youre having a nice time there even if nervous n coming down off the stress of it bwaa

aw

cutie

i like to show care for peeps in that way
but have a tough time doing public in person speeches or such ;;

i like to write or errr

cant word rn im wasting energy when i should cuddle cuties and write my piece

>>449422
well hey, im glad it did c: u have it in u, and hope u dont have to pull it out so suddenly for stuffs other times but im rly glad to hear
take the time u need free of stuffs w all the other things going on i think u mentioned yday or smth unless im mixing up peeps cus eepy

but is an update im glad to hear abt ;w;
n mhm proud of chu
also appreciate all of u peeps, loads

awwww

cuteeee

im a little buzzed

i wanna get a lil messed up

not badly just lil tipsy feeling

bwaaaa

so i have question

im trying to find a crack of need for speed most wanted 2012 n fitgirl hasnt worked at all, sad
does anyone know some gud sites that are safe in general other than p2p atm, like ik gog ones but nfs isnt on gog :/

i wanna play most wanted remake cus i got it from the library several times in my school yrs n would luv playing it when i could bwa

uhhh

no..?

-???

ohhhh

yeah idk

it likely is

are u being real?

o.o

if so ugh stay safe

yeah

been there n do what u need pls

stay in n listen for stuff if u can

maybe look up ur area in social media to see if local ppl are posting

yeah

thats what i hear usually here

just shots and then police at one point or another

thats tough tho to deal w outta nowhere n add to stuff to think abt bwa

my mom n i got sees candy for her bday n mine cus they didnt send it till now a long while later but
might hab some, or eat first a lil meal n then have one or two n brush teef

hey wassup

:O

awesome!

i found a video of me recording myself doing like

video journal/blog holding up a field recorder to mouf and

id luv to see or listen n comment if u feel open to share, whenevs < 3

can also see how it sounds w my studio monitors

:0

lel

awwwww

icic

i like listening to diff language music

one sec lemme plug in my iems :3

wan hear

awawa

isoki boop dw silly bwaa
i wanna and have been trying to get going n making stuff agains aa