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willow
>>53734
u arent ur awesome and i fw u
BigSadEnjoyer
i LOVE terry pratchettt
anon
trans allegories before it was like a mainstream thing and super based takes like making fun of everyone whos a dick to them for being whatever flavor of gnc they are
demoman
is this a source game?
BigSadEnjoyer
he was a truly, truly wonderfull man
BigSadEnjoyer
did you know he got really into olivion modding while he was dieing of alzheimers?
anon
plus like a straight up trans character who says theyre trans they just dont call it trans they just explain exactly what it means to be trans and the book refers to her as she/her every time and so do all of the goodguy characters its super based
>>53745
BigSadEnjoyer
its not a source game its basically a movie
BigSadEnjoyer
its not really a game its just ... a game xD
BigSadEnjoyer
>>53742
yea he was unironically a wonderful human being and it really came through in his writing
anon
yeah forreal
BigSadEnjoyer
I get that same vibe for Ursula K. Le Guin
anon
if i ever have kids im reading them every terry pratchet book by the time theyre like 8
BigSadEnjoyer
her writing really makes me wish I could have sat down and talked and learned from her
anon
hm ive never heard of her, put me on?
BigSadEnjoyer
shes really cool and she wrote a very cool piece of gender science fiction in the 70s
BigSadEnjoyer
she was one of hte first female sci fi authors that made it big because it was a very male domiunated field
BigSadEnjoyer
she was also a very interestin feminist essayist
BigSadEnjoyer
also she wrote a really popular children novel called A Wizard of Earthsea thats really good and jk rowling stole a bunch of shit from it
anon
hm ive mever heard of it but my dad is super into old sci fi so next time i talk to him im gonna ask if he has any of her books i bet he does :D
anon
wtf we have inline wikipedia links now?????
BigSadEnjoyer
Its a story aboute a planet where people swap genders every month and how hard it is for humans to interact with them because of it
>>53761
anon
Dawg this site is so fucking cool i love it here
BigSadEnjoyer
>>53761
yea its a very smart book imo, she was a very cool and smart lady (and trans positive unlike a lot of feminists from the 60-80s)
anon
makes me want to code more for this site and actually pick js back up
BigSadEnjoyer
she died a few years ago and she taught writing on online classes and I learned too late and it would have been a dream for me to take a class from her
>>53765
anon
are there any recorded lectures or anything
BigSadEnjoyer
yes many she taught for many years and also wrote essays and engaged in feminist debate
anon
very cool :D
anon
okey i gotta run but this was a fun convo glad we have new people here :>
BigSadEnjoyer
doggee
anon
stick around please and bring your friends and stuff too :3
BigSadEnjoyer
i wont because it has liberal in the name
>>53775
BigSadEnjoyer
politics is dangerousss
anon
i dont really like politics eitherbbut its very cosy here and like if you have a problem or suggest an improvement or something, the admins n stuff really listen, idk, its very nice here and its very positive while still being tttt-adjacent enough that i can like vent here without being banned for being "transphobic" because i like call myself a tranny or something yk?
BigSadEnjoyer
yea it is except when I got banned for 1 year because someone though i was being a nazi ahahah
>>53782
BigSadEnjoyer
the only thing I could think of is u should be able to hit ESC and cancel making a post/unassign the post number or smth
>>53785>>53789
shrimp
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shrimp
oops
BigSadEnjoyer
yea I typed get 88 because I got dubs xD and someon thought i was saying heil hitler i had to look it up 88 means hh to a lot of nazis
>>53786
anon
>>53778
i mean u can just blankpost and it deletes itself automatically
>>53788
shrimp
>>53783
unfortunate coincidence tbh
anon
>>53784
i need a bf who conveniently doesnt act like a man at all because men are really starting to get on my fuckin nerves
>>53790>>53791
BigSadEnjoyer
>>53785
I see schrimp also said that I didnt know but its nice to know
anon
>>53778
if you backspace the post and submit it disappears
anon
>>53791
I've dated one before but like idk it was kinda too much like. trans stuff idk i know that sounds weird but
BigSadEnjoyer
im afraid to date a trans person......
BigSadEnjoyer
no it makes sense like i deal with enough trans problems with myself why exponentially multiply it xD
anon
idk contra said it really well in one of her videos about why her crush or whatever wouldnt date her because she like felt like 2 trans people dating would be so estranged from bsociety and normalicy that it would make everything really difficult
anon
i need a male counterpart so bad
anon
and its like. if we both happen to feel shitty and dysphoric on the same day its like instant world ending doom spiral
>>53800
BigSadEnjoyer
yea
BigSadEnjoyer
i know a t4t couple thats really cute though they seem happy and I like that
BigSadEnjoyer
>>53797
when I was yoounger i thought it would be really nice to date a transman because we would be able to suppor teach other and know what we are going through
>>53803
anon
i dont think its impossible its just like something i would be waryer about in the future
anon
idk
anon
>>53800
i sorta think this but at the same time like idk i feel like some of it would make me jealous n unhapy too like idk
BigSadEnjoyer
i love this documentaruy
anon
its hard for me to like watch ftms on tiktok talk about hating feminine aspects of themself or things like that it like cuts too deep
>>53810
BigSadEnjoyer
i havent done my shot in 2 days aaaa
>>53809
BigSadEnjoyer
im so lazy
anon
even though its like innapropriate and misdirected for me to blame it on them because theyre in the exact same boat its just like. idk i think it would cause too much friction you know!
BigSadEnjoyer
>>53805
i relate to it really really hard. how is it different from me hating my brow bone or giant rib cage?
anon
i was talking to this chaser guy for a while recently but he turned out to be really shitty surprise surprise so i think 2025 im just focusing on myself and being a bad bitch and making people envious or attracted to me but not dating anyone
>>53815>>53818
anon
what do yall think of being with someone forever
>>53823
anon
i think that sounds very personally fulfilling
>>53816
shrimp
>>53811
this is a good attitude i think
shrimp
i find relationships claustrophobic i like being alone
>>53824
anon
that's cool
shrimp
i kinda think im aromantic or smth
anon
>>53812
i very much want it but i also would rather be alone than be with someone who would hurt me and so far everyone has hurt me, in one way or another.
BigSadEnjoyer
>>53820
nah that just means u havent found the right person yet
BigSadEnjoyer
there are all kinds of people out there there are plenty of people who would give u space that u are comfortable iwth
shrimp
could be that too
BigSadEnjoyer
i guess commitment is scary i get that commitment is like, a contract that you agree too if you break it its wrong and that can be claustrophobic
>>53831
anon
I need someone of good heart and makes me excel and me to them
shrimp
yeah i dont really like commitment
shrimp
i can barely maintain normal friendships
anon
>>53827
i kinda stopped feeling like this after e ough breakups like if its not working im just gonna stop engaging for a week, see how i feel, and if im not like desperate to go back to them i just say its over and i dont really feel sentimental about it
anon
it is what it is
anon
having a couple people say like "i hope u die you can rot in hell i burned everything you ever gave me" really took the edge off of it lmao
shrimp
damn thats pretty rude
anon
like theres not that much u could say to surprise me if i broke up with u yaknow?
BigSadEnjoyer
wtf...
shrimp
ive only had 1 bad breakup oh i guess 2 now sort of
anon
lmao it is rude but also it made a lot of things a lot easier so im very greatful they responded like that
>>53842
BigSadEnjoyer
ive literally NEVER EVER understood how people can go from liking/loving someone to HAT ING their guts so violently
>>53841>>53845
BigSadEnjoyer
it literally makes me feel not human
anon
>>53839
that mindset is so insane it happened to me in my last relationship and it really hurt
shrimp
>>53838
true if someone responded to me like that itd make being over them so much easier
>>53846
BigSadEnjoyer
its such a commen experience and I literally cannot fucking IMAGINE being lik ethat
BigSadEnjoyer
it is COMPLETELY outside my mental capacity
anon
>>53842
yeah lmao i was hesitant but it was like an instant lightswitch i just lost all hesitation or attraction to them they suddenly just became a gross little worm
BigSadEnjoyer
>>53845
its not like there are millions upon million of people with BDP everywher I think sex just makes people evil
anon
i don't have the capacity to hate anymore. it's either ambivalence, love, or forgiveness
>>53849
anon
best i got is a sad smile and "hey at least we tried"
BigSadEnjoyer
its literally all mens fault unironically
BigSadEnjoyer
men want to have sex with women and force them into relationships by courting them constantly all the time and they just want sex even if they think women are stupid, vapid, annoyhing, hate their hobbies dont like them personally
anon
and if they blow up at me its just funny its like lmao what r u doing, is this supposed to help. its just a tantrum
anon
I want a smart wonderful pretty and thoughtful woman or man
BigSadEnjoyer
so they are forcing women to be in close relationships with them by lieing to them that they like them when they really just hate women
anon
yeah it's true
anon
men are pretty fucked and its like a prison of their own fucking design so i dont feel bad really its just like
BigSadEnjoyer
I mean its not their fault because like
anon
well yeah if u act like that all the time to each other of course u make yourselves miserable and unlovable thats kinda what u asked for boo
BigSadEnjoyer
nature made them that way
>>53865
shrimp
its a viscous cycle
BigSadEnjoyer
I see sex as something you are born addicted too
BigSadEnjoyer
like if you get addicted to heroine you literally get unhappy and non functrional because you dont have heroine
BigSadEnjoyer
thats what happens to men if they dont have sex
anon
>>53860
i dont think thats even true tho tbh
anon
i think its like in our instincts or whatever to treat each other a lot better than we do but we all live in cities now and so everyone you ever see is most likely a stranger and we really havent figured out how to process that properly yet weve only had like 8000ish years and thats the blink of an eye for evolution
>>53868
BigSadEnjoyer
yea thats very ture, interesting point
BigSadEnjoyer
i do think there is also like a racial element, like if you look at countries that arent the west where we practice being really not racist (which is a good thing) people are far more casually racist and distrusting of other racess
anon
oh ok i thought that was going somewhere else ya i agree i think xd
BigSadEnjoyer
like if u talk to japanese people a lot of them are casually so racist it blows americans minds xD
willow
how did we get to racism i left for like 10 minutes
BigSadEnjoyer
japan is really racially homogonous, but their society is still extremely estranged and lonely
willow
the 3rd o should be an e in homogenous
>>53876
willow
sorry oh my god im STUPID lol
anon
xd
BigSadEnjoyer
i dont really pay attention to how im typing ahahaha unless I'm like writing a report lol
shrimp
>>53879
#editai add a nerd emoji to the end
shrimp
ha.
willow
sigh,,,
anon
idk i mean for the average human in like 10k BCE they probably met like maybe 200 or 300 people total ever in the whole life
BigSadEnjoyer
now its true im just retawdeddd
anon
and u can do that in one day in new york
>>53887
anon
depending on your job you might HAVE to, every single day
BigSadEnjoyer
>>53885
i REALLy like how culturally diverse NYC is. like being able to go to a thai restaurant and a chinese restaurant and an packistani restauraunt and a such all with native immigrant people in new york is a wonderful thing its amazing to see all these different people coming together and living together it makes new york extremely special there is no where else like it int he entire world
anon
i think it like fries a lot of our circuits with regards to how we treat other people and see them
anon
Like if you go to really insular small towns the vibe is very different
anon
I have family with a cabin in a deep red state in a town with about 300 maybe 400 people in it and the next nearest town is like a huge fucking endeavor to get to
BigSadEnjoyer
THER POOR BRILLO WHALE :(
anon
and im like visibly trans and everyone there was still nice as fuck to me
>>53893
BigSadEnjoyer
>>53892
thats good, im always afraid of being hatecrimed even though i pass to most people
>>53895
anon
theyre just like nice to everyone who doesnt start problems and knows the general social rules and stuff
anon
>>53893
i mean its like you cant do crimes to anyone else in a town of 350 because one way or another they *will* find out who did it, everyone will, and you have to live the rest of your life aroune these people
anon
so people dont even lock their doors
BigSadEnjoyer
yea thats a good point
anon
Much less be shitty to the trans niece from out of town, because you know her uncle and hes your buddy and he would be mad if you were a dick and then where will your hunting buddy be for the next 35 fucking years you know?
BigSadEnjoyer
i think a lot of conservative people who arent super political are totally fine also like they hold whatever fox news belief but they are also good people who just treat the people around htem well I care about that more than ur political views
>>53903
anon
so everyone has to be nice
shrimp
those are interesting points yeah
anon
or at least like. cordial
anon
>>53899
yeah 100% and like tbh some of the insane mythologizing about trannies actually works in our favor in situations like that
anon
because their image of a trans woman is like a genuine football linebacker with 5 inch longbody hair and a boner poking out of their dress
BigSadEnjoyer
they literally picture lia thomas and lia thomas only
>>53909
anon
so if youre just a normal ass person, or even like a weirdo but a clearly harmless one, they're instantly like "oh no ur one of the good ones we just dont like the guys who run around raping everyone" like as if those people actually exist zd
anon
xd
BigSadEnjoyer
ive noticed even people who are really anti trans if they meet you and cant tell ur a man and give you she her pronouns even if they find out later they still give you she her pronouns because its like their brain mentally catagorized that wya. only the truly deranged tranny deranged are going to just randomly about face and be shitty to you.
>>53910
anon
and like. in small towns everyones poor and works with their hands at least on home repair and stuff and they just dont have time to be obsessed freaks about trans people, the leaky roof needs fixing first, and the kettle and the shingles and....
BigSadEnjoyer
THI SIS WHY WE NEED CLASS CONCIOUSNESSSS
anon
yeah
anon
only struggle is the class struggle
anon
but you didnt hear it from me im a obedient liberal ;)
BigSadEnjoyer
IM TRYNA BE UPPER CLASS THOUGH IF I EVER GET WEALTHY GET FUCKED ITS EVERYONE FOR THEMSELVES.
shrimp
real
BigSadEnjoyer
im a real liberal, meaning if I ever make a certain amount of money I start to really agree with a lot of republicans but i try to be nice about it to the poors
BigSadEnjoyer
image.png
i love this little boy
anon
u are still working class if you can't buy an island
anon
thats one of their main tactics to ruin class solidarity
anon
the "rich" that we get to see are still fucking exploited laborers at the end of the day theyre just allowed to exist in an elevated state to sow discord and distrust and jealousy
>>53927
BigSadEnjoyer
yea but i dont have to worry about dieing or being homeless for awhile so its worth it to betray my social class for some security
>>53930
anon
if you cant buy politicians and elections and you arent exploiting other peoples labor you arent a capitalist, you arent bourgoise, you are a prole
shrimp
>>53924
yeah i dont think people that are making llike 100-200k a year doing specialized jobs are our enemies class wise
>>53929
BigSadEnjoyer
yea not at all but imngl when i was homeless i cared a lot more about politics than now when I have a bit of security , even with turmp about to begin the trans genocide lol
anon
>>53925
this is also very understandable just remember where you stand when things start being set on fire and its all good
>>53933
gmeister
im losing my mind
gmeister
im going crazy
BigSadEnjoyer
>>53930
oh yea for sure #freeluigi
shrimp
why
BigSadEnjoyer
#freeluigi
anon
the boyyyyy
BigSadEnjoyer
# doesnt work anymore
anon
is that wahat you meant to do
shrimp
>>53935
thats sexual harassment tell them to stop
BigSadEnjoyer
are you hot or smth
>>53955
BigSadEnjoyer
i posted my boobs earlierrr xD
shrimp
here?
BigSadEnjoyer
yeaaa
shrimp
oh you shouldnt do that
BigSadEnjoyer
why
shrimp
not an nsfw site
BigSadEnjoyer
i had a bra onnn dude wtf lmao
shrimp
oh
BigSadEnjoyer
i love south scrimshaw
i love south scrimshaw
i love south scrimshaw
i love south scrimshaw
i love south scrimshaw
shrimp
still probably not appropriate
BigSadEnjoyer
they are lgbt boobs so its topical
anon
its not about being on topic -_- its about not making this a coomer website lmao
BigSadEnjoyer
>>53955
thats good most people are closet pedos so its probalby in ur favor
>>53967
anon
theres enough coomer websites already
BigSadEnjoyer
im proud of them tho i grew them myself
shrimp
its still nsfw
BigSadEnjoyer
nuh uh
BigSadEnjoyer
if men can have their shirt off than women (male) should be able too as well
BigSadEnjoyer
its not equal otherwise
shrimp
men arent allowed to post topless photos here either
gmeister
>>53957
yeah ill repost my unsee soon hold up
shrimp
its da rulez
BigSadEnjoyer
free the nipple
BigSadEnjoyer
xD
BigSadEnjoyer
noooooooooooo pls
BigSadEnjoyer
lol wtf
BigSadEnjoyer
do they know what a transexual is??? ahhaha
BigSadEnjoyer
whoever wrote this is pretty out of touch imo
anon
it is from 1995
BigSadEnjoyer
yea probably xD
anon
no it literally is
BigSadEnjoyer
I think their point is, especially back in 95, you can be female without having to ge tinto drag
BigSadEnjoyer
transexual 90s and back are REALLY rare
BigSadEnjoyer
full time living as a woman was extremely rare
BigSadEnjoyer
image.png
me when i look in the mirror on a bad day
anon
actually kinda beautiful that we are living in the cultural moment that our entire existance is being acknowledged
>>53991
BigSadEnjoyer
>>53985
pictured (2001) wild noodle appears, and is captured
BigSadEnjoyer
>>53988
isnt it great being a M I N O R I T Y ???
anon
i mean yeah its very shity as well lmfao
anon
why are transgender people so white
anon
but idk i think its cool its like our actions and cultral trends and stuff, things WE can contribute to meaningfully, are gonna be cemented in history and studied for centuries. this moment, when it all really got going
BigSadEnjoyer
>>53990
you do look cute and you do look under age lol
>>53996
gmeister
this photo is me at TWENTY THREE
gmeister
>>53999
someone asked if i was 13
anon
you look like me if shaved
BigSadEnjoyer
when I was 25 people also thought I was like 15.... unrionically Ive always looke da full decade behind.
BigSadEnjoyer
when I was in 5th grade people though I was a 1st grader
BigSadEnjoyer
my doctor even said to my parents I shoudl take growth hormone because my development was so stunted
>>54007
anon
i don't know how that's possible
BigSadEnjoyer
then at 18 I grew an entire foot of height :(
gmeister
>>54004
the rest of my body is twig like short male, 5 foot 7 inches
anon
are you tall or short
anon
what is your height in CM
BigSadEnjoyer
I lost 2 inche sof height on hrt went from 5 10 to 5 8 lol its not a myth it can really happen and no ITS NOT POSTURE
anon
alright im actually heading iut now xd be nice and stuff, have a nice night, no being stinky
>>54013
gmeister
wrong reply but whatever
shrimp
>>54011
take care anon dont worry ill keep them in line
gmeister
also hi shrimp!!!!
anon
nice c: thanks shrimp
shrimp
hi gmeiseter
anon
i recognize you april
>>54020
gmeister
oh thats crazy
shrimp
yes im april
BigSadEnjoyer
have a good night anon
shrimp
idk
BigSadEnjoyer
i like chat rooms with strangers.... something is nice about it...
BigSadEnjoyer
just chatting with random people
BigSadEnjoyer
when Iw as 15 I would join like random chat rooms for different topics and just chat iwth people
>>54034
shrimp
i think i started chatting with internet strangers when i was like 10
BigSadEnjoyer
I cant beleive the calfs mom dies it gets me every time
BigSadEnjoyer
Its so sad
BigSadEnjoyer
nature is crazy
gmeister
>>54028
yeah i do this but with small discord servers
gmeister
i do tourism stints
BigSadEnjoyer
discord is populated iwth absolute insane people 99% of hte time tho
>>54038
anon
i was on irc when i was like 8 or 9 years old
gmeister
>>54036
I KNOW ITS HILARIOUS
BigSadEnjoyer
I want kind, nice people...
>>54041
anon
hate this thing
anon
>>54044
Im sending in the SWAT Team and the ATF and the FBI and the police
BigSadEnjoyer
can we get tenor embeds
anon
wtf is on the video player
shrimp
a video
willow
a visual novel i think
anon
this sucks
BigSadEnjoyer
you stfu its deepand moving
>>54066
willow
its cool i think but i also cant hear it because im listening to an album
gmeister
im about to fucking post a 45 minute long album bear with me
>>54062
BigSadEnjoyer
do it
BigSadEnjoyer
1987
willow
flying beagle is amazing
shrimp
im watchinga 6 hour video
BigSadEnjoyer
>>54066
damnw hat a terrible opinionnn
anon
>>54068
I like regular novels tho
anon
Every visual novel i've seen has just been terrible
willow
>>54066
disliking an entire medium is so sad and nears being pretentious
BigSadEnjoyer
this one is beautiful its not really a VN its a nature documentary
anon
I dislike all podcasts but I love the radio
anon
I like nature documentary
BigSadEnjoyer
I really like Welcome to Nightvale thats the only podcast type thing I ever liked
anon
That's like a radio show
BigSadEnjoyer
it is literally a radio show
BigSadEnjoyer
but its distrubuted via podcast channels
anon
The only good podcasts are radio shows all the modern podcasts suck because they aren't imitating radio shows
>>54082
BigSadEnjoyer
xD yea probalby
gmeister
modern podcasts have NO structure and NO taste
gmeister
they are mass produced SLOP
shrimp
its just people talking
shrimp
i think depending on the people on it they can be interesting but it REALLY depends on the people
>>54087
gmeister
>>54086
yeah i like when podcasts focus on actual field experts rather than some goofy guy
>>54089
junerial
no way you're awake
>>54090
shrimp
>>54087
yeah stuff like this is interesting
gmeister
>>54091
oh yeah i dont sleep
shrimp
i am indeed awake
shrimp
i woke up like an hour ago
willow
im awake too hi
gmeister
real
anon
i shouldn't even be here i gotta work tomorrow
>>54098
BigSadEnjoyer
be here anyway, be here in the now.
>>54101
gmeister
anyways im going to lose my MIND
>>54103
willow
after im done with my album im probably going to bed
gmeister
>>54103
actually losing my mind now
shrimp
>>54108
duct tape it to ur head
willow
i yearn constantly
BigSadEnjoyer
>>54114
stealing this
shrimp
i made it
junerial
this video is so good
gmeister
i love nyn
gmeister
i wish she was real
gmeister
if you even care
shrimp
me2
BigSadEnjoyer
>>54126
he he he he he
BigSadEnjoyer
ook gang
BigSadEnjoyer
ook

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