>>459260
#throw
::shy

possibly
wud live in a squat w peeps

:333

hai faye

wassup

hm?

hia cutes

boop

;-;;;;

feelings cus of camming thing or just emotions rn ? im sorry :<

awwww ;-;
rly think ur ver pretty sigh

but i understand those feels, maybe take time to occupy self or vent where u can

ill erm
hecc

gon take krat n stims n will be opening msgs if chu need to talk or stuffs . .

pretty pic 2
<3

kratom n adhd meds

is like light euphoric feeling n pain relieving, has stimulating feel at low doses n depressant w higher ones--
is sort of helpful for self, other than for migraines, w being able to manage talking to peeps

wish i could gib comfort n support through times like dis :c

u get up to much or take that pic todays ?

yeah

lel -w- sigh yeah

mom showed me n gave me a camera shed gotten thats an old digital nikon ones

wud be nice to go camping or chilling out somewhere w peeps sometimes

lemme get a pic of what both cameras i got look like but sadly the newer one has a lens error

i also got the calculator, a normal pocket sized one, w a thermal printer built in

and monitors plus arm, sending pic in sec

mhm..

ouuuu!!

>>459332
im curious 2

i wan a new nicu one.. trade or used or stuffs

yayyyy

gj!

grabbing pic of monitors

ooo

nicu!

i have a canon a2 or a2e for film

need a gud digital ;<
might try n find one locally i can buy or trade for ,~,

yis

is where i read/have chats and edit/write my code n essays usually

>>459333
also dis reminds me of places near meh n all

n the one after it

oh ye i took some pics for my mom of stuffs n she got some of the dust storm

its crazy that it went from here all the way towards n into downtown >->

mhm.. u told n is crazy

i took some pics over bridge here of river mightve posted b4 on way to dentist *shudder*

also god, watching stream n tim pool is claiming a singer went trans to save a band from debt

hab lil kitty on bottom left

ill find sum of my photography n stuffs in a couple n maybe send what i can here or send chu

brb one sec

bacc

>>459377
aaaa

ill try to

reading through but, i think maybe a professor would mark or idk w the question n size of the first paragraph? like adding a return before that maybe? not gotten through yet as just got bacc

ive forgotten or not had to think abt the college writing textbook i marked up a lot last year

hehe
it maybe, but maybe smth you could get an idea of w past essays lemme continue for most substantive comments bwa

=o.o=

hmmm, nothing is jumping out to me with it, think it should be gud unless peeps here see smth else in its

(finished)

and if anyone is gud with checking how works cited is done

or run it through an LLm to ask for thoughts, if u have to

it happens sometimes but if u used google docs or smth u should be able to prove the edit times if u NEED to

>>459411
is that an actual detector??? cuz i wanna try it

plagiarism detectors are ver common n used in all school writing, generally

and now ai ones sometimes

tho those have many issues

turnitin is i think what we had being used

>>459421
they have giant troves of data and search the internet for similar texts n so on
its a tool that basically cross ref's similar wordings and sees how much is possibly taken from one place
AI ones are sketch cus they legit just use another LLM to try and prove if it's AI or not, and they get a ton of false positives

yeah

it's an LLM trying to determine if smth else is an LLM

yh

essay is gud thoughs for having to hab written it in the time u did c:

i get the stress tho w having to crunch my essays i post publicly, at times

;w;

it's crazy that harvard decided to have a debate panel that included curtis yarvin

lol
cutie

yeah

awww

i get that way cus i stress n worry n overthink everything

id meet a large swath of peeps on vrc, lot of cool older trans ppl there n such
often cus disabilities or stuffs, though it sucks theres so many thatve become VRCs own kind of brainworm'd

ok

like they get toxic, they become constant players who its best to say live in the game and become dependent on it when many of them dont need to be

it tried

cursed

started using my mastermouse 711 again

wan try n get a used mx master or smth idk

ima make a pad for ppl to read my essay in a lil while, im gon try n complete it in a bit or start to

:o
it does
i should try sending u peeps some of the bikes im looking at / thinking abts

awe mhm
i do too
i have a street/urban race ish bike from maybe the 70-90s that i need tires for or stuffs if i dont go for an electric one or wan use it soons
n a more moutain-y style one, both i think i got for few dollars or the mountain one was from fren who didnt need anymore like 7 yrs ago

used to do like 15+ mile bike rides to be able to go to the towns nearest to self

? old enough ?

need current devices or ones that can run semi modern stuff alr

some yes

yeah ik

i mean mainly for me wud be the toughbook even if not running crazy stuff on and have to see what the stuff all in the pic is

but theres boxes of other stuff too so am looking

yeah ik

ik ik

theres some options other than that but yea understandable
i might get an older-ish mac mini or smth like it etc to do mac stuff eventually

ah

well then yeah

"Teléfono red Magic 9 pro"

expensive

>shrug

yeah :c

mhm... wud help find or get if i coulds . .
if i see anything interesting thats local or stuffs n can get will either send or see abt getting if would find useful - 3-

always try to be looking aa

did u see my msg earlier of how it was a rando doing a github request to change the code and some xAI employee approved it

patpat

>>459541
#hug
n hope chu can > 3>

and bwaaa mhm

wud rly enjoy that thoughs n probs able to get on train w bike sometime bwawa

hmmmm maybe i shud include in my piece stuff abt the groups doxxing protesters or making tools to target left wing ppl

might deserve its own essay w a discussion of security culture or stuffs
bwa...
but trying to get push to work through the rest of its
gon make the pad i have so peeps can comment/chat abt it pre-posting on my site n maybe share in a whiles

trying to balance a bunch of stuffs, should probably eat bwa

ima make a tamale or stuffs

>>459563
rip
i saw it on fb for like

500 or 1k

hehe

-w-

the license part ofc yea guh

mhm

it reminds me of the convos u get when talking to ppl abt ur DAW or music gear

or gaming pc parts

:3

awawa

pretty n cute always

-patpat-

i hate imposter syndrome

>>459586
ooo

#smartai whats imposter syndrome

Imposter syndrome is a pervasive psychological phenomenon characterized by persistent self-doubt and an internalized fear of being exposed as a "fraud," despite evident competence, accomplishments, or external validation. Individuals afflicted with this cognitive distortion often attribute their success to luck, timing, or deception rather than acknowledging their own merit or capabilities.

Key characteristics include:
1. **Chronic Self-Doubt**: A crippling inability to internalize achievements, even when objectively qualified.
2. **Attribution Bias**: Attributing success to external factors (e.g., "I just got lucky") while interpreting failures as proof of inadequacy.
3. **Fear of Exposure**: Anxiety that others will eventually uncover one's perceived incompetence.
4. **Overcompensation**: Engaging in excessive preparation or workaholism to "prove" worthiness—often leading to burnout.

### Theoretical Underpinnings:
First identified in 1978 by psychologists Pauline Clance and Suzanne Imes, imposter syndrome disproportionately affects high achievers and marginalized groups (e.g., women in STEM). It intersects with perfectionism, social comparison theory (Festinger), and the Dunning-Kruger effect (where low-ability individuals overestimate themselves while high-ability ones underestimate).

### Countermeasures:
- **Cognitive Restructuring:** Challenging irrational beliefs via evidence-based reflection ("What objective proof exists of my skills?").
- **Normalization:** Recognizing that ~70% of people experience this at some point (Bravata et al., 2020).
- **External Validation:** Seeking structured feedback from mentors to recalibrate self-assessment.

The paradox lies in its prevalence among the highly competent; true imposters rarely suffer it due to lack of metacognitive awareness—making its sufferers ironically authentic precisely because they question themselves intelligently yet excessively.

Would you like neurobiological insights into why this pattern persists? whats imposter syndrome

made tamale

its when u think, even if well experienced or such, that anything you mightve done is smth ur a fraud at

sigh
hows ur day been n up to much ?

trying to finish writing and

heccin ill do it i need to force myself uh

bwaaa
ur all too sweet n precious hecc
i opened discord/ripcord, finally

oh god og god oh fuck

uhhhh

DDOS (distrib denial of secrets) released uhh i think its 400 gigs of the signal clone for the US gov's messages.

im gonna have to go through all of that but i gotta be careful n see what the deal is w this leak, DDOS is somewhat of a puppet at times for things

long backstory w them but they do leak serious info

i only just found out cus im getting into work mode n it came out this morning

but 400+ gigs of government texts just got leaked

last week or so, the event im writing about rn

404media got an exclusive w the hacker who hacked the app in 15 ish minutes
now someone else probably got in and published the entire logs to ddos

i think im gonna have to publish this article soon soon (tonight or tomorrow ish) then leave a notice im scrubbing through info on it

i dont wanna be uh risking myself tho w/o confirmation or ability to prove why i am atm tho yk

but fuck if this is substantive its going to be gigantic

okay its the same hacker as the 404media piece, he decided to publish the entire message logs

cutie

i luv amy is so cute

god

i think im gonna need to reach out to my old ops partners to do writing or analysis if this is smth

i was gonna for the general purpose of work n how theyre doing parallel work to me now even in a different sorta field but
this is wack and probably smth worth talking to them abt

ohhh wait
okay so u have to put in a ticket for the DL as DDOS is being cautious for very obvious reasons

fucking 410 gigs of plain text messages is beyond belief, until it isnt

mmmm luv these pics

if stuff starts coming out tonight or in the morning

im gon have to stay up n do a ton but this is kinda err
i live for going through these kinda stuffs bwa

wassup ?

.play [YouTube]

hehe

i almost say bbno$ live but then covid hit

roses idea of letting peep or helping cuties shave sounds real comfy even if vulnerable, or such because of thats

but i get that

;-;;;;;

deodorant can help stop some of the itch

There's a specific intersection I always fall down and scrape my knee whenever I walk yet I keep going there.

>>459660
nicuuu
i havent paid as much attention to hims for a yr or so since bb gravy 3 or stuffs

d'awwww

and hai kate