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maybe see if they have a non 911 line for you
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get out if your alarm I going off, its not not not good
nona
hi
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heya!!!
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hows chu been Nona ?
::hug
nona
hi good
nona
i went swimming with friend today in lake michigan
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ooo! was thinking Abt going to the beach earlier cus Twink mentioned thought
n nicuuu c: sounds real comfy n fun rn, tho been so hot yea
>>612556
nona
an chatted for a long time n the sand
nona
awww
nona
>>612552
so hot! it was soooo nice to cool down. also as someone who was raised going to the ocean, fresh water is a nice change. u feel less gross afterward. i miss the waves tho :( its so fun to boogie board and float around and swim under them
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aww, ye
isabit less gross n blegh
but cutee, I'm real glad to hear u had a nice time n trip :>
might end up going into the city if I have to be at rush for Endo agains, hopefully I don't have to go that far tho but
nona
oo
nona
im sorta busy this weekend :< but friday im open
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do wan make trips in n plan to do smth sometime if open n all ^v^
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but my stuffs had me seeing drs in the city a bit for a couple years
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oh ye dw w
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dw*
nona
next next weekend and friday i will be opens
>>612566
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I have to see when I can but ye, I have a dentist appt the Friday after this one but should be free for all of that's if I can get in, n will find out
::happy
I hope u can do whatchu need to dis week too n stuffs
nona
are they someone from here?
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ye, dw if not
nona
i mightve known a tboy named romeo like forever ago but that was in meatspace
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yeah
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awe
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they're just graduated HS
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but
err
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mhm,,
nona
aw
nona
i wish the best for them
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was a stressy few hrs
was very thankful to hear from them again tho even with it being y'know, though ver scary w not knowing how to reach peeps anywhere
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here if u or peeps ever need, too, sigh
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anything else fun chu doing soons n stuffs ?
been planning out stuff work wise n trying to figure out bike sum moar
>>612584
nona
r9k fucking blows
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yeah
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I quit cus it was just getting worse other than maybe one or two threads, usually
nona
>>612580
tmo hopefuly me an bf will go on bike ride and were gonna test out the backpacking stove / propane / mess kit / meals i bought. then thursday we might go explore a junkyard. friday idunno :P and this weekend i have a birthday party and maybe will hangout with roomie somewhere
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i may still use gif tho sigh
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ooo! nice, sounds like a gud time n hope u can make smth nice :>
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:v
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wish we had more junkyard esc stuff or electronics recycling facilities locally
n nicenice, hope it all goes well n u can get some time for self too
::puppygirl pat
nona
nona
my time by myself is nighttime
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aw, mhm
had to deal w monthly appt for ADHD n other meds today n stuffs
hmm, should try n get some in person stuff done this week too thoughs
nona
sometimes i feel its too much sytuff
nona
but then i remember that any time alone eventually leads to my depression
nona
being constantly surrounded by people is best
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:<<
well, I hope chu can just care for self how best works for you rn, but also finding ways to be more comfortable with self too even if things get tough in those ways sigh
but I'm glad chu have the peeps around n support in getting past that stuffs
::hug
>>612598
nona
.play lena rain ressurections
nona
>>612596
mhm i really need to learn how to be alone...
nona
never benn good at it
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aw,,
::lain pat
things can be like that sometimes, though working bit by bit, I hope you can help work to a place that's comfortable
n if ever able to give support, am here bwa
personally get the opposite but mostly err
so used to being alone at this point that it feels panicky to do the opposite, as low as this baseline is
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lel real
nona
well
nona
not rlly
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hehe aw
nona
but we;re kinda oppsites like them
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mhm. .
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I do like err
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when I have trust n feel comfy around peeps I do a lot better like that, majorly, but breaking out of isolation tendencies has been holding self back for a year or so now
though if my experience can help peeps w their opposite ones, open to as well now that I think Abt it from that sense, bwa. .
>>612615
nona
im lly eeppyyy.
nona
bf is sleeping in other room...wish we could sleep together but he snores rlly bad...arabic snoring lol..
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awe, I hope u can eep soons n rest well ,3, but d'aw yeaaa
ex bf I lived w was like that a lot n had extreme asthma n had to sleep w I forget its name but medicating air machine, only had to use it once myself I think
and d'awww
nona
>>612610
maybe we could help eachother heal..
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mhm, am here n mutually so if peeps need n both ways n all bwa
just w me I guh, gotta stop cutting myself off from everyone, which I dont wan be doing n makes me even moar mad at self bwa
nona
yea...
nona
ive always been the oppsite,.i want people but then they cut themsevles off from me...thankfuylly stuff has really stabled out with bf and roomie at least
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mhm
I'm glad things have gotten there's, I think w roomies n stuff around it'd be more stable for me n could work up to that, as I get that way more so once I have the support n all
but dealing w things falling apart n instability over n over ingrained in me a bit to just not try n hate that, trying to change it but bwa
dunno anyone around here anymore generally, most moved to like
errr niu or u of I or out of state n all
nona
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did i show all the drawings bf did of me?
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also awww ye, very precious qts
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making a collage of art n gon add my designs to it for when I can find peeps to do my character design into assets for site/vid bwa
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ehehe
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told my nurse practitioner I have e again
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hehe silly
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oh yeee
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I should
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get the everyone's or everybody's everything DVD for n awa
nona
aw yeh
nona
i have it pirated but a dvd would be cool
nona
crazy this mixtape is a fucking decade old now
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awwwww
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I got into a bwa headspace earlier I hadn't been in in a gud few months to year n was listening to music I hadn't in several
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while writing n stuffs
but was just remembering stuff that happened in n right after high school or stuffs
nona
m real
nona
peep always takes me right back to freshmen/sophmore year
nona
i would literally have my headphones in with peep playing nonstop from waking up to going to sleep for thos two years
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awe yea, I have to avoid listening to most of the songs n especially to Mac Miller cus of that same age in my life
::eepy
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aw,,
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patpat cuties
I like
nona
like damn im liesting to this album right now its taking me back to riding the bus home lol
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health had me bound to my room for a yr or so n music playing at that age brings me bacc to rough rough time, but got me through a lot of it; n awwe, I hope its comfy even if bittersweet huggu
nona
aw
nona
its bittersweet for sure. before it was just bittersweet cause peep was gone. now its double bitersweet because im so much older and those times were so long ago :/ like its gonna be a decade since lil peep pt.1 soon and thats crazy.
nona
and im already alot older than he ever was
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mhm
yea,, aw
I try not to think Abt the age n stuff cus I get into thought loops Abt err, putting self down for how rough a place I'm in at this age, but try to recognize why that is sigh
though yeah, is tough sometimes, but hope chu can find some comfort to catharsis in it agains
::pat
nona
wow this mixtape is legendary
nona
:happy glegle
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ehehe
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got sum iced tea n glass w ice, n a lil bit left of challah bread
nona
oo
nona
are u jewish?
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
no, im not
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nu nu lol
and haha
heya rose <3
>>612676
nona
hi rose
nona
im jewish i always liked challah
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am German/ukrainian
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n ouuu
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>612669
haiiiiiii saeki
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I just err like a lot of stuffs from diff cultures n all
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
apparently my like great granddad or smth was jewish
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aw
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I'd have to see w mine but its not too unlikely, as family fled from both Germany and Ukraine due to yk
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
but now im a swagist
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
B^)
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swagcutie
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
gonna get some haribos today hopefully
>>612693
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
hopefully then i will feel less deadpilled
>>612689
nona
haribos...awesome
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awww
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wud gib comfort n get stuffs cutes want
nona
i miss my bf ;-;
nona
hes so attractive
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>612685
gotta find a girl with a feeder kink so she can give me snacks a bunch frrrr
>>612696
nona
my bf has those long eyelashes that middle eastern ppl have but hes sorta curvy ish like a latina its crazy damn hes so hot
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and
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awwwe
sweet cuties
nona
persian/peruvian tboy is a crazy mixture
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ehehe
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
jaquelin wilson core tbh
lain from computers
she must not have noticed !!! her friend seems so worried
>>612708
lain from computers
>>612710
#edit interrupt this post with hair ruffling
lain from computers
stop touching my hair!!!
0.7855% not booger!boymodewng
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do you like how hot i made arthur look
0.7856% not booger!boymodewng
he's the most dappled murderer aroudn
lain from computers
how come hims beard clip into hims chin
0.7857% not booger!boymodewng
idk tbh
0.7858% not booger!boymodewng
he's based tho i burnt a slave owner alive by accident and the game gave me positive honor for it
lain from computers
#ai is it still hot if the guy's beard is clipping into his chin geometry

lmao yeah it's still hot, clipping issues are a vibe in their own way. style over realism any day.
is it still hot if the guy's beard is clipping into his chin geometry
0.7859% not booger!boymodewng
i meant to capture them and then fuck with them but then they fell in the fire my bad
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heya laein
lain from computers
hello sæki
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saiekiae
lain from computers
saæakæeiaæ
lain from computers
yeah that looks good
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
hiiii lain
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:'>
lain from computers
hi rose
lain from computers
good morning !
lain from computers
or
lain from computers
good night !!! i dont knmow what time it i s there !!!
>>612732
0.7860% not booger!boymodewng
>>612730
lier i know you know what time it is
>>612733
lain from computers
>>612732
rose doesnt live in olive garden country
0.7861% not booger!boymodewng
you shut your mouth how is that possible
(SCRAM)
0.7862% not booger!boymodewng
:( why scram
>>612741
lain from computers
>>612731
oh yeah this is like
level 2 in a dungeon
lain from computers
this bops but you should make the synth a little louder i think
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
which one?
lain from computers
UHm, . ., ,. . probably all of them that snare mogs the lead
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
yeaaah i did like forget to turn the drum fader down woopzies
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making noms
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I just was thinking
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maybe I look for like
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outfits for generally wearing but also for photo sets today
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
sexmod
lain from computers
1:36ghogh.mp3
this is the only thing ive been doing but i have been more invested in sprite stuff
i didnt realize you could just make sprites and its fine
>>612750
lain from computers
>>612752
#edit make this a smiley face
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lmao
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I'm opening Pinterest, I might send some boards of mine that have outfits or setups or stuffs
lain from computers
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>>612751
nothing yet but im realizing im going to need to know how to make sprites if i want to make a viddy game
its nuke test gf
>>612767
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and nicuu
nona
oooo i love pinterest!
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ohhhh
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ah ye
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I can uh
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I recommend aesprite for pixel
lain from computers
ohhh im usein aseprite
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ye
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>612758
lain do u wanna make a fighting game with me? itll be so awesome
>>612779
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using stuff like krita or more gen art/illustrator apps works too but ye
nona
fel free to browrse muh boards
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and
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I'd be interested to work on game w peeps n stuffs, design or howevs
lain from computers
ive literally never drawn before
so i am floundering trying to figure out basic representation w pixel stuff
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awww
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d'aww
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yeah
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errr
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trying out things like having an image of a sprite you like then trying to recreate it in another window can be a good start to practice, too
lain from computers
>>612767
i would do a creative thing together but i unfortunately hate fighting games !!!!!!
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
......agent of satan i fear
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I have the sprites n assets, maybe the demo too, for a side scroller me n a couple frens made in middle school
lain from computers
im for better or worse going to follow in the messy footsteps of beloved dog toby fox
>>612797
0.7865% not booger!boymodewng
I would like to be a part of making a game but only the part where you have a creative split and then fight and everyone hates eachother i would like to be the catalyst for that
>>612785
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-w-
lain from computers
>>612783
you should apply at blizzard
0.7866% not booger!boymodewng
they're not into that they just like harassing women
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lmao
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and guh
lain from computers
aren't you women
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join starbreeze
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ahah..
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:0
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I'll follow u, its my secondary acc but
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I'll follow on my main soon, I
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>612782
that one scene from toy story with the walls of buzz lightyear boxes
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I haven't logged into my main acc for a bit cus
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I showed u the art a close fren did of me for my PFPs and stuff right
>>612805>>612803
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pre transition
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oh waow err oke
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uh
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one has me n watermewon
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but
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if not, I had a friend who was the girl from Canada I met while I was being groomed who I've mentioned, so sweet n mutually helped peeps lots, but was an artist who was stuck between split household n lots of other stuff
but
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she did art for the bigger community I co owned for a bit n also my pfps and banners n stuff, but I hadn't talked to her in a few years, though was happy seeing she has a seemingly stable life now w roomies n stuff after me n my mom had been some of her only way to afford food n stuff for a while, but
I reached out to her again cus of the 'sunny' stuff w the whole err
grooming thing n just, I wanna get on Pinterest acc I use mainly but dm was there n so nervous. . .

though if I could commission her after all this time again that'd be really awesome w how much I liked n had used it before bwa
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running a discord w like 1.5-3k people that just allowed 'ironic' slurs n stuff (I was like 16 n didn't make it) was not great lel
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I'm also curious if u come up with a game in gen or fighting game concept if chu or peeps ever wan work on, oh!
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lemme make sure I downloaded the archive u sent me n fent n stuff the other day :33
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I just got reminded of this 2, the guy who made this vid had planned a PT 2 for this but hasn't ever made it but
used to talk w him n got to see his script cus I also was working on a project surrounding it, I'm rly glad his channel has blown up since then bwawa
or idk if they go by he tbh
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1
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eepy lil bored
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oh ye lemme follow guh I'm empty head
anon
empty your minds
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pours it into ur lap
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saeki puddle
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woah I didn't realize this post got all this
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awww drrr.com nostalgia
fujo
i......... i cant
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what's wrong :<
fujo
i woke up
fujo
another job application rejection in the mail... yep we're really making it
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:c
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usually I feel u don't even get a response sigh
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nowadays
fujo
"hehehehe its just a numbers game, just keep trying"
"you can do it some day"
aaaaaaaaaarghhhhhh
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you'll catch a break in time, but ik things suck rn awfully I'm sure and may continue to for a time
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peeps n I are here if able to offer help in some way I'm sures
fujo
i dont wanna depend on others to live
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not what I mean
fujo
i need to be strong and independent or something like that, that's what they're saying, no
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you can be, but we all have to have some reliance on others n there's no way around it sigh
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I mean other than just isolating urself forever which isn't the answer
>>612845
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it seems that way but it doesn't fix things
fujo
>>612843
it seems so appealing to be honest
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and it honestly isn't likely to be fulfilling, though the impulse can feel so
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plus its quite hard to get to sigh
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putting myself in the wires instead
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>4-5 days
>yrs later, rip
0.7867% not booger!boymodewng
#ksay lain aain bain cain dain eain fain gain hain iain jain kain main nain oain pain qain rain sain tain uain vain wain xain yain zain
0.7868% not booger!boymodewng
#ksay lain aain bain cain dain eain fain gain hain iain jain kain main nain oain pain qain rain sain tain uain vain wain xain yain zain
0.7869% not booger!boymodewng
#ksay lain aain bain cain dain eain fain gain hain iain jain kain main nain oain pain qain rain sain tain uain vain wain xain yain zain
anti twink aktion
wife..... good.....
>>612856
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still with ?
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heya
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
its fucked up that ted cruz sucks so bad he makes tucker carlson a likeable guy by comparison
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
im watching clips like "yeaaah get his ass tucker!" and then going "hey wait a minute, i hate this guy"
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hab banana
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n tucker moved to RU or whatevs too
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
damn dropped from OU to RU .... fell off
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1
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cutting out to (rose) orlando
anti twink aktion
>>612856
ya im going home Friday
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ooo that's sum nice time still c: I hope ur trip is greats
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
need a girl who buys me those overly priced cookies...
>>612875
sadmoder
world full of ban
gloober
>>612872
we can check the dumpster behind the bakery maybe
gloober
tfw dont meet the rose Orlando standards
>>612879
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
>>612876
sowwwwyyyy i like treats so i need a girl who can provides very many of them hehe
>>612880
gloober
>>612879
#kiss
u deserve to be a happy rosieposie
gloober
u feelin good saeki?
gloober
I’m gonna go for a run then wash the car then try to get puter working
gloober
luv u both
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<333
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and am meh, but hru - ?
gloober
<333
I’m ok- a lil tired but content I did that job application and got up before noon
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and awe
proud of cuties, u eep yet ?
lain from computers
>strong desire to make multimedia thing (e.g. viddy game)
>whoops you better become competent in like 4 different disciplines first
im going to have to like spend a year learning various things before i can pull something together im thinking
>>612901
lain from computers
at least i have 2/4 down
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also could work w peeps from here or otherwise who're doing the same rn .w.
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but yea
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is part of what started me learning a bunch of wide things
lain from computers
:(
i already know too many things.. i dont think i can learn more things
lain from computers
it sucks because you never get genuinely skilled in anything or if you ever do, it's mixed in with a bunch of other things that you get better at at a rate of slug/year
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if you get it down right, practicing the task of learning itself, it can be really useful n make it easier but
it also helps you in a lot of ways to have the broadness even if being specialized makes it less of a pain, or just different n normal to most ppl
though, chu could talk w rose or Daves or peeps who are/made games, n am here if anything specific needing or stuff, tho depends n all
::pat
fujo
>>612891
honestly? throw yourself into cold water and just pretend to know what you're doing, that's half of the battle won
>>612902
lain from computers
>>612901
im almost already there really
i have pretty clear ideas about how i want things to be, how to look, how to sound, what it says blah blah blah
the real hurdle is translation via whatever skill
>>612904
anon
hi a
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heya twink
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that's why I like design a lot n direction
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but, I try to be aware of each piece of it enough to be able to do it myself in ways, though it helps to have other peeps-
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but that also adds complexity n needs to communicate your ideas in ways that can be hard when starting out
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trying to catch an Espeon and zorua
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
i got the haribos im so happy
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yay
rose!!UTCPvC12Ac
weird question but ive started noticing a lot of like lighter, sorta white i guess hairs on my body instead of the darker ones i usually have does anyone know whats up with this
anon
that's normal
yngven
hiiiiiiiii :3
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heya :>
yngven
hi saki how goes it
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lil bleh but okii, hru
yngven
im doin pretty alright
yngven
might play some game
yngven
might take a nap
yngven
who knows
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might eep
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or play more game, or write
yngven
also dad is at work so i can listen to my music at full blast
yngven
:D
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yippee
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if I don't overeep I might go to progressive bar/drink meetup that's every month
yngven
nice
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(progressive in the general sense, is an interesting group of ppl kinda)
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haven't gone to smth like it or this group for a many months tho bwa
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hope u can be comfy n get to do stuff u feel w time to self now thoughts
::happy gle
yngven
honestly might read homestuck a bit
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oo
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I need 2 at sum point
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busy tho n its a lot
yngven
yea its longer than the bible
anon
saeki
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twink
anon
Would you sit on my lap
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sure

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