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SHRIMP

#crazyai solid snake and revolver ocelot schizo smut

no. solid snake and revolver ocelot schizo smut

lemme try again

#ai solid snake and revolver ocelot schizo smut

nah, that ain’t it chief. keep the morally dubious military operatives out of the weird fanfic zone. just play mgs like a normal person. solid snake and revolver ocelot schizo smut

#ai solid snake and revolver ocelot smut

nice try fed. solid snake and revolver ocelot smut

>>460279
:333

i luv the models from that game

#ai sonic the hedgehog smut

not interested in that. game’s got good music tho. sonic the hedgehog smut

mhm

why is it only boymoders

#crazyai why is george bush responsible for sonic 06

good try. um no george bush wasn't responsible for sonic 06 that game was just a rushed mess by sega trying to hit the holiday release window on multiple platforms at once lmao why is george bush responsible for sonic 06

>>460301
oh its smashed, last night i smashed your sister

welp webp welp

chat i need to do my coursework........

is it over for me

if i dont do it then ill be kicked out of school and ill spiral into a suicidal boymoder and loseall of my swag

>>460329
>>460330
for you guys ill do my best

>>460331
for you IM GONNA DO IT OUT OF SPITE

can you guys queue a bunch of weird autist music that is brain wigggly

im proud of cutes for keeping on n trying <3

.play everyone can find love except you

ok worms can it be a policy that until ive said that i have everything i need to do for today you need to bully me off of the website

ok good

lets do an example

hey chat whats up

>>460358
no stop now i want to stay

>>460362
thats trueee

>>460361
well am here if u need to reach out other places or such but take time away if u need

should i go and do the things

>>460366
you need to BULLY ME i need to get OFF of this website

i need to write essay

am not able to like

bulli unless im very like

>>460368
thats not as fun

truly set off by some kind of pain or hurt by someone

>>460379
this is a motivator to stay

you guys are awful at this apart from lain thanks lain

but bc ur so bad at it its made me wanna log off anyways

thank you shrimp u a real one

i wan get tripp pants

i wanna play my (sp)404

>>460413
just stressy n feeling unable but need to do stuffs

.play ru femtanyl murder every1 u know lyrics

and hehe

.play four tet sing live

heh

i might make a song w some loops n samples if i can get energy to
<3

is it for ,~,

this reminds me n makes me wanna queue a boiler room set but dont wan make peeps sit through it

>>460454
heh silly

the amt of trans breakcore artists has become guh

im glad peeps r making music tho

i think hes using a sp404 here i forget

ima hab a lil more stims to help get energy to work

n full screen ide on one monitor to make me have to face it

im doing work but this song is really cool i fw the person that queued this

KILL YOURSELF NONNERS

I WANTED TO LISTEN TO THAT

im gonna explode you

>>460487
did u queue the song

oh ok nvm pls unkill yourself i fw u heavy

derrick can revive you its all chill

>>460496
sorry global moddddd

haihia mod

my OUTRAGOUS EMOTIONAL outburst was not appreciated by big brother

i was gonna queue figue folle

.play ruby my dear figue folle

i used to play dis on osu mania

rest up sum moar

id tuck u in

.play the postal service such great heights

>>460528
soon tm

wh

best wishes

am trying to force self to write

man

i rly miss um

when i was in seattle, i would go to this gas station down the block most days to pickup stuff for partners or i
became acquainted w the bashier who was a sweet probs late 40s or so woman
n she ended up giving me her FB but i lost it somehow sigh

>>460568
same its hard

but picking up what was actually p cheap stuff in case of being out or needing things was real nice

being in distance to walkable or bikeable store is rly nice

is part of why i wanna room w someone again closer to stuffs even if far ish but enough that if i get an electric bike finally, i can get there quick

>>460577
i experience this all the time, its very nice

yea im in nowhere corn field area

i honestly dont mind some of that over what ive experienced here but yeah theyre different kinds of pain

but being unable to get to the local unincorporated town w/o biking way too long there n bacc or driving a car is painful as a person w disabilities n who doesnt drive

i would do that, preferably smth like a moped or a vespa unless i found a bike i wanted or liked particularly

i dont rly wanna go w something gas powered as well yk
the recurring cost n issues w gas

plus the pure volume would become an issue, unless i moved in w new peeps like i hope 2 ;-;

could i maybe bounce some thoughts off peeps w how i could figure out getting sorted the money to sustain moving out while finding work hhh

electric bike?

and i plan to get a used electric bike but not a motorcycle

yeah i was thinking bicyclemoding

its got 20 mph and doesnt need a license

frfr

but um

im trying to, once i find ppl i feel safe to room w
get out of here and uh
well in short im living in the house that my (c)ptsd's trauma is in and its massively limiting

oh for sure

>>460600
i struggle with it unfortunately.....

irl at least, online all the tgirls think im cool

but

i have money that i can use though a good bit has to be for dental bills, sadly
though

>>460606
oh hi lain

i have savings of several k that i could use to work out living situation, tho wanna find income more stable first hh
but is stressy n unsure how to force self to move forward yk (other than the work part)

oh thats true

i think ive had a break enough

ill get on that lain

in case i find some situation where i can get work n training there or be re investing into experience n learning, whether its smth to do with college or not whatever; i have some money for college or stuffs n maybe able to get out on that but stressedddd

(sadly, a lot of money we had for emergencies or retirement for each person in the family was wiped out for a while n still somewhat due to that thing of my dad thinking the stocks would be fine when i said u rly need to pull this out; n is just fidelity n not some rich hired individual or smth gross-ish)

i hope u peeps can be stable or have the place n support u need thoughs, its tough. . especially rn

i think i need support rn...

ive run out of brain juice

thank you

aw

my dad apparently has too much excess brain juice

i wish i had overflowing brain juice

his eyes are being pushed forward due to some weird issue, and hes having to go to the Dr for the first time in a decade

too much brain juice....

he uniquely sucks cus he has and passed OCD onto me while not having had experienced serious health issues n trying to apply able bodied standards to me for so so long after i had my health go downhill
particularly cus he just hadnt been through such stuff himself

>have a condition that causes a constant, waxing waning migraine
>generally cannot comprehend im feeling this and also seems to have forgotten i still have such issues
>now is having headaches due to eyes n experiencing it himself
i wish there wasnt a, idk if itd be, irony in his mistreatment of meh for a good while n now having to experience it

or the german word uh
schadenfreude

<tho i also cannot rly wish harm or wish he was in this pain w how i am sigh

i need to explode

my brain doestn work

no brain juice

dont make me come over n fix it

i really need that ngl

my brain has as much juice as dirt from rango

my adhd n other issues make my exec dysfunction such a struggle to manage
can feel that

i think i have adhd

my friend told me it wasnt normal to not experience joy from doing menial tasks which i find genuinely bafflinf

does uhh

caffeine make you like
how does it affect you

yeah thats a big one

i can barely drive myself to do such things a lot of the time unless i have the dopamine from meds n being around someone i care abt who i wanna improve things for or stuffs

i like driving so that a bonus for me

>>460644
schleeeepyyy

inb4 that combo literally turned me into the maid of a toxic relationship

i lived w 2 trans neets, tho they did work somewhat and have income, and i cleaned their place everyday best i cud
n it got weird tho cus of puppybrain i became having to be at one of their whims to come and refill their cup with water and add kratom and mix it for them

i actually feel so exhausted

>>460651
woah i wish i lived with 2 trans neets

id do it agains if was w peeps i felt i could have a blank slate w or be safe around
kinda have to either have peeps i can build a connection w through that or peeps who are between ride or die and watching each others baccs