<3

romeo

what's up :< wh

please

we're here if you come back, please

even if things are awful rn

god

does anyone have Romeo somewhere

; _;

yea

just hope someone has him somewhere n all but yea, sad

just hope smth y'know

,_,

would gib
alc or water or how mean

might take some klonopin

yea ,-,

yea, if I'm on too

awww

I took like .1 mg of kpin but might take another .3

Klonopin

12 hour benzo that's basically uh

feels similar to alc bwa

I don't rly drink

awe
I like the taste but don't like the effects on my body
I have panic stuff so get benzo script so try n help when needed w it

and ;-;
mhm sad

trying not to go into all those thoughts yet in case I'll have a breakdown or smth

reminder ily peeps thoughs n if still around or see this then pls reach out to whoevs you need, any of chu too

trying to think if I should tell my nurse practitioner I have e now or not, she asks like every appt but I worry Abt any reaction to DIY (if I have to explain where its from), though last time I did the same thing where I started it then told them n got blood tests

yea

its always been diy w me though n yk

yeah I just get stressed about it, its probably not an issue though

I'm supposed to have started taking escilitoropram but haven't taken it cus I don't want the dulling/on ramp side effects, guh

webaa aaa

did u get dm

<3 reminder to sweets that things do get better even if they suck rn, or may suck for a while, but can work out of that, sigh

gosh

idk if I've ever shared much about my time doing self harm/hotline support in the dollars for a few years

that was a lot
take care of urselves, sweets..

(they had a support community that offered like anonymous group counselling type stuff, and cus they had so few people on the team I applied n worked up to being the only SH 'counselor' at the time)

n drink water too straw

alc dehydrates

be safe

aaa

I hope u can get the care u need, I'm sorry you're dealing with this right now, I know its tough n awful

mhm...
just take some time to recover and we'll be happy to hear from you again whenever you're able

luv chu n peeps bwa

hope u can recover physically soons as awful as it is, n get some support in person from peeps however works for you now

take care
<3

mhm..

I had to enter the old uh

compartmentalized part of self for the sh support thing I was mentioning to avoid panic attacks bwa

proud of u peeps keeping on n being selves, too

mhm ; _;

think he's gone cus ambulance

reminds me the

Dollars support space existed cus of all the hotlines calling 911 to your location n making people not reach out to them cus of that n all, sigh
was a tough situation

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I should find that video of me as like

there's a video from a concert that Im in the background of backstage as a baby

aww

mhm..

I took like

1/3 a pill cus I didn't wanna mess myself up before an appt in 3-4 hrs

awe

I mostly get bad typing on like dxm

my vision gets

man, Ive been taking like 10~ mg of dxm for cough from allergies n
I'm getting some of the vision effects (to get high you have to take like 100-200+ mg)

it makes text and things start to glow and have fuzziness a long their edges, higher doses do a lot of weird stuff

silly

yeah

acid does a lot of weird stuff to looking at the computer, its kinda fun tho in its own way, I remember now looking at discord on my phone after my first time trying it on like 1-2 gel tabs

but dxm kinda intensifies some of my symptoms of visual snow

ye

it can be tough if youre already in a bad mental space but if you have comfort n a nice place then it can make things rly happy and all, though you'll probably have periods of crying at points

hehe

yeah

I can be really messed up and uh

play it off, which is for much better and much worse

I've been kinda real messed up here once or twice, maybe

and bwaaa, ur all cuter

luv u peeps

>>609786

>>609790

>>609791
qtpie

bwa

awe

davesprite was talking Abt something akin to that n prophecies n stuff the other day

aw

I wanna go on train n visit Nona n stuffs, and anyone else in this region maybe

aw

ye greyhounds are cheap, relative to everything else

there was the one homeless info activist/hacker who crossed the US CA border with help of greyhounds then went back into the US (sneaking in while wanted by the FBI) and greyhounded to Mexican border

ily all

oh are u editing website

or smth else

and yeah it can be pain

I'd recommend

is it sad girls webmaster page, they have an auto generating layout feature you can use to edit off of

lel

yeah

also

err what do you use to edit it, just the neocities page? there's some editors that help you do it

I use Phoenix code (previously known as brackets) as it has a live preview thing, themes, plugins, and lets you edit html/css more easily with autocomplete and all this stuff

you can find my sites at uhh

here's one

https://www.ours.nekoweb.org/

and

https://spm.nekoweb.org/

this isn't updated as of late but I need to add a lot to it

>>609846
yes

also

I'll compile by bootstraps for you

no deth for peeps, need to wrap up in blankets n gib care

I'll actually

ohhhh

you're editing mobile one hmm

cant you do that through margins too?

yeah

lol

try changing the number then refreshing the page each time to see which works for you

I'll link you a code editor that's easy and simple with live updates for each edit (so you can see what the change did, or if it broke things)

lol

oh yeah!

phoenix code has a live editor that has a web version
https://phcode.dev/

>>609887
lel

if u link ur page I can take a look too unless its just the one u posted yday

cant rose just edit the margins left and right to make it fit on mobile

brb baffroom

>>609912
awww

;3;

nuh!!

ur a real girl

:33

ily peeps...

ur all guud girls..

;-;

hab u played the akonit demo randal

аконит

google it with uhh

hecc

akonit game

what's the indie game platform, god

yeah itch

its on itch

qrd?

its just a emo rn but rpg (rpg maker too, I think) game with cute story n stuffs n
cool art, reminds me of some of the social media stuff in Until Then too I think, its not out yet I'm p sure, think its originally in Russian tho

rpg maker story board game I assume is gonna become like

hehe

;w;

>>609986
yea

its probs that

like the css file is overriding it/conflicting

think u should edit the vw there but

its in a comment

<3

proud of u straw

>>610007
ye

capitalism is a scam

art is life

>>610022
smh

-v-