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gmeister
we've lost
gmeister
we only have the christian interpretation of gnosticism rn, despite it predating christianity
>>51926
ano
#ai caius cosades

The first and most famous of the Blades, Caius Cosades was a respected Imperial spymaster and agent during the Third Era. He served as Grand Spymaster for Emperor Uriel Septim VII before retiring to Balmora in Vvardenfell.

During his time in Morrowind, he became involved with the Nerevarine Prophecies and played a crucial role in helping the player character fulfill their destiny as the reincarnation of Indoril Nerevar. After completing his duties as a Blade, Caius retired to live out his days peacefully on Stirk island.

Caius was known for his wisdom, cunning intelligence, and deep understanding of politics and warfare. He was also an expert swordsman, able to hold his own against even skilled opponents such as Almalexia herself. His legacy lives on through the actions of other Blades who have followed in his footsteps.
caius cosades
toppestdog
>>51921
boymoder is so angery
anon
>>51921
reminds me of my sister when she gets angry
willow
i luv boymoders
an
>>51855
sad : ( and horny causes a lot of this disconnect and selfishness too : ( which makes it worse for them
>>51927
anon
>>51919
true I only learned about because i looked at western literature represenation of reality buy aurebach to see the oddest interpretation of the greeks and the bible together alongside
The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind
gmeister
>>51925
male libido unironically kills a lot of dating chances its crazy
>>51943
anon
ur supposed to learn about gnosticism through introspection not reading books thats the whole pointtttt
>>51930
gmeister
>>51928
gnosticism is very similar to buddhism since its core facets arent focused around absolute faith in a divine entity but spiritual progression of the self. mysticism, the actual religious idea not the fantasy magical type
an
>>51829
cause they're doing the 'sex thing' with some scary stanger so they wanna feel powerful and do the really exciting 'sex things' they feel confident with maybe. unfortunately it's not just a hobby group like videogames where you can jump in with the activity, so far as I understand it
>>51932
gmeister
>>51931
youre genuinely putting too much thought into it, imo. a lot of these people do not think
>>51933
anon
>>51932
this desu i just used apps for random casual sex
anon
you don't feel super powerful digging cum out of a randos bedsheets at 3 am
>>51951
gmeister
>>51935
low narcissism is huge but good job with the 100% depression and 86% schizoid!!!!
toppestdog
>>51935
100% on ur depression test well done 👏👏👏
bakedbeans!!yJFwnIEMsg
>>51935
bottom
toppestdog
86% schizoid is oracle tier too very nice
an
>>51861
sad : ( it's cause it lets people show vulnerability maybe
>>51942
anon
>>51940
it just makes me realize i need to lie and say i'm fine
>>51955
an
>>51927
Yeah I think you're right. I'm scared to get rid of it cause males achieve so much and it might be tied to energy. My aunt is the most energetic person I know though
>>51944
gmeister
>>51943
libido and porn addiction have no real connection to energy levels
>>51945
anon
i just see people online label (while destructive see the effects on women)
gmeister
>>51945
ehhh maybe on second thought? its more that energy levels increase libido rather than levels being a RESULT of libido
anon
libido as porn addiction when men absent from porn still treat women like shit
>>51950
anon
i just think it's the current liberal / feminist thing when the problem is much older
gmeister
>>51948
culture plus low iq
an
>>51934
alexa this is so sad
gmeister
and eq
gmeister
its crazy talking to retarded men they're actually like neanderthals. one of my friends coworkers just drops mid convo "oh yeah that girl is hot i would totally rape her"
>>51960>>51962
shrimp
>>51954
out schizotypal and avoidant scores match,...
>>51959
shrimp
our
toppestdog
>>51957
that's crazy cause there's a section on the site that says if they match you have to be friends. that's so crazy
>>51961
an
>>51953
: ( and part of him would probably feel bad about raping and part wants to
>>51964
anon
>>51953
radio war nerd has a bit where they talk about what ever evil militia group (isis - kony 2012) and point out that the bullys from the hosts high school would love to rape pillage and kill
>>51968
toppestdog
>>51961
just as was foretold by the idrlabs personality test....
gmeister
>>51960
maybe but often times they lack even the introspection for that
>>51965
an
>>51964
I think a lot of it is like different desires at different times. Like I think some abusive guys like are really upset about it when they aren't mad, but when they need to feel powerful it overpowers the other desires. It's really important to be able to make all your desires work together in different emotional states. I'm not sure exactly how to myself. I think habits are a big part
toppestdog
>>51966
it's an interesting test cause i'm p sure 14% is the lowest you can get in it... with 105 questions that are just yes/no there's gonna be some degree of vagueness
>>51969
gmeister
>>51962
if rape pillaging and killing was popular within medieval history, and us humans havent actually evolved much past that in the past few thousand years, its rough to assume that people are much different now than before. just mostly restrained by the fear of punishment and being caught
>>51986>>51970
toppestdog
>>51968
threat of repercussions seems to have been a successful way of stopping people from giving into the call of the void and doing evil things
>>51971>>51991
gmeister
>>51970
its more that "i really want to do this evil thing but ill probably get caught" and then they think about it until they feel they can get away with it
>>51980
toppestdog
>>51972
gn enjoy ur eepcycle
toppestdog
>>51973
i guess if you're really snoozy it's fine... might have some things to look into if you're tired all the time
gmeister
really just assume that people with below 90 IQ are like ants
>>51982
gmeister
its awesome
toppestdog
>>51971
justifying evil to themselves to make it work in their own logic.... it's what we all do, but with different goals n outcomes...
>>51981
gmeister
>>51980
you dont understand youre already attributing higher thought functions to these people
>>51983
toppestdog
>>51981
i can't justify torturing an animal just because i know for certain it's incapable of sapience....
gmeister
>>51982
more that theyre really predictable and lack any introspection
>>51990
anon
>>51982
thinking of the /pol/ thing where you ask what the person ate for breakfast
>>51987>>51989
an
>>51968
actually big ups to the current system for really reducing it
anon
>>51987
study on prisoners where they asked them what they would feel if they never ate breakfast - the
gmeister
>>51985
this actually not a good way imo, a better way to test is to ask nested questions like "create a conversation between two people within a conversation between two people"
toppestdog
>>51984
a i c yeah this makes sense...
i guess i don't like to dehumanise people at all
>>51994
an
>>51970
feelsgoodman and a lot of the time they internalize it like 'sour grapes' where then they're like 'hey rape is bad' because they've felt shame over considering it and saw how it hurts women and never got to enjoy raping. I think a lot of morality is like that, and I'm glad of it. Just gotta make people share others' pain they could cause, and give them happiness from being good, and fear of being bad.
>>51997
anon
the prisoners (low iq ones) didn't understand and said "what do you mean I ate breakfast"
>>51993
toppestdog
>>51992
ooo yeah i heard about this. like either misunderstanding the question or lack of grasping the concept of a what-if scenario
>>51995
gmeister
>>51990
thats good unironically youre probably a better person than me
gmeister
>>51993
its the latter
gmeister
its very common with low iq sociopaths and etc to be incapable of putting themselves in other people's shoes
>>51998
anon
>>51991
ever read scott alexanders blog? he has a bit about honor killing that sounds like this
>>52008>>52000
toppestdog
>>51996
yeah that kind of psychopathy or w/e it's called is super interesting... like just not knowing how someone else might feel and not interested in relating to them as a result. purely about your own shit cause it's literally all you know
>>52001
an
>>51997
I have somewhat but I got frusterated because it made me feel smart reading entries and then I never had any change in my life or real take-aways I could use or anything which pissed me off
>>52002
gmeister
>>51998
yeah its crazy
anon
>>52000
i hated his writing style (sounds like a douche saying he's great for thinking that shock other people have their own thoughts) but I think his conclusion is trying not to write off a good portion of humanity especially as someone that works as a psych
an
I liked paul graham's style but I think it's very readable but maybe not actually correct or guiding towards truth
an
on his blog
anon
was anyone else surprised the king of the hill jazz guy was real
an
>>52005
nini! thanks for being wonderful company
gmeister
would u really
an
noooooo keep it up lil cat!!!!! don't let em bully u
gmeister
im pushing him off the doorframe its over
anon
we wuz felines
anon
anyone in chat understand analysisr
anon
mew
anon
miu
anon
myw
anon
>>52026
amazing I can read egyptian now
anon
why does every youtuber shill shit now
>>52031
gmeister
its always about the money
anon
>>52031
>you shall know them by their ad reads
gmeister
also holy SHIT there's a lot of flags wtf
gmeister
i never bothered to check until now
gmeister
i saw "achillean" and immediately thought that had to do something with being chilean i lost
>>52037
anon
what is the opinion of the chat on ai art
gmeister
also this video doesnt apply to me because i fucking steal llm access
>>52042>>52043
anon
>>52041
you are not immune to propaganda
opna
.skip
anon
is this the japanese noise / rock group that played last night
anon
yes
anon
shinsei kamattechan
anon
i need to learn the language
anon
same
anon
weebs doing laps around me
anon
weebs ruin fucking everything you can say you enjoy something japanese without getting jumped
willow
what band is this i dont know japanese
>>52064
anon
>>52063
shinsei kamattechan
willow
ill look into them
willow
what yall know about les rallizes denudes
>>52068
anon
i love his screams
anon
only know mertzbow
willow
>>52068
theyre like noise rock adjacent and havent ever released a studio album to my knowledge
willow
its all live stuff
anon
sounds kino
willow
[YouTube] check this out if ur interested
anon
I don't like bands bleeding on stage
julliera
my sister just came in on me tweaking and i got like a 1 hour lecture about how shes worried about me and shit oh my GOD please make it end
>>52079>>52086
anon
>my sister cares about me abusing drugs the nerve of this bitch
>>52084
anon
>>52081
>she made it clap and shit
julliera
>>52080
shut up if i needed you to lecture me too i wouldnt have complained
>>52089
an
>>52046
she needs to use her lil sling in case her hands r slippy
>>52135
an
>>52078
wait that's based tho
anon
w sister
anon
>>52084
do you usually do dxm and ritalin?
julliera
like every day also weed dont forget
>>52092
an
W W W W sister
an
she can fix you!
an
you were just saying you wanted a fix you person!
>>52097
julliera
?
julliera
>>52094
yeah not my sister like someone else she just like lectures me and tries to help its annoying
>>52102
an
kiss her!
an
take the west virginia pill
>>52110
an
she sounds cute
anon
>>52097
(personally) think she cares about you. I would listen to her or at least consider her point of view.
>>52111>>52118
an
I am yoursisterpilled now
an
I'm in love
an
nah not really I'm into your sister
an
we're getting married
an
unless you act now by not drugging so much and doing an activity with her
>>52113
julliera
gross go die
anon
>>52100
doing meth with fent?
julliera
>>52102
dont lecture me im not your sister or child
>>52122
julliera
>>52108
yea ill kiss her on the cheek like a good sibling dont be weird
an
:) cute I'm gonna send my sister a message but she's in another state and we don't have so much in common :/
julliera
thats too bad mine is pretty cool when shes not lecturing me
an
yeh she's a good person too
an
>>52102
yeah you might hurt her by being self destructive
an
OK I'm saying too much and going hard on you, I'm sorry I'm feeling bad about being self destructive too today. Logging off but srsly please make a note to talk to her tomorrow or something
>>52123
an
:O
julliera
>>52119
yeah okay perspective considered this still sounds like lecturing though im old enough to be able to make my own decisions
julliera
byebye though and presumably good night
>>52125
opna
bye
julliera
>>52125
im not sleeping an is
julliera
im in europe its 12 here
gmeister
cant believe everyone is sleeping its just 6 pm where iam
anon
it's 5pm in real america
anon
coastie - not real america
julliera
i live in philly is that real america
>>52136
anon
no only corn fed fly overs are real america tm
gmeister
>>52133
you just said europe
julliera
yeah im here for holiday i go to school in philly
julliera
like meeting family and stuff
gmeister
>>52137
yeah but you wouldnt be into me anyways unless you want to just meet up as friend
>>52141
willow
>>52140
i wouldnt mind either lol
julliera
why so confident she wouldnt be into you are you like hideous
>>52143
julliera
thats probably not true
anon
is this the ur chaser
anon
the autistic chaser
julliera
wait its a he not a she or what
julliera
lot of things to remember here my brain isnt working very well
>>52158
anon
i assume he'll transistion in the future
>>52151
willow
what
gmeister
OH WAIT THIS FUCKING GUY
julliera
stay pure chaser dont transition be one of the good ones
anon
>>52151
he has the gay2transbian phenotype
julliera
what is that flag in your bio it is making me so angry it looks so ugly GOD
>>52161
anon
>>52149
i apologize then sorry
gmeister
I fucking finally turned on my videos yeah i talked to him hes a freak
gmeister
his name used to be "futaloving cockmaster"
anon
>>52157
repressor flag - repper and proud
julliera
how old are you
anon
26
julliera
just stop repressing dont be weird
>>52166
gmeister
>>52145
its easier to call myself hideous rather than "i really hate posting my face because then people act weird"
>>52168
anon
>>52164
never - my corpse can come out
anon
>>52167
god works in mysterious ways
gmeister
>>52167
ive posted my face once and groomers come out of the woodworks insisting they need to "save me" its actually insane
>>52173
julliera
oh thats kind of cute if the groomers are pretty
>>52192
anon
>>52171
i always hid my face when grindr guys asked for pics
julliera
i was talking to a groomer but she ended up being HIDEOUS so i just started trolling because shes a froomer after all so it was ethical
ano
"the autistic chaser" is an insane name
>>52176
gmeister
>>52175
his old one was worse
gmeister
>>52177
james joyce style stream of consciousness
gmeister
famous writer who wrote ulysses
julliera
this is why i dont like my text being public bc i type a lot of stupid shit
julliera
>>52181
wow okay sorry for not being so educated?
julliera
ill have you know i go to a top school asshole
anon
>>52183
the murder porn is doing a lot - i cannot imagine admitting to watching snuff
>>52188
gmeister
>>52186
yeah thats crazy
anon
>>52187
porn where someone is killed in real life
gmeister
>>52187
not just porn, but videos made for the purpose of watching someone get killed, and then distributed for that purpose
julliera
when its drawn its honestly not so bad but does he mean like real life snuff then
>>52193>>52194
gmeister
>>52172
they were but the girls were mostly bpdemons
>>52198
anon
>>52191
probably real snuff
anon
>>52191
idk if he means guro or real snuff
anon
the same way people refer to loli as casm
anon
stuff thats drawn is fine honestly cause theres no real victim involved
anon
>>52192
>you would have to put your soul in danger
julliera
i rethought that text and decided against jt
>>52202
gmeister
>>52200
youre lucky i missed it
julliera
i just said i like normal drawn stuff and have no real kinks so u didnt miss anything
julliera
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
anon
>>52207
>point to the doll where he touched you
julliera
in my private area :/
julliera
frieza is a groomer and racist he said he would hate me if i wasnt white
>>52213
anon
need my weenie fondled by a black trans woman with a fat cock
>>52214
julliera
??????? u should have rethought that message
anon
im the autistic chaser
>>52217
anon
>>52214
anon is admitting his sadpanda tags
julliera
are you both chasers
>>52221
anon
>>52217
well im autistic is that enough?
julliera
or all theee i guess
julliera
are tou a tranny
>>52223
anon
yeah i am i just like saying stupid shit
julliera
thats okay i suppose i also stay stupid shit
julliera
its okay im secretly a 57 yr old man w three kids who is looking for 18 yr old transgirls to groom qnd touch inappropriately 57 YEARS YOUNG!
>>52234>>52239
anon
im pre hrt pre everything ive just been repping for years
anon
>>52232
sounds liek the guy who had me locked for a day
julliera
thats probably a whole can of worms but i dont want to unlack it HAHAHAHAHHA yes i do still bang my ex wife but im also fucking my daughters teacher and my current wife and cute lil 18 AND NO OLDER trans girls as a 57 year old man im also very fat and im a feeder i have a feeding fetish and also i have a diaper fetish and i groom trans girls into getting into diapers Nand also i am grooming one of my daughters male 40 year old teachers into transitioning because im going to marry her
anon
>>52235
do you still swing with your wife?
gmeister
>>52232
they go for younger
gmeister
real ones that is
julliera
oh yea im expired by now
anon
is this the christian group therapy room
julliera
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
julliera
this is an AA meeting maam please be quiet im speaking
>>52246
julliera
WHAT
julliera
you know someone actually did that it was a gross transbian the aforementioned one she said shit about like weird LSD brain remapping and spiking my drink if we ever met she was also like 30 it was a very odd interaction i interacted with her to get her address and now i have a document on her on google docs which i just havent posted yet but i night eventually if im ever bored looolllllllllll thats what u get for being a rapehon shes REALLY gross like she has a SUPER long philtrum like longer than her chin and like ugh its just very unsettling to look at and i was friends with her ex who she put thru so much the poor thing i wonder how shes doing she also told me to fet a bong once the ex i mean and i havent yet but i remember she told me to and i might eventually i heard weed hits harder i feel like this is a very long message
>>52250>>52252
gmeister
>>52248
thats crazy how gross is she
anon
>>52248
me removing you from the rape list
julliera
okay thank you for removing me from the rape list
julliera
if im ever added again please tell me i dont want ro be caught off guard
anon
ok i will notify you before you get raped
julliera
i assume i get a like grace period where i get to at least prepare for rape right like thats inly fair to me HHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH the sephora employee watching me down 3 bottles of perfume
anon
the home depot employee watching me cum in the display sinks
julliera
the ikea employee watching me shit in the display mattresses
julliera
i share needles with homeless people because its an intimate experience
>>52261>>52262
anon
>>52260
does the homeless person inject crack first then you use the same needle to inject e
>>52264
julliera
>>52261
IVE DONE THAT TOO OMG
julliera
flipped but no tits i only saw god
anon
can you snort estrogen? asking for a friend
>>52272
anon
>>52269
need a /hdg/ drug where estrogen is combined with a party drug
anon
>>52264
sorry, i am not a seatle tranny so i dont know shit about drugs
>>52279
willow
lol
anon
>>52276
you aren't invited to the 4lung freak off then
>>52282
anon
>>52282
i like her but just because i just lapfox / emma essex
>>52286
julliera
>>52281
can you use it on jimmy kimmel and jared leto and ummmmmmm also kill ummmmmmmmmmm Michael jordan and also kill ummmmmmmmmm indont kneownbut kill a lot of people when i ask please
>>52287
gmeister
>>52284
jimmy kimmel is an EASY kill thats done
gmeister
scumbag human
julliera
thank you
julliera
why be into furries i never got that actually i think some fursinas are kind of cute like pokemon but it has the face of an ANIMALL!!! why not yoink it to humans
>>52292
willow
sorry
julliera
wow thats mean sending a NUKE to your HOUSE and also sending a i dont know
>>52300
julliera
>>52300
we went iver this it wont do anything i dont think or it very rarely ever does
>>52302
julliera
>>52302
then whats the point
julliera
SENDING MY FFIIIST TO YOUR BALLSACK WITH BLISTERING SPEED
>>52306
willow
its awesome
julliera
and to tour Teeth and BREAKING teeth and dont fucking soell check me bitch
willow
tour
gmeister
hmmm
julliera
spell
willow
soell
julliera
what if i died tomorrow and it was because if the heartbreak of being spellchecked
willow
didd
willow
>>52317
dont diss the repressor flag...
julliera
dont tell me what ti do bitch i have personal agn STOP that i swear i will foam at the nouth and tear your flesh out i am genuinely violent u think im playing im NOT FUCKING PLAYING im actually a violent person stop please
>>52320
willow
sorgy
willow
olaying

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