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anon
my experience in trans communities makes me seriously doubt it, but whatever, I will never change your opinion
sæкi
-.-
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
yeh.png
#yeh
sæкi
I don't even have the energy to try n engage in dis convo atm
>>456012
sæкi
bwa
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
idk i just dont know any trans communities except for this website, so no clue
sæкi
I've been in a lot thatve been nice but most chans of any kind cannot be
anon
In my experience trans communities have the most defensive people in the world, I'm almost traumatized about it
>>456021
anon
but I still feel so lonely
anon
so it feels very hopeless
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
honestly i don't think u should be in one, you should try to meet trans ppl who kinda fw the things you like and that's it
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
i know trans communities make that easier but it's not the only way to do that
SadChan🍉🍉
>>456015
i dont really fuck with PNW trannies because they all hate me for not being communist enough :<
>>456023
SadChan🍉🍉
east coast trannies are usually really chill I havent met one who wasnt really cool
lain from computers
>>456021
idk about the politics thing but trans women from like seattle are really uhhhh
they're uhhhhhhhh
idk it felt pretty hostile
>>456027
anon
what's PNW? I'm not american, although I will not disclose my country
>>456026
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
pacific northwest
SadChan🍉🍉
>>456024
pacific northwest so seattle and portland
SadChan🍉🍉
>>456023
they are hostile its kind of fucked up
SadChan🍉🍉
its like constant purity testing and shit testing bullshit about politics really tedious
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
being a tranny in chile sucks ass so bad my bandmate's from Argentina
>>456030>>456031
SadChan🍉🍉
>>456029
at least the nature is pretty i guess? T_T
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
>>456030
we send each other's wav files with whatever we feel it should belong to the project file
>>456047
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
>>456033
if i wasn't busy with this i could. it's not like i don't have time tho, i'm trying to keep the promise of not listening to music while i make this album
>>456048
SadChan🍉🍉
I should ask rose she asked me to do stuff with her...
anon
worm bandddd
anon
rose still comes here?
anon
i saw her within this week
lain from computers
have not seen her in a second .,.,.,.,.,.,
sæкi
been a day or so maybe
anon
she's cooking up some songs mbe : )
sæкi
she was visiting ppl today I think
lain from computers
oh shes working w davesprite i think
lain from computers
i forgor
anon
i forgor a lot too
anon
>>456032
Well, it's good you can work something out
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
>>456034
the demo i just posted was entirely recorded by me tho but she gave me indications on what effects should instruments have
lain from computers
i wish i learned more instruments / actual performance before i started making stuff because i feel so handicapped abt it now
>>456050
anon
bazed : )
anon
if you'd started learning instruments b4 making stuff you'd be going 'i wish i'd stared making stuff first i don't know how i should learn the instruments' mbe
>>456054>>456055
anon
grass is always greener and shit
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
>>456052
me for example started playing guitar when i was 16 and used to make punk rock songs by the time i was 17 but always felt i wish i could start before
>>456056
lain from computers
>>456052
maybe this is true yeah
it makes actually composing stuff hard without the like
fundamentals / intuition of performance
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
>>456056
i used to make punk rock songs and now i make instrumental post rock what do u think
>>456058
anon
>>456057
it's nice to create, and I like those music genres
anon
i think
anon
#ksay let's all love nadie
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
#ksay let's all glungle fungle
anon
: )
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
sleepy gle
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
so peaceful
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
#ksay rest
anon
You'll sleep? what time is it there?
anon
good night I guess
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
2 am
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
but no i'm not sleeping yet
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
i'm trying to think what else to do with this album
i was thinking on pyramid song by radiohead and thinking it'd be cool to do something similar with this album
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
like the piano in that song plays at 16/8 and the drums at 4/4 so they sound good together
anon
you know music theory? that's cool
>>456074
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
>>456073
only a little bit
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
enough to do things that make people feel something's off but not in a wrong way but like "hey this sounds weird i like it"
anon
If I could ask a genie any wish, I'd just be having enough confidence to sing
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
i sing when i'm drunk
anon
enough to say 'but that's just a music theory'
>>456081
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
you don't need a genie just some booze
anon
Oh I avoid alcohol, for some reason it makes me enter a nearly psychotic state in which I start nervously rambling.
>>456085
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
>>456078
#ksay music theory
anon
#ksay genie
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
yeh.png
#yeh
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
>>456080
sad
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
honestly i was originally going to make a solo post punk album and i still have the instrumentals of a song there in my pc's desktop but i realized i would have to sing the lyrics i wrote and realized i didn't like that so the thing kinda evolved to post rock because LPs with no lyrics are normal
sæкi
ooo
anon
Don't you ever fear that you'll regret it if you don't record songs with your voice? you're only young once
>>456091
anon
I'm not young anymore, and my regrets are usually of that type
>>456093
anon
:<
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
>>456088
thing is i was thinking on not telling anyone i'm making music. like, anyone who knows me irl. i wanna keep it in private but i also don't wanna make things nobody will listen
so i kinda just had to go for making instrumentals, people could recognize my voice and shit
>>456096
anon
I don't regret anything I've missed out on but i also don't care about the future either
anon
>>456093
sorry for the negativity, but it ticks people the wrong way if I'm too positive, usually
>>456095
anon
>>456091
oh well, I guess that makes sense
anon
>>456095
that really sucks but at least we can share this bitter taste together, everything feels a bit better with company
>>456099
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
also i guess considering the album's concept i think an instrumental album fits better in general
lain from computers
>>456097
the sheer amount of things ive taken away from myself in the hopes of keeping someone else from doing it to me instead
awful
>>456101
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
also if you wanna be a doomer you can add me on discord i fw that stuff
>>456104>>456102
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
why not lol
anon
I just can't, I don't have good experiences talking to people or being anything other than a nameless anon
>>456120
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
>>456104
i'm not about that life
anon
nadie has a 200 person discord harem she makes pledge total alegiance to her
>>456110
anon
she's had them kill 3 of her ops
anon
In my experience, things always go bad
>>456127
anon
being an anon things are fine
anon
even if I somehow say something that ticks someone the wrong way, nobody will identify me the next day
>>456137
lain from computers
aglegience
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
#ksay agleglience
anon
#ksay power
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
this one's from 2021... but yeah i didn't start to use it until like a month ago
sæкi
I used it too much and then stopped and made an acc again for a few ppl
sæкi
I need to check it guh..
anon
#ksay unhealthy
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
#ksay mental health
anon
#ksay let's all love mental health
anon
>>456120
what do you do if you're liking a person and fuck everything up in a way that just cannot be fixed?
anon
>>456109
mmmmm that's the thing isn't it
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
i've done that and i basically isolated myself for a couple months
>>456130
anon
I get too close and then it's over might as well stay an anony and enjoy what i can have
anon
>>456128
it's happened too many times to me, I just can't deal with it anymore
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
i think u can but yeah i get the decision, like, fr
anon
I'll temporarily use a nametag or I feel like I'm too easy to be mistaken for the other anon
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
it's a pain in the ass
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
#ksay mistaken
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
#ksay confussion
doomeranon
there
sæкi
-.-
doomeranon
this is quite pointless though, I'll be going away in around 5 minutes
>>456141>>456145
sæкi
sigh
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
oh fair
anon
>>456142
aww ur like me i wanna c u more
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
#ksay bed time
anon
#ksay circadian rythem
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
#ksay body clock
>>456151
doomeranon
you ever watched a movie called "the conversation" ? it's by the same guy that made the godfather
>>456153>>456152
doomeranon
there's two scenes in the movie that are just stuck in my mind
doomeranon
one, in which the main character says something devastating to a person important to him
>>456168
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
#ksay nemesis
doomeranon
and another one in which the main character recalls the other scene and looks like he'll fall apart any moment
anon
#ksay fear of nadie
anon
#ksay discord deathsquad inbound
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
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::elgelg
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
this is me actually...
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
>>456159
do they show what he says or is it some Lost in Translation shi
>>456169
doomeranon
>>456168
oh they do, I just don't feel like anyone would read it if I dump a wall of text explaining the whole thing in detail, plus my hands are cold
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
oh
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
#ksay cold
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
my window's open, city's foggy and i'm only wearing an old sweater and my underwear so i'm freezing too
>>456174
anon
oooh I'm reading the wiki page what a twist
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
>>456174
no self respect and being in this state of discomfort makes composing stuff easier cus i just wanna go to bed but i force myself to stay at the pc
>>456176
doomeranon
>>456175
learn self respect, you'll feel its abscence before you can realize
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
i'd rather not to
doomeranon
it was nice talking to you
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
thank u doomeranon ur cool too
doomeranon
youre a cool person
doomeranon
bye
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
byebye
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
well i gotta leave eburyone
>>456189
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
take care i think i have a thing to make and then go to bed
sæкi
oops
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
>>456185
derrick lives here btw
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
in the abstract world of AI-generated paintings
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
.play noche oscura niños del cerro
anon
gn good worms lov ya all : )
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
i'm not listening that but y'all will
nadie (desktop edition)!wqLZLRuzPQ
#uwu (USER WAS UWU'D FOR THIS POST)
sæкi
awroo
SadChan🍉🍉
im gonna watch the guilty gear anime because bridget is in it...
sæкi
is that an old one
sæкi
or is there smth new
SadChan🍉🍉
idk its 3D shit tho so its probably bad
sæкi
ah new
sæкi
its probably fine
I should check it out at some point
anon
brisket
sæкi
oof its got
sæкi
6.7 and 3.7 on IMDb and mal
sæкi
or no
sæкi
Crunchyroll
SadChan🍉🍉
>>456207
lmao wha the hell
SadChan🍉🍉
.play the town inside me
sæкi
I gotta take my ADHD meds
anon
>go to charge penjamin
>it's not usb-c
holy fuck im gonna be sober all night for once
sæкi
h
anon
h
anon
this guy looks like a loser
sæкi
do u rly not have cables for anything else -w-
anon
no unfortunately, im not at home D:
anon
is this guy a troll
sæкi
?
anon
on wormwatch
lain from computers
yeah he is just joshing
>>456223
anon
that fucking exhale lmaooooooooooooooooooooooooo
SadChan🍉🍉
i cant believe switch chris did that
lain from computers
his community doesnt give a shit about him they did this
SadChan🍉🍉
i genuinely derive pleasure from the suffering of nintendo fans
>>456230
sæкi
-u-
SadChan🍉🍉
i wasnt being ironic
anon
ah
SadChan🍉🍉
sucking corpo cock is gay (in the perjorative way)
SadChan🍉🍉
(in the bad at sports way)
SadChan🍉🍉
and nintendo is one of hte most evil of all games companies, up there with blizzard or ubisoft. just insanely evil. we shouldnt give games companies a pass for evil behavior just because its games. idc if your British Patroleom, nestle, a banana republic or nintendo if you are evil you are evil
SadChan🍉🍉
IP law is one of the greatest tragedies and forms of social control ever invented
SadChan🍉🍉
it killed tesla and it kills people today
SadChan🍉🍉
piracy is a moral good
lain from computers
when the the financial incentive
SadChan🍉🍉
tfw have a profit motive for evil thing
anon
ugh is it bad that i liked that
lain from computers
why would that be bad <?<?
anon
le heckin reddit trans character theme song
anon
.play it's a b movie brave little toaster
lain from computers
thats okay i think
lain from computers
cute song
anon
.play worthless brave toaster
anon
im bored post your opinions of this room in my shithole apartment complex
anon
.post sam hyde deep frying funko pops
anon
.play sam hyde deep frying funko pops
sæкi
o.o
lain from computers
i hope sam hyde dies
>>456261
sæкi
yes pls
anon
i fucking hate this place and its file restrictions ughhhhh
>>456260
lain from computers
>>456259
its either that or get flooded with gore/csam
anon
>>456257
i think he's funny but i hate his meta ironic politics yeah
lain from computers
hes not even meta ironic anymore hes just a shitbag
lain from computers
if he ever wasnt , he is now
anon
i dont really follow his regular stuff, just his comedy
anon
well, the most recent stuff was the fishtank stuff which i watched live
lain from computers
wasnt uhh
the counter strike troll guy in that
>>456267
sæкi
like
sæкi
nothing or whatever
sæкi
what the fuck is his name
lain from computers
no he did the public stuff where he was a dick to people with a go pro i dont remember his name
sæкi
yeah
sæкi
he has a dog profile picture
sæкi
oh
sæкi
nvm
lain from computers
frank hassle that was his name
sæкi
ugh yeah
sæкi
-.-
sæкi
and do u live in a converted office building or smth
sæкi
H
recima
sometimes when i want to get noticed i say "notice me senpai"
sometimes it works sometimes it doesn'r
sæкi
might rewatch true detective
>>456293
sæкi
hai nonners n recima
recima
hey has anyone seen nadie lately
nonners
hi saeki
sæкi
yeah
sæкi
only s1
recima
hey if anyone sees nadie please try to let me know alright
>>456302
nonners
yes
recima
thank you :)
sæкi
nadie was posting like
sæкi
lol pat
recima
okay that is good, thank you!!!!
sæкi
ye
sæкi
she sent a song she made last night n was sharing new Bandcamp today n talking for a couple hrs
>>456315
recima
:)
recima
if you see her, do you mind asking her why she deleted her discord for me?
no.528
>>456303
it's the thot that counts anon...
sæкi
errr yea
sæкi
idk if it was her that showed or said smth Abt discord
>>456316
recima
can i be thot
no.528
>>456308
o damn u got a bandcamp link
recima
>>456313
idk, i noticed that her discord acct was deleted and got a bit worried
sæкi
yea
recima
thank you sæki!!
sæкi
:3
sæкi
cute
recima
i think that umm
sæкi
hehe
recima
kicker girl :O
recima
i do not want to get kicked by her
lain from computers
im more fascinated with the sound of the heels than the actual kicks
SadChan🍉🍉
wtf
SadChan🍉🍉
the guilty gear show showed bridget nude
>>456336
SadChan🍉🍉
she had no boobs
SadChan🍉🍉
ur telling me in the far future you cant even get HRT??? luckshits really be like
sæкi
I caught one in a plastic cup one time
>>456345
lain from computers
>>456341
its real
#8ball (yup)
lain from computers
>>456343
they are the cutest little critcher
SadChan🍉🍉
>>456336
not like fully but kind of
sæкi
I'ma try n hop on mc in a few
sæкi
trying to get energy
sæкi
TH
lain from computers
i think its time for me to sleep im Dead Tried
sæкi
awwww
sæкi
yeah
sæкi
I woke up afternoon and still only just took a tiny bit of stims
sæкi
15250.jpg
hope u can eep well n sweet dreams
::eepy yuri
anon
image.png
patrick? patrick bateman? is that you?
lain from computers
>>456363
gnini
btw check discord
sæкi
yeee.. need to..
sæкi
might nap 2 at sum point
sæкi
anyone here watch owl criticism
SadChan🍉🍉
whats owl criticism
SadChan🍉🍉
damn bridget died
SadChan🍉🍉
shes a jobber. its jover
sæкi
oe
and literary criticism channel
SadChan🍉🍉
mmm i only read like fantasy and sci fi lol
sæкi
is still gud even if not read them bwa
SadChan🍉🍉
every time girls on valo ask how old I am
SadChan🍉🍉
im like
SadChan🍉🍉
old enough...
SadChan🍉🍉
and then I say 29 cause I dont wantt o say 32 ><
SadChan🍉🍉
and then I get sexually harassed by like 19 year olds...
SadChan🍉🍉
why do people have fetishes for washed up hags
SadChan🍉🍉
bro this woman in my lobby was 41 fr thats amazing
SadChan🍉🍉
41 year old woman gamerr
SadChan🍉🍉
wow
SadChan🍉🍉
role model
sæкi
took meds n gotta eep i think
sæкi
have to mow again when I wake up guh
sæкi
already made my hands and arms sore to the point they still hurt doing half of it even days later
sæкi
D:
sæкi
> ->
rose
hello all
anon
im playing showdown rn
anon
rose were you the one who asked about my shedinja team
>>456407
rose
i made my own team on showdown but it kinda sucks cos it just revolves around trying to get quaquaval aqua step ko so i can snowball with moxie boost
anon
it is mildly successful
anon
you should
anon
its the best gen
rose
i'll run muk

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