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they wouldnt let me shave in the gulag i fear

chat i forgot how to write lyrics

hi sæki

how's writing been going?

>>466163
ope

also hi rose

also rip rose

::deas

>>466176
ah that would require some rewrites ya
also BASED omg

heheh baked

i should have spent my teen years learning to hack so i could be one of those people that shit is so cool

>>466187
how do you study for that?
like i'm interested in it, it'd be good remote work, but i have no idea what kind of engineering you need to know, i know it's not just knowing how to read and write code

>>466189
holy cow that's a lot, linky?
>>466190
but how do you start practicing in the wild as a baby at it who only knows simple coding and data structures stuff

like i can make a website or unity scripts but i have no idea what skills i need to do bug fixing or exploit uncovering for corps

ig i know it's just like, learning to hack basically
but idk what the process of finding these exploits is
like the code is usually not open source, is it just probing every possible angle until you find a hole somewhere?

>>466201
will look them up and i'm sure i can find a lot of good bug bounty tutorials if i look ya
i just really don't understand hacking, or software testing even, it seems like a lot of tedium but i feel like there's efficiency strategies i'm just not seeing yk
should read more on it

>>466203
mime :3

hello daaaaaaaveeeeeeeeee

>>466205
it has, ty! :)
i exported my outline and drafting doc with all its tabs into a single file and it's over 100 pages already lol
like 1/3 of that is just outlining but i am making good progress

wrote a song, i fixed my writingblock

someone bought me a ticket to go see femtanyl with them

exciting stuff

>>466218
yooo ya that's hype

>>466208
also hiii

girls wanna fuck me so bad they buy me tickets to the femtanyl show, shits crazy out here

>>466225
i should really start leading people on for free shit i never employ this strategy enough

im not leading her on thats mean!!!

>>466229
well yeah you're not but i would be cause i don't put out kek

we're gonna be living together anyways so

>>466231
ohh this is the one you mentioned before
fun fun

tho im sad cos the person i originally wanted to move in with kinda bailed on me cos he got into an argument with the third guy so now its the third guys friend joining us

i mean its fine im moving in anyways just a little sad i dont get sexy emo boy roommate who wnats me

n instead get puppygirl roommate who wants me

i almost moved in with somebody who wanted me
but
i didn't want her in the same way
did not go well
we were also coworkers
OOPS lol

i've been considering finding craigslist strangers to interview for a roomie soon
i've been living with family for awhile and no rent in exchange for labor is very nice but i am ready to go be a whole ass adult again lol

>>466251
i do it a lot i find lol

its kinda cute i guess, helps just drifting about n such

.play kaboom 12 rods

>>466254
aw well, i hope you're able to get to a better living situation soon
#hug

i hope one day i can break a couple apart

>>466261
#slap
no

owwww :(

this is abuse!

>>466266
me n who?

>>466268
tbh that version of vriska is pretty tolerable the booru didn't summon a good example
that's the one who fixed her shit lol
that ship is cute

>>466271
in my experience as the bitch who's done it your prize is to get cheated on yourself later because those who play stupid games with stupid people win stupid prizes

i am against most polyamory tbh
i judge case by case cause it can be healthy
but ime it's cheaters who wanna manipulate or other such unhealthy situations
there's a few dynamics that work but most don't
and monogamous relationships trying to open up rarely go well unless it's just like swinging

>>466273
i dont wanna do it to steal n keep someone elses partner, i wanna do it so i can mess around with someone n then mess up their relationship cos theyre hot but i dont like them very much

>>466278
>>466279
yeah like i am not gonna hate on a throuple
i just flat don't think polycules work though
but you can have relationships of more than 2 or open relationships or things like that where it works and can be healthy
i also don't rly believe in polysexuality tho i think it's kinda just a decision anyone can make or not make

.play vhs white trash

whys the song called white trash vhs but in the song they singing vhs white trash???

also tbh harem marriages in some contexts (either a woman with many husbands or man with many wives) like, that's honestly kinda fine? it's been a very functional social dynamic in the past as long as the people involved are free to otherwise live their lives. like mass sugaring lol.
probably wouldn't happen if we had a UBI but it's not always toxic
FLDS should die and be consigned to history tho fuck that shit
also fuck arranged marriages (mandatory ones -- matchmaking systems kinda work for some people like lonely chinese use them a lot)
i guess i'm just ranting now

>>466281
you'll feel reaaal silly when the rosecule gets up n running

(thatd be terrible lmao)

ehehehe :3

>>466286
i'll patiently wait to comfort you when the consequences of your decisions come home to roost ;p

i don't judge
but my third eye is open
i can't always stop a mistake but i can be tolerant and comforting towards it

rose ofc i am only teasing you i hope your dating life goes well
but be careful with cule nonsense fr lol

>>466295
crumples into a puddle of blood

imagine if people could just like crumple into a pile of mushy cells and then get back up again
i want to know what that feels like

"imagine" she doesnt know

>>466304
i guess if you consider that linear time is a fictive construct of conscious entities, just viewing the end of a life back and forth bidirectionally is basically this

>>466308
i think about this all the goddamn time
one of the big goals of my life in my neuro devices research track is to identify if there's a non-damaging way to trigger temporal acceleration in humans so we can think faster
it already happens when we're under high stress, like life or death situations, the question is just if it'll fry your brain to trigger it manually and constantly

i also firmly believe meditative practice and like active mindfulness can alter the flow of time to a certain extent in your own life
it's possible to slow the world down and think faster, with focus and clarity

>>466316
oh i forgot you got on disc! you said you're in the board sv right?

oh oki! will add

ough singing when youre sick is so rough

>>466334
i have a hard time disputing this because while i achieve what fraction of this state i am able to attain through sober meditation and reflection, it's also true that psychedelics permanently alter the brain
studies show that people who have ever done them are more tolerant, open minded, and have more of a tendency to view the world as an interconnected system
i kind of think it evolves people and everyone should try it once in their adult life, specifically either the one the beatles wrote about or the one that grows in forests ;p

ayahuasca is also probably a third one to add to that list
maybe dmt as well
but i have not tried either (nor of course have i done anything illegal ever ofc ofc wink wink) so i can't testify as strongly to their achieving the same sort of effect

>>466343
oh i didn't realize that
okay so ye list of 3
lucy, foraged, and cactus juice
those seem to be the best options for like
permanent brain evolution off a single dose

also hot take but i think weed is a BAD drug
like it's fine every once in awhile or for pain
but it's basically soma from brave new world especially modern legal high concentration weed
doped up, able to work but not to think, placid and happy, no negative side effects or hangovers
weed is the poison the elites feed us nowadays to keep us calm
it's not to be categorized with psychedelics, it's more like happy comfy tobacco

>>466356
okay yes medically it's a psychoactive depressant not a stimulant
i should have compared it to alcohol not nic (alcohol is also the more traditional soma the state and institutuons dole out to keep the populace quelled)
weed i think is replacing alcohol in our social control ecosystem and filling the role of soma aldous huxley foretold

>>466354
.play the strokes soma

>>466361
hello

>>466363
that makes sense. steadies the heart in the right dosage and makes it easier to aim steady

>>466369
the fact that weed is not deadly or even harmful at all beyond long term cancer risk (which isn't even present with edibles) is actually a danger factor here
a drug that makes people placid and happy with NO drawbacks deployed at mass scale is a great tool for reducing average levels of dissent is what i'm getting at
why do you think trump hasn't reversed the legalization of thc9?

.skip (video skipped)

take me to buttsex

gonna make pasta for dinner btw guys just so you know

>>466378
i don't think weed should be banned, i just think we've barrelled into a situation where overzealous selling of medical benefits by legalization advocates has created an opportunity to mass-corporatize cannabis and push it as the new big healthy fun drug everyone cool does and minimize the harm of cannabis use disorder, eventually if we hit federal legalization big tobacco and breweries will start buying into the industry
weed gets higher concentration, people get more doped up and higher tolerances make them more likely to develop a psychological dependence, it becomes what more and more of the working class uses to get through the day and helps them cope with their exploitation instead of raging against it
it's not people smoking their Js that is the problem
it's the big business of it. it's the machine of corporate and state power that seizes on every little thing it can use to make us weaker and more compliant
just another little piece in the vast puzzle of our chains
and it's worth noting if for no other reason than to say "let's not be too gung ho about this new big business that wants us to get high all the time"

the only drug i need is girlarmpits ammiright???

.play hollywood car seat headrest

laura les is so pretty wtf

any bleach blonde tgirls with black lipstick wanna do things to me??