i had 1.2~k followers for lewd cosplay acc

its very obvious who i am

>>470049
gei-gurl-gang

yes i'm an entire state

someone here is gonna be in u

;;;

, ;;;

yeah...

right before i stopped

i had one guy send me 30 usd for pic sets id already taken

is more like the style of the outfits n not specifically the characters, but i would do character cosplays if id have had the money or resources to get outfits moar

i always liked kamatari

>>470068
i remember her from tttt

always friendly

aw

cuties. . .

was tttt around in like

2017-2019? no right?

cute

i was always posting comfy n supportive threads on r9k everyday in that period

my tummy is on mmg again for old times sake

prob wont post there again for a while tho lol

yeah

i liked to hear abt what anons had done that day n help them vent or talk abt their feelings n be less incel mode

understandable

i was young n home bound disabled

cute

real

i had to put some kpop in the playlist its over tho

i doubt n believe in u moar. . .

pat

.play ken blast the top

.play sheryl crow soak up the sun

not playing right

like its broken for peeps too rn

do we skip?

.skip (voted to skip this video)

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i had this w something kitty sent on discy

aw :c

those sites can be inconsistent

, ;-;

.play butthole surfers pepper

i dont sell myself much but some guys on grindr have given me money to come back

yeah, i idk abt doing that now

mostly just wan be comfy w some cutes in person n online i dont mind as much

i like going in a strangers house or apartment and seeing what happens

stay safes

so far safe

i usually date older guys like 55+

when i use normal dating sites even if i put transgender in my profile guys get mad when they find out

its cus its one of the mainly like
its a good bit more used by other trans ppl than other apps n cus theres more acceptance of queer peeps there but

at least on grindr they read

it also has pleeeenty of issues

i got tested in march so i can say negative :)

i havent had seggs in long time n not w peeps i didnt yk
but was negative when i was w other peeps

also had blood tests regularly for health so would generally have been noticed as well

i get it every 6 months since i go in for a checkup anyway

>>470148
oh yeah this also 100%
is kinda what i meant w the acceptance thing like. . .

i went on a few "normal" dates with guys and even with my voice they still thought i was afab and got super pissed when i brought up trans

before i did much w voice at all i knew this guy online for yrs who thought i was cis and didnt realize till it specifically came up in vc like 3-4 yrs of knowing him

kinda scared me away from normie types

he was sweet even if a little errr
not so socially aware of stuffs

like at least the guys on grindr know i still have a dick and are usually respectful that i'm not a top

i remember

that guy and the person who groomed me n i were in a VC

and the girl who was yk
she claimed she was in the 2nd highest rank in r9 siege
and after putting up w so much shit from her i was like
i called her out in front of this guy who had actually achieved that rank cus she was the 2nd lowest rank lel

i was groomed waaay back in the 90s chatrooms

was grromed by other trans peep when i was most vulnerable

she got arrested for 20 counts of cs4m this past winter, finally.
im scared tho,,,

like i wasn't even a teen b4 the grooming started they were evil

she hasnt seemed to have been given like
i cant find if she got time

cus she was legit, i wrote abt finding her messaging 12+ other minors

grooming is an all ages thing

its smth thats generally used most for minors tho

grooming is a dynamic n method of manipulation

>>470179
pretty much, and yeah everyone can be groomed like cults in gneeral are grooming in a way

its like

they love bomb u n then isolate u to become dependent on them n use that as leverage to trap u in a relationship, often times

yes

they call cult recruitment a form of grooming at times

yeah ;-; same

im sry

>>470191
the blackmail is what really locked me in when i was younger its so fucking evil

i was recently disabled and had lost my only elder queer friend to suicide months earlier
n was isolated at home cus of disability n she just came in being yk
overwhelming u w 'care' to get u attached
later introduced me n incentivized me to try drugs

the guy the main one anyone i was dealing with just up and died of a heart attack

, ;3;
for the best probably

im rly glad u were able to get out of that

i want some ramen but also dont

its tough

i

i wrote an essay abt it on my website i need to make the follow up to but

my groomer had DMed a friend who was a 14 yo girl who was in a divorced abusive split household n couldnt afford food, which me n my mom would help her w at the time
and my groomer decided to DM confessing to her she had a crush on this young young kid while she was 22

it pretty much is

i went into like
full rage and action mode n contacted our mutual closest friends and we documented everything to help get things dealt with sigh

once they hook into you its very hard to escape alone

you either luck out and they die, or leave on their own or someone intervenes

>>470214
and yeah, it works in the same way

thought they are kinda different but can be the same type of thing

mhm..

but i got mine's discord info and got into their account and uncovered all those horrific DMs, i got them to admit to doing it on a call i was recording n then we made a report cus of the pure level of shit she'd done

>>470221
yeh its a good thing. we like having u aorund.

i dunno what i would have done if my guy lived

i was so fucking young and he had pics of me he was threatning to share

;-;;;;

mhm im sorry, ughhhh

its hard, especially when so young ;;

where i was being gay was not a thing that really flew and he made sure i knew everyone would know i was a lil faggot

i was so stupid to not even realize i could have told the cops

>>470232
yeaaaa ;-;

ooooo

:'D

hi hi

lel

hio
cute peeps

silly

i also have a loose one thats been cut up a bit

libpol cuddol pile

mhm thasunderstandable

i was paranoid but became so isolated that i just yk

i'm simply a high trust moron that liked to take pics of myself and will always take too many

mhm...

i was taking 25-50 pics of what i did each day to have memory log for a while

and mhmmmm

dunno if saw but

was gon make a gc or dm some of thems or photography n stuffs to chu or peeps ~<~

i like them lots but cant drive

i like my celcia

i wanna though eventually or be taught . . .

ooooo

i like both lots

oh oh i know a grindr guy with an rx7

and i should show the cares i hab interest in for one day

used older mazdas are real cute

he might let me drive it eventually

>>470284
:0

i let him drive me so why not

being queer makes u particularly vulnerable along w being such online if young

would help u or cuties if could hehe

get to take photos of cutes. .

, ;0

or maybe i should

post my pics on my spacehey so i can send u peeps w/o disc dms

i have a state black label but my knees are fried so i rarely ride now

>>470299
and ouuuu! i like ur bike lots c:

and proud of u !

mhm!

excited to see when ur orders come in n are on :3

bikes are pretty fun

when my back window in my car gets fixed i'm taking mine to a few green ways

if i need gon probs go into city 2 for picking up the used electric one or stuffs

aha..

yeah

i look different on my 2 phones and different again in video on the same devices

>>470316
hehe :3
and would be then able to if not then but whenevs get on train to come out for stuffs w it or awa

there is a tiktok app for it i forget tho

curious wh new phone is btw if open to share c:

ok no ramen but i will heat up a burrito

fucking pio makes me wanna die so hungry

>>470326
dakotas

wud make peeps food

i use an old ass galaxy s9+ lol

ouuu

still works never seems to give up

ye

my i think it was samsung s8? or i have to check but a21 and s8 both died

ahhh ic

pat

i used a uhh

pixel 2 or smth rn?

i forget which

also nicu! gud camera...
'

i wish i had one like that bwa
hope to eventually sigh

yayyyy

mmmmmmmmm

:o

i hab sum challah in other room

u make me wanna get a quiche from somewhere or one of the panera ones mmm

i'm back with a burrito

wan join

ima go baffroom n brush teef

oh my phone i had b4 the galaxy was a xperia xz+

brb

it takes really wide pics

i'm craving like really fatty and greasy food atm bad

kinda makes me think of peroghis

i can't spell the word for shit lol

u enjoy my eurobeat its on my driving playlist

>>470364
xperias r rly cool

bacc

i really liked the phine until the digitizer went out and half the screen stopped working

;w;

rip to a real one

>>470378
i'd prob eat the whole damn bag atm

sometimes we just gotta eat lol

good dr

i get that

i had a ED as a mid teen for a few yrs

nah its hard to get fat

like i take pioglitazone and eat massive amounts i'm only putting it on slowly

i've shown my teeth

>>470397
i get that, i have to actively make myself w it :<
and adhd doesnt fully reward self for eating generally sigh

ow ow hot burrito stuff fell on my tmmy

this is old people music from my generation

would cook for n help peeps get dopamine n comfort for eating

n affection for cutes

.play natalie imburglia torn

hehe

and yeah is tough in same way

i just like doing stuff for peeps
>dies in puppybrain

think i'm gonna make that ramen too

ooo

maybe do mealprep n stuffs

can help

i hae a huge pot of soup but i've eaten it like 3 times today

now that i'e started eating the hunger gets worse

the hugner

seriously these pills will make u feel such a painful hunger

ic

w mine i have to do similar

mine just tanks my blood sugar so if i dont eat i feel like i could pass out and can't stop sweating

aw

not as bad as it used to be

vexazone (pioglitazone)