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derrick_phone(Luzia)
>>610429
they call me silento the way im a one hit wonder and arrested on charges relating to murder
anon
They call her the longbuster cause she'll take out a whole dart in one pull
>>610436
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I need to try a bong someday
derrick_phone(Luzia)
>>610432
if i did this i would green out for 3 days my tolerance is so low
>>610443
derrick_phone(Luzia)
im being so fr a single blunt could easily last me a week if i ration it
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aw
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I haven't smoked since the last time uh
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we were doing I think ababa
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so tolerance is also basically 0
derrick_phone(Luzia)
>>610443
im a lighter weight, dont even try me
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:3
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I'm only rly a lightweight w weed
anon
I'm a lightweight on everything
anon
I wish to enjoy a campari soda in the sun
anon
but it is raining...
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ooo
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Ive not had, I think
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makes me want elderberry soda tho, or inka cola
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or the Aussie root beer
anon
First time I had campari was in france and it was like one of the few liquors I actually enjoyed at the tim
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I wish I'd have gotten to travel outside the US..
anon
You will eventually
anon
When the time comes, I will be fleeing to Costa Rica and if you pay me I can be your coyote
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mhm
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I'm gon go wherever I can
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awe
anon
But actually nah, I am still firm in staying here
kate 🐅
Trying to use the hgroup tag more, subheadings are fun.
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:o
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that looks useful, I should add that to my bootstrap for pieces on my website
anon
I should strap you down and add you to my cuddle pile
>>610470
straw bury
.play conan volt thrower
>>610471
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oops
anon
And now I know you use obsidian note, it is so over for you
straw bury
>>610471
saeki ur so pretyyyyyyyyyyt
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ur all prettierrrr...
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:kiss yuri
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bwaaaa
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pretty gurl
straw bury
.skip (video skipped)
anon
.play the melvins hooch
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2
straw bury
>>610479
this shoduil totaly be us
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mhmmm
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started thinking Abt moving again more
anon
I agree
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n Abt going pac NW bwa..
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looking for bike rn to find work n save for moar
straw bury
jhfjljhgfg
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I have the money to move n stuff but need stable money to rent more than a bit
davesprite
14901.gif
::hello_chat
grrring
my hands, they are too slow
i need to draw faster
straw bury
dsaveeee dave dacve lollk
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and hai
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aw
davesprite
also hiii frens
straw bury
dav euts kuje si cxiik einwI USSB RJJJUJK GUJNSEFKF UTS ka igbba ve ij teag un drybj kik==klol
>>610505
davesprite
>>610506
oh no :(
i am glad they got to an ambulance, whatever occured
i hope they're okay will keep them in my thoughts until they return
>>610515>>610512
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yee
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fool is real cool
straw bury
>>610508
he did hes ok now o i got drujnk for no earseason lollllllllllllllllllllllll lmfao
>>610514
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I have all of their layouts downloaded on drive
davesprite
>>610512
oh oki glad you got conf he's okay
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mhm
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he came back and thankfully is getting help now but ahhh
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gahhh
davesprite
yeah hate for anyone to be going through that ;_;
everyone ya take good care of yourselves
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pls take care of urselves sweets
davesprite
guard against burnout and spiralling always
be there for each other
etc
davesprite
i just want everyone to be well and happy
it's the right way for things to be
straw bury
saeki move to the pacific northewst quick i need a pretty girl to hug me stat
>>610530
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wan
davesprite
>>610527
i might be moving to the pnw soon we could meet up and i could radicalize you heheh
>>610534
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all the hugs
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ooo
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was talking Abt moving back
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luv u
straw bury
i locw you t oo saeki
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< 3
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hehe, qt3.14s
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
rose orlando
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
ghhhh i stink rn wtf
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
me fr
straw bury
rose
straw bury
olerlandol............
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
thats one way to spell it
straw bury
orlando
straw bury
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
thats the proper way, well done baby
straw bury
^w^
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good girl :3
straw bury
kjkgfjkjfkjfdf
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hehe
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
played some under nights in-birth today
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ooo!
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I still have it open to look into trying
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
theres no crossplay unfortunately :(
straw bury
.play electric wizard viunnum sabathi
straw bury
forebeidden sorceryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy vbinum sabathiiiiiiiiiiiiii
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:3
straw bury
vivi ii dojnt eat the choclolate
straw bury
shes gonna die :((((((
straw bury
mnsav u i wish i was rrg a girl
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ur a real n pretty gurl
straw bury
saeki ur like the seweets oerson i know
straw bury
.play how it is. how it is going to be.
na-dee-eh (mobile version)
me too thanks
>>610582
straw bury
>>610580
ur cute i like seeing ur mesages
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^^^
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o-o
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weird
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and haiii
yngven
hii strawed berry and saki
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also not the img I wanted, that ones shit ai'
straw bury
yhvngen jr like ikd even what to asy ur like i liek talking to u
yngven
i could barely make out what you're sayingh but i agree i like talking to you too
straw bury
lmaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ikm drujnk sorry i think ur rlly sweet i like u a lot
yngven
:)
yngven
also got told to kill myself after telling someone that them getting mad over calling puppy girls racist was funny
straw bury
yngven pls dont kill urself
straw bury
pls dont
yngven
yeah no im fine lol
yngven
i've been told that so many times before it doesn't affect me anymore
straw bury
ok
straw bury
-w-
anon
My cat desperately craves the husky
yngven
Tankies on twitter are a whole 'nother breed of human being i swear to god
anon
they're retarded but unfortunately i believe in leftist unity
yngven
oh yeah im absolutely a leftist too
yngven
but holy shit tankies r braindead
anon
A significant portion of tankies do not care much about any sort of unity or really any of the things that most other leftists believe in, that is to say that if unity is the objective, they should really be ejected from any sort of movement
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real and true
yngven
all tankies above the age of 14 stop being tankies
straw bury
nmy eyes huurt
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awww
yngven
hope they feel better soon :(
straw bury
i lvloe u guys
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ily2 ; w; n all peeps here bwa..
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hope u can sober up soon
yngven
lowkey i need to leave twitter bro all the shit that goes on there is so immature
>>610630
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aw
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left a few yrs ago
yngven
like every scandal that goes on on twitter is either someone said a dumb thing like 10 years ago or someone misinterprited a sentance or something that another person said
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>610621
good luck saeki ily <3
yngven
straight elementary playground banter
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tyty
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watching anarchist vids n trying to calm down
yngven
twitter after the OG owner sold it was a mistake
yngven
i forgor his name
anon
I think even when it was Jack Dorsey it was kind of eh.....
yngven
Jack Dorsey was his name
yngven
yeah twitter has always been 'men'
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do u hab bsky
yngven
i do but i literally never use it
anon
Twitter has gotten markedly worse, but I have zero nostalgia for the "good old days" of twitter either
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peeps can find me there if wan
yngven
cuz nothing goes on on bsky
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o strt posting
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
bsky is v boring yeah
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i post 12 ass pics a day on twitter, go follow
>>610648
yngven
i will not since i'm a youngin
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I'll make some new socials to send u peeps
anon
Twitter is basically a good porn advertising platform and that's it lol
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
twinkanon go follow my twitter so you can see my ass pics
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I would but lel
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
(the joke is i dont post ass pics)
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i used to but not anymore
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ye
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yh I had l
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I had like 1.5k followers for lewd cosplay
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
wtf.... highbie...
anon
I posted a dick pic to twitter one time, or like at somebody lol
anon
But other than that, it basically a platform for finding stuff
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
bsky is kinda lame cos the ppl i follow there are like ppl whos stuff i rlly love but u realise that they're all very millenial
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brb for appt
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
bsky sucks cos absolutely no one interacts with my posts lol
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bacc
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awww
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I haven't seen them on my tl ;-;
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
haiii
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i posted a new one lol
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I wud repost
anon
if i was a scientific researcher i would publish alll my papers with units like 1/26th of an inch instead of 1mm
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I'm gonna be drafting up sum Abt my research pieces
straw bury
rose rlijmnk ur bluesky so ic an look tat ur bluesky or maybe the link is on ur neocities i willl there tcheck there first but if not i will check here again
>>610676>>610678
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hehe
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roses pfp is qt
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dissociated for the appt but
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told I had access to e again and that its purity tested n I would get blood tests etc, thankfully didn't get into things much otherwise than having to assure I was figuring out work
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do I have u as moot on bsky
straw bury
>>610678
omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont havea bleuskty lol
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hehe
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awe
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I like it but also dislike it for reasons peeps here probs don't care Abt cus obscure
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>tries to posture as a federated platform but actually isnt
fujo
thoughts that kind of are like "is my perception of reality" true are really scary kinda tbh
fujo
ok not scary but like... weird
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guh
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and yeah you can get into thought loops from that bwa
>>610692
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aw
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>>610692
::hug sad
reach out to peeps if u need to talk Abt it or support, n bouncing off others to see if you're being rational or venting out the painful thoughts
fujo
idk if i am being rational, i cannot trust others who will judge the words i say i think
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ye but
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reaching out to peeps to ask n talk about it, n see how others think abt it can help you recognize if it's smth you need to think on more
fujo
i did but i'm not sure if i'm psyopping myself into believing things happened differently
>>610704
fujo
basically questioning my own perception of reality
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brb one sec
davesprite
yesss it's getting faster now
i am churning out lineart
i am so glad i decided to do puppets
>>610708
davesprite
if anyone else struggles with figure drawing
just draw muppets until you get better at perspective
they're so easy to pose
little noodle frens
davesprite
oh sorry i came on at a bad time didn't i
i gotta start reading chat before i post
anon
hello. famouse scientist anon here with an announcement. crustaceans are not sea bugs. Bugs are land crustaceans
thank u gor coming to my science talk
davesprite
>>610706
this is gonna sound trite but are you sleepy, or especially hungry maybe?
states of dissociative psychosis or like, that type of thing even if milder, can be brought on by your body being in an unbalanced state
it may help settle your mind to do something simple like snack and nap
if it's not anything like that i would also recommend grounding exercises
5-4-3-2-1 is a good one (list to yourself 5 things you can touch, 4 things you can see, etc, down the senses in whichever order feels easiest)
>>610716
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family just got home
davesprite
guhh
davesprite
ayy happy mimemoder
fujo
>>610707
i ate today and i slept well.. it's something that's been bothering me for a while now, it's not like i'm freaking out or anything..
psychosis is probably a bit far fetched idk
>>610722
davesprite
>>610717
real
i yearn for the steppes
anon
are you typing in a sanstorm lmfao
>>610720
davesprite
>>610719
i just have fat fingers when i type and walk lol
also i always have autocorrect turned off
anon
oh lmfao
davesprite
>>610716
that's why i said like psychosis
that's a freaky term but it really just means super psyched out and detached feeling and it's a spectrum of states
mild paranoia could be described (no doctor would say this, but could be) as mini-psychosis for example
>>610726>>610723
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>>610722
yeah I was gonna mention psychosis as it does have similarities (and it isn't as crazy usually as most peeps would assume) but can feel any range of ways
yngven
:3
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it can be short or triggered just by stress n thought loops at times if in a bad place
fujo
>>610722
i dont think im paranoid really.. it's more like being confused and doubting myself
>>610751
yngven
imposter syndrome?
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probs
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was gon say, or smth similar
yngven
>>610691
linux content creators are psyops and you can't change my mind
>>610733
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>>610731
reluctant anarchist is cool but not who I was looking for
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looking for the italian guy who called out the Linux blogger who participated in LA Jan 6th
yngven
oh my
yngven
i also will say my statement wasn't pointed at you in specific
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there's this long time Linux blogger/anti woke yter who is still semi accepted in the linux scene despite being a terrible person and bringing dei arguments into Linux stuff n so on
yngven
what a dork
yngven
bringing that stuff into LINUX talk
straw bury
im not aas drunk anymore i think
>>610741
straw bury
>>610741
will u be girls kissing with me???????????
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hehe, sure yis
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hppy
anon
>>610717
I wish I could be a Mongolian from the Steppe riding with my brothers, sending my falcon out to hunt rabbits, herding my yaks.
>>610753>>610749
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straw bury
>>610747
i wish i was chinese so i could shoot u with a big evil sharp arrow right in ur head
>>610750
davesprite
>>610726
this sounds like detachment or depersonalization of some kind
in the same general area, not that the categorization super matters except insofar as it helps you
may be just that you're under a lot of anxiety that's pushing down your self perception and making you feel on unstable footing so to speak
>>610756
straw bury
>>610750
i will light the signal fire so that my brothers in arms know of your invasion and swiftly crush it
>>610755
davesprite
>>610747
i want to live in modern mongolia real bad tbh
there are motorcycle nomads and i desperately want to learn their lifestyle
they bike where there are no roads with their yurts in tow
peak steel horse
>>610754
davesprite
>>610753
the one thing is i imagine they probably go to the bathroom in a hole which is not great
but worth it
anon
>>610752
You will not stop me. You will warm my bed and be my concubine. You will watch over the yurt while I hunt.
>>610757
fujo
>>610751
so you're trying to tell me... that what i am thinking/feeling is probably right and have more confidence?
i dont understand sorry :(
>>610758>>610760
straw bury
>>610755
you will be crushed under the feet of my hundred thousand million brothers of the great chinese army. you will be punctured by one thousand arrows. you will be crushed under the hooves of a great horse. you will never make it over the great wall
>>610759
davesprite
>>610756
not a confidence issue per se more a sense of certainty
like, anxiety can make you fray at the edges and make it hard to tell what is true
i am telling you to nurture yourself and try to achieve a low stress state, that may help you get out of the worry spirals
>>610775
davesprite
>>610756
also no need to apologize! it's okay if you don't understand me; i struggle to communicate stuff like this because i metaphorize my own experiences so much and i try to convey things in weird metaphor
so if you don't get it it's probably on me
also i am not impatient regardless
just wanna help you figure out what's going on in your head and what you wanna do about it
anon
I am proud of you!
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ily2
gloober
awww thanks saeki
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gloober
^^
fujo
>>610758
yea idk i'm not really in an anxious state, this has been bothering me for a while now :/
>>610777
davesprite
>>610775
ok so not anxious, not physically unwell, just malaise and detachment and uncertainty?
if that describes it it'd be classic depersonalization
usually there IS anxiety underneath that, you're just not allowing yourself to feel the things that are stressing you out so hard you waver out of certainy altogether
i could of course be wrong
but detached states like this tend to root to either anxiety or some kind of trauma trigger response (which is also sort of a form of anxiety) unless you're just like uber chemically imbalanced and in need of antidepressants or stimulants or something (which is a possibility -- i have unmedicated adhd and i know it can def pull people apart to have such issues, bipolar messes people up too, etc)
>>610785
straw bury
>>610759
the fury of a thousand red dragons a mile long each shall fall upon u and u will run back crying to ur barren plains and continue to sleep with ur horses
>>610780>>610781
anon
>>610779
I will burn down your fields and put my yaks out to pasture on them. I will take you as my woman and you will be grateful.
>>610784
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lunduke is insane
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and I rarely if ever use that word
straw bury
>>610781
your yaks will be consumed by a great famine which will spread to ur children and then ur wives and then to u, and i will not be afflicted by ir for i will never be ur concubine
>>610786
anon
>>610784
I'm a nomad, I don't need agriculture. You will be the one suffering from a famine when I raze your villages to the ground and take your treasures, women, and land.
>>610790>>610791
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>>610785
Im also here if ever need bwa
davesprite
>>610785
oh yeah sorry ig this is a little public to get so specific on the analyzing and advising :p
i am slow in dms but you can
let me generate a link rq
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I'd have commented more rn but doing stuffs ;<
straw bury
>>610786
the great chinese people do not need food to survive, unlike you hideous raiders. we are sustained by the love for our great countruy which can never be destroyed by the likes of you
>>610794
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>>610786
I'm also a sort ofdigital nomad in the original sense of the word, not how tech bros use it
davesprite
>>610792
(anyone else is free to add until i nuke it tho you're all cool)
anon
>>610790
Ask the Iranians how that worked out. You will be conquered if you do not submit.
>>610798
davesprite
>>610792
#edit replace this post with a "this user has removed the contents of this post to protect their privacy" type form-statement, but written as if it was delivered by sonic the hedgehog
>>610800
straw bury
>>610794
i know not of which u speak but despite all i will never be ur concubine
>>610799
anon
>>610798
The Mongolians accidentally genocided the Iranians because they didn't understand how agriculture worked and turned their fields into pastures so the population collapsed as the pastoral lifestyle couldn't hope to sustain the population. China was only spared from this under the Yuan because the Yuan basically absorbed the eunuch bureaucracy and had them run things.
>>610802
davesprite
>>610797
awful, thank you robot, good robot
davesprite
oh wait i didn't get a friend request
straw bury
>>610799
our brave enunuchs will protect our great nation ur pathetic little invasion force and ur putrid yaks will never take over us
>>610807
straw bury
anon
>>610802
Nobody tell her that the population of China dropped by 60 million during the Mongol Invasion
straw bury
fake. fake and gay fake gay mongol faggot
anon
It could be because the Mongols enslaved so many they weren't counted in the census lol
davesprite
oh right links just add people directly into your friends without giving you a notif
lol, disc is so dumb
anon
>>610812
Saeki, opinions on historically authentic Mongol x Chinese ERP???
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strange, idk
anon
Would you become the wife of a steppe nomad?
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
helloooo davesprite
straw bury
rsoe
straw bury
anyone know what steak tartar is????????
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
yurr
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
its like raw steak and they cut it up a bunch and mix it with like an egg yolk or smth
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
n they dont cook it
>>610824
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yh
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I said earlier, not had tar tar stuff b4 :<
straw bury
>>610821
oooohhhhhh ok thank u my mongol husband was annoying me to make some for him
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:v
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wait are u rping w someone lel
>>610829
straw bury
no????????
straw bury
my husband is just annoying me for not knowing any traditional steppe nomad meals
anon
>>610826
We would NEVER do Mongolian ERP
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
do any of you guys wanna hear a little bleepbloop track??
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