does this break

okay good thread post limit is still 8000 and not reset to 2000 or whatever it used to be way back then

>>5322
"we must resist the vast crushing social choices of binary morality" Very true I was kinda panicking a little today about getting closer to my friend because I kinda started out with a 'things are ok or bad according to if you go to heaven' mentality, not based on life, and I wasn't sure if I'd hurt my friend and kinda doubting whether it's ok to be me. IDK repeating to myself my own belief that things are ok if they cause more happiness than pain helped, and I was saying this as an anti-binary choices thing, I guess there's an argument it's pro binary but well there are patterns of my behavior I'm against when taken to their extreme, the same with my holding myself back, which in some situations is good, but just wasn't good then.

yeah the group I hung out with was bad, and I didn't find better people, but I'm sure a lot of that was because of brainworms of my own. I'm glad I'm not around them anymore. I hope I'll find some IRL people I like more one day, but I'm glad I can meet nice people like you on the internet, and hope I can be one too :)

yeah there's an absolutely poisonous culture of shame and posturing 'strength' in that. I still kinda harbor some of it, because if I really were expelled from society and allowed myself to be visibly weak and different, I *would* be letting myself and those I care about get hurt, but it's just so poisonous and painful to live under. I think in part because it's fleeing from pain without thought, not traits considered for their effects, and there's the whole competition where everyone has to be in the upper echalon of normie so it just spirals. maybe that's right or wrong idk.
as for your mom, that 'man can only serve one master' might be true here, you can't really be a fanatic of 2 different things I think, they'll conflict. Your mom was ashamed to displease her shaming god, and them their shaming god of 'normal strength' idk I like making grandiouse statements it makes me feel cool, hopefully this wasn't too painful to read : )

libpol

tl dr

one day libpol will be lively

we're in on the ground floor

im in the basement

by the pipes

abababa

>>5364
>. IDK repeating to myself my own belief that things are ok if they cause more happiness than pain helped, and I was saying this as an anti-binary choices thing
exactly such extreme morality tends to enforce misery like that
>>5364
>there's the whole competition where everyone has to be in the upper echalon of normie so it just spirals. maybe that's right or wrong idk.
>as for your mom, that 'man can only serve one master' might be true here, you can't really be a fanatic of 2 different things I think, they'll conflict. Your mom was ashamed to displease her shaming god, and them their shaming god of 'normal strength' idk
nah its fine anon just took a while to absorb kitty luved your long post anon and kitty so agrees... that is binary choices are linked to "Only serve one master" mindset, that pursues the upper echalons of normality, and yeah totes, my mother def has things she is ashamed of she thinks her god would be wrathful over... and normal strength thats such a great way to put it...
>>5364
>yeah there's an absolutely poisonous culture of shame and posturing 'strength' in that. I still kinda harbor some of it, because if I really were expelled from society and allowed myself to be visibly weak and different, I *would* be letting myself and those I care about get hurt, but it's just so poisonous and painful to live under.
that is the truth anon, the terrible terrible truth, kitty advises no reckless decisions in that light, its super complex seemingly nigh impossible to fix yet so horribly true... It seems you are only allowed to make one singular deviation from the norm for the singular master, and if you dare to deviate in more than one way... life is terribly lonely, and you get so much cruelty directed at you, thats if the single cause masters discover you deviate in more than one way ofc, its so sad

libpol!

bnuuy

ymuuy

time to lay in bed

hmm
too warm

too wet

hi recima

hello anon :)

libpol

>>5373
<3 I’m looking forward to reading your post but I have a little bit of a headache. think I’m going to try resting my eyes. thank you for making it <3

libpol!

recima come back to bw

what

why

and who are you

libpol!

>>5376
recopma

>>5373
well said kitty, thanks for always being so kind and nice to talk too <3
I think maybe you can deviate more if you're strong and powerful, so ya know it's not hopeless, and we should try to enjoy ourselves with those we can most trust, but yeah, we need to keep trying towards our own power and a world where one day we're not competing for power, pulling eachother down.

>>5393
i miss you

libpol

liberal politics

>>5399
i'm on libpol

>>5389 kitty is so sorry you had a headache :'(
kitty gets a fair amount of migraines sometimes a warm slightly wet damp rag helps when mine is bad, i always got more headaches than the average purrson i think... I... had to turn off my VPN to post here, basically if you desperately need a VPN I guess its best to post on brainworm... The reason why VPNs might already be banned or will be banned in the future is because of well... There's some persistent anons who are super horrible persons, who try to do terrible shit here, and the only way to keep this anon out is via disabling VPNs... So I basically visit here, disable my VPN briefly to post a little or respond to some posts then switch my VPN back on afterwards...
>>5397
>we need to keep trying towards our own power and a world where one day we're not competing for power, pulling eachother down.
so true anon, lateral violence i think is that kinda thing, where people try to outcompete each other hoping to get promoted by one of the single issue masters, and well umm you know the whole "pick me syndrome" thing...

>>5405
im on libpol too

anon has a point but not the greatest metaphor

yea

yea

>>5417
this is so real

you can tell that i don't have a job because of how long my fingernails are

ive seen ppl working with long as finger nails

do i look like a worker

sometimes u dress like ud be working in a nice cafe i think

i don't have a cafe job

ik

i may look like i'm a worker but that doesn't mean i work it y'know

god i wish i worked at a hat shop

are there like stores specifically for hats nowadays

in a select few places yes in most places no

makes sense it seems rare

ud just find them in clothes stores

maybe u can work in the hat department

primarily custom hats

those all look the same to me but im not very well learned about hats

>>5434
all the ones on the left shelves yea its not a great example

ohh

maybe u can open ur own hat store

or r there hate stores near u

that would be cool but i don't have any hats nor the knowledge to make them nor a store

>>5439
i think there might be a hobbylobby lol

libpol is a nice site

wha the hek

you're now monke >>5444

no

i'm recima

*pew*

:(

please don't anon

monke

🐵

anon please don't i don't want this anon please don't try to make me hate myself

theres only one thing that can save u

listening to this song

.play evilmane the heavy six

did you know? you cannot spell monkey without "monk"

or "key"

Are you keeping up with your gregorian chants?

idk what that means

monks are always doing gregorian chants

anon can you stab me

whats a gregorian chant

.play gregorian chanting

.play gregorian chant

>>5461
>>5462
money

.play monks chanting

ok i guess this is buddhist monk chanting which is close enough

.skip

i like the song bt he did not have the energy in the video

anonymous can you throw a rock at me

i throw a banana at you

that hurts more than a rock

anon please don't hate me

please

please

pleae

please

please don't call me that

please anon

"you"

that's okay

you can call me you

is this a bit or r u having a melty

melty and wtf ur like only the second person i've met to call it a melty

who was the other

a pedophile

oh god

im gonna stop using it

lmao

wtf i like the term melty lol

its good

but

its cursed now

thank you for being careful with me though

wdym

>>5488
this

i'm like

a coffee cup

and like

u gotta be careful not to throw it in the air but sometimes you don't know you're throwing a coffee cup in the air and instead think you're throwing a pillow in the air

i tenderly lob a mango at you

did you accidentally throw coffee

i would accept being given a frut

>>5507
no

i just used a metaphor

frut gummy

imagine a metaphor

i dont see it

me neither

>>5513
#hug

>>5515
#hug

anon you are really sweet and kind and if you want one (1) recima gf i will be willing to give you a free week's trial of recima gf

that's okay

i'm kind of a whore so don't worry abt it

im definitely a whore

that's so cool

do you suffer from lonliness

not rly

oh

hi april

hi

how can i become a whore like you

idk

im just born this way or its like all the trauma and stuff

oh

or the drugs

i don't do drugs

thats good

caffeine is a drug though

but out of all of them its probably the best

i hope that one day someone can pin me down and make me afraid and take advantage of me but not economically unless i'm the one getting money

same sometimes

itd be rly cool if someone gave me money

i hope that i can get money so i can get srs so i can not hate myself

i hope that for u too

you are a kind person apple

ty i try to be

i used to be pretty mean

i don't try to be nice

why not

idk

i want to harass someone and get them to be mean to me and make me cry and then feel bad for it and console and hug me

do u like being mean

i can't do that though because that's emotional manipulation

ya manipulation is generally not good unless theyre rich

are you rich

i will be one day

i will manipulate you one day

yayyyyy quads #oracle ()

im pretty much impossible to manipulate

im super easy to manipulate

should i tell the person i have a crush on that i have a crush on

one of the three

if u want to

idk

seems like a bad idea

why

telling others how you feel is a bad idea

i think its generally a good thing

communication is important

but then they won't make me cry as much

why do u want that

so that they can reassure me and tell me that everything will be okay

why would someone that makes u cry even reasure u

because they feel bad about making me cry

then why did they make u cry

emotional manipulation

on ur behalf?

idk

i'm not good at dating

ya i think u have some emotional things u need to sort out

nuh uh

ur stuck in a downward spiral its like a feedback loop

oh

u need to escape it and have healthy relationships

i want someone to take care of me so i don't die

generally speaking other people arent good solutions to ur problems

unreliable

consider the following

i'm not very good at existing

ya ik how it is im speaking from experience

you are real april

no im fake

me too

i'm gay

im bi

woah

pan even

that's so cool

its pretty neat

i remember when i was a fresh teen i was reading some webcomic and the main char was bi and im like wow thats cool u can just date whoever u want i wish i were then i thought about it and realized i was

woahhh

the internet made me gay

are you going to i mean ummm uhhh

no i woke up like 5 hours ago

oh
wait me too wtf

why are you awake at 5am

its 8am rn

oh

i just like

dont have a sleep schedule

so cool

oh

no its awful

woah

wha

oh are you redacted anon

no im sitll april

oh

april don't tell anon this but i have a crush on them

who is it

u should tell me so i know who to not tell

anon

they're an anon

redacted anon tho

whats redacted

who they are

who are they

anon

no

wait snap one monent

.skip

.play blind conerto mr oizo

yeah fair enough

okay uhhh

u know the last group chat we were in and how someone joined

that's the person who i have a crush on

oh ok

don't tell them though

i wont!!

>>5635
wait this is still u right april

no that wasnt me

oh no

>>5635
also sry i thought u were gone and it was 2 hours long

oh snap

april help

with what

>>5645
no it was stupid chanting i queued for a meme

idk who the anon is

april who's the anon help

>>5649
oh ok i was worried u were like deep in mediation and i just sanpped u out of it or smth

>>5652
i will never achieve nirvana. i will forever wander this scorned world of samsara. it is all your fault

i did once

>>5651
idk

>>5653
im sorry pls forgive me...

anon are you the anon who i put a hat on

#itsover (6)

to be fair recima everyone u have a crush on probably already knows

no im subtle

ur not

anon did i put a hat on you

>>5661
then name the thre people j have a crush on not including the one i just talked about

u act like u have a crush on every anon u meet so

oh

i also dk who u talk to so i wouldnt be able to name them

>>5666
are you april

ya

okay

are you alril

beeveeeeee

that wasnt me

OH NO

.play mr oizo postif

are ypu the person i put a hat on

um!!

OH NO

APRIL DONT SNITCH

my lips r sealed

oke good

ANON I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU IM SORRY

ah young love

>>5682

april help what do i do

idk

oh

usually if id want to date someone id just tell them

okay ummm

anon i would like to know more about you as a person and possibly spend time and talk about cool things like furniture or hobbies but only if you're comfortable with it

>>5694

>>5694

woah

>>5693
usually you would do this privately

doing it in a public area is safer

or else you might get kidnapped or something

thats only for irl

>>5701
.....oh....

.play mr oizo charlixcx hands

>>5702
ya ppl cant kidnap u from dms

its over

also anon i don't want to put pressure on you but can you just say no at this point so i don't have to question deeply whether or not you're just afraid to say anything i mean its fine to say nothing but it makes me nervous

sorry i shouldn't ask that of you

what kind of things do you want to talk about

hobbies and sending eachother little kissy face emoticons

my hobbies is reading textbooks

.play charli xcx sophie vroom vroom

thats a good hobby

knowledge is power

powerful anon >~<

.....

i'm going to roll into a ball and hide now bai bai

i'm going to roll you like a katamari and fling you into space

>>5717
are you april

nope thats not me

.play charli xcx trophy

>>5717
is this a good thing or a bad thing

woah are you calling me rice now >~<

no its just a funny picture

oh

my first ex used to call me rice

ricema

and then she hit me

and threatened my friends

thats not good

so i broke up with her

that sounds bad

and she leaked intimate photos

thats a crime

and told me that she wanted me to run over a small child while driving and be sent to life in prison and get raped daily

she was a bit strange

sounds psychotic

that may be possible

good riddance

probably yeah

she also tried to get me to smoke weed but i was like hell nah

.play american wasteland nascar aloe

i love weed

are you april

ya

hmm

ok ill put my name on to make things less confusing

hi april

anon can you reject me pls

>>5749

>>5749

>>5749

woah

yea that's a good one

ya

april i think its over

nah ur fine

are you sure

i think its over i haven't heard anything yet

they told u their hobbies thats something

i already knew those hobbies

idk usually u do this stuff privately cause it kinda puts ppl on the spot when u do it in public

oh

should i just like
cut my losses and like
run tf away

up 2 u

umm
no u decide pls

if i were u i would meditate on what ur looking for out of a relationship

and what ur values r and why ur doing it

>>5769
saying goodmorning and goodnight and being kind to eachother and also getting made fun of

thats not meditating

idk how to meditate

focus on ur breathing and try to breathe in a rythym

i usually do that