could be fun for some lyrics

wanna work on concept album idea at some point ik i have in notebook somewhere

chu bacc btw ? this ones shorter but has some gud interviews after some of the kinda cringe npr-isms

.play [YouTube]

mhm

mannnn

i miss whats his heccin name

4t or something he's interviewed, his club w the giant green purple body is cool

yea

is understandable

mhmmm

theres cool ppl who go to them at times n also that lel

also mf use of metaverse annoys me so much

this is the npr one thats kinda cringe

.skip (video skipped)

nvm one sec

.play [YouTube]

aww

this ones better, and by resident mag/resident advisor

the smoking areas in vrc clubs are also kinda nice lel

Oh poledancing is actually a good application of wireless headsets

heh

ye
the dancing stuff is real cool and

the peeps who are real good n have tons of trackers

awe

i tried to go to a show a while ago but my pc couldnt run it on my headset real well

i think i got the rank above user finally

i need to make a new model for if i play again

>>479203
>We're smoking that IBM quantum computer

u could use the quest app vrc if u wan try vrc cus u dont need a PC

its lacking in being able to do everything but it can let u go and talk to pc users and its become better than it was in the past

if i get a quest 2 or smth used for cheap or in trade, would gib

lemme send mine

ERP is a big big thing

like

guh

Plenty of avatars for it to

yeah

loooots

my first show was at loner n luv the lil place

its like a in person grimey club

>>479234
theres pron of it but yk

Think that's part of what the lovense sync is about, VR stuff

otherwise i dont rec looking

>>479237
yea

>>479239
#hug

i dated some vrc femboy clubbers and otherwise, at points

This evening I need to lock in and get that vive working it's so dusty

aw

vive is pain sometimes

awww

vrc is nice in ways and other vr social spaces cus of actual social like

being able to read things but not be how u look in person and be deciding of what u r

its a thing

gender play and social/culture

theres an essay on that specifically but theres a big thing of

I wonder if anyone's made a VR window manager for linux

channer guy types built the early culture and lead to mostly anime avis and them being dudes wearing anime girl models

and there is a vr wm for linux

i forget the name, i was gonna set it up at one point

>>479268
wearing a cube of 5 monitors as a box over ones head

skybox style

but the room had full shaders changing how it looked n couldnt play in headset

>>479275
#throw
::bwa edit

>>479277
hehe

if u live w one who does

i was working on a vroid avi at one point to be simpler but didnt rly end up going fully

therrreeee the questions asked

lol

get the flag rose has

-w-

aw there was a peep in that shot i used to talk abt ska with

lol

vr mics are pain

i need to get a mod-mic esque device sometime, or just use like a uhhh

lavalier

my last show i didnt talk to anyone

nuh

its vibin but it depends, most ppl dgaf

in person its different

loooads of ppl in vrc dont speak

u can find peeps n convos u wan partake in but not rly interact otherwise n its comfy

>>479310
#hug

well peeps are here if can help gib some kind of interaction, n on ur discy or stuff probs . .

man shelters walk is rly cool

u have to go through an office building, go through a record store into an alley and then find the stairs or wait in line

yeee

ghost is rly sick

ive gotten to go maybe 2 or 3 times cus its on JP time

vrc helps cus can present as anything u like n all

otherwise im usually never comfy

Seems like you could have a cap on avatar polycount or something to bring it up.

you can max out what performance level avis u allow to be shown

so if some shit has a high badly optimized avi it wont show up

>>479326
Think VRC is in unity engine

it is

its rly heavy

i have a 3050 and couldnt render the club i went to in headset

I wonder if there's any JanuxXR rave scene I don't know about

would be interested if theres music shows in it

gon grab water

asd feels

hai

and nicu i hope its coming along well

and ;V

i had to dance w arms n head n stuff cus i didnt have full body

aww

u can also show ur pronouns on ur name bar i think now, or whatever text u like

this stuff sucks though ugh

many experiences i avoid remembering

porter robinson went to a loner online show n wrote abt it once i think

hehe

theyre australian music promoters n such

took out my belly button ring :(

hai dakotaaaa

awww

i hope ur oki w the shit happening w medicaid bwaaa

and hi

i had a pretty good drunk cry last night over it

thasgoof <3

awww

i thought

said day

can help peeps figure out diy if they *need* rn for falling back on

anyway my piercing was migrating pretty fast so i removed it b4 it ripped probably was gonna in about a month

having to take it out for health or just rn ?

ik US and generally worldwide

i have money and i dont think they can block my scripts so my base hrt is safe for now

the surgery stuff is bumming me out tho

yea :<

yea my og diy peep got taken offline cus of the fbi thinking they were selling fent

i like united pharmacies but tariffs

heh llamas

:3

my piercing hole already closed in like 2 days

id help if i relearned vrc and map stuff

had that thing over a year i dunno why it closed so fast

awww

thastough

its good tho like it needs to fully heal so i can repierce

so silver lining stuff

i might come back l8er just wanted topeek in b4 bed

mhm

got up at 6:30 this morning after not much sleep

yeah it is so i'm having a few drinks and then gonna crash for the night

awww

having krat, watching docu, n gonna write

i had an ok day outside of feeling really gross and having sore tits

ily peeps

i'd go drink with them lol

a couple of my close friends irl are jersey girls and they get fucked up drunk so i gotta hang out with them soemtimes

i got reached out to by an old friend i added on spacehey today

they are from new jersey and very wild

super nice and fun too

i got reached out to by an old friend i added on spacehey today

i was gonna reach old to my old bestie but he took my dead name and made it his first name so i'm like oh no

aw

i was um thinking abt mine the other day

he found out i was pressured on a date/hookup to do a line of smth then

he doesn't know i'm trans or anything about me now

went on a rant on video call and insulted my mother n i and we stopped talking

he just knew i was gay

nah this guy was obsessy like he might cut me up now

and also

thats weird

a guy ive mentioned who i stopped talking to cus he started mugging ppl while smoking weed w psychosis

he stole my long time name i used places that was gender neutral and

>>479438
scary

one of my old bullies is in jail so thats funny

i reached out to him around xmas

he apparently has a kid at like 18 or 19 now

and he blocked me cus he found out i was trans, tho i was trans but not out to him when we talked

he was a fuckin weirdo from NZ who cheated at csgo a ton and was kinda sadistic almost

attention seeking rather

sadism can be rough

i'm the opposite side a total masochist

yeah

id say more but also same

[redacted] :з

i like when guys degrade me while fucking me

read up

awwwww

i hope ur safe fujo ;-;

the ex last cis guy i rly dated dated n lived w

had to leave in the middle of the night

i hope ur oki, can suck when not good roomies

need to find some ;_;

im less into that but still yk

ok i'm gonna find something to watch from bed and get cozy

aw

im watching documentary

found out there was one on guy ive researched n inspired me a lot on YT so was like nicu

i ate soooo much food today

(docu on yt, not he's a YTer or smth)

had tuna sandwich bit ago

bye bye frens be good

awww cya, nice to see chu even if sucky days

i'll be on l8er tommorrow i just had to work really early today

okii

my shifts vary throughout my week

mhm

i need to get to working on writing

i open on friday and monday but work like 2-11 on sat n sun

and decide how to respond to the peep

i dont anymore

this was around 2022

i wanna get one but living w someone i feel comfy/safe around would be nice

same

;_;

wan room w worms if i could

guh that pic nuh

>>479514
nicu

is it on top of the boat work ?

mmmm

yeah

i hope u are in an okey living n work situation tho
am trying to get going w earning or having a stable way to have income

i want a life i can get by in but uhh

i kinda gave up a peaceful life by going into conflict work

>>479548
yea i have access n connections or ways to find courses pirated n books n so on
plus YT exists w entire college courses recorded n so on

but im not in a situation where i can pay for n be safe trusting paying for all of it

yay

i try to always be on the gud side of things or ethical, but more so focused on moral

i try to write abt things n document stuff of peeps fighting for change morally even if its not legally

tho i dont involve myself as a piece of the direct machine doing the sketch stuff as i dont wanna be put in a more dangerous position

>>479559
>>479563
:D

im glad i found this documentary
im trying to find smth that explains the group that inspired my current project

for a few peeps i might share the draft pad i have of the essay

i try not to be, it just has to be functional

u can find my page on this n my spacehey to add if u wanna see my site/project
(it is for a group, but is mostly mentioning self before i bring on more peeps to write or work on project)
https://spacehey.com/saeki